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Slow setup involved Microsoft account, password, and many updates; they accepted the free Windows 10 upgrade. Touch response and Painter zooming impressed, but layered drawing flickered white, attributed to insufficient RAM; HDD offered storage, SSD speed.","ins":"Continuing Apple comparisons, the cheaper ASUS offers versatility and storage but sacrifices speed and drawing performance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151022-UNBOXING%20ASUS%20windows%20laptop%20transformer%20flipbook%21-d6CVseDJBj8.mp4","rel":["20240102-3hxzumesgry","20240101-5i12eh-olbu","20240103-yhtlhxjpejy","20240101-ivzj-vnb6ue"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20151022-UNBOXING ASUS windows laptop transformer flipbook!-d6CVseDJBj8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"200 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"14","Source video ID":"d6CVseDJBj8","MD5":"b3d10fa4a3b13fb8d8369735aac9587d"}},{"id":"20151023-wv1lgfnxguo","slug":"20151023-wv1lgfnxguo-20-random-facts-about-star-wars-old-ben-kenobi-hate-star-wars","title":"20 Random facts about STAR WARS! 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Second monster is linked to an orange dead-state block, leaving corpses; plans expand to faster monsters and successive waves. 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Builds a label-moving interface: an Up button shifts the label upward 25 pixels through linked IBOutlet and IBAction code. 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Two buttons finally trigger distinct sounds, though each initially fails once; sound setup and first-play behaviour remain inconsistent. Planned work includes a faster zombie, log projectile, high score, and looping music; cramped controls make labels and ads uncertain.","ins":"Experimentation produces a breakthrough, but limited understanding leaves initialization and audio architecture unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151109-adding%20sounds%20to%20buttons%20on%20xcode%20making%20a%20game%20on%20macbook%20pro%21-YzP-J_t3Vnc.mp4","rel":["20151115-agpkadfhjas","20151025-pi_ryhgo_pa","20151109-1sd6lflkpci","20151205-w6l6k7gkaau"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20151109-adding sounds to buttons on xcode making a game on macbook pro!-YzP-J_t3Vnc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"63.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"23","Source video ID":"YzP-J_t3Vnc","MD5":"2eff6f188690deefc6788476e689a191"}},{"id":"20151109-1sd6lflkpci","slug":"20151109-1sd6lflkpci-how-to-make-a-button-play-a-sound-in-xcode-7","title":"How to make a button play a sound in XCODE 7!","date":"2015-11-09","dur":577,"sum":"Demonstrates Xcode 7 setup: adds Audio Toolbox, imports it, declares two system sound IDs, and creates two button actions. Uses blood1 and blood2 M4A files, preloads them in viewDidLoad, links Touch Up Inside actions, and confirms both sounds play. After hours of trial and error, proposes collision-triggered sounds and more buttons; background looping remains unresolved.","ins":"The speaker shifts from copying tutorials to independently explaining reusable game-audio patterns.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151109-How%20to%20make%20a%20button%20play%20a%20sound%20in%20XCODE%207%21-1sd6LFLKpCI.mp4","rel":["20151109-yzp-j_t3vnc","20151105-s9hn2jurrpu","20151103-mgtnc3mbnk0","20151206-ecadta9ewqq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20151109-How to make a button play a sound in XCODE 7!-1sd6LFLKpCI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"25.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"24","Source video ID":"1sd6LFLKpCI","MD5":"8f3f0199fa0e7ff99ad620fa77e1f582"}},{"id":"20151111-uk5fl2o3flk","slug":"20151111-uk5fl2o3flk-i-hate-pug-dogs-they-are-so-ugly","title":"i hate pug dogs they are so ugly","date":"2015-11-11","dur":994,"sum":"The speaker intensely denounces pugs and flat-faced dogs, contrasting them with cats and citing wrinkles, barking, diseases, and weakness. They explain a neighbor’s barking and an ex-girlfriend’s dog fascination, arguing dogs’ affection is food-driven and cats are quieter, independent. They complain about six dislikes on a Surface Pro video, dislike-heavy uploads, delayed earnings, and a blocked channel-name change.","ins":"A single disgust rant broadens into frustration with online rejection and stalled creator identity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151111-i%20hate%20pug%20dogs%20they%20are%20so%20ugly-uk5fl2o3Flk.mp4","rel":["20160629-ibp1jm7eeps","20231012-ycminttrjew","20170217-nldi61rqgfu","20241205-0vrq7rt3ezy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20151111-i hate pug dogs they are so ugly-uk5fl2o3Flk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"66 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"25","Source video ID":"uk5fl2o3Flk","MD5":"fd2b264f97bf4e42bb6f271bbd0fb496"}},{"id":"20151112-teqwb8lhenk","slug":"20151112-teqwb8lhenk-my-zombie-game-i-made-on-xcode-7-for-ios-app-store-made-on-macbook-pro","title":"My zombie game i made on Xcode 7 for iOS app store made on macbook pro!","date":"2015-11-12","dur":134,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151112-My%20zombie%20game%20i%20made%20on%20Xcode%207%20for%20iOS%20app%20store%20made%20on%20macbook%20pro%21-TEQwB8lHENk.mp4","rel":["20151109-yzp-j_t3vnc","20151115-agpkadfhjas","20151205-w6l6k7gkaau","20151027-x5cf7urkqtg"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20151112-My zombie game i made on Xcode 7 for iOS app store made on macbook pro!-TEQwB8lHENk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"10.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"26","Source video ID":"TEQwB8lHENk","MD5":"69d217fb53cf616ff7cb2461d91192fe"}},{"id":"20151115-agpkadfhjas","slug":"20151115-agpkadfhjas-making-a-jumping-game-in-xcode-macbook-pro","title":"making a jumping game in xcode macbook pro","date":"2015-11-15","dur":238,"sum":"Begins a new Xcode runner game where tapping makes green-block “Hank” jump and fall toward a floor. Implements NSTimer movement every 0.05 seconds; tapping sets hankJump to 30, while falling subtracts hankJump from Hank’s vertical position. The prototype stops on the floor but permits repeated jumps and sinking, leaving jump limits and collision behaviour unresolved.","ins":"Continues iterative Xcode development, shifting from zombie shooting toward runner-style movement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151115-making%20a%20jumping%20game%20in%20xcode%20macbook%20pro-aGpkaDfhjAs.mp4","rel":["20151206-ecadta9ewqq","20151109-yzp-j_t3vnc","20151205-w6l6k7gkaau","20151025-pi_ryhgo_pa"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20151115-making a jumping game in xcode macbook pro-aGpkaDfhjAs.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"11.5 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"27","Source video ID":"aGpkaDfhjAs","MD5":"20a88cd0cf3a1e24f4e7a7a6e87019e7"}},{"id":"20151205-w6l6k7gkaau","slug":"20151205-w6l6k7gkaau-my-new-game-on-xcode-7-macbook-pro","title":"My new game on xcode 7 macbook pro","date":"2015-12-05","dur":405,"sum":"Presents an unfinished survival game where energy, hunger, happiness, and warmth decline; sleeping advances days survived, with zeroes eventually causing game over. Players gather resources, build a 15-wood bed and fireplace, cook soup, fight monsters, dodge fireballs, and manage three replenishing lives. Planned marketplace, quests, buildings, and relationships broaden the game; smoke and statistics required debugging, while two earlier games reached the App Store.","ins":"The project is evolving from tutorial-style mechanics into an ambitious survival-and-social game.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151205-My%20new%20game%20on%20xcode%207%20macbook%20pro-w6l6k7GKaAU.mp4","rel":["20151115-agpkadfhjas","20151109-yzp-j_t3vnc","20151105-s9hn2jurrpu","20151112-teqwb8lhenk"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20151205-My new game on xcode 7 macbook pro-w6l6k7GKaAU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"17.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"28","Source video ID":"w6l6k7GKaAU","MD5":"b50db85ecefde77a985a34449c2e47ee"}},{"id":"20151206-ecadta9ewqq","slug":"20151206-ecadta9ewqq-how-to-make-a-jumping-platformer-game-on-xcode-7-part-1","title":"How to make a jumping platformer game on xcode 7! - part 1","date":"2015-12-06","dur":655,"sum":"Creates a landscape Objective-C Xcode single-view platformer project, disabling Auto Layout and size classes, with floor, character, and jump-button UI. Links three IBOutlets and a jump IBAction; an NSTimer updates vertical position every 0.05 seconds using jumpValue for ascent and falling. Collision reset places the character atop the floor, but repeated presses permit unlimited jumps, excessive acceleration, hovering, and occasional floor penetration.","ins":"Continues iterative Xcode learning, moving from a fragile runner prototype toward a planned left- right platformer.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151206-How%20to%20make%20a%20jumping%20platformer%20game%20on%20xcode%207%21%20-%20part%201-eCADta9EWqQ.mp4","rel":["20151207-y5epkwfxqdu","20151115-agpkadfhjas","20151103-mgtnc3mbnk0","20151105-s9hn2jurrpu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20151206-How to make a jumping platformer game on xcode 7! - part 1-eCADta9EWqQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"27 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"29","Source video ID":"eCADta9EWqQ","MD5":"20fc7d594b382f55c212eb51096862aa"}},{"id":"20151207-y5epkwfxqdu","slug":"20151207-y5epkwfxqdu-making-a-platformer-game-in-xcode-part-2-movement","title":"making a platformer game in xcode - part 2 movement","date":"2015-12-07","dur":532,"sum":"Adds left and right buttons to the platformer, each using start/stop actions and repeating NSTimers to move the character. Links touch-down to movement and touch-up to timer invalidation; left/right movement and jumping work in testing. Fixes runaway movement when dragging off a button by connecting touch-up-outside to both stop actions.","ins":"The prototype advances from jumping alone to responsive directional controls through iterative debugging of touch-state edge cases.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151207-making%20a%20platformer%20game%20in%20xcode%20-%20part%202%20movement-y5EPkWFxqDU.mp4","rel":["20151206-ecadta9ewqq","20151115-agpkadfhjas","20151109-yzp-j_t3vnc","20151020-xkuotwjocaa"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert","tech":{"Original filename":"20151207-making a platformer game in xcode - part 2 movement-y5EPkWFxqDU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"22.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"30","Source video ID":"y5EPkWFxqDU","MD5":"68646ac5584489616a0cde90cb61fc03"}},{"id":"20151218-isamqmt05ao","slug":"20151218-isamqmt05ao-sony-16mm-f2-8-lens-video-test","title":"sony 16mm f2.8 lens video test","date":"2015-12-18","dur":436,"sum":"Cut trees expose a previously hidden house and occupants; the speaker dislikes the resulting privacy loss and changed appearance. Sony 16mm f/2.8 test finds limited close focusing and no optical zoom, requiring digital zoom or iMovie cropping for close-ups. Background blur is good and autofocus feels faster, but shaky walking footage postpones a £400–£500 stabilization upgrade for 1–2 years.","ins":"Practical testing accepts minor gains while cost delays a smoother-camera upgrade.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151218-sony%2016mm%20f2.8%20lens%20video%20test-iSaMQmt05ao.webm","rel":["20151219-g8acspd6iao","20170214-vts70qp6e7g","20160216-igoh4l1tivk","20160216-_toxngh9qau"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20151218-sony 16mm f2.8 lens video test-iSaMQmt05ao.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"73.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"31","Source video ID":"iSaMQmt05ao","MD5":"897dc14ee663b7ce8cebaa5c80f59e5a"}},{"id":"20151219-8jaohec50pi","slug":"20151219-8jaohec50pi-ipad-pro-hearthstone-gameplay-getting-destroyed","title":"iPad pro hearthstone gameplay getting destroyed","date":"2015-12-19","dur":301,"sum":"Current transcript contains repeated “OOF” exclamations and ellipses, with no identifiable event, setting, participants, or action. The fragment may indicate discomfort, frustration, or impact, but its cause and circumstances are not established. No gameplay outcome, decision, plan, relationship detail, date, amount, or change can be reliably extracted.","ins":"The record is too fragmentary to support a trajectory or meaningful historical comparison.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151219-iPad%20pro%20hearthstone%20gameplay%20getting%20destroyed-8jAohEc50PI.mp4","rel":["20190702-nsqljes7jwk","20161001-q80ytkyypss","20190701-kmrswqnw6nm","20161211-xu4xcmkvn5w"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20151219-iPad pro hearthstone gameplay getting destroyed-8jAohEc50PI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"52.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"32","Source video ID":"8jAohEc50PI","MD5":"68784719e79f21767f2ae436d9914bdf"}},{"id":"20151219-g8acspd6iao","slug":"20151219-g8acspd6iao-regret-buying-sony-16mm-f2-8-lens","title":"regret buying sony 16mm f2.8 lens","date":"2015-12-19","dur":255,"sum":"The Sony 16mm f/2.8 works on a tripod but handheld footage shows noticeable vibration because it lacks optical image stabilization. He regrets buying it: f/2.8 offers little practical advantage over the stabilized kit lens’ f/3.5, despite being initially tempting. He considers selling through Amazon or a new eBay/PayPal account, but eBay banned him and zero feedback may deter buyers.","ins":"Recurring gear upgrading is followed by regret after practical use exposes overlooked limitations.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20151219-regret%20buying%20sony%2016mm%20f2.8%20lens-G8aCSpD6Iao.mp4","rel":["20151218-isamqmt05ao","20170214-vts70qp6e7g","20160216-igoh4l1tivk","20230116-bv-fga1q2ry"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20151219-regret buying sony 16mm f2.8 lens-G8aCSpD6Iao.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"35.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"33","Source video ID":"G8aCSpD6Iao","MD5":"243adc0732fb0fc05ea1ea10f6f60f8d"}},{"id":"20160106--norszjhneg","slug":"20160106--norszjhneg-having-social-anxiety","title":"having social anxiety","date":"2016-01-06","dur":868,"sum":"Regrets cutting two months’ growth to please someone; prefers long hair and avoids salons over cost and awkward small talk. A companion’s finances may shift Japan from March to June; he debates going alone or cancelling, fearing heat and disappointment. 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The postman delivered only letters; despite waiting until 5:30 PM, tracking still claimed arrival by 1 PM. The unboxing was postponed, but Amazon refunded £9 postage and apologised, leaving him pleased with customer service.","ins":"A failed guaranteed delivery shifts frustration toward reassurance once compensation and responsive support arrive.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160202-Amazon%20next%20day%20delivery%20fail-dcTUdl-O_KE.mp4","rel":["20241203-gswqbj-glkg","20241201-pbt_34hmm7a","20241205-t4kkggt-cem","20241218-njc1gh6_hpo"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career","tech":{"Original filename":"20160202-Amazon next day delivery fail-dcTUdl-O_KE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"104 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"37","Source video ID":"dcTUdl-O_KE","MD5":"83f58a0a2696fed38722d821ba9fd98a"}},{"id":"20160203-krfnkg7d9q4","slug":"20160203-krfnkg7d9q4-sony-a5100-unboxing-and-video-tests","title":"Sony a5100 unboxing and video tests","date":"2016-02-03","dur":530,"sum":"After a three-hour delay, he receives the Sony a5100, battery, charger, and cable, then resumes filming in freezing conditions. 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Santoro now cites resources in descriptions, but the speaker argues attribution does not excuse copying others’ writing and monetizing it. 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Crab and lobster are rejected as rotten-looking insects; visible carcasses and laborious meat extraction make them repulsive. A mussel containing a tiny crab, gritty prawn digestive tract, and oyster texture reinforce his avoidance of whole-body shellfish.","ins":"Disgust centers on visible anatomy, decay imagery, texture, and animal reminders more than flavor alone.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160615-I%20hate%20seafood-L3l-SnMn-sk.mp4","rel":["20160623-hddmztxuhuo","20160629-ibp1jm7eeps","20211218-ogs7ztxqd_q","20240218-1vdcaer1m8e"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert","tech":{"Original filename":"20160615-I hate seafood-L3l-SnMn-sk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"35.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"75","Source video ID":"L3l-SnMn-sk","MD5":"8849c215eea2b75b3bac0f931823207a"}},{"id":"20160620-kqmrnyffhgk","slug":"20160620-kqmrnyffhgk-i-like-stealing","title":"I Like Stealing","date":"2016-06-20","dur":248,"sum":"Well over 15 years earlier, while still a secondary-school pupil, he bought a £1 bacon-and-egg sandwich and stole crisps. He prioritized saving for a PlayStation game, concealed the crisps in his winter coat, and bypassed two cafeteria guards. 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Large intestine and chicken gizzards seemed rubbery despite chewing; cow’s tongue felt grotesque, and he spat it out. 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Praised the fast elevator, English-speaking staff, interactive city map, glass floor, and overall worthwhile experience. Criticised noisy screens, dark photography, reflections, ¥1,300 photos, ¥950 curry, and ¥430 coffee as overpriced.","ins":"The review balances strong attraction with practical annoyances, ending in a qualified recommendation despite high costs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160627-Tokyo%20sky%20tree%20visit%20in%20Japan%20-%20panasonic%20lx100%20video-2Te2HrAcjfU.webm","rel":["20160901-o2lt55muhv0","20160917-dbvp7v3fxji","20161203-jhf6elbqrjo","20240520-f_i5gw8_xbq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20160627-Tokyo sky tree visit in Japan - panasonic lx100 video-2Te2HrAcjfU.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"32.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"79","Source video ID":"2Te2HrAcjfU","MD5":"124578c17084bcb688d996dc3b44ee5b"}},{"id":"20160629-ibp1jm7eeps","slug":"20160629-ibp1jm7eeps-i-hate-bulldogs-they-are-so-ugly","title":"I hate bulldogs - they are so ugly","date":"2016-06-29","dur":167,"sum":"The speaker intensely rejects bulldogs’ appearance, criticizing their beady eyes, flattened “troll” face, short legs, and oversized body. He recounts bull-baiting, where bulldogs clamped bulls’ snouts until they collapsed; breeding favored low bodies, large heads, and strong jaws. 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Creams failed; inflammation, dryness, flaking, uncontrollable scratching, and sleepless nights followed. He blamed alleged radiation contamination, researched Wikipedia, and concluded—without medical confirmation—that he had contagious, incurable radiation poisoning.","ins":"Escalating health fear becomes darkly comic self-diagnosis, ending in imagined mutation as “Skin Man”.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160701-Japan%27s%20radiation%20problem%20-%20They%20lied%20to%20us.-rTUiczzggsE.mp4","rel":["20190301-fb-lgbjs7ia","20250528-uzncl5gx0ae","20200811--jdjvpsjk-y","20190427-cbycpgceefg"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20160701-Japan's radiation problem - They lied to us.-rTUiczzggsE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"23.