I'm giving up on women

After London and Germany dates, he felt no attraction, questioned his sexuality, yet says certain Japanese women still evoke excitement. He abandons a decade-long “dream girl” pursuit, believing reaching her requires years of education, fitness, employment, friendships, and personality-building. He closes girlfriend applications, keeps hookups open, and fears public reputation, channel disclosures, and the Turkish-girl conflict undermine serious relationships.

Romantic idealisation shifts toward resignation, while public exposure and sexual substitutes replace pursuit of durable intimacy.