life is so difficult now

He delivered 77 parcels in five hours after two hours sorting; self-ordering nearly doubled mileage, so he’ll use postcode optimization. He anticipates £80–£90 per shift with a £10 bonus, plans stock sales, and hopes to eliminate credit-card debt by April. Sunny and he remain reconciled, but their new cat feels like a third wheel; delivery fatigue threatens his YouTube output.

Delivery work stabilizes finances while threatening the dramatic identity that once sustained his audience.