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"81","Source video ID":"rTUiczzggsE","MD5":"79be14c6a474fe5f572da62fe9df94a8"}},{"id":"20160708-arzlykpf8eo","slug":"20160708-arzlykpf8eo-what-is-pokemon-go-android-samsung-s6-thoughts","title":"What is Pokemon Go Android samsung s6 thoughts","date":"2016-07-08","dur":157,"sum":"On 8 July in Japan, he discusses Pokémon Go after reading Facebook news and comments, but has not played it. He explains its GPS/map-based collecting, camera-based sightings, battling, levelling, evolution, and training. He worries his no-SIM, Wi-Fi-only phone might not satisfy continuous GPS requirements; changing stores feels troublesome.","ins":"Initial indifference shifts toward curiosity, while practical access and safety concerns temper enthusiasm.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160708-What%20is%20Pokemon%20Go%20Android%20samsung%20s6%20thoughts-ARzlYkpf8eo.mp4","rel":["20240720-zifnaevsric","20160806-rrfnqxby2m8","20230716-5t_4fvsbdfq","20250405-umrjtk_cx3w"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20160708-What is Pokemon Go Android samsung s6 thoughts-ARzlYkpf8eo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"6.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"82","Source video ID":"ARzlYkpf8eo","MD5":"4a2335e89f7db68d7762778f052d7a32"}},{"id":"20160716-dggtnr-fdog","slug":"20160716-dggtnr-fdog-the-search-for-happiness","title":"The search for happiness.","date":"2016-07-16","dur":413,"sum":"After five minutes without hot water, he washed only his hair in a cold shower and considered telling the manager. No Wi-Fi in his room leaves only crowded shared areas, where a Japanese resident repeatedly pokes or pats him. 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A six-year friendship finally became an awkward meeting; limited English led to walking and McDonald’s, but her family welcomed him. 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Station closure forces an overnight wait until 5 AM; he buys food and meets a man searching for his girlfriend. 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At the freezing summit, hunger and exhaustion persist after he stays awake all night, repeatedly falling asleep in the car. His friend’s father leaves them overnight in an unfamiliar house; its ownership is unknown and it may be mountain lodging.","ins":"Unexpected lodging combines apparent hospitality with continuing travel disorientation and physical discomfort.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160730-Taiwan%20travel%20vlog%20day%203%20going%20to%20the%20mountains%21-eYNFvqc1MLo.mp4","rel":["20160731-q5d1he27glm","20160729-kxjorodu6ey","20160429-xdsa06ngs64","20160424-hdcon1fdzga"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20160730-Taiwan travel vlog day 3 going to the mountains!-eYNFvqc1MLo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"102 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"86","Source video ID":"eYNFvqc1MLo","MD5":"3f296eed4a0e5443b711942cac17286c"}},{"id":"20160731-q5d1he27glm","slug":"20160731-q5d1he27glm-going-to-school-in-taiwan-vlog-samsung-s6-video","title":"Going to school in Taiwan vlog samsung s6 video","date":"2016-07-31","dur":533,"sum":"After six to seven hours’ sleep, he stays overnight in Taiwan’s mountains, lacking spare clothes, underwear, socks, toiletries, and supplies. He explores a deserted mountain school reportedly serving ten pupils, with many empty classrooms and striking isolation. 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Karaoke ran until 6:30; fearing a missed flight, he rushed by bus, then found the departure delayed an hour. After checking in, he retrieved his luggage, abandoned the ticket, returned to the city, and chose an extra month despite money worries.","ins":"A planned departure reverses into an impulsive extension, prioritizing continued travel over financial certainty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160803-MISSED%20MY%20PLANE%21-EsYAlhVKD88.mp4","rel":["20170216-i88dlm0bd7u-493f0cae","20240807-glmyzajlvzq","20220425-tqufml2e8fu","20160825-nw68wtqzmoa"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20160803-MISSED MY PLANE!-EsYAlhVKD88.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"82.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"88","Source video ID":"EsYAlhVKD88","MD5":"a87d5800debf7e536bfcf50c7927b4af"}},{"id":"20160806-rrfnqxby2m8","slug":"20160806-rrfnqxby2m8-pokemon-go-in-taiwan","title":"Pokemon Go in Taiwan!","date":"2016-08-06","dur":330,"sum":"Taiwan’s Pokémon Go release draws crowds; seeing everyone play gives him a new reason to go outside. He loses gym battles to a roughly 2,000-CP opponent with CP100 Pokémon, then catches about 20 Pokémon while hunting. A roughly one-hour, five-kilometre nighttime walk leaves him overheated but pleased; charging phones enables another outing and motivates exercise.","ins":"Novelty fades into repetition, but the game temporarily reverses his inactivity and makes walking enjoyable.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160806-Pokemon%20Go%20in%20Taiwan%21-rrFnqXbY2m8.mp4","rel":["20160729-kxjorodu6ey","20160708-arzlykpf8eo","20160825-nw68wtqzmoa","20160730-eynfvqc1mlo"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20160806-Pokemon Go in Taiwan!-rrFnqXbY2m8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"63.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"89","Source video ID":"rrFnqXbY2m8","MD5":"f58b3079e018f2af0ed3a3750178bff6"}},{"id":"20160809-oqoeeol4w_a","slug":"20160809-oqoeeol4w_a-amazing-pewdiepie-impression","title":"Amazing PewDiePie impression","date":"2016-08-09","dur":517,"sum":"Performs a PewDiePie-style impression while playing Slenderman, opening with exaggerated enthusiasm before mocking the game's difficulty and premise. Repeated jump scares and intrusive mobile-game advertisements frustrate him; he restarts on medium difficulty after struggling to close the ads. Collects four of eight pages, complains about slow traversal and boredom, then ends early because the video is too long.","ins":"Sarcastic impatience transforms routine horror gameplay into a deliberately comedic performance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160809-Amazing%20PewDiePie%20impression-oqoEEoL4w_A.mp4","rel":["undated-12a8fb27525b-12a8fb27","20250330-9b8yalgm3nk","20240726-zexf2osyb3k","20230916-ougzc8nrl1w"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20160809-Amazing PewDiePie impression-oqoEEoL4w_A.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"116 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"90","Source video ID":"oqoEEoL4w_A","MD5":"949e5e195346edf79abb9e93e1fff1cf"}},{"id":"20160812-c3garn7ggom","slug":"20160812-c3garn7ggom-sony-wx500-camera-for-vlogging","title":"Sony WX500 camera for vlogging","date":"2016-08-12","dur":294,"sum":"Sony sends the WX500 for a paid review; presenter recommends its affordability, flip screen, 30× optical zoom, compactness, light weight, and Wi‑Fi. Testing finds stable, fast zoom through 30×, usable 60× digital zoom, good macro focusing, but low-light video worse than his smartphone. No touchscreen is acceptable, but absent microphone input limits audio; because he rarely uses zoom, he returns to smartphone filming.","ins":"Practical testing reverses initial camera enthusiasm: portability and reach matter less than low- light quality, audio, and actual usage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20160812-Sony%20WX500%20camera%20for%20vlogging-c3garn7gGoM.mp4","rel":["20160901-o2lt55muhv0","20160420-vxmfwbtke84","20160216-_toxngh9qau","20160402-q_vvuxxutfu"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20160812-Sony WX500 camera for vlogging-c3garn7gGoM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"57.5 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"91","Source video ID":"c3garn7gGoM","MD5":"86cf6b576568fed268a80930618981f6"}},{"id":"20160816-6v9i_vha0j0","slug":"20160816-6v9i_vha0j0-japanese-high-school-simulator","title":"Japanese high school simulator","date":"2016-08-16","dur":660,"sum":"In High School Simulator, he explores a sparse Japanese-style school, tests controls, and finds NPCs largely unresponsive. Waving makes students follow him into an “army”; he discovers weapons, bicycles, and settings, killing NPCs with spear and katana. 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He intends to seek work after receiving a SIM, hoping to host a Taiwanese friend; they discussed frustrations and reconnected. 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A booking error separates him from family; parents get villa upgrades, while he explores a tide-out beach before retreating.","ins":"Scenic travel coexists with fatigue, family disconnection, logistical frustration, and a desire for secluded escape.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20161023-Eden%20project%20-%20LG%20G5%20vlog-xbxc3n2n_L0.mp4","rel":["20160429-xdsa06ngs64","20160413-galakymrun8","20160731-q5d1he27glm","20200511-wl3ogla35pm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20161023-Eden project - LG G5 vlog-xbxc3n2n_L0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"359 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"119","Source video ID":"xbxc3n2n_L0","MD5":"0c2594ea5637ee76fb4354fcbab02dd3"}},{"id":"20161024-fyd3zrelmqi","slug":"20161024-fyd3zrelmqi-living-like-casey-neistat","title":"living like Casey neistat","date":"2016-10-24","dur":1367,"sum":"After three consecutive hotel changes, he wakes at 7 a.m.; the holiday ends tomorrow, with a dreaded three-to-four-hour, carsickness-inducing drive home. 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He factory-reset it after two hours without transferring footage, losing test video; over- sharpened skin, absent smoothing, and microphone hiss prompted return. 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Feeling abandoned by his girlfriend’s attention to friends and other men, he became jealous and later recognized his immaturity.","ins":"Social avoidance remains severe; crying relieves anxiety, while gaming offers limited companionship.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20170102-I%20broke%20down%20in%20tears%20at%20the%20New%20Year%27s%20party%20in%20Japan%20-%20social%20anxiety-gG-aiKJGJAY.mp4","rel":["20170209-waphxemw1pc","20230209-v1732626779","20170302-so1wpmqzi_w","20161114-x5z1sq2kpoi"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20170102-I broke down in tears at the New Year's party in Japan - social anxiety-gG-aiKJGJAY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"90.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"152","Source video ID":"gG-aiKJGJAY","MD5":"2c20128f3a93af37c750be0ec3a5431a"}},{"id":"20170102-dsld7zqiqxa","slug":"20170102-dsld7zqiqxa-why-i-never-want-to-learn-how-to-drive","title":"Why I never want to learn how to drive","date":"2017-01-02","dur":683,"sum":"After spilling milk at work, he salvaged most with two containers, refrigerated food, and found long-expired sealed prawn crackers. 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He moved one HelloTalk connection off-app for porn, nude exchanges, and phone sex; two others offered meetings constrained by travel costs.","ins":"Language learning remains intertwined with romantic pursuit; HelloTalk provides social validation unavailable on Facebook.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20170709-I%20met%20a%20Japanese%20girl%20on%20HelloTalk-7GU_VSZWj0M.mp4","rel":["20170920-6_mc4dufhvk","20200220-x70oyc9atny","20170815-yxiuhfo2vi4","20170811-47obkwln6cm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20170709-I met a Japanese girl on HelloTalk-7GU_VSZWj0M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"66.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"266","Source video ID":"7GU_VSZWj0M","MD5":"9d27b0c86a5ee4b06e7bc24848c8e079"}},{"id":"20170711-ducprt4xd3m","slug":"20170711-ducprt4xd3m-my-boss-found-my-youtube-channel","title":"My boss found my YouTube channel","date":"2017-07-11","dur":448,"sum":"Four weeks earlier, his boss confronted him after the owner's sister allegedly found his YouTube channel; he suspected a hater. She praised many videos but demanded removal of coworker/job rants and a store tour; he defended unrestricted speech. 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Former bicycle-riding friends adopted mopeds, cars, tattoos, and weightlifting; he felt betrayed, left behind by adulthood, and cried filming. 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She proposed divorce and cancelling his immigration application; he promised to stop discussing her publicly or seek permission, and they stayed together. 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Their dispute nearly caused a breakup; recalling a former boss’s restrictions, he accepts his wife’s feelings should constrain disclosures. His wife permits nonembarrassing mentions and requests compensation; he pays all rent, most food, and buys a $160 coffee machine.","ins":"Marriage redirects his YouTube venting from unrestricted autonomy toward negotiated privacy and material compensation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20180406-I%20made%20a%20huge%20mistake-_XhcSOpMfh0.mp4","rel":["20201024-plftojrprdy","20250426-cgkfnx3fm1y","20210715-42650286828","20190802-hpepcxbptmu"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20180406-I made a huge mistake-_XhcSOpMfh0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"94.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"403","Source video ID":"_XhcSOpMfh0","MD5":"242278b77aa438bd86c3461b132b6885"}},{"id":"20180409-nil37lurcjw","slug":"20180409-nil37lurcjw-i-m-a-jealous-and-insecure-person","title":"I'm a jealous and insecure person","date":"2018-04-09","dur":643,"sum":"Extreme jealousy over male contacts and phone secrecy led him to snoop, threaten, and physically struggle with a French ex. 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Pauline’s CV courses and unpaid McDonald’s trial angered him; doodling triggered benefit sanctions, which he likened to slave labour. 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Her family stopped contact after opposing the marriage; his parents are supportive, and he proposes visiting Malaysia in May together. 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They remain unaware he married; in Malaysia, his wife will meet his parents, potentially addressing relatives’ objections. 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He complains about elderly pedestrians, unnecessary shopping-bag tape, children making noise outside his apartment, and Japan’s permanently audible phone-camera shutter. 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He books Malaysia tickets for his wife to meet his parents, despite communication nerves; he then demonstrates frying spring rolls.","ins":"Expected visa milestone converts defensive online conflict into confident future planning and family integration.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20180428-I%E2%80%99m%20staying%20in%20Japan%21-cvaKQ5HCCx0.mp4","rel":["20180423-qjmtqus7fe4","20190225-7tvgyia7jjg","20171201-lef5awlavao","20220923-f9vdv17flow"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20180428-I’m staying in Japan!-cvaKQ5HCCx0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"74 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"410","Source video ID":"cvaKQ5HCCx0","MD5":"f9012c71b7fbd70918c038420ef7017e"}},{"id":"20180430-c23v01qomya","slug":"20180430-c23v01qomya-why-anime-sucks","title":"Why Anime SUCKS","date":"2018-04-30","dur":626,"sum":"At 17, Evangelion shifted him from World of Warcraft addiction into daily anime, Japanese study, and idealized fantasies about Japan. 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He contrasts Japan’s limited sandwiches and pies, constant crows, silent customers, and reserved strangers with England’s food and sociability. 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His wife became angry and left; Daniel packed, abandoned his key, and spent the night outside. 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She threatened breakup but stopped his departure; by morning they were normal, and he spent four hours alone during earthquake confinement. 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He initiated sex; intercourse briefly began, she reported pain, he stopped, ejaculated in five seconds, and they never met again. 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He repeatedly questions whether earlier treatment could have changed the outcome, hoping certainty would quiet his counterfactual thoughts. 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His setup tour shows a £30 webcam, ring light, computer, Switch, and webcam-based CCTV plan; his father’s handprint is framed.","ins":"Bereavement and stalled direction coincide with retreat into gaming, fantasy, routine, and surveillance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190304-I%20think%20I%20have%20depression-EJ9d_WqPNWA.mp4","rel":["20190808-bxkmg-8oyt4","20180225-lgmgryw0fc0","20250415-adfm1m9bfc4","20200312-j-niuosoflu"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190304-I think I have depression-EJ9d_WqPNWA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"60.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"550","Source video ID":"EJ9d_WqPNWA","MD5":"4e3d29c2ea125f84cd3eb0d41a63613e"}},{"id":"20190305-ebwyw9qeywo","slug":"20190305-ebwyw9qeywo-what-happened-to-emma-blackery-dead-channels","title":"What happened to Emma Blackery - Dead Channels","date":"2019-03-05","dur":706,"sum":"Reviews Emma Blackery, 27, with 1.4 million subscribers, noting recent videos usually draw under 40,000 views, including one under 14,000. 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Victoria's attendance triggered anxiety; after his mother suggested she wanted to see him, Daniel reconsidered editing out the rant. 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He dismisses creators’ fears, especially commentary channels using movie, game, meme, or music clips, arguing they should create original work. 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Daniel apologizes to Chihiro and questions divorce, considering Japan again while mourning his father and missing marriage’s companionship.","ins":"Sexual novelty versus loneliness remains his central conflict, amplified by YouTube’s attention economy and unresolved grief.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190509-daniel%27s%20online%20therapy%20session-LsLLwZd6kbw.mp4","rel":["20200812-xlowvhjsg-e","20190507-5vsb50uqbls","20210427-1003326628","20190710-0e_wsxxahhq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190509-daniel's online therapy session-LsLLwZd6kbw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"606 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"608","Source video ID":"LsLLwZd6kbw","MD5":"016302af202ae4ea66b664794f6198c5"}},{"id":"20190510-lcaszqevugq","slug":"20190510-lcaszqevugq-i-have-a-new-girlfriend","title":"I have a new girlfriend!","date":"2019-05-10","dur":680,"sum":"Daniel announces a 27-year-old Essex girlfriend after months of messaging and voice chats since separating from his wife. They plan a quiet London date next week; he proposes assessing attraction before sex, leaving any hookup to her consent. 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He calls Tati’s 40-minute exposure petty and vindictive, criticizes James’s advances toward straight men, yet ultimately feels sorry for him. 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Bored and depressed, he questioned Japan, work, art, and cooking, mourned his father, and contemplated returning to his wife. James Charles clickbait underperformed; falling subscribers fueled hostility, sexist defences, threats to track critics, and sweeping claims about Irish Travellers.","ins":"Japan and sexual novelty substitute for purpose, while audience backlash reinforces grievance and withdrawal.