showing my true colours

After trying cannabis, Daniel describes panic, involuntary facial movements, dizziness, and near-collapse; the shop owner escorted him to a taxi. He says YouTube earns roughly $1,000 monthly; Kick/IRL underperform, with an Ice video earning $14 against roughly $20 travel costs. He prefers Thailand to Japan, will pay $450 for six more visa months, and remains with his girlfriend after a near-breakup.

Financial decline and burnout push him from Kick/IRL experiments back toward safer, provocative YouTube formats.