What's my favourite type of porn

He describes a repetitive 10 p.m.–6 a.m. work cycle, sleeping until 1 p.m., then making videos, gaming, drawing, and translating. He calls YouTube self-therapy and discusses daily masturbation, mostly Japanese pornography, occasional black-women pornography, and one disturbing animal-related video. He prioritizes simple work, creative income, and mobility; marriage and fatherhood currently rank below an Asian, playful ideal partner.

Online disclosure remains his main emotional outlet, alongside recurring avoidance of fixed adulthood and unstable romantic commitments.