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190516-i%20accomplished%20nothing%20today-csJYsxgrpC4.mp4","rel":["20190516-lgc252zeiyo","20250405-umrjtk_cx3w","20190519-oz9cl7ww7lc","20161204-wxjqwitgk20"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190516-i accomplished nothing today-csJYsxgrpC4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"737 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"613","Source video ID":"csJYsxgrpC4","MD5":"6efcbaf9f360adc7e81c9d2940307ba8"}},{"id":"20190516-lgc252zeiyo","slug":"20190516-lgc252zeiyo-i-accomplished-nothing-today","title":"i accomplished nothing today","date":"2019-05-16","dur":8226,"sum":"During a 16 May livestream, Daniel planned to unbox a sex doll, sell his Switch, eat spaghetti, and play Rainbow Six. He framed doxxing, tax reports, and subreddits as attempts to ruin his reputation and employment, considering retaliation and fabricated content. He admitted fabricating the girlfriend announcement, remained unsure about reconciling with his wife, and weighed companionship, sex, views, and freedom.","ins":"Online performance continues converting intimacy, conflict, and uncertainty into content, while loneliness pulls him back toward marriage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190516-i%20accomplished%20nothing%20today-lGc252zeiyo.mp4","rel":["20190516-csjysxgrpc4","20250330-whvcrfye3pw","20201104-eczb9naqhqo","20250330-9b8yalgm3nk"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190516-i accomplished nothing today-lGc252zeiyo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"524 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"614","Source video ID":"lGc252zeiyo","MD5":"7fba468abb8a36f77736f49035d19728"}},{"id":"20190517-ua7jgycep6k","slug":"20190517-ua7jgycep6k-i-m-giving-up-on-women","title":"I'm giving up on women","date":"2019-05-17","dur":813,"sum":"After London and Germany dates, he felt no attraction, questioned his sexuality, yet says certain Japanese women still evoke excitement. 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He closes girlfriend applications, keeps hookups open, and fears public reputation, channel disclosures, and the Turkish-girl conflict undermine serious relationships.","ins":"Romantic idealisation shifts toward resignation, while public exposure and sexual substitutes replace pursuit of durable intimacy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190517-I%27m%20giving%20up%20on%20women-ua7jGYCep6k.mp4","rel":["20170603-hzppnkshveu","20170603-hzppnkshveu-7af6009f","20250603-ma9_jzhourm","20220616-uor4bknrasw"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190517-I'm giving up on women-ua7jGYCep6k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"144 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"615","Source video ID":"ua7jGYCep6k","MD5":"596030d96748dcf744c1d0dcece1a764"}},{"id":"20190519-oz9cl7ww7lc","slug":"20190519-oz9cl7ww7lc-james-charles-just-destroyed-tati-westbrook","title":"James Charles just DESTROYED Tati Westbrook","date":"2019-05-19","dur":800,"sum":"Daniel’s commentary sides with James Charles, arguing Tati’s public accusations were petty, disproportionate, and should have been handled privately. He claims James refuted Tati with messages and evidence, but acknowledges the waiter’s bisexuality account could itself be fabricated. 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Essex contact has faded; hookups feel disappointing, his HIV self-test failed, and he anticipates more unsafe sex despite concern.","ins":"Autonomy remains his priority, but isolation, family conflict, marital ambivalence, and audience dependence continue reinforcing each other.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190521-Beer%20stream%20with%20Daniel-sOQuw2ghDSE.mp4","rel":["20190417-zh84qvt26f4","20210510-v1018248258","20210423-998457489","20190107-h9by19dvrfi"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190521-Beer stream with Daniel-sOQuw2ghDSE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"656 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"618","Source video ID":"sOQuw2ghDSE","MD5":"a7ad5213cc194559688e97e17a8c5553"}},{"id":"20190521-xens8a4hrbo","slug":"20190521-xens8a4hrbo-why-my-love-doll-is-better-than-a-real-woman","title":"why my love doll is better than a real woman","date":"2019-05-21","dur":933,"sum":"He presents a £250 rubber girlfriend as cheaper than London hookups, paid sex, and Japan trips, avoiding pregnancy, STIs, rejection, and scheduling. 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Privacy around bringing women home is his drawback; he proposes a garden cabin and buys an iPad Pro, controller, camera.","ins":"He frames dependence as rational, but consumer spending and sexual privacy expose its trade-offs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190527-Why%20I%20still%20live%20with%20mum%20at%20age%2030-qPEz23pBHZU.mp4","rel":["20240609-updexytk7_k","20220424-wy72wphej0u","20211213-dhhupaycpya","20220211-3ylbyayzy9i"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190527-Why I still live with mum at age 30-qPEz23pBHZU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"210 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"622","Source video ID":"qPEz23pBHZU","MD5":"1b34dc2a953ab7287a4c354c1d2a3fae"}},{"id":"20190529-qia7tpnaed8","slug":"20190529-qia7tpnaed8-men-and-women-cannot-be-friends","title":"Men and women cannot be friends","date":"2019-05-29","dur":789,"sum":"Daniel says he and the Essex woman have not spoken for over a week; mismatched feelings may end contact permanently. He rejects friendship, admitting he pursues women mainly for serious relationship potential or sex; without either, he loses interest. 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He calls the advice—earn, follow successful people, improve yourself, learn taxes, save, invest— obvious, generic, or inaccessible. 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They secretly live together again; Chihiro’s parents and friends remain unaware, and she still fears Daniel will cheat via Tinder. After the SD-card crisis, Chihiro suffered insomnia and missed work for two weeks; she retained backups but wants to forget.","ins":"Reconciliation restores cohabitation, but the livestream shows unresolved infidelity fears, mutual surveillance, and public/private conflict.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190615-Why%20I%20Forgive%20Daniel-sAkZXYrCLq8.ts","rel":["20190616-0ljyeooehlo","20171031-kp-pi6_vsq8","20221208-ranqn89eszo","20190627-93rxadgdixe"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190615-Why I Forgive Daniel-sAkZXYrCLq8.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"587 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"638","Source video ID":"sAkZXYrCLq8","MD5":"be4c63fa2ce282fc2d8c3e1d2798cbca"}},{"id":"20190616-0ljyeooehlo","slug":"20190616-0ljyeooehlo-why-i-forgive-daniel","title":"Why I forgive Daniel","date":"2019-06-16","dur":816,"sum":"While they could not officially divorce, Daniel pursued an England fan girl; she dated five men, felt nothing special, and reconciled. They secretly resumed cohabitation, hidden from her disapproving parents and friends; at 38, she wants a baby but worries about money. SD-card discovery caused roughly two weeks of insomnia and inability to work; she quit after three therapy sessions and used sleeping pills.","ins":"Forgiveness follows failed alternatives, while trust, secrecy, and mental-health problems remain unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190616-Why%20I%20forgive%20Daniel-0LjYEooEHLo.mp4","rel":["20190615-sakzxyrclq8","20170106-p4dihlja9f4","20250401-meqjnhc78g4","20171107-3ad8ecacf544"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20190616-Why I forgive Daniel-0LjYEooEHLo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"79.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"639","Source video ID":"0LjYEooEHLo","MD5":"41387639eb328ccc4a6b9f15b2a07444"}},{"id":"20190617-7irhh1answa","slug":"20190617-7irhh1answa-i-got-presents-from-amazon","title":"I Got Presents From Amazon -)","date":"2019-06-17","dur":37350,"sum":"During a roughly ten-hour livestream, Daniel unboxed an iPad keyboard, adapters, shorts, and fryer, cooking sausages and rejecting cheap burgers. He described boredom and YouTube burnout, lacking routine or passion, while planning wife- date videos, storytime scripts, and commentary content. 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He weighs a £400 GoPro against a cheap card reader, frustrated by Android-to-iPad transfers, outdated apps, and USJ copyright music. He says most goals are achieved, yet boredom, body insecurity, sexual frustration, and one undisclosed fear leave him depressed.","ins":"Reconciliation restores domestic routine, but freedom, novelty, and purpose remain unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190619-DansKitchen%20-%20Making%20Pizza-hZqV8PIfij0.ts","rel":["20190715-j7ynnvayzja","20210717-v1089737680","20181117-0eee8a3390b8","20181117-1cfa659da556-1cfa659d"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert","tech":{"Original filename":"20190619-DansKitchen - Making Pizza-hZqV8PIfij0.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"511 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"641","Source video ID":"hZqV8PIfij0","MD5":"d8d03a8f41426f970ddf323145307b3a"}},{"id":"20190620-d_dkwu-yday","slug":"20190620-d_dkwu-yday-my-wife-took-me-to-universal-studios-japan","title":"My wife took me to Universal Studios Japan!","date":"2019-06-20","dur":763,"sum":"At Universal Studios Japan, he criticizes €2 bars, high prices, bag checks, loud music, fake- looking buildings, and the lack of direction. He rides nothing: nausea and fatigue make him want to leave, and he jokingly blames his wife. 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At 11, after his grandfather’s death and relocation, a new school brought daily racial abuse, isolation, and one snow-dragging assault. Jay distanced himself under peer pressure; final-year friendships reduced bullying, and his father later wished he had known sooner.","ins":"He links prolonged exclusion to later social anxiety, hostility, and regret, while identifying belonging as the key protective factor.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190621-Why%20I%20hated%20school-K0WIUnZvpy4.mp4","rel":["20210401-bj_wha0xqkk","20170103-0s4jfbhhsqg","20190707-c7rnmlkulii","20190315-w8uo-fmm4bg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20190621-Why I hated school-K0WIUnZvpy4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"98.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"645","Source video ID":"K0WIUnZvpy4","MD5":"1762078da33473149d48ff14606ac277"}},{"id":"20190622-bmnwrabswzo","slug":"20190622-bmnwrabswzo-how-to-make-japanese-sukiyaki","title":"How to make Japanese Sukiyaki - すき焼きの作り方","date":"2019-06-22","dur":725,"sum":"Daniel cooks sukiyaki with beef, cabbage, onions, mushrooms, rice, and raw egg, following Japanese conventions he calls silly. 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An oven-toaster test barely improves crispness; batter-only portions appear, prompting doubts about buying it over cheaper freshly fried chicken.","ins":"The review turns a cheap convenience-food purchase into a hands-on texture, value, and preparation experiment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190625-Red%20pepper%20chicken%20in%20a%20pot%20-%20Japanese%20family%20mart-BigaR-ESJNY.mp4","rel":["20190829-bnkadvbhif8","20200301-u6uiexuqz6q","20190910-r9yhnygcfqc","20230809-de7nuzhgxxs"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister hm revenue self assessment","tech":{"Original filename":"20190625-Red pepper chicken in a pot - Japanese family mart-BigaR-ESJNY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"133 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"651","Source video ID":"BigaR-ESJNY","MD5":"bc53261790df1a30af61749a7254a3a1"}},{"id":"20190627-93rxadgdixe","slug":"20190627-93rxadgdixe-my-wife-slept-with-another-man-when-i-was-gone","title":"My wife slept with another MAN when I was gone","date":"2019-06-27","dur":826,"sum":"His wife revealed five dates with five men; after initially denying sex, she admitted intercourse with one, possibly more. 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The Australian resumed contact; wife said she was married, Daniel threatened further videos, then cooked burgers and found them bland.","ins":"The cycle of betrayal, public disclosure, and reconciliation continues, with mutual wrongdoing rationalizing renewed marriage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190627-My%20wife%20slept%20with%20another%20MAN%20when%20I%20was%20gone-93rxADGdIxE.mp4","rel":["20181102-o60pgsnppik","20180402-akaqz0_bebk","20180701-awrh5xmtemq","20231008-c2uri729ywc"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190627-My wife slept with another MAN when I was gone-93rxADGdIxE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"142 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"652","Source video ID":"93rxADGdIxE","MD5":"1f423f38b8966a992704dedb074857c4"}},{"id":"20190628-iuozaccptsi","slug":"20190628-iuozaccptsi-why-i-hate-mukbang","title":"Why I hate Mukbang","date":"2019-06-28","dur":716,"sum":"Daniel condemns mukbang as repetitive, low-effort content, finding eating and amplified chewing sounds disgusting and intellectually unengaging. He speculates viewers seek weight-loss assistance or virtual companionship, but sees mass popularity and creators’ earnings as bizarre and depressing. 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His Oita relationship neared marriage, but chlamydia, arguments, and limited tourist time led to ghosting; later depressive writing worried him. 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He prefers the iPad’s portable comfort to laptop and phone use, praising smooth split-screen, pop-up multitasking, drawing, notes, and YouTube. He enjoys Darkest Dungeon and other ports, considers the iPad better than a Switch, and plans a possible Surface Pro comparison.","ins":"The costly purchase becomes both a preferred everyday tool and monetizable YouTube content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190701-iPad%20pro%20hands%20on%20review-KmRSwQnW6NM.mp4","rel":["20190702-nsqljes7jwk","20190704--pbxxyhx4tw","20160925-7tca3juyepg","20201031-o9ddp8f0maq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190701-iPad pro hands on review-KmRSwQnW6NM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"168 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"655","Source video ID":"KmRSwQnW6NM","MD5":"7bbc0ffe7140453de49f0e838699c4a0"}},{"id":"20190701-f6_rwvp9cuk","slug":"20190701-f6_rwvp9cuk-why-i-hate-mukbang-boring-and-stupid","title":"Why I hate Mukbang - Boring and Stupid","date":"2019-07-01","dur":640,"sum":"He calls mukbang repetitive, boring, and disgusting, especially amplified chewing, while speculating audiences seek appetite control or virtual companionship. He admits jealousy of creators gaining millions of views from identical meals, versus roughly 14,000 views for his drawings. Despite condemning mukbang, he promotes Daniel Lord ASMR’s spicy-chicken and rice-ball videos, then films preparing a margherita pizza.","ins":"Contempt for popular content repeatedly coexists with imitation when YouTube rewards it.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190701-Why%20I%20hate%20Mukbang%20-%20Boring%20and%20Stupid-f6_rWvp9cuk.mp4","rel":["20190701-f6_rwvp9cuk-caf671db","20190628-iuozaccptsi","20190623-hp025wqzexi","20190623-6ne_-dji4mm"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190701-Why I hate Mukbang - Boring and Stupid-f6_rWvp9cuk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"48.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"656","Source video ID":"f6_rWvp9cuk","MD5":"c2ea8a12a38b1039dcfae26ddca7fab6"}},{"id":"20190701-f6_rwvp9cuk-caf671db","slug":"20190701-f6_rwvp9cuk-caf671db-why-i-hate-mukbang","title":"Why I hate Mukbang","date":"2019-07-01","dur":640,"sum":"He calls mukbang repetitive, boring, and disgusting, especially amplified chewing, while speculating audiences seek appetite control or virtual companionship. He admits jealousy of creators gaining millions of views from identical meals, versus roughly 14,000 views for his drawings. 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YouTube is his sole income; illustrated/mukbang uploads drew 6,000 views, streams fell below 100, so he considered low-effort rants. He planned immigration paperwork to extend his tourist stay beyond September 4; spouse-visa renewal remained uncertain, leaving Japan plans unsettled.","ins":"YouTube dependence, loneliness, grief, and sexual novelty conflict with his stated wish for stability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190702-Live%20Mukbang%20-%20Noodles%20and%20sushi-NM7vW0gPB8E.mp4","rel":["20190702-nm7vw0gpb8e-3fddaa0b","20190808-auhxz2izdwa","20220118-hepjzsqdqoa","20190628-iuozaccptsi"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190702-Live Mukbang - Noodles and sushi-NM7vW0gPB8E.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"658","Source video ID":"NM7vW0gPB8E","MD5":"ae0cd791b946a51868a3b3df0b79111e"}},{"id":"20190702-nm7vw0gpb8e-3fddaa0b","slug":"20190702-nm7vw0gpb8e-3fddaa0b-live-mukbang-noodles","title":"Live Mukbang - Noodles","date":"2019-07-02","dur":11655,"sum":"Daniel ate ¥550 of ramen and sushi alone while his wife visited an onsen; her family apparently remains hostile. YouTube is his sole income; illustrated/mukbang uploads drew 6,000 views, streams fell below 100, so he considered low-effort rants. 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After his father’s death, exclusion intensifies isolation; he longs for in-law belonging yet sees hostility as possibly protective. He considers photography or language classes to make friends, but hesitates over effort; tourist and spouse-visa plans remain unresolved.","ins":"Reconciliation restores companionship but leaves him socially isolated, family-excluded, and dependent on one relationship.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190702-My%20Japanese%20wife%E2%80%99s%20family%20STILL%20hates%20me-QdfYElifyTo.mp4","rel":["20180423-qjmtqus7fe4","20180313-ijkdfllp4hm","20190217-efsh3ph4tqo","20190713-llhwvhkcb4o"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190702-My Japanese wife’s family STILL hates me-QdfYElifyTo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"126 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"660","Source video ID":"QdfYElifyTo","MD5":"d1b20a0270094cac1c679812202f1220"}},{"id":"20190702-nsqljes7jwk","slug":"20190702-nsqljes7jwk-why-the-ipad-pro-is-a-better-gaming-device-than-the-nintendo-switch","title":"Why the ipad pro is a better gaming device than the Nintendo Switch","date":"2019-07-02","dur":690,"sum":"Daniel argues the iPad Pro beats Nintendo Switch gaming through its larger, brighter, more responsive screen and stronger four-speaker audio. He favors iPad ports including This War of Mine, XCOM, and Darkest Dungeon, saying touch controls outperform Switch buttons. He highlights iPad multitasking: gameplay alongside YouTube or music, plus video editing, documents, browsing, streaming, and social media.","ins":"The recent iPad purchase is now defended as a multifunctional replacement for dedicated gaming hardware.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190702-Why%20the%20ipad%20pro%20is%20a%20better%20gaming%20device%20than%20the%20Nintendo%20Switch-nsqlJES7JWk.mp4","rel":["20190704--pbxxyhx4tw","20201031-o9ddp8f0maq","20190701-kmrswqnw6nm","20250611-sczqswgzeg8"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190702-Why the ipad pro is a better gaming device than the Nintendo Switch-nsqlJES7JWk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"108 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"661","Source video ID":"nsqlJES7JWk","MD5":"ce43a6fd010f50ecd5c78e363b0ddde3"}},{"id":"20190703-7eqi4kp0jaa","slug":"20190703-7eqi4kp0jaa-lunch-with-daniel-sausage-sandwiches","title":"Lunch With Daniel - Sausage Sandwiches","date":"2019-07-03","dur":17525,"sum":"During a three-hour lunch stream, Daniel complained about demonetization, falling views from roughly 37,000 to 10,000–20,000, and noisy construction. He planned an iPad second channel and provocative Japan/sex commentary; weighed a ¥200,000 camera or $1,000–$2,000 sex doll, postponing immigration. With his wife in Japan, he described social-anxiety conflicts and family secrecy while mourning his father, dead five months.","ins":"View decline reinforces recurring provocative negativity, audience resentment, and rationalization of low-effort content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190703-Lunch%20With%20Daniel%20-%20Sausage%20Sandwiches-7eQi4kp0jaA.ts","rel":["20180531-nxdksvbhici","20190726-udzqhufnlvq","20200311-hb_glr_hhco","20200716-mzmntou0yqs"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190703-Lunch With Daniel - Sausage Sandwiches-7eQi4kp0jaA.