final stream of cyberpunk (maybe)

After 116 hours and two endings, Cyberpunk suddenly feels boring; laptop freezes repeatedly, and he plans Darktide next. He hides YouTube behind freelance art, finds Thai communication isolating, and regrets not speaking meaningfully to his dying father. Content stagnation prompts a pivot: Pokémon nears 13,000 views; $1,200 YouTube plus $200 Twitch nearly covers Thailand's $300 rent.

Secrecy, avoidance, and gaming-based escape continue substituting for stable work and relationship openness.