Why i regret cheating on my wife 247 times

He recounts cheating from Chihiro’s first date through Tinder, affairs, and paid sex, estimating 100-plus encounters but only 25–30 women. He minimizes remorse, calls himself bad, ranks Chihiro highest, and says their final separation followed Discord conflict rather than cheating. Thailand visa approved for 60 days, extendable 30; early-October trip costs about £1,100, with Thai cohabitation and LiveU cycling planned.

Novelty and audience recovery repeatedly outrank remorse, stable relationships, and conventional work.