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"3 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"662","Source video ID":"7eQi4kp0jaA","MD5":"b406ec372115a228b8efcefc118395a6"}},{"id":"20190704-f0syw_if6ck","slug":"20190704-f0syw_if6ck-3-types-of-foreigners-i-don-t-like-in-japan","title":"3 types of foreigners I don’t like in Japan","date":"2019-07-04","dur":616,"sum":"Daniel criticizes culture-obsessed foreigners who idealize Japan, emphasizing overwork, sexualized idol culture, and other social problems. He rejects Japanese-language elitism and argues tourists need not learn Japanese, relying on English, Google Maps, Wi-Fi, and Translate. He dismisses frequent racism complaints as often exaggerated, while acknowledging racism can occur and luck may explain his lack of incidents.","ins":"He presents a skeptical, self-reliant Japan persona hostile to foreigner gatekeeping and perceived victimhood.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190704-3%20types%20of%20foreigners%20I%20don%E2%80%99t%20like%20in%20Japan-f0sYw_If6Ck.mp4","rel":["20220822-v4yb7-r80ke","20240721-l-pfqo7pdbi","20200112-hsrigvx0g7a","20210710-zmqdu5wqubg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190704-3 types of foreigners I don’t like in Japan-f0sYw_If6Ck.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"101 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"663","Source video ID":"f0sYw_If6Ck","MD5":"3f09818921ef289e9330125ae6ad940f"}},{"id":"20190704--pbxxyhx4tw","slug":"20190704--pbxxyhx4tw-why-the-ipad-pro-is-better-than-msi-gaming-laptops","title":"Why the iPad Pro is better than MSI gaming laptops","date":"2019-07-04","dur":806,"sum":"Daniel says his £900 iPad Pro has largely replaced his roughly £1,000 MSI laptop, which he rarely switches on. The laptop wins for PC gaming, coding, and web development; the iPad is quieter, cooler, more portable, and suits touch-based games. He praises KineMaster, brighter screen, stronger speakers, and flexible use, but criticizes iPad keyboards; he offers the little-used MSI for £700.","ins":"The iPad replaces the laptop; waning Rainbow Six use fuels regret and resale.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190704-Why%20the%20iPad%20Pro%20is%20better%20than%20MSI%20gaming%20laptops--PBxXyhX4tw.mp4","rel":["20190702-nsqljes7jwk","20190701-kmrswqnw6nm","20201031-o9ddp8f0maq","20160925-7tca3juyepg"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190704-Why the iPad Pro is better than MSI gaming laptops--PBxXyhX4tw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"113 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"664","Source video ID":"-PBxXyhX4tw","MD5":"e9dc64dda8de77fed80ff5a0fa8ca47d"}},{"id":"20190705-dapqeu7agvu","slug":"20190705-dapqeu7agvu-microsoft-surface-pro-unboxing-and-initial-thoughts","title":"Microsoft Surface Pro unboxing and initial thoughts","date":"2019-07-05","dur":727,"sum":"Daniel unboxes a Microsoft Surface Pro 6 with Core i5, 128GB storage, and 8GB RAM, choosing cheaper silver over black. He praises its larger screen, responsive touchscreen, flexible kickstand, ports, and manageable weight, while noting chunkier bezels than the iPad Pro. He delays accessories, plans gaming and peripheral tests, and will keep it with his iPad going to his wife—or return it.","ins":"Cost-conscious testing persists: he compares alternatives and postpones accessories until the new device proves worthwhile.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190705-Microsoft%20Surface%20Pro%20unboxing%20and%20initial%20thoughts-dApqEu7aGvU.mp4","rel":["20190706-fk9ruitddkg","20200901-fbwo6h4mel8","20231226-hhw4ov8ahzu","20200902-sydncrsnoii"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190705-Microsoft Surface Pro unboxing and initial thoughts-dApqEu7aGvU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"133 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"665","Source video ID":"dApqEu7aGvU","MD5":"e1bd8f2fa7fdc9be3fcd6c1348656d4b"}},{"id":"20190705-7aorjlczvqi","slug":"20190705-7aorjlczvqi-muffin-burger-and-vietnamese-rolls-non-angry-stream","title":"Muffin Burger And Vietnamese Rolls (Non Angry Stream)","date":"2019-07-05","dur":11310,"sum":"Wife is sick and the spouse visa remains unresolved; during a 2.5-hour stream he orders a Surface Pro, AirPods, and drone. He reports $2,700 last month as views decline, planning a staged £1,000 wife-gift unboxing before returning the devices. He mutes the word bullying to preserve monetization, considers tech, ASMR, and commentary pivots, and self-treats a recurring tooth infection.","ins":"Boredom, declining audience response, and existential anxiety increasingly shape his income- driven, provocative content strategy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190705-Muffin%20Burger%20And%20Vietnamese%20Rolls%20%28Non%20Angry%20Stream%29-7aoRJlcZVQI.ts","rel":["20190718-x7eal8_m-ug","20210902-hd2ixscgp5g","20220719-dlelywcoa00","20210831-v1135090234"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190705-Muffin Burger And Vietnamese Rolls (Non Angry Stream)-7aoRJlcZVQI.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"952 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"666","Source video ID":"7aoRJlcZVQI","MD5":"0964c692b261deac4352c6d5be6d177a"}},{"id":"20190705-jxkr0bagjy0","slug":"20190705-jxkr0bagjy0-what-happened-to-applemilk1988-the-rise-and-fall-of-a-weeb","title":"What happened to Applemilk1988 The rise and fall of a Weeb","date":"2019-07-05","dur":786,"sum":"Daniel revisits Emily/AppleMilk1988, an early Japan-based YouTuber, believing she left Japan around 2013 after failing to find happiness. He describes sparse current activity, alleged crowdfunding misuse, leaked private chats, 4chan trolling, and uncertain reports of her present life. The story mirrors Daniel’s Japan obsession, fame ambitions, depression, and harassment, while lamenting J-vlogging’s shift toward commercialized travel content.","ins":"He identifies with Emily’s failed Japan dream yet remains committed to YouTube despite similar hostility.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190705-What%20happened%20to%20Applemilk1988%20The%20rise%20and%20fall%20of%20a%20Weeb-JxKR0bAGjy0.mp4","rel":["20200502-ddf3gonw3uo","20190305-ebwyw9qeywo","20220206-r5-mrg0utbm","20200104-utzmrtip7hm"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190705-What happened to Applemilk1988 The rise and fall of a Weeb-JxKR0bAGjy0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"27.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"667","Source video ID":"JxKR0bAGjy0","MD5":"90dfb8fdd1a5c275842ab18d20835823"}},{"id":"20190706-fk9ruitddkg","slug":"20190706-fk9ruitddkg-do-not-buy-the-microsoft-surface-pro-6","title":"DO NOT BUY THE MICROSOFT SURFACE PRO 6","date":"2019-07-06","dur":839,"sum":"After one day, Daniel rejects the Surface Pro 6 as an overpriced £1,000 hybrid, preferring the iPad Pro for tablets. He reports laggy multitasking, glitches, poor touch and on-screen keyboard performance, resolution problems, and only 80–90GB usable storage. He compares it unfavourably with a similarly priced MSI laptop, rates it 1.2/10, and plans an Amazon return.","ins":"The failed two-in-one purchase continues his pattern of tech experimentation followed by cost- conscious reversal.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190706-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20THE%20MICROSOFT%20SURFACE%20PRO%206-FK9rUItddKg.mp4","rel":["20190705-dapqeu7agvu","20200901-fbwo6h4mel8","20200902-sydncrsnoii","20190704--pbxxyhx4tw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190706-DO NOT BUY THE MICROSOFT SURFACE PRO 6-FK9rUItddKg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"121 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"668","Source video ID":"FK9rUItddKg","MD5":"f02e60aab0782af999ea69b540871109"}},{"id":"20190707-c7rnmlkulii","slug":"20190707-c7rnmlkulii-how-i-got-bullied-at-school","title":"How I got bullied at school","date":"2019-07-07","dur":635,"sum":"After moving schools at 11, Daniel became isolated and endured racial abuse, name-calling, tripping, slaps, and snow-dragging until 15–16. 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He resets and boxes the £1,000 Surface Pro for return, reaffirming the iPad Pro as superior and expecting a refund. He calculates roughly $589 monthly expenses, cancels YouTube Premium, and vows to continue YouTube while exploring solitary businesses.","ins":"Reconciled domestic stability coexists with visa uncertainty, channel decline, and intensifying resentment toward viewers.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190707-I%20Bought%20A%20Drone%20And%20A%20Gun%21-wP0p9G9G-pY.ts","rel":["20231226-hhw4ov8ahzu","20240228-0omdyhdzlny","20190705-dapqeu7agvu","20160925-7tca3juyepg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190707-I Bought A Drone And A Gun!-wP0p9G9G-pY.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"2.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"670","Source video ID":"wP0p9G9G-pY","MD5":"83b08344dce1cfb3dcdba4177768b75d"}},{"id":"20190707-t3xywfluzmq","slug":"20190707-t3xywfluzmq-message-to-konaito-get-lost","title":"Message to Konaito - Get lost!","date":"2019-07-07","dur":786,"sum":"Daniel recounts Kanaeito’s January leak of Tomoko-related private messages, which caused a major argument with his wife and nearly split them. He exposes Kanaeito’s messages to his wife, alleging a search for damaging information; she provided nothing incriminating. Daniel refuses a fight, citing 45kg weight, no experience, and nonviolence, demanding Kanaeito stop messaging his wife and making videos.","ins":"Online conflict again escalates through privacy breaches, public retaliation, and attempts to recruit Daniel’s wife.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190707-Message%20to%20Konaito%20-%20Get%20lost%21-t3xYwFLuzmQ.mp4","rel":["20181118-ekesvbkxkqo","20180404-qnbyyv89njw","20190603-9yz4ldxax4w","20220128-uj-0uflf-ie"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190707-Message to Konaito - Get lost!-t3xYwFLuzmQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"180 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"671","Source video ID":"t3xYwFLuzmQ","MD5":"1f63ee7faaf3d4eadd1b08707050a996"}},{"id":"20190709-mftw37trlis","slug":"20190709-mftw37trlis-a-fun-day-with-my-wife-in-nara","title":"A fun day with my wife in Nara -)","date":"2019-07-09","dur":686,"sum":"A teasing exchange over $200 Apple AirPods preceded Daniel and his wife’s Nara outing, where they fed deer near temples. He found Nara crowded and disappointingly food-poor, saying he had eaten nothing all day and comparing Japan unfavorably with England. They ate wagyu, an egg, miso soup, and beer; his $25 meal cost $10 more than hers but tasted similar.","ins":"Affectionate companionship continues, but money, food, and paying remain sources of playful domestic friction.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190709-A%20fun%20day%20with%20my%20wife%20in%20Nara%20%20-%29-mfTw37TrLis.mp4","rel":["20201217-1eygpcvonhs","20190830-ma_wg8aeriy","20230420-ik_xucggx4i","20190620-d_dkwu-yday"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20190709-A fun day with my wife in Nara  -)-mfTw37TrLis.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"164 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"672","Source video ID":"mfTw37TrLis","MD5":"7a695164b42ca86800b22c50cc367014"}},{"id":"20190709-qtu3mix250g","slug":"20190709-qtu3mix250g-why-apple-is-better-than-android","title":"Why Apple is better than Android","date":"2019-07-09","dur":664,"sum":"Daniel bought his first iPhone 4 in Japan in 2011, then used customizable Android phones for about five years. He now prioritizes Apple’s polished design, smoothness, reliability, and premium feel over Android/Windows flexibility, widgets, and customization. His iPhone X and iPad Pro are favorites; he dislikes the Surface Pro, accepts Apple’s premium pricing, and may buy iPhone 11.","ins":"Maturing priorities shifted him from Android experimentation toward Apple’s controlled, polished user experience.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190709-Why%20Apple%20is%20better%20than%20Android-qtu3MIx250g.mp4","rel":["20240722-2zvnvcemmmq","20201108-mretfkhlj0c","20201108-as2jqli_qie","20201217-1eygpcvonhs"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190709-Why Apple is better than Android-qtu3MIx250g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"59.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"673","Source video ID":"qtu3MIx250g","MD5":"be42043034cd479cc7f6c2d5bd1e7d40"}},{"id":"20190710-dcsdjqs-3i0","slug":"20190710-dcsdjqs-3i0-got-some-new-stuff-on-amazon","title":"Got Some new Stuff On Amazon","date":"2019-07-10","dur":9860,"sum":"He spent roughly $600 on GoPro gear and a drone; audio barely improved, the drone frightened him, and his tripod snapped. He vowed to save after calling purchases wastes, yet considered selling his $800 laptop for a sex doll his wife opposed. Main videos fell to roughly 10,000 views after 15,000 viewers disappeared; he blamed audiences and planned fabricated drama for virality.","ins":"Money, novelty, and audience attention still fail to produce happiness, while creative burnout and viewer dependence intensify.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190710-Got%20Some%20new%20Stuff%20On%20Amazon-dcSDjQS-3I0.ts","rel":["20241218-njc1gh6_hpo","20241222-kj0srzcxdqc","20241221-dmxlx4c8dla","20190617-7irhh1answa"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190710-Got Some new Stuff On Amazon-dcSDjQS-3I0.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"1.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"674","Source video ID":"dcSDjQS-3I0","MD5":"ad055db94d8a1ac5805c5f8486104a26"}},{"id":"20190710-psxgvfsi04y","slug":"20190710-psxgvfsi04y-my-experience-paying-for-sex-in-japan","title":"My experience paying for sex in japan","date":"2019-07-10","dur":699,"sum":"He compares two Japanese paid-sex options: internet-arranged hotel delivery and Osaka’s Tobita Shinchi district. Website bookings cost $300 for 60 minutes; he disliked blurred photos, mismatches, and shower/massage, then proceeded after being refused. Tobita visits cost about ¥10,000–¥16,000 for 15 minutes; he preferred this simpler option, sometimes haggling to ¥9,000.","ins":"He turns a financially regretted sexual experience into another provocative public disclosure within his marriage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190710-My%20experience%20paying%20for%20sex%20in%20japan-PSXgVfSI04Y.mp4","rel":["20170719-vmdoznpp8x8","20200428-ovvou5trri8","20180501-9_xwm0pouf0","20200504-wtlxkteoxj0"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190710-My experience paying for sex in japan-PSXgVfSI04Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"143 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"675","Source video ID":"PSXgVfSI04Y","MD5":"61757873551b52b252cee74f456ad32e"}},{"id":"20190710-0prs12ei2ly","slug":"20190710-0prs12ei2ly-unboxing-some-gifts-from-amazon","title":"Unboxing some gifts from Amazon","date":"2019-07-10","dur":1042,"sum":"He reluctantly streamed after fixing 720p, saying his second channel was performing well and beginning to generate money. He unboxed a GoPro, drone batteries, bag clip, USB-C adapter, microphone, and iPad holder for outdoor vlogging. He clarified AirPods were his wife’s gift, while the Surface Pro was his; he returned it as poor quality.","ins":"Tech purchases and audience disputes continue shaping his attempt to rebuild streaming momentum.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190710-Unboxing%20some%20gifts%20from%20Amazon-0Prs12EI2lY.mp4","rel":["20190705-dapqeu7agvu","20190711-nzaca2jx4ci","20201106-pmzp3ghhww8","20160202-dctudl-o_ke"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190710-Unboxing some gifts from Amazon-0Prs12EI2lY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"164 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"676","Source video ID":"0Prs12EI2lY","MD5":"bd20bbeba27886ea08f22d45e6e8dce7"}},{"id":"20190710-0e_wsxxahhq","slug":"20190710-0e_wsxxahhq-why-the-samsung-s10-plus-is-the-best-smartphone-for-vlogging","title":"Why the Samsung S10 plus is the best smartphone for vlogging","date":"2019-07-10","dur":796,"sum":"Daniel recommends the Samsung Galaxy S10+ for smartphone vlogging, chiefly because its wide-angle lens captures interiors, cars, and surroundings better. He praises its recording pause button, which keeps intermittent vlog footage in one file instead of creating many short clips. He says side microphone placement gives clearer rear-camera narration than iPhone X; the S10+ also replaces his aging, malfunctioning LG G5.","ins":"He frames the upgrade as work equipment, prioritizing practical vlog workflow and audio improvements over brand loyalty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190710-Why%20the%20Samsung%20S10%20plus%20is%20the%20best%20smartphone%20for%20vlogging-0e_WSXXAhhQ.mp4","rel":["20201013-q9ar92hbee0","20200522-hotmkvrpnvk","20161014-x14jaryzvc0","20190309-uhzd5qqz_eu-0458fe1a"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190710-Why the Samsung S10 plus is the best smartphone for vlogging-0e_WSXXAhhQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"158 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"677","Source video ID":"0e_WSXXAhhQ","MD5":"abce8704fc9f2fc9fcc8956f6751f3f1"}},{"id":"20190711-nzaca2jx4ci","slug":"20190711-nzaca2jx4ci-the-ultimate-ipad-pro-vlogging-setup","title":"The ULTIMATE iPad Pro vlogging setup","date":"2019-07-11","dur":697,"sum":"He assembles an 11-inch iPad Pro rig with a Kenko 0.4x lens, Comica microphone, USB-C adapter, Ulanzi holder, and tripod. He explains alignment, microphone direction, tight mounting, and the lens’s major framing improvement for front- and rear-camera filming. 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He criticizes its absent front viewfinder, muffled microphones, five-second startup, unreliable touchscreen, awkward housing, and inconvenient file transfers. He may keep it for vlogging despite missing packaging; the tripod grip is too tight, while the bag clip fits.","ins":"Technology purchases repeatedly support content plans that often go unused.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190712-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20THE%20GOPRO%20HERO7-wnz61TyG8M0.mp4","rel":["20190309-uhzd5qqz_eu","20190309-uhzd5qqz_eu-0458fe1a","20190309-uhzd5qqz_eu-dc1b4260","20230221-lukofo0t9ps"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190712-DO NOT BUY THE GOPRO HERO7-wnz61TyG8M0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"122 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"679","Source video ID":"wnz61TyG8M0","MD5":"e9676726b0ab65cb235335d8baac5906"}},{"id":"20190713-llhwvhkcb4o","slug":"20190713-llhwvhkcb4o-my-wife-is-refusing-to-sponsor-my-spouse-visa","title":"My wife is REFUSING to sponsor my spouse visa","date":"2019-07-13","dur":969,"sum":"After one month in Japan, he has a 90-day tourist stamp until September and plans a three- month extension through December. His wife refuses spouse-visa sponsorship, fearing he would disappear and pursue Japanese women; he says the accusation is insulting and denies that intention. He will consult immigration next week about in-country reapplication; otherwise he may leave for England or Thailand, while worrying recognition at 90,000 subscribers.","ins":"His Japan return remains dependent on bureaucratic discretion and rebuilding marital trust.