1 year of vlogging - looking at my old videos

Reviews nearly a year of YouTube videos, describing shorter hair, clearer skin, and much greater speaking confidence. Early Norway footage shows him too nervous to speak; Korea-era airport filming demonstrates progress, though he nearly missed boarding. He deleted roughly 700 weak videos, shifted from Sony cameras to smartphone vlogging, yet regrets returning the Sony A5100 after five days.

YouTube functioned as a confidence-building practice, while self-criticism about appearance, awkwardness, and equipment persisted.