13 July 2022
Why i had to Leave Malaysia -(
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Summary
Back in England sick after Malaysia, he scraps two weak-performing edited videos; the rickshaw video reached 5,000 views. He prioritizes driving lessons, considers selling stocks for a £6,000–£16,000 car, and may visit Thailand to meet a new 35-year-old woman. He says YouTube now relies on relationship drama, mourns lost audience and Chihiro, and claims renewed emotional detachment after Mila.
Insight
Malaysia ends without romance or momentum, intensifying his oscillation between driving autonomy and transactional relationships.