i accomplished nothing today

He bought a £250 torso sex doll arriving tomorrow, funded by electronics sales, and considered cancelling Tinder and Japan Cupid. Bored and depressed, he questioned Japan, work, art, and cooking, mourned his father, and contemplated returning to his wife. James Charles clickbait underperformed; falling subscribers fueled hostility, sexist defences, threats to track critics, and sweeping claims about Irish Travellers.

Japan and sexual novelty substitute for purpose, while audience backlash reinforces grievance and withdrawal.