30 April 2019
People are trying to ruin my happiness again
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Summary
Daniel admitted ignoring the Turkish woman and lacking attraction, but denied noticing crying or bleeding and rejected assault claims. He judged Germany’s trip (£1,400; £2,400 with laptop) a loss, rejected future international dating, and awaited the Essex woman and possible divorce. Inheritance questions were underway; he had given his mother £500, while grief, loneliness, mortality, and lost purpose dominated his outlook.
Insight
Public venting and defensive self-justification again destabilize intimacy, reputation, and future plans.