i messed up ：(

Sunny ended things after nine days without contact, failure to visit, and disagreement over meeting next year; Daniel regrets escalating. After three weeks, illness persists; his job feels boring, YouTube earned £365, debt is £14,000, and he considers selling stocks. He identifies a recurring pattern of seeming uncaring; he plans debt repayment through winter, then possible dating in spring.

Livestreaming and emotional defensiveness again undermine intimacy; work and debt provide structure but little fulfilment.