30 January 2019

My new cape and hair shaving

30 January 2019 · 4:38:48

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Summary

He shaved his hair in a £5 cape during a four-hour stream, reported illness, 50–60 lost subscribers, and a pending upload. He disputed assault allegations from the Turkish encounter, admitting poor treatment, leading her on, Discord disparagement, and mutual communication failures. He discussed inheritance processing, gave his mother £500, planned an Essex meeting, rejected London’s £2,000–£4,000 rent, and remained unsure about Japan.

Insight

After bereavement and marital separation, he oscillates between defensive online self-justification, longing for companionship, and retreat into isolation.