I'm stuck in Japan and I feel depressed

He receives a Japanese spouse visa valid until 2 May 2019, with unrestricted work permission; city-hall address registration remains required. Relieved that the biggest obstacle ended easily, he feels bored and purposeless after achieving Japan, marriage, and enjoyable-income goals. Having chosen Japan over returning to his parents, he considers work or archery but fears failure, wasted effort, and laziness.

Major achievements bring brief happiness, followed by emptiness and renewed avoidance of difficult commitments.