24 May 2022
Meeting my NEW Girlfriend at the Hotel
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Summary
Hotel sex produced an unexpected girlfriend label; he agreed when asked despite not wanting seriousness or seeing her long-term. Since Mila, he had not shared a bed for over two years; sleeping beside someone felt anxious, uncomfortable, and boring after sex. A dead tree became a table; his father’s memorial tree grows, while a likely months-long English houseguest makes him fear fleeing home again.
Insight
Casual intimacy recreates relationship ambiguity, while anticipated household disruption revives his recurring urge to escape.