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190713-My%20wife%20is%20REFUSING%20to%20sponsor%20my%20spouse%20visa-LLhwVHKcb4o.mp4","rel":["20191124-zgp_wmpah5o","20190613-m6ng25dqgy8","20190702-qdfyelifyto","20190728-459391752"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190713-My wife is REFUSING to sponsor my spouse visa-LLhwVHKcb4o.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"171 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"680","Source video ID":"LLhwVHKcb4o","MD5":"2c8415c75b86b58aa1784c343066e739"}},{"id":"20190714-8ie-4dqhwcm","slug":"20190714-8ie-4dqhwcm-buying-mcdonald-s-in-japan-gopro-7-video-test-4k-footage","title":"Buying McDonald’s in Japan - GoPro 7 video test 4K footage","date":"2019-07-14","dur":533,"sum":"This extremely short, fragmentary recording establishes only a brief stop at or near a McDonald’s in Japan. The speakers discuss a morning menu seemingly unavailable or not yet operating, with one choosing a cheese-and-egg item. 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At $200 versus roughly $300, he sees value for handheld users; compactness and sturdiness appeal despite his cash-grab criticism. Bought for Fortnite, he abandoned the Switch after losing interest, replaced it with an MSI laptop, and sold it.","ins":"His recurring tech-buying pattern continues: initial enthusiasm gives way to underuse, regret, and resale.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190714-Why%20the%20new%20Switch%20Lite%20will%20suck-k9PCvXWDVc4.mp4","rel":["20200129-ejtn-kusk6i","20200121-q47wwa583kq","20200102-nhfkctsmvn8","20200831-vygeoarebrw"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190714-Why the new Switch Lite will suck-k9PCvXWDVc4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"107 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"683","Source video ID":"k9PCvXWDVc4","MD5":"23a854b0a71f5f8a9b0ff38d5079d2a8"}},{"id":"20190715-j7ynnvayzja","slug":"20190715-j7ynnvayzja-91k-subscriber-celebration-stream-making-deep-fried-pizza","title":"91k Subscriber Celebration Stream - Making Deep Fried Pizza!","date":"2019-07-15","dur":12060,"sum":"Celebrates 91,000 subscribers, crediting another YouTuber’s Reddit reaction to his love-doll left-my-wife titles for hundreds of additions. He reports headaches with brief blindness and stomach problems; cites £31 earned in 75 minutes and a $50,000 insurance payout. His 5,000-subscriber second channel earns about $100 monthly; he plans GoPro walking videos and a wife love-hotel Patreon video.","ins":"YouTube income remains his motivation, but declining views push him toward passive, less- personal content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190715-91k%20Subscriber%20Celebration%20Stream%20-%20Making%20Deep%20Fried%20Pizza%21-j7YNnvaYZJA.mp4","rel":["20190619-hzqv8pifij0","20171014-x-h6ryu0vmo","20201021-84uuyzlocow","20210717-v1089737680"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190715-91k Subscriber Celebration Stream - Making Deep Fried Pizza!-j7YNnvaYZJA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"684","Source video ID":"j7YNnvaYZJA","MD5":"c1c2c7dced8d7ace549df657e32e7436"}},{"id":"20190715-8io36w9zsaq","slug":"20190715-8io36w9zsaq-dinner-with-the-hong-kong-guy","title":"Dinner with the Hong Kong guy","date":"2019-07-15","dur":642,"sum":"Daniel met a Hong Kong acquaintance for Osaka dinner, unexpectedly joined by a woman; getting lost nearly made him turn back. The outing was pleasant but awkward; he filmed little, felt invasive despite permission, and struggled with direct conversation. 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Staff indicate that no photograph is required and refer to a 90-day period; approval is not shown. 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He rejects cheating and paid sex as stressful or expensive, presenting the doll as convenient without ending his preferred marriage. His wife fears another separation and disposal; Daniel counters with storage plans, including secretly boxing it under the bed.","ins":"Sexual novelty again becomes a negotiation over marital security, convenience, privacy, and fears of another abandonment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190725-My%20wife%20won%27t%20let%20me%20buy%20a%20life%20size%20doll-lT3jgscLtzI.mp4","rel":["20180904-e5eiqe2qi-8","20190926-rvvookn7jbu","20190520-5vwxo-4tnkk","20211021-s3u8f52kheq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20190725-My wife won't let me buy a life size doll-lT3jgscLtzI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"130 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"704","Source video ID":"lT3jgscLtzI","MD5":"35ba727bc00b4fefd706b8895695f249"}},{"id":"20190725-cpv4rty9_pm","slug":"20190725-cpv4rty9_pm-sushi-lunch-with-japanese-woman-gopro-7-video","title":"Sushi lunch with Japanese woman - GoPro 7 video","date":"2019-07-25","dur":1856,"sum":"At a sushi restaurant, Daniel and his Japanese companion navigate menus, language, sushi, burgers, and drink choices with frequent teasing. 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Monthly views fell from 2–4 million to 500,000; GoPro earns ~$200, while cooking, Twitch, camping, and Filipino-friends content were considered. He affirmed love, alleged post-stream hitting by his wife, and revisited Germany’s promised- sex disappointment amid grief and social anxiety.","ins":"Financial caution and domestic stability coexist with sexualized monetization, audience conflict, and repeated defensive claims of victimhood.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190726-Lunch%20with%20Daniel%20-%20life%20update%20and%20stuff-udZQHUFNlvQ.mp4","rel":["20190129-m6pcu4iugfk","20190703-7eqi4kp0jaa","20190710-dcsdjqs-3i0","20231205-zk37nubq0tu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190726-Lunch with Daniel - life update and stuff-udZQHUFNlvQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"706","Source video ID":"udZQHUFNlvQ","MD5":"9327595cb14505f6c2458f181a8dd083"}},{"id":"20190726-458022185","slug":"20190726-458022185-playing-rainbow-six-and-random-chat","title":"Playing Rainbow Six And Random Chat","date":"2019-07-26","dur":6651,"sum":"After six months away, he tests Twitch with Rainbow Six, planning Twitch gaming, YouTube outdoor/food streams, and GoPro content. He reports $150 for a fetish video and a $100 monthly Patreon, framing sexual content as easy income despite discomfort. His second channel gets 1,000–2,000 views per video, motivating more GoPro outings, while he worries the main channel is declining.","ins":"Recurring monetization logic increasingly organizes gaming, sex, marriage, and everyday experiences into separate income streams.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190726-Playing%20Rainbow%20Six%20And%20Random%20Chat-458022185.mp4","rel":["20190729-459491676","20200421-v5a5a8basss","20190809-464640376","20190809-464615747"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190726-Playing Rainbow Six And Random Chat-458022185.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"952 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"707","Source video ID":"458022185","MD5":"fdc2d9238bc91853914e2c30a274a814"}},{"id":"20190727-rvs17s8yj-k","slug":"20190727-rvs17s8yj-k-i-bought-a-vaping-thing","title":"I bought a vaping thing","date":"2019-07-27","dur":13703,"sum":"Daniel buys a ¥3,000 nicotine-free vape, prefers green apple, feels nauseated inhaling, and says he will not make vaping habitual. He cooks tonkatsu for himself and his wife, refrigerates one portion for her, and calls cooking a youthful dream. 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The climb yields peaceful jungle sounds, waterfalls, insects, cats and mountain barbecue smells, alongside oppressive heat and relentless steps. 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After Mount Inari, a wife's friend retracted permission over lesbian/privacy comments; Daniel deleted comments, retitled the video, and blurred faces. Immigration extended his stay to December; his wife has not started the spouse-visa reapplication, so he may leave for Thailand.","ins":"Monetization governs content choices; privacy conflicts with his wife's circle repeat earlier YouTube-marriage tensions.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190728-darkest%20dungeon%20chat%20and%20relaxing-459391752.mp4","rel":["20211026-sxrrujcujmu","20190726-458022185","20190729-459491676","20190713-llhwvhkcb4o"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190728-darkest dungeon chat and relaxing-459391752.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"711","Source video ID":"459391752","MD5":"ab7eada76dafe479e56271e9c921ce80"}},{"id":"20190728-ksefxz9j9mk-cdb35ecd","slug":"20190728-ksefxz9j9mk-cdb35ecd-meeting-a-filipino-girl-in-kyoto","title":"Meeting a Filipino girl in Kyoto","date":"2019-07-28","dur":863,"sum":"In hot Kyoto, Daniel and a companion climb Mount Inari’s endless staircase, eventually reaching the summit. 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They encounter monkeys and a Japanese-style train area, learn photography is prohibited, and struggle with stairs and obstructed views. He compliments her body; she asks to be carried, then they compare weights: Daniel 45 kg, she 43 kg.","ins":"Playful sightseeing again turns cross-language companionship and ordinary outings into public video content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190728-Walk%20around%20Kyoto%20with%20Japanese%20woman%20-%20ASMR%20walking-eAiyLOmvn2k.mp4","rel":["20190816-xauebqcghum","20190813-17z28v41c0a","20200411-fzyulnialjk","20190623-6ne_-dji4mm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190728-Walk around Kyoto with Japanese woman - ASMR walking-eAiyLOmvn2k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"163 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"714","Source video ID":"eAiyLOmvn2k","MD5":"83f8b5b2f994a58ab9dbb21d19d93c41"}},{"id":"20190729-459491676","slug":"20190729-459491676-playing-rainbow-six-and-random-chat","title":"Playing Rainbow Six And Random Chat","date":"2019-07-29","dur":4543,"sum":"Internet and Rainbow Six issues disrupted an eight-hour Twitch day; he earned about $21 ($9 Prime subs, $4.25 bits, $8 PayPal). He defended title changes as normal optimization; the Kyoto vlog had 9.3K views, with hopes of 15–20K and $25–30. He planned solo outdoor/GoPro streaming tomorrow, considering Osaka Sky Building or a love hotel, while awaiting spouse-visa renewal.","ins":"Content strategy is shifting from drama-driven clickbait toward vlogs and streams, but falling reach keeps provoking anxiety and self-doubt.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190729-Playing%20Rainbow%20Six%20And%20Random%20Chat-459491676.mp4","rel":["20190726-458022185","20190809-464640376","20200421-v5a5a8basss","20190731-460302072"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190729-Playing Rainbow Six And Random Chat-459491676.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"379 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"715","Source video ID":"459491676","MD5":"fd7236f852a8a6257229b140eedb55dd"}},{"id":"20190730-zwbsgjnihrs","slug":"20190730-zwbsgjnihrs-lunch-with-daniel","title":"lunch with daniel","date":"2019-07-30","dur":10075,"sum":"Daniel defends filming his wife’s friends despite withdrawn consent, blames privacy complaints, blurs faces, and may stop meeting them. He explores Minecraft server monetization, Twitch gaming, GoPro outings, and adult-content ideas, while data limits and heat keep him indoors. 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His wife demanded edits to the Kyoto-friends video fearing comments could expose a lesbian relationship; he trimmed, blurred, and kept it. He revisited his father’s death at 64 from H1N1-related multi-organ failure, recalling a similar 2012 illness and questioning preventability.","ins":"He treats content, sex, conflict, and personal disclosure as monetizable, repeatedly colliding with privacy and marriage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190731-Tom%20Clancy%27s%20Rainbow%20Six%20Siege-460302072.mp4","rel":["20200421-v5a5a8basss","20200527-thn6xyyijc0","20190412-hfqwkft9i7g","20190726-458022185"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190731-Tom Clancy's Rainbow Six Siege-460302072.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"719","Source video ID":"460302072","MD5":"992fd816fcd02deea7d8e9ffee59ea91"}},{"id":"20190801-lp6r0agxdba","slug":"20190801-lp6r0agxdba-first-time-trying-japanese-teppanyaki","title":"First time trying Japanese Teppanyaki - 鉄板焼き","date":"2019-08-01","dur":880,"sum":"Extremely short Japanese fragment; no setting, participants, date details, or substantive event are established. 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His wife's friend called him a weirdo, threatened to block her, and made her cry; he refused ¥4,000 to remove the video. He reported earnings above £2,000 monthly and a growing second channel, bought streaming gear, and planned Resident Evil 2 on Twitch.","ins":"YouTube repeatedly turns private conflict into content, while monetization shapes his boundaries, purchases, and relationships.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190802-me%20and%20my%20wife%20had%20a%20HUGE%20argument%20yesterday-HPEPCXBpTMU.ts","rel":["20190818-rrbjebusbma","20180402-akaqz0_bebk","20180824-b3towixp8v0","20231014-u_lx7fswd8w"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190802-me and my wife had a HUGE argument yesterday-HPEPCXBpTMU.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"721","Source video ID":"HPEPCXBpTMU","MD5":"95c05b6d4b079d054ca95e8b76c94701"}},{"id":"20190802-wc98wls-6hc","slug":"20190802-wc98wls-6hc-riding-a-japanese-train-asmr-experience","title":"Riding a Japanese train - ASMR experience","date":"2019-08-02","dur":427,"sum":"The transcript is a brief, partially garbled Japanese railway announcement. It announces Tamagasaki as the next stop and provides unclear onward transportation guidance. JR routes, destinations including Nishinomiya, Itami, Kawanishi, and Yamamoto, and “20 minutes” are mentioned, but details remain uncertain.","ins":"The available text establishes a transit-announcement setting, not a broader personal event or development.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190802-Riding%20a%20Japanese%20train%20-%20ASMR%20experience-wc98Wls-6Hc.mp4","rel":["20190822-cxqpmnzsbdy","20190623-6ne_-dji4mm","20190728-eaiylomvn2k","20190803-9gteuedbufw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190802-Riding a Japanese train - ASMR experience-wc98Wls-6Hc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"119 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"722","Source video ID":"wc98Wls-6Hc","MD5":"01c257e1525d155fedd6226a00fb17df"}},{"id":"20190802-7pnv0_wpuzy","slug":"20190802-7pnv0_wpuzy-setting-up-my-new-streaming-setup-for-twitch","title":"SETTING UP MY NEW STREAMING SETUP FOR TWITCH","date":"2019-08-02","dur":6104,"sum":"Daniel unboxes and assembles an MSI curved monitor, improvising with knives and tweezers when no screwdriver is available. The setup works after troubleshooting resolution, scaling, refresh rate, cables, keyboard, and speakers; he enjoys Rainbow Six on it. He laments lost viewers, ends the lunch stream, and plans Cooking with Daniel, Twitch gaming, and donation-funded sexual content.","ins":"New equipment boosts enthusiasm, but audience decline keeps monetization pressure shaping provocative content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190802-SETTING%20UP%20MY%20NEW%20STREAMING%20SETUP%20FOR%20TWITCH-7PNv0_wPuZY.mp4","rel":["20190808-8v0pjr7wdk4","20210402-1nc4mn1tqv8","20220116-v1265483667","20220418-j-biq29wn_g"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190802-SETTING UP MY NEW STREAMING SETUP FOR TWITCH-7PNv0_wPuZY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"723","Source video ID":"7PNv0_wPuZY","MD5":"04c41a48434e06de83975161d16af4b9"}},{"id":"20190803-pu-xhnp_mwq","slug":"20190803-pu-xhnp_mwq-drawing-my-sad-life","title":"Drawing my sad life","date":"2019-08-03","dur":602,"sum":"The story links Daniel’s illness, grandfather’s 1999 death, school move, bullying, and gaming isolation to lasting social anxiety. His first Japan trip ended after four weeks when he cheated; six-to-seven years of Japan– Korea–England travel followed. By 2017 he had a Japanese wife, moved to Japan, avoided conventional employment, and now games on Twitch; happiness remains unresolved.","ins":"Japan and romantic escape fulfilled his goals, but the unresolved happiness question signals continued dissatisfaction.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190803-Drawing%20my%20sad%20life-pu-xHnP_mwQ.mp4","rel":["20170103-0s4jfbhhsqg","20220605-suicrp3o3xo","20231103-sw6a1_pxevk","20230404-fyqcaclpeok"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20190803-Drawing my sad life-pu-xHnP_mwQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"28.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"724","Source video ID":"pu-xHnP_mwQ","MD5":"1d66774f52b27ea3396ee309ff29373d"}},{"id":"20190803-9gteuedbufw","slug":"20190803-9gteuedbufw-japanese-electronics-store-asmr-walkthrough","title":"Japanese electronics store - ASMR walkthrough","date":"2019-08-03","dur":974,"sum":"During a Japanese electronics-store walkthrough, the speaker inspects earthquake-related checkout equipment, seating, sofas, and outdoor-lifestyle products. Prices mentioned include ¥290, ¥32,000, ¥80,000, and $17,100; the speaker repeatedly weighs whether items are worth buying. 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Windy, cloudy weather and a possible typhoon raise safety concerns, but Daniel assumes boat safety because operators allow boarding. The planned route offers views of the Akashi Bridge and Kobe Airport, identified as serving domestic flights.","ins":"This continues his shift toward Twitch-based outdoor livestreaming alongside YouTube highlights.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190804-Getting%20on%20a%20boat%20-%20Livestreaming%20on%20Twitch%20NOW-ZvbF3eBhqG8.mp4","rel":["20190808-8v0pjr7wdk4","20200919-scjjp7ijn5w","20190904-rvzommz2nny","20171017-jb1nauiicfo"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190804-Getting on a boat - Livestreaming on Twitch NOW-ZvbF3eBhqG8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"38.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"726","Source video ID":"ZvbF3eBhqG8","MD5":"f0269ed1c042ccfa91206e61c25d7632"}},{"id":"20190804-462174132","slug":"20190804-462174132-playing-resident-evil-2-on-hard-mode-no-damage-no-deaths","title":"playing resident evil 2 on hard mode, no damage, no deaths","date":"2019-08-04","dur":15820,"sum":"Daniel tries Resident Evil 2 on hardcore, finds it frightening and confusing, then refunds the £45 game after an hour. He switches to Rainbow Six, streams nearly four hours, reaches 16 Twitch subscribers, and prefers its action-oriented gameplay over horror. Daniel concludes Japan with his wife is steadier and cheaper than travel-driven casual sex, while considering camping and zoo streams.","ins":"Stable marriage and low-cost gaming increasingly outweigh adventure, but pressure to manufacture content persists.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190804-playing%20resident%20evil%202%20on%20hard%20mode%2C%20no%20damage%2C%20no%20deaths-462174132.mp4","rel":["20230324-grkbbyjd6jc","20190805-vjks_-ekagq","20200523-dif6njp54ay","20200606-5oujcnrryao"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190804-playing resident evil 2 on hard mode, no damage, no deaths-462174132.