I'm bored

After two Elden Ring completions, gaming's novelty ended; despite about $4,000 March income and sponsorships, money brings no happiness. Repeated Tinder, Hinge, Bumble and other-app bans follow rude trolling and a penis profile photo; new devices, numbers and IPs fail. He has been girlfriendless 1 year 4 months; failed dates, quietness, and fear of bars reinforce isolation despite wanting intimacy.

Gaming and money no longer mask loneliness, lost audience identity, or uncertainty about pursuing anything.