Life Update - Its Getting Worse...

He confirms abandoning his game after weeks, blames recurring boredom, and wonders whether ADHD or autism explains his short-lived interests. Preparing for Malaysia, he considers bringing only a Switch, dreads the 13.5-hour flight, and worries about local laws affecting OnlyFans. He reports roughly £12,000 stock losses, about $25,000 invested at 6% yield, and plans selling holdings before a possible crash.

Fading drama and relationships leave him using gaming, travel, investing, and nostalgia to replace attention and belonging.