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"727","Source video ID":"462174132","MD5":"cdb929811fce1726a27e1efee33e6067"}},{"id":"20190804-462418380","slug":"20190804-462418380-test-dont-watch","title":"test dont watch","date":"2019-08-04","dur":724,"sum":"Back with his wife for two months, Daniel plans to livestream tomorrow’s zoo visit on Twitch, then edit highlights for YouTube. He tests 3,500-kbps 4G streaming; movement appears acceptable, though his new 32-inch monitor feels too large and the webcam too high. With the latest video reaching 11,000 views in one day, he rejects laborious drawing videos because low payoff undermines motivation.","ins":"His content strategy increasingly prioritizes scalable, monetizable formats over effortful creative work.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190804-test%20dont%20watch-462418380.mp4","rel":["20210504-yaqwcwyku3e","20200312-ihup6qqxyn8","20181208-17ae7b15c597","20181208-20be6b77551a-20be6b77"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190804-test dont watch-462418380.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"86.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"728","Source video ID":"462418380","MD5":"c08c7202edda27b455aa704f3a14f259"}},{"id":"20190805-462758946","slug":"20190805-462758946-cruise-ship-trip-with-wife","title":"cruise ship trip with wife","date":"2019-08-05","dur":9889,"sum":"After Monday’s zoo cancellation, Daniel and his wife take a 90-minute Kobe cruise for ¥2,000; typhoon winds cause nausea and poor audio. The location revives Tomoko/catfishing flashbacks; Daniel credits that relationship indirectly with meeting his wife. He rates the trip 4.1/10, plans YouTube highlights and an open Minecraft server, and clashes with chat over privacy and offensive jokes.","ins":"His streaming experiment broadens monetization but magnifies boredom, physical discomfort, privacy conflict, and hostile audience dynamics.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190805-cruise%20ship%20trip%20with%20wife-462758946.mp4","rel":["20190806-tamlefqemho","20220418-gzp7pqcyhjg","20230913-2cvj8cwqr0e","20241125-kiowvaruogo"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190805-cruise ship trip with wife-462758946.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"729","Source video ID":"462758946","MD5":"67f9b9e56d272300b05855473787b2ea"}},{"id":"20190805-vjks_-ekagq","slug":"20190805-vjks_-ekagq-i-tried-playing-resident-evil-2-but-hated-it","title":"I tried playing Resident Evil 2 but HATED it","date":"2019-08-05","dur":435,"sum":"Resident Evil 2 overwhelms Daniel with sounds, jumps, pursuing zombies, and combat; he calls the £45 purchase stressful and unenjoyable. He contrasts the remake’s pursuing zombies with the original, imagines starting amid the outbreak, and narrates the police station’s collapse. A crude sexual joke becomes panic when the zombie revives; he struggles to kill her and demands his knife back.","ins":"The session reinforces his strong aversion to horror gameplay and preference for controllable, action-oriented entertainment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190805-I%20tried%20playing%20Resident%20Evil%202%20but%20HATED%20it-Vjks_-eKagQ.mp4","rel":["20230324-grkbbyjd6jc","20190804-462174132","20200420-ehuzlgkqrua","20221213-wzpfkzgt1ae"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190805-I tried playing Resident Evil 2 but HATED it-Vjks_-eKagQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"28.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"730","Source video ID":"Vjks_-eKagQ","MD5":"6c3010bb2ef0a8ac41c228002e6e33d3"}},{"id":"20190805-npcifar7dns","slug":"20190805-npcifar7dns-playing-minecraft-with-viewers-anyone-can-join","title":"Playing minecraft with viewers - ANYONE CAN JOIN","date":"2019-08-05","dur":11954,"sum":"He hosts a Minecraft Realm, manually inviting viewers amid griefing, deaths, confusion, and an apparent ten-player simultaneous limit. The boat stream earned roughly $12 while using 5GB of 20GB; he chooses edited vlogs over livestreams for steadier ad revenue. He plans a September Shiga camping vlog and illustrated loneliness video, while frustrated by stagnant views, demonetization, rivals, and visa uncertainty.","ins":"Monetization increasingly dictates format, while audience decline intensifies comparison, resentment, and desperation for a viral breakthrough.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190805-Playing%20minecraft%20with%20viewers%20-%20ANYONE%20CAN%20JOIN-npCifAR7dns.mp4","rel":["20190805-xghsalftucw","20190820-5dqnzehr-am","20190808-8v0pjr7wdk4","20190806-463295641"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190805-Playing minecraft with viewers - ANYONE CAN JOIN-npCifAR7dns.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"788 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"731","Source video ID":"npCifAR7dns","MD5":"1416d590cd6bb0056b42bacefad7e55b"}},{"id":"20190805-xghsalftucw","slug":"20190805-xghsalftucw-playing-minecraft-with-viewers-anyone-can-join","title":"Playing minecraft with viewers - ANYONE CAN JOIN","date":"2019-08-05","dur":1351,"sum":"Daniel launches a public Minecraft 1.14.3 stream, inviting viewers to join a borrowed server and rebuild a lava-damaged clubhouse. Roughly 20–33 players join, but outdated-version confusion, racist spam, and house flooding disrupt participation; chat is eventually hidden. 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He floated a hidden-house contest, rejected entry fees as scam-like, and joked about staged fires and monetizable babies. He called YouTube boring and obligatory, blamed stagnant views, considered zoo/camping content, and admitted feeling trapped and unmotivated.","ins":"Gaming chaos mirrors escalating alienation: he monetizes dissatisfaction while feeling trapped by YouTube.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190806-some%20F%40%26KING%20IDIOT%20destroyed%20my%20HOUSE-y0pMo-EkUkU.mp4","rel":["20190413-1bvqf-dnxz4","20190812-452h6miawhw","20190826-y-lbsdhhc-k","20220424-wy72wphej0u"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190806-some F@&KING IDIOT destroyed my HOUSE-y0pMo-EkUkU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"835 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"734","Source video ID":"y0pMo-EkUkU","MD5":"a74363baaecaf0a437202cde9f7c718b"}},{"id":"20190806-463295641","slug":"20190806-463295641-some-quick-minecraft","title":"Some Quick Minecraft","date":"2019-08-06","dur":2477,"sum":"The Realm’s original base was burned and left chaotic; Daniel restored survival mode and began building a new wooden home. 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He adds black tape, screen timeout, and disabled LEDs, celebrating discreetly recording people, shops, game centers, and his wife. 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He showcases a new curved MSI monitor, webcam, gaming keyboard, wireless mouse, makeshift mic stand, and cooling pad arriving later. 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A lava attack destroyed his Minecraft Realm and house; he considers recreating Harrietsham offline in single-player mode. A privacy complaint prompts disabling on-screen chat; $39.97 from one day’s cruise-video ads reinforces family-friendly travel.","ins":"Mood fluctuation shapes monetized self-presentation; he resents controversy yet repeatedly uses it to sustain attention.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190808-Raibow%20Six%20Morning-464114676.mp4","rel":["20190814-466865913","20190726-458022185","20190808-bxkmg-8oyt4-c63750e0","20190729-459491676"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190808-Raibow Six Morning-464114676.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"743","Source video ID":"464114676","MD5":"352a234e7f132fc88f75be369ec06f90"}},{"id":"20190809-9fa556827c54","slug":"20190809-9fa556827c54-rainbow-six-stream-fixed-the-lag","title":"rainbow six stream FIXED THE LAG","date":"2019-08-09","dur":4055,"sum":"Reviewing family photographs, Daniel cries over deceased relatives and father, saying memory-making and editing motivate him beyond money. He defends roughly £20,000 yearly from minimal work, prioritizing freedom and low stress over university, conventional employment, or higher income. 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He rejects claims that he lacks equipment, citing a $1,000 laptop, $500 monitor, and $100 microphone, and bans an insulting commenter. He tests laptop-only streaming and encoder settings, considers Minecraft, and rejects returning the monitor because the refund would be only 50%.","ins":"Technical frustration reinforces his recurring gaming-platform pivots while Twitch earnings remain too small to justify a desktop upgrade.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190809-rainbow%20six%20stream-464615747.mp4","rel":["20190726-458022185","20190814-466865913","20200510-pjdykntrujo","20190809-464640376"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190809-rainbow six stream-464615747.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"196 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"745","Source video ID":"464615747","MD5":"2fedddc90136c9ce3a1d35243e40c1c8"}},{"id":"20190809-464623677","slug":"20190809-464623677-rainbow-six-stream","title":"Rainbow Six Stream","date":"2019-08-09","dur":481,"sum":"Daniel tests game-stream lag by unplugging the monitor; performance improves, but lag persists, making the monitor only partly responsible. 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Staff explain only four varieties are currently available, with no sweet option; some numbered tobacco products are separate or incompatible. 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Rainbow Six and the stream stuttered despite display changes, low temperatures, closed programs, and adequate internet; he planned a phone test. At 5,000 views, his bipolar video prompted deletion doubts; he planned reuploading a second- channel success and pursuing drama or GoPro interactions.","ins":"View anxiety continues pushing him toward provocative drama and frequent content pivots, while technical failures undermine his Twitch expansion.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190809-Trying%20Out%20Dead%20By%20Daylight-464534223.mp4","rel":["20190808-8v0pjr7wdk4","20200311-hb_glr_hhco","20210102-bzhkid6jbya","20190726-458022185"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190809-Trying Out Dead By Daylight-464534223.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"749","Source video ID":"464534223","MD5":"0290439be0ddcc216b9d8e89c2a66c07"}},{"id":"20190810-begdtvyczei","slug":"20190810-begdtvyczei-brooke-houts-is-a-terrible-person","title":"Brooke Houts is a TERRIBLE person","date":"2019-08-10","dur":642,"sum":"Daniel criticizes Brooke Houts over leaked clips allegedly showing her hitting, pinning, and spitting on a dog. He cites her surge from 10,000–20,000 views to 1.5 million, alongside 158,000 dislikes and 104,000 comments, as scandal-driven attention. He proposes she monetize the hate with dog-centered clickbait, while admitting her scandal- based revival gives ideas for his declining channel.","ins":"His response turns condemnation into fascination with controversy as a solution to declining audience momentum.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190810-Brooke%20Houts%20is%20a%20TERRIBLE%20person-BeGDtVYCZEI.mp4","rel":["20220207-gjk4dpax98k","20201014-tg8bngm11i0","20161008-mew307fs6jo","20211122-0iuvkk_l9m4"],"tags":"family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190810-Brooke Houts is a TERRIBLE person-BeGDtVYCZEI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"106 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"750","Source video ID":"BeGDtVYCZEI","MD5":"04fd63697299937b7c4ecef121ca5ca5"}},{"id":"20190810-_hslejwupvs","slug":"20190810-_hslejwupvs-cooking-with-daniel-live-broccoli-soup","title":"Cooking with Daniel LIVE - broccoli soup","date":"2019-08-10","dur":17145,"sum":"Daniel reports views plunging from 20,000–30,000 to 1,000 in four hours; livestream viewers fell below 100, prompting deletion. Angry and depressed, he blames YouTube and commenters, concluding drama, sex, and conflict outperform travel, effort, and mental-health content. He plans Connor commentary and trending-news videos; a decade-old testicular lump and chest pain remain unchecked, despite finishing broccoli soup after a spill.","ins":"Peaceful reconciliation now undermines the drama-based audience model that financially sustains him.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190810-Cooking%20with%20Daniel%20LIVE%20-%20broccoli%20soup-_HSleJWUPVs.ts","rel":["20201009-eedcoj2sx7u","20201105-qjcth6lrby8","20250414-tpmxstkkl0s","20181123-iojah53cl18"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190810-Cooking with Daniel LIVE - broccoli soup-_HSleJWUPVs.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"1.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"751","Source video ID":"_HSleJWUPVs","MD5":"fe1560e247fb7189fb74b3478f2399e8"}},{"id":"20190810-hi3monh4zjg","slug":"20190810-hi3monh4zjg-some-loser-from-england-is-trying-to-ruin-my-life","title":"Some loser from England is trying to ruin my life","date":"2019-08-10","dur":619,"sum":"Daniel admits Connor’s real name appeared for roughly 4–6 seconds in cruise-stream chat; he failed to notice or remove it during editing. After Connor filed a privacy complaint, Daniel blurred the chat; YouTube left the video online after 48 hours without issuing a strike. 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Japanese announcements instruct patrons to buy refreshments early, wait in the lobby, and enter roughly ten minutes before showtime. 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After vandalism, he restricts server access, considers Patreon entry, and cuts a dungeon segment to avoid strikes and protect monetization. He calls edgy cruelty view-bait, fears life-content decline, but reports 467,000 views in 28 days and over £2,000 revenue.","ins":"Monetization conflicts with authenticity, privacy, safety, and attachment as provocative performance compensates for declining enthusiasm.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190812-building%20my%20home%20from%20england%20in%20minecraft-466019217.mp4","rel":["20190821-7cqku0uf3xo","20190820-b18lyvflyiw","20190902-tzgrzx9nmqm-4f85f385","20190818-4s5dyxyexyw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190812-building my home from england in minecraft-466019217.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"972 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"755","Source video ID":"466019217","MD5":"ee6fa31bc1896d81dd48364b369eb296"}},{"id":"20190812-3j1euv8dgqk","slug":"20190812-3j1euv8dgqk-typical-day-in-the-life-of-a-japanese-train-driver","title":"Typical day in the life of a Japanese train driver","date":"2019-08-12","dur":138,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190812-Typical%20day%20in%20the%20life%20of%20a%20Japanese%20train%20driver-3J1Euv8dgQk.mp4","rel":[],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190812-Typical day in the life of a Japanese train driver-3J1Euv8dgQk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"38.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"756","Source video ID":"3J1Euv8dgQk","MD5":"f4c95bbb2efbed82660eb866aaaa03bc"}},{"id":"20190812-cc8bfo4wkgk-0caf8590","slug":"20190812-cc8bfo4wkgk-0caf8590-why-i-hate-my-wife","title":"Why I hate my wife","date":"2019-08-12","dur":698,"sum":"Daniel adds five complaints: his wife walks slowly, washes clothes immediately, and sometimes leaves tissues in pockets. 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Mufasa’s death and cloud scene triggered grief; Daniel recalled seeing his father’s face in clouds after his father died. 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He examines a container or aquarium, worries about its weight and required stones, and asks how it would be transported. He finds tiny goldfish priced ¥380 each or ¥980 for three, remarking that he expected them to be larger.","ins":"The visit is casual and observational, focusing on pet size, handling, equipment, and prices.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190813-Authentic%20Japanese%20pet%20store%20-%20ASMR%20walk%20around-17Z28v41C0A.mp4","rel":["20190728-eaiylomvn2k","20190803-9gteuedbufw","20200411-fzyulnialjk","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-4d81573c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190813-Authentic Japanese pet store - ASMR walk around-17Z28v41C0A.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"228 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"759","Source video ID":"17Z28v41C0A","MD5":"580d87662e1821663fbc6156cdd4feb2"}},{"id":"20190813-swamufag2yy","slug":"20190813-swamufag2yy-setting-up-new-fish-tank","title":"Setting Up New Fish tank","date":"2019-08-13","dur":2705,"sum":"Daniel and his wife set up a goldfish tank; fish cost about ¥1,000, while the complete setup totalled roughly ¥12,000. 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The fish received playful names, and they learned feeding, weekly water changes, and six-to- eight-hour lighting requirements.","ins":"The costly project quickly became tedious, reinforcing Daniel’s impatience and preference for gaming.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190813-Setting%20Up%20New%20Fish%20tank-SWamUFAg2yY.ts","rel":["20231201-uoumexq7im4","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-9613a338","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-b87bf317"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190813-Setting Up New Fish tank-SWamUFAg2yY.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"629 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"760","Source video ID":"SWamUFAg2yY","MD5":"acc853fc89c5a5a7a4537e79a7158b7f"}},{"id":"20190814-wloc3yu_z-g","slug":"20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-buying-some-fish","title":"Buying some fish","date":"2019-08-14","dur":684,"sum":"During an approaching typhoon, Daniel goes to buy a pet, reflecting on responsibility and control over a creature’s life. 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The player deploys sensors, charges, barricades, shields, razor wire, and drones, while making brief frustrated or playful remarks during combat.","ins":"This continues the established gaming-focused period, showing sustained Rainbow Six play but no broader personal development in this transcript.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190814-some%20quick%20morning%20rainbow%20six-466865913.mp4","rel":["20200421-v5a5a8basss","20190412-hfqwkft9i7g","20200510-pjdykntrujo","20190731-460302072"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190814-some quick morning rainbow six-466865913.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"235 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"765","Source video ID":"466865913","MD5":"50bcf7b28c543f166a8e2bd26c15aa00"}},{"id":"20190814-d-wloc3yu_z-g","slug":"20190814-d-wloc3yu_z-g-we-got-pets","title":"We got PETS","date":"2019-08-14","dur":684,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190814-We%20got%20PETS%20%20-D-wLOc3Yu_Z-g.mp4","rel":[],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20190814-We got PETS  -D-wLOc3Yu_Z-g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"137 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"766","Source video ID":"D-wLOc3Yu_Z-g","MD5":"654e8f9653c0fe382ed6c591914d74aa"}},{"id":"20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-b87bf317","slug":"20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-b87bf317-why-dont-you-care-about-my-fish","title":"WHY DONT YOU CARE ABOUT MY FISH","date":"2019-08-14","dur":684,"sum":"During an approaching typhoon, Daniel goes to buy a pet, reflecting on responsibility and control over a creature’s life. 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The aquarium cost over $100 while its video earned perhaps $30 from 6,000 views, prompting him to plan more negativity. Chihiro filmed “Why I Hate Daniel” in Japanese; Daniel contrasted decline with Sora’s growth, saying a tourist visa blocks employment.","ins":"YouTube income remains adequate, but attention dependence fuels resentment and renewed relationship-centered drama.