my apology to my ex wife

His 12-hour IRL stream walked from Osaka-area neighborhoods to Kobe: 23 kilometres, 40,000 steps, then an exhausted Hankyu return. He found Chinatown closed and Kobe beef unaffordable; Speedify/SIM backup kept streaming after the pocket Wi-Fi battery failed. He revisited divorce regret, considered mailing a heartfelt apology, and acknowledged renewed videos about her preceded blocking and police fears.

Nostalgia, relationship fixation, and monetized streaming continue reinforcing each other while physical and emotional stability deteriorate.