i'm shitting myself about going to Japan (i might delete this)

Japan is imminent; his girlfriend replies coldly, slowly, and briefly, making him fear she is withdrawing. She says everything feels overwhelming and is going wrong, but remains vague, leaving him unsure whether he caused it. He cannot concentrate or draw, fears cancellation of their meeting, and decides to stop messaging temporarily to avoid worsening matters.

Relationship uncertainty amplifies recurring abandonment anxiety and impulsive messaging as the imminent Japan meeting approaches.