I'm Giving Up on Youtube...

He reports a recurring painful lump beneath his tongue lasting nearly ten days, restricting speech; he plans fruit and acerola vitamin-C supplements. With 112K subscribers stagnant, he abandons polished videos after Phuket’s 3.2–4K views and plans multiple Diablo videos to recoup $70. Next week he begins Thai classes Monday–Friday, then applies for an education visa; his girlfriend quit her distant job, disrupting his schedule.

He repeatedly links stability with falling views, choosing low-effort talk and gaming over stressful IRL content.