why i want to break up with my girlfriend

He debates breaking up with his Thai girlfriend, fearing channel discovery; currently plans to stay together unless she reacts badly. He plans Vietnam for a week, re-entering Thailand with 20,000-baht cash and an onward ticket, then Japan in March or April. His marathon stream reaches over 11 hours, reporting about $1,900 recent income, declining main-channel views, stronger gaming revenue, and itchy blistered fingers.

Recurring self-sabotage persists: relationship security, income, secrecy, and mobility remain subordinated to audience growth.