I went back home to England

After a year in Japan, he returns to England and revisits the garden where his YouTube channel began. Toffee died months earlier; seeing his grave makes him sad, especially because he missed returning home before the cat’s death. He celebrates marriage, a Japanese visa, and channel growth from 2,000 to 85,000 subscribers, yet fears leaving England again.

The homecoming unsettles his Japan commitment by reviving grief, nostalgia, and fear of wanting to stay.