meeting CDawgVA and Peter in Osaka

He approached Connor and Pete; Connor declined a photo but humorously told him “fuck off,” while Pete joined in. He felt dizzy and intensely nervous afterward, preserved the footage, and planned to review their stream/VOD the next day. The encounter revived his wish to socialize, but he regretted damaging his reputation for views and debated another video.

Creator contact briefly boosted him; shame over clickbait still constrained him.