I wish I could enjoy reading books

After Rogue One, he bought a Star Wars book to improve vocabulary, but found it unbearably boring after forty pages. He says concentration collapses: forcing pages produces little comprehension or memory, while audiobooks fail when paired with gaming or drawing. He questions expensive fiction purchases, considers psychology or self-help instead, and imagines psychology training or becoming a therapist.

Concentration frustration persists, while psychology and mental-health curiosity suggests a possible new direction.