Why 2022 was TERRIBLE

He rates 2022 56/120: Elden Ring and Steam Deck created viral income, but typical views fell from 10–13K to 5–6K. He calls the secret Thai relationship restrictive, fearing discovery and lost streaming time; he considers breaking up or trying long-distance. He plans Vietnam, hopes for Japan in 2023 with IRL/subathon experiments, and wants travel content despite visa and connectivity uncertainty.

Secrecy and avoidance repeatedly turn relationships and travel into obstacles to his creative goals.