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190815-4%20hour%20fish%20live%20stream-Q_QrBsw6jSE.mp4","rel":["20190813-swamufag2yy","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-9613a338","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-b87bf317"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190815-4 hour fish live stream-Q_QrBsw6jSE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"768","Source video ID":"Q_QrBsw6jSE","MD5":"2500d62269a27ea737a40e35574f0dae"}},{"id":"20190815-wm0wtlhmxic","slug":"20190815-wm0wtlhmxic-why-i-hate-my-husband","title":"why i hate my husband","date":"2019-08-15","dur":865,"sum":"Chihiro lists daily irritations: messy towel-folding, uncovered refrigerated food, walking ahead, conversational disinterest, and impulsive spending. She avoids complaints because Daniel becomes moody, making communication difficult in their cross-language marriage. Travel is constrained by motion sickness, fear of rides, crowds, noise, and worsening mood; USJ became largely uneventful.","ins":"After two years, Chihiro says she has adapted, linking these traits to Daniel’s short relationships.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190815-why%20i%20hate%20my%20husband-WM0WTLHMXic.mp4","rel":["20221017-cxuw-bmwaps","20221019-rzbxkfbbemw","20180603-zzfbsjujpp4","20220429-g4gsb8fxk4y"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20190815-why i hate my husband-WM0WTLHMXic.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"90.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"769","Source video ID":"WM0WTLHMXic","MD5":"5dd1feb96bc002302fd87bc5481fa12d"}},{"id":"20190816-rym0dw_miu8","slug":"20190816-rym0dw_miu8-live-at-the-zoo","title":"Live At The Zoo","date":"2019-08-16","dur":1035,"sum":"During a live zoo outing, Daniel finds only about 40 viewers, contrasting sharply with his former 500-viewer streams. His wife drops her phone onto train tracks; staff retrieve it with a stick, and Daniel films it for the vlog. They arrive around 4 p.m., shortly before closing; Daniel sees lions, no tiger, birds, elephant, and goat, calling it boring.","ins":"Declining live audience and relentless negative commentary continue the channel’s established attention-and-monetization spiral.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190816-Live%20At%20The%20Zoo-ryM0dw_miu8.ts","rel":["20201205-0okgazol1ja","20200511-wl3ogla35pm","20160507-8hn1xdcue-k","20190809-464640376"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190816-Live At The Zoo-ryM0dw_miu8.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"299 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"770","Source video ID":"ryM0dw_miu8","MD5":"4a9c69121df8bb9a945f8247c4ff221c"}},{"id":"20190816-xauebqcghum","slug":"20190816-xauebqcghum-walking-through-heavy-rain-in-japan-after-having-a-huge-argument-with-my-wife-asmr-walk-around","title":"Walking through heavy rain in Japan after having a huge argument with my wife - ASMR walk around","date":"2019-08-16","dur":933,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190816-Walking%20through%20heavy%20rain%20in%20Japan%20after%20having%20a%20huge%20argument%20with%20my%20wife%20-%20ASMR%20walk%20around-XauEbqCGHuM.mp4","rel":["20190728-eaiylomvn2k","20200411-fzyulnialjk","20190818-rrbjebusbma","20190802-hpepcxbptmu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190816-Walking through heavy rain in Japan after having a huge argument with my wife - ASMR walk around-XauEbqCGHuM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"261 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"771","Source video ID":"XauEbqCGHuM","MD5":"1aa4874146b5de9962dac33857c7a3ad"}},{"id":"20190817-rnusmmhv6ga","slug":"20190817-rnusmmhv6ga-what-was-the-argument-about","title":"what was the argument about","date":"2019-08-17","dur":857,"sum":"Daniel bought goldfish and aquarium equipment for a planned YouTube video, spending about $120 after expecting a $10–$20 purchase. Barely 10,000 views and roughly $30 revenue left Daniel complaining; mentioning cheaper fish bought with an ex-girlfriend angered his wife. He recounts his mother paying about £200 for stitches after neighbouring cats injured Mimo, underscoring pet ownership’s costs and risks.","ins":"A recurring pattern intensifies: impulsive content-driven spending produces poor returns and domestic conflict.","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190817-what%20was%20the%20argument%20about-rNUsmMhV6GA.mp4","rel":["20190817-rnusmmhv6ga-03159338","20190802-hpepcxbptmu","20180824-b3towixp8v0","20190818-rrbjebusbma"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190817-what was the argument about-rNUsmMhV6GA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"188 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"772","Source video ID":"rNUsmMhV6GA","MD5":"871a160fea8b9db048253749623afd0d"}},{"id":"20190817-rnusmmhv6ga-03159338","slug":"20190817-rnusmmhv6ga-03159338-why-i-regret-buying-fish","title":"Why I regret buying fish","date":"2019-08-17","dur":857,"sum":"Daniel bought goldfish and aquarium equipment for a planned YouTube video, spending about $120 after expecting a $10–$20 purchase. 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He says clips reached his wife; she became angry, hit him, and rejected “it was a joke” as an excuse. He says monitoring across Discord, YouTube, Twitch, and Reddit feels parental, restricting privacy and possible collaborations.","ins":"The marriage’s recurring privacy-versus-public-provocation conflict escalates into surveillance, humiliation, and physical confrontation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190818-I%20had%20a%20HUGE%20argument%20with%20my%20wife-RRbjEbusBMA.mp4","rel":["20190802-hpepcxbptmu","20180402-akaqz0_bebk","20180824-b3towixp8v0","20190816-xauebqcghum"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190818-I had a HUGE argument with my wife-RRbjEbusBMA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"153 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"774","Source video ID":"RRbjEbusBMA","MD5":"3046baf7ad3b55df35e58f30615f9c6f"}},{"id":"20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq","slug":"20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq-idiot-on-bike-rides-into-my-wife","title":"IDIOT on bike rides into my wife","date":"2019-08-18","dur":732,"sum":"The transcript is extremely brief and fragmentary, providing no identifiable substantive event or coherent narrative. The speaker says something is not British but a young girl, though the reference and wording remain unclear. Japanese utterances including 終わり and うん appear; no date, action, relationship, or outcome is established.","ins":"The available text is too limited to support historical comparison or a recurring-pattern insight.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190818-IDIOT%20on%20bike%20rides%20into%20my%20wife-RbhfZbZ9fsQ.mp4","rel":["20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq-3c5bac33","20220926-cd9szldgk-q","20190716-de-fpjqawpw","20191113-oj6u902gaos"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190818-IDIOT on bike rides into my wife-RbhfZbZ9fsQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"204 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"775","Source video ID":"RbhfZbZ9fsQ","MD5":"2be57a3d8ac686544d77f82460b2db2b"}},{"id":"20190818-4s5dyxyexyw","slug":"20190818-4s5dyxyexyw-minecraft-stream-reconstruction-of-my-house","title":"Minecraft stream - reconstruction of my house","date":"2019-08-18","dur":13086,"sum":"Daniel reconstructs his childhood English home in Minecraft; the project is comforting but difficult because memory and proportions keep failing. He reports declining views and fears experimentation, citing $40 from 11,000 fish views versus $45 from 25,000 wife-video views. His wife returns early, confronts him over the Venus joke and alleged sexting/Tinder activity, and both dispute whether physical aggression occurred.","ins":"Homesickness restores meaning temporarily; audience decline and marital distrust continue reinforcing his recurring drama cycle.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190818-Minecraft%20stream%20-%20reconstruction%20of%20my%20house-4s5dYXyEXYw.mp4","rel":["20190818-4s5dyxyexyw-c6f04905","20190826-y-lbsdhhc-k","20190820-5dqnzehr-am","20190902-tzgrzx9nmqm-4f85f385"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190818-Minecraft stream - reconstruction of my house-4s5dYXyEXYw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"776","Source video ID":"4s5dYXyEXYw","MD5":"0f7833d3b75f2bce57d0c3ca8f8985af"}},{"id":"20190818-4s5dyxyexyw-c6f04905","slug":"20190818-4s5dyxyexyw-c6f04905-minecraft-stream","title":"Minecraft stream","date":"2019-08-18","dur":13086,"sum":"Daniel reconstructs his childhood English home in Minecraft; the project is comforting but difficult because memory and proportions keep failing. 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The speaker says something is not British but a young girl, though the reference and wording remain unclear. Japanese utterances including 終わり and うん appear; no date, action, relationship, or outcome is established.","ins":"The available text is too limited to support historical comparison or a recurring-pattern insight.","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190818-Walking%20through%20Osaka%20Streets%20-%20gopro%207%20test%20footage-RbhfZbZ9fsQ.mp4","rel":["20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq","20200918-vchm-dbqzsm","20190716-de-fpjqawpw","20191113-oj6u902gaos"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20190818-Walking through Osaka Streets - gopro 7 test footage-RbhfZbZ9fsQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"204 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"778","Source video ID":"RbhfZbZ9fsQ","MD5":"2be57a3d8ac686544d77f82460b2db2b"}},{"id":"20190820-ydcy-pv1ome","slug":"20190820-ydcy-pv1ome-i-am-so-sorry","title":"I Am So Sorry.","date":"2019-08-20","dur":651,"sum":"After reading reactions, he apologizes for joking about Venus Angelic, admits hurting his wife, and says she forgave him. He vows to stop such jokes and work harder, acknowledging stubbornness, poor judgment, and repeated chances that could destroy the marriage. He rules out a Venus collaboration over Tokyo costs, insufficient views, and his wife’s dislike, then makes a two-ingredient jumbo hot dog.","ins":"The transcript shows a familiar cycle: public provocation, marital damage, remorse, and promises of restraint.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190820-I%20Am%20So%20Sorry.-ydCY-PV1OME.mp4","rel":["20200329-m3odvwn_9hm","20190205-dgm2n7ynnpu","20190818-rrbjebusbma","20191206-5j2vwillpk0"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190820-I Am So Sorry.-ydCY-PV1OME.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"111 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"779","Source video ID":"ydCY-PV1OME","MD5":"7ccf90ff978fdbf3b863ba97e9cb3f25"}},{"id":"20190820-5dqnzehr-am","slug":"20190820-5dqnzehr-am-live-q-and-a-with-daniel-whilst-playing-minecraft","title":"live Q and A with daniel whilst playing minecraft","date":"2019-08-20","dur":33132,"sum":"During a nine-hour Minecraft stream, Daniel rebuilt his English childhood home, “Greensleeves,” using Google Maps; the project triggered grief over his father. Reddit reposts lifted subscriptions to roughly 92,400; he reported $50 from 30,000 wife-video views versus $45 from 12,000 fish views, considering more positive content. After a Venus/Tinder-related argument, he said the marriage was fine; his wife booked $300- per-person glamping, while he reported recurrent chest heaviness, dizziness, and skipped meals.","ins":"Homesickness and grief supplied purpose, but audience anxiety kept pulling him toward monetized marital drama.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190820-live%20Q%20and%20A%20with%20daniel%20whilst%20playing%20minecraft-5DqNZEhr-aM.mp4","rel":["20190818-4s5dyxyexyw","20190818-4s5dyxyexyw-c6f04905","20190805-npcifar7dns","20190805-xghsalftucw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190820-live Q and A with daniel whilst playing minecraft-5DqNZEhr-aM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"7 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"780","Source video ID":"5DqNZEhr-aM","MD5":"02de4de4abbd01629dbed32013d35bb4"}},{"id":"20190820-b18lyvflyiw","slug":"20190820-b18lyvflyiw-recreating-my-home-from-england-day-4","title":"Recreating my home from England - day 4","date":"2019-08-20","dur":32495,"sum":"He spent eight-plus hours rebuilding his childhood English home in Minecraft, planning a time-lapse from approximately 100 hours of footage. Donations reached roughly $300, funding a September one-night glamping vlog; social sharing drove 110,000 two-day views and nearly 93,000 subscribers. Peace returned to the marriage, but the second spouse-visa application remained unresolved; he admitted reduced sexual interest and preferring porn.","ins":"Minecraft channels homesickness and grief into rare sustained motivation, while audience and relationship anxieties persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190820-Recreating%20my%20home%20from%20England%20-%20day%204-B18lYvfLyiw.mp4","rel":["20190821-7cqku0uf3xo","20190812-466019217","20181224-pkcbfehkkpc","20190820-5dqnzehr-am"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190820-Recreating my home from England - day 4-B18lYvfLyiw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"7.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"781","Source video ID":"B18lYvfLyiw","MD5":"79e9e28c1fad53c326d430d17895f9d9"}},{"id":"20190821-7cqku0uf3xo","slug":"20190821-7cqku0uf3xo-recreating-my-home-from-england-day-5","title":"Recreating my home from England - day 5","date":"2019-08-21","dur":29516,"sum":"He spent six hours rebuilding his childhood home in Minecraft with Google Maps, recreating rooms, gardens, cars, and pet memorials. Homesick, he considers Christmas in England with his wife; their reconciliation remains secret from her family, and visa case unresolved. A meme-driven surge added about 2,000 subscribers and 100,000 views in two days, nearing 94K; he doubts newcomers will stay.","ins":"Nostalgia and family attachment deepen, while audience pressure keeps pulling him toward provocative content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190821-Recreating%20my%20home%20from%20England%20-%20day%205-7cQKu0Uf3Xo.mp4","rel":["20190820-b18lyvflyiw","20190812-466019217","20181224-pkcbfehkkpc","20181226-lt_wsgvs58y"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190821-Recreating my home from England - day 5-7cQKu0Uf3Xo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"6.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"782","Source video ID":"7cQKu0Uf3Xo","MD5":"d63bafb34cc13a301e448b75d8e1ef3e"}},{"id":"20190822-cxqpmnzsbdy","slug":"20190822-cxqpmnzsbdy-first-person-japanese-train-ride-simulator-asmr-train-journey","title":"First person Japanese train ride simulator - ASMR Train journey","date":"2019-08-22","dur":702,"sum":"A Japanese station announcement directs passengers to platform 6 for an unclear destination and announces departure at 12:28. It appears to describe a rapid service toward Kumamoto or Ōkubo, though surrounding wording is heavily garbled. The remainder contains distorted YouTube-related phrases, repeated thanks, and a farewell; no personal events or decisions are established.","ins":"This fragmentary train-simulator excerpt provides atmosphere but almost no biographical information.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190822-First%20person%20Japanese%20train%20ride%20simulator%20-%20ASMR%20Train%20journey-CXQpmNzsbDY.mp4","rel":["20190802-wc98wls-6hc","20220210-ibqa9xdnplg","20190728-eaiylomvn2k","20190803-9gteuedbufw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190822-First person Japanese train ride simulator - ASMR Train journey-CXQpmNzsbDY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"196 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"783","Source video ID":"CXQpmNzsbDY","MD5":"81b005249adb3fff2c0f0ce682c96132"}},{"id":"20190823-70sazspx1ji","slug":"20190823-70sazspx1ji-the-10-year-old-japanese-youtuber-that-refuses-to-go-to-school","title":"The 10 year old Japanese Youtuber that refuses to go to school","date":"2019-08-23","dur":394,"sum":"On 23 August 2019, Daniel discusses Utapon, a 10-year-old Japanese YouTuber who has skipped school for roughly two years and advocates voluntary education. He notes roughly 96,955 subscribers, nearly 20 million views, strong per-video views, and thousands of dislikes, arguing TV criticism boosts publicity and persistence. Daniel identifies with the boy’s school aversion and unconventional ambitions, predicts possible future success, and favors YouTube over disliked salaried work.","ins":"He treats the controversy as confirmation that creator-led independence beats conventional employment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190823-The%2010%20year%20old%20Japanese%20Youtuber%20that%20refuses%20to%20go%20to%20school-70sAzsPx1jI.mp4","rel":["20170609-q5ukykkbioa","20160904-eefhycpcuc8","20200214-cl-bvc-kjs0","20170714-exivoojj544"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20190823-The 10 year old Japanese Youtuber that refuses to go to school-70sAzsPx1jI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"17.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"784","Source video ID":"70sAzsPx1jI","MD5":"2e377d646d4e6166a657a9255123b3d6"}},{"id":"20190824-7zzazxejssq","slug":"20190824-7zzazxejssq-why-i-love-my-wife","title":"Why I Love my wife","date":"2019-08-24","dur":709,"sum":"He praises his wife’s petite build, saying it reduces insecurity about his extreme thinness and makes him feel more masculine. He values her planning, emotional and domestic balance, and independence: she organizes trips, works outside, and gives him enjoyable solitude. Cooking battered cod, he improvises with seasoning and oil; underheated oil and a stuck basket complicate the otherwise crispy result.","ins":"His ideal marriage combines companionship, practical support, and enough separation to preserve independence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190824-Why%20I%20Love%20my%20wife-7zZAZxEjSSQ.mp4","rel":["20191009-f1-otsgofxc","20230831-cvdqonhe2li","20190725-lt3jgscltzi","20171015-jb-qxgntu6g"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20190824-Why I Love my wife-7zZAZxEjSSQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"141 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"785","Source video ID":"7zZAZxEjSSQ","MD5":"e6109c6c19acfb843d62899bef3531c6"}},{"id":"20190825-pzjey0-ahyo","slug":"20190825-pzjey0-ahyo-walking-around-dotonbori-in-osaka","title":"Walking around Dotonbori in Osaka","date":"2019-08-25","dur":817,"sum":"The transcript is an extremely short fragment: “I'm going to Japan,” followed by an unexplained Chinese phrase. It establishes an intention to go to Japan, but provides no date, duration, purpose, or travel action. The available text establishes no additional event, relationship, decision, development, or outcome.","ins":"This fragment is too limited to support a meaningful historical trajectory.