why i'm such a failure in life - losing hope

While making his third apple pie, he compares repeated failures in cooking, investing, art, and YouTube with eventual breakthrough successes. Cooking becomes a resilience metaphor: repeated failures are acceptable if persistence eventually produces a breakthrough. After three hours, his third apple pie has torn pastry and broken crust, but excellent honey- apple filling; rating: 6.2/10.

He continues streaming for love of the craft despite declining views, but debates 20 profitable viewers versus 10,000 low-paying ones.