I'M ALIVE

A severe flu-like illness followed his collapse: fever, aches, blocked ears and nose, appetite loss, persistent coughing, weakness, and lightheadedness. He pauses exercise until recovery, fearing lost muscle, while spending days in bed watching nostalgic sitcoms and rewatching Breaking Bad. He deletes Fiverr after prolonged inactivity, fearing illegal employment and blaming demotion, while celebrating 20,000 subscribers but disliking low viewership.

Illness halts exercise and cooking while platform insecurity shifts from freelance work toward channel metrics.