Sunday stream -)

Repeated Sunday internet failures frustrated him; his 7 Mbps/1.5 Mbps connection complicates streaming before next month’s Japan trip. He created a Twitch account and considered gaming, IRL, or private streams with Tomoko, but creative enthusiasm repeatedly ends in burnout. N2 was his biggest achievement; N1 failed after reading-time panic. He reports weak ASMR/ nonsexual reach and sharply variable YouTube earnings.

Recurring overinvestment followed by boredom makes online attention and income unstable motivators.