Why I tried to impregnate my Ex Girlfriend

Daniel had nine months of unprotected sex with his Rotterdam ex, accepting pregnancy to preserve their bond and parent together. No pregnancy resulted; he cites sperm-test activity, doubts fertility or compatibility, and regrets that nothing now connects them. He defended YouTube as stable, flexible income enabling at-home childcare, envisioning marriage, Netherlands residency, and fatherhood before forty.

Post-breakup longing becomes a self-justifying case for using parenthood to secure intimacy while minimizing practical and relational risks.