leaving thailand soon

Tongue ulcers made speaking painful; fingers slightly improved after stopping instant coffee, but headache and dizziness followed. Vietnam is booked for 7 January (£270); girlfriend joins to avoid suspicion, while boarding paperwork risks exposing his secret identity. He quit Resident Evil 2 as stressful, missed Cyberpunk, and linked his channel's decline to abandoning audience-friendly content for controversy.

Secrecy, avoidance, and monetized relationship resentment continue reproducing the same cycle he says he regrets.