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190825-Walking%20around%20Dotonbori%20in%20Osaka-pZjey0-Ahyo.mp4","rel":["20191113-oj6u902gaos","20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq-3c5bac33","20200918-vchm-dbqzsm","20151005-wgj-ck8eowq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20190825-Walking around Dotonbori in Osaka-pZjey0-Ahyo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"229 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"786","Source video ID":"pZjey0-Ahyo","MD5":"3b1ca07d8d4610a28802189c83b9ee28"}},{"id":"20190826-ro6etvq-uae","slug":"20190826-ro6etvq-uae-day-6-of-reconstruction","title":"day 6 of reconstruction","date":"2019-08-26","dur":9601,"sum":"He argued a realistic sex doll would supplement, not replace, his wife; she called it disgusting and opposed any purchase. He framed it as marriage versus an Airbnb, yet admitted loneliness, cost, visa limits, and not wanting to live alone. He reported roughly $2,000 monthly income, tourist status until December, and rejected school or work visas while considering cheaper Asian countries.","ins":"Boredom and sexual frustration collide with monetized oversharing, while marital dependence remains unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190826-day%206%20of%20reconstruction-Ro6etVQ-UAE.mp4","rel":["20190826-y-lbsdhhc-k","20190818-4s5dyxyexyw","20190725-lt3jgscltzi","20190827-eyzbvamnszy"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20190826-day 6 of reconstruction-Ro6etVQ-UAE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"787","Source video ID":"Ro6etVQ-UAE","MD5":"8b8f61adb6c1378b45c92e0cdf17fce0"}},{"id":"20190826-y-lbsdhhc-k","slug":"20190826-y-lbsdhhc-k-day-6-reconstruction-of-my-house","title":"day 6 reconstruction of my house","date":"2019-08-26","dur":6843,"sum":"While streaming a Minecraft house reconstruction, he planned an eight-minute time-lapse from nearly 40 hours of footage despite repeated internet disruptions. He postponed an Airbnb, received a full $900 refund, and debated spending $1,600 on a sex doll plus a possible shorter stay. After two days of silence, his wife said he could get the doll but must not return, escalating their conflict over autonomy.","ins":"Independence-seeking repeatedly clashes with marital dependence, financial caution, and monetization-driven impulses.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190826-day%206%20reconstruction%20of%20my%20house-Y-lBsDHHc-k.mp4","rel":["20190818-4s5dyxyexyw","20250213-zikvecz9hek","20190826-ro6etvq-uae","20250210-fjopgwyyzgy"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20190826-day 6 reconstruction of my house-Y-lBsDHHc-k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"788","Source video ID":"Y-lBsDHHc-k","MD5":"1ab0ff937c38304cd264bbad532e9e6b"}},{"id":"20190827-exjifog9rgo","slug":"20190827-exjifog9rgo-feeding-cats-at-the-park-at-night","title":"Feeding cats at the park at night","date":"2019-08-27","dur":522,"sum":"At night in Japan, he feeds fish paste to a few cats, noting that roughly ten usually appear. The cats eagerly consume the foul-smelling paste; one scratches him, and mosquitoes bite as darkness limits visibility. Night filming is much brighter with the standard lens than wide angle; he returns home for dinner, TV, and gaming.","ins":"The routine combines cat feeding, equipment testing, and an ordinary gaming-focused evening.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190827-Feeding%20cats%20at%20the%20park%20at%20night-eXJiFOG9RGo.mp4","rel":["20190901-oipnrlzacdc","20200920-nhvnnfit0rm","20171112-92ef3041ca7b-92ef3041","20160515-l1noh1dwsfw"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20190827-Feeding cats at the park at night-eXJiFOG9RGo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"111 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"789","Source video ID":"eXJiFOG9RGo","MD5":"f193924173056688c455cd7c56d00828"}},{"id":"20190827-eyzbvamnszy","slug":"20190827-eyzbvamnszy-i-have-a-problem-and-i-need-some-advice","title":"i have a problem and i need some advice","date":"2019-08-27","dur":4075,"sum":"He and his wife argue over a $1,600 sex doll; she forbids storing it at home, forcing separate accommodation. He compares a $900 monthly Airbnb with a $400–$500 guesthouse after an Airbnb cancellation temporarily cost $900 before refund. He admits videos would likely earn only hundreds, yet frames the purchase as novelty, sexual variety, and channel content.","ins":"The transcript intensifies his recurring conflict between loneliness, sexual novelty, marital dependence, and personal autonomy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190827-i%20have%20a%20problem%20and%20i%20need%20some%20advice-eYzbVaMNSZY.ts","rel":["20190403-swonwe_9voi","20190827-ca2na0z7rmw","20190613-mc17nud-r_q","20200426-y0gspkuzqes"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190827-i have a problem and i need some advice-eYzbVaMNSZY.ts","Format":"MPEG2-TS","File size":"814 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"790","Source video ID":"eYzbVaMNSZY","MD5":"45440addfc8261177fe875f6559bf482"}},{"id":"20190827-ca2na0z7rmw","slug":"20190827-ca2na0z7rmw-my-advice-to-married-men","title":"My advice to married men","date":"2019-08-27","dur":758,"sum":"After about eighteen months of marriage, Daniel advises newlywed men—especially PewDiePie—to concede arguments and avoid criticising wives publicly. He says marriage leaves him without his own home after his wife rejects a life-size love doll despite paying rent. He warns men to flatter wives about appearance and attraction, then demonstrates domestic routine by cooking broccoli-potato-bacon soup.","ins":"Humorous advice masks a recurring autonomy-versus-dependence conflict intensified by the recent sex-doll dispute.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190827-My%20advice%20to%20married%20men-CA2Na0Z7rMw.mp4","rel":["20220731-zo7y9ygatxw","20200503-ml0i8w3iyre","20200512-emy6_2qrgbs","20171011-mozybkbtkui"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20190827-My advice to married men-CA2Na0Z7rMw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"113 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"791","Source video ID":"CA2Na0Z7rMw","MD5":"ec3b96067a485c3c114b4956c1ceca3f"}},{"id":"20190829-bnkadvbhif8","slug":"20190829-bnkadvbhif8-cooking-with-chihiro-japanese-fried-chicken-recipe","title":"Cooking with Chihiro - Japanese Fried Chicken Recipe","date":"2019-08-29","dur":644,"sum":"Daniel and Chihiro prepare Japanese fried chicken, beginning by cleaning the floor and placing chicken in a plastic bag. They add ginger, garlic, soy sauce, starch, chili powder, and fish-based seasoning; Daniel explains washing chicken spreads bacteria. Frying is improvised in a dark, cramped kitchen; playful teasing includes Chihiro’s height, hygiene, and a ¥50,000 finger joke.","ins":"Domestic cooking continues the pair’s playful, teasing routine alongside their recent cat-feeding and home-life videos.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20190829-Cooking%20with%20Chihiro%20-%20Japanese%20Fried%20Chicken%20Recipe-BnKadvbHIf8.mp4","rel":["20190625-bigar-esjny","20200301-u6uiexuqz6q","20160429-xdsa06ngs64","20200722-qpt3iwilc78"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20190829-Cooking with Chihiro - Japanese Fried Chicken Recipe-BnKadvbHIf8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"160 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"792","Source video ID":"BnKadvbHIf8","MD5":"9961aa86e837b7c2dfa1aa166a8e1864"}},{"id":"20190830-ma_wg8aeriy","slug":"20190830-ma_wg8aeriy-eating-at-the-best-restaurant-in-japan","title":"Eating at the BEST restaurant in Japan","date":"2019-08-30","dur":698,"sum":"Daniel and his wife revisited Saizeriya, where they had eaten two years earlier before marrying, during a rainy dinner outing. They ordered two beers, popcorn shrimp, green-pea salad, mixed grill, rib steak, and rice; prices were about ¥600–¥900. 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Ferris-wheel filming proved too noisy and brief; rain forced him beneath a bridge, and he predicts no further major milestone.","ins":"The milestone reinforces his pattern of celebrating growth while anticipating stagnation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20191027-100%2C000%20Subscribers%20-%20Thanks%20SO%20much...-ybG-AEANt_0.mp4","rel":["20191027-ybg-aeant_0-a6983c0d","20170301-rp-vr8rfwde","20210806-hquasqjx96o","20190916-fk74zlrdfoa"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20191027-100,000 Subscribers - Thanks SO much...-ybG-AEANt_0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"83.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"833","Source video ID":"ybG-AEANt_0","MD5":"47f8a26f9cc85605b9012f573b9be278"}},{"id":"20191027-ybg-aeant_0-a6983c0d","slug":"20191027-ybg-aeant_0-a6983c0d-thank-you-for-everything","title":"Thank you for everything","date":"2019-10-27","dur":660,"sum":"He credits viewers, YouTube’s algorithm, and three YouTubers—Japanese from Zero, Gimme a Break Man, and Elvis—for reaching 100,000. 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Daniel denied wrongdoing, defended Discord as his only social outlet, resented surveillance, and hoped viewers would call his wife insecure.","ins":"Marital insecurity again becomes public conflict over privacy, autonomy, and audience validation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20191129-I%20made%20my%20wife%20cry-NFtkIeLHeso.mp4","rel":["20230215-gbp8fobbz_i","20230215-v1738513085","20190802-hpepcxbptmu","20181027-gsgn1ggywy0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20191129-I made my wife cry-NFtkIeLHeso.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"126 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"852","Source video ID":"NFtkIeLHeso","MD5":"4597f60f69c02269080aff2e011b6d2b"}},{"id":"20191201-ytqgmssd6ta","slug":"20191201-ytqgmssd6ta-staying-at-a-luxurious-japanese-hot-spring-resort","title":"Staying At A Luxurious Japanese Hot Spring Resort","date":"2019-12-01","dur":601,"sum":"He visits a scenic Japanese hot-spring resort in fine weather, showing the hotel, Christmas tree, souvenir area, and bathing facilities. 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He documents his father’s extensions and unfinished projects, his grandfather’s garage, and his late father’s preserved tools and workstation. 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Christmas travel was disrupted when his mother drove through a large puddle, disabling the car and forcing a rental-car detour. 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After two village days, they found the forest on departure eve; rain limited exploration, and Daniel regretted the trip. Leaving England tomorrow, he describes adult Christmas as anticlimactic: money removes gift excitement, family disperses, and his father has died.","ins":"Nostalgia and bereavement turn holiday frustrations into a broader sense of adulthood’s loss.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20191229-Christmas%20is%20SO%20boring...-6ZWYMnDdHrI.mp4","rel":["20201112-appxu_ebmxu","20171227-5743b0b23efd","20201225-z4qffrcz0e8","20221224-fjed0qzlhqa"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20191229-Christmas is SO boring...-6ZWYMnDdHrI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"446 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"868","Source video ID":"6ZWYMnDdHrI","MD5":"0e456f68ce4336a2387c7865dd47cee1"}},{"id":"20200101-uhtuinxmif0","slug":"20200101-uhtuinxmif0-it-s-been-a-tough-year-for-me","title":"It's been a tough year for me","date":"2020-01-01","dur":822,"sum":"2019 brought his father’s death after hospitalization; eleven months later, he still reports daily thoughts and near-nightly nightmares. 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He defends sexual encounters with female viewers as consensual adult dating, rejecting claims that fame inherently creates exploitation. 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After England, an argument over filming his Hong Kong affair made Chihiro cry and threaten separation; Daniel admits jealousy and insecurity. 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He warns migrants about bland food, language barriers, difficult dating, and resentment that more foreigners reduce his uniqueness. 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He jokingly praises British trains for enabling fare evasion, recounting a £20 fine avoided by submitting a fake address. 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He concedes Japan’s criminal justice system and social rigidity, but praises public transport, nonreligion, politeness, and easy dating. 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It mentions water, shelter, food, and Marvin, but provides no clear context, confirmed event, or meaningful personal action. 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YouTube became a substitute for real-world socializing: anonymous self-disclosure reduced loneliness while attention gradually inflated his ego. He is selling his gaming laptop after abandoning Rainbow Six; Switch games now dominate, illustrating addiction substitution.","ins":"Attention-seeking and novelty substitution continue, while self-awareness increases without a clear plan for change.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200121-How%20I%20became%20a%20massive%20narcissist-XnRtnUZxlQQ.mp4","rel":["20200121-q47wwa583kq","20230719-bfacqmipa6u","20250426-cgkfnx3fm1y","20230918-ytpmqstk_ga"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20200121-How I became a massive narcissist-XnRtnUZxlQQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"141 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"887","Source video ID":"XnRtnUZxlQQ","MD5":"1fc154a8216cbc7a626cc08dfb019569"}},{"id":"20200121-fcoczete15y","slug":"20200121-fcoczete15y-licking-my-pussy-cat","title":"Licking my pussy cat","date":"2020-01-21","dur":25,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200121-Licking%20my%20pussy%20cat-FcOCzETe15Y.mp4","rel":[],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20200121-Licking my pussy cat-FcOCzETe15Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"888","Source video ID":"FcOCzETe15Y","MD5":"c254ccd3add9476dd9fc04a253251a84"}},{"id":"20200121-q47wwa583kq","slug":"20200121-q47wwa583kq-why-i-replaced-my-gaming-laptop-with-a-switch-lite","title":"Why I replaced my Gaming Laptop with a Switch Lite","date":"2020-01-21","dur":801,"sum":"Daniel replaces his roughly £1,600 setup with a £180 Switch Lite after Rainbow Six loses appeal; portability reduces travel burden. 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He plans roughly two weeks in South Korea, testing clickbait country-review videos before deciding on Hong Kong, Thailand, or England. With views and income falling, he considers a ¥500/$1-a-day challenge, sex/drama content, commentary, employment, or property income.","ins":"Freedom and attention increasingly outrank marriage, while declining audience feedback drives provocative plans and deepening uncertainty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200128-Life%20Update%20-%20Discussing%20My%20Plans-Sfr5diyxlrc.mp4","rel":["20190324-tvj1lpxk2cg-1","20221031-v1639382031","20220531-_bfzqfsvlbk","20190926-rvvookn7jbu-c0b28308"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200128-Life Update - Discussing My Plans-Sfr5diyxlrc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"895","Source video ID":"Sfr5diyxlrc","MD5":"41b1b47749e61715a1c5b23214ade931"}},{"id":"20200129-i7ho4ge8fq4","slug":"20200129-i7ho4ge8fq4-why-i-hated-my-ex-girlfriend","title":"Why I Hated My Ex Girlfriend","date":"2020-01-29","dur":706,"sum":"In 2010, aged 20, Daniel met a Japan-Cupid girlfriend after traveling alone to Japan; attraction and limited meetings fueled anxiety. 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He prepares a 3,000-won convenience-store pork, tofu, and kimchi stew, finds it tiny, painfully spicy, and rejects buying it again. 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A self-described 23-year-old Japanese Instagram contact is supposedly arriving that night after intimate exchanges, but refuses face photos. 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He rejects returning to his wife; costs rose from $400 to roughly $1,000 monthly, prompting cheaper Airbnbs and food-content plans.","ins":"The promised freedom is reversing into loneliness, paid intimacy, and increasingly commercialized content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200214-Sad%20And%20Lonely%20Valentines%20day%20%20-%28-m9C-ZnY3yXw.mp4","rel":["20220214-rennoorze1w","20210729-napoebi4upi","20210108-2po8jv3zv84","20230726-v1881994227"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200214-Sad And Lonely Valentines day  -(-m9C-ZnY3yXw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"916","Source video ID":"m9C-ZnY3yXw","MD5":"30cde91925bf6fc634f57afd21146c64"}},{"id":"20200215-opwquifcwve","slug":"20200215-opwquifcwve-eating-kfc-everyday-for-1-week-day-1","title":"Eating KFC everyday for 1 week - Day 1","date":"2020-02-15","dur":1176,"sum":"Daniel independently buys KFC in Korea for about 20,000 won, using touchscreens; the order should provide several meals. At 7 p.m., after fasting, he samples zingers, spicy rice cake, truffle chicken, coleslaw, and chips; he misses drinks. He bites his lip deeply again, causing bleeding and expected week-long pain; $500/month Airbnbs seem possible, but tomorrow is unplanned.","ins":"Independence and novelty briefly lift him, while recurring mishaps and aimlessness persist after catfishing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200215-Eating%20KFC%20everyday%20for%201%20week%20-%20Day%201-opwqUIfcWvE.mp4","rel":["20160429-xdsa06ngs64","20200216-niw957ud2bw","20181004--fp-u6b_x6g","20231029-4cbfycywijm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200215-Eating KFC everyday for 1 week - Day 1-opwqUIfcWvE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"917","Source video ID":"opwqUIfcWvE","MD5":"2f1fdedec83d5c40763fdf3b0427bb4e"}},{"id":"20200216-niw957ud2bw","slug":"20200216-niw957ud2bw-a-week-on-kfc-day-2","title":"A week on KFC - day 2","date":"2020-02-16","dur":1007,"sum":"The KFC challenge failed after Daniel ate lamb skewers with a nearby Korean woman; he enjoyed her company and plans another dinner. Her smile evoked his 2016 Taiwanese love; meeting her lifted his depression and highlighted his reliance on social interaction. He seeks a $500/month Airbnb versus $280 weekly now, targeting roughly $150 food costs and more disposable income.","ins":"Novelty and social contact temporarily restore wellbeing, while financial downsizing replaces marital stability as his route to freedom.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200216-A%20week%20on%20KFC%20-%20day%202-niw957uD2bw.mp4","rel":["20200217-2sxncaan6ja","20200215-opwquifcwve","20201023-xqbshkaz-3o","20170508-6v2jnb8cwfg"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200216-A week on KFC - day 2-niw957uD2bw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"76.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"918","Source video ID":"niw957uD2bw","MD5":"a54527d995ed1fbf0af815e85381587c"}},{"id":"20200216-0lfp_kvrqm0","slug":"20200216-0lfp_kvrqm0-i-got-catfished-again","title":"I got catfished AGAIN","date":"2020-02-16","dur":764,"sum":"The Japanese Instagram contact vanished again after promising to retrieve luggage, confirming catfishing; Daniel will block any replacement account. Essex, French, Korean, and Tinder prospects have stalled or failed, leaving him lonely and seeking romance, excitement, and physical connection. 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His ex-wife confirmed divorce processing; he feels relieved, expects the spouse visa to lapse, and says Discord-related neglect—not infidelity—ended their marriage. 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He attributes their nearly two-year marriage’s end to Discord neglect, incompatibility, language barriers, and failure to change—not cheating. 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A newer date felt promising: gallery, VR gaming, dinner, hookah, karaoke; she replied afterward, and conversation felt easy. 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A Korean date responds warmly after his confession but remains vague; two dates cancel, while an Italian outing is planned. 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A 2016–17 petrol-station coworker clashed with his shortcuts, missed expiration dates, handwriting, English, and giving intimidating customers free petrol; they stopped speaking. 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At home, grocery unpacking sparks criticism over helping; milk, crisps, ginger wines, and mooncakes are discussed before the transcript ends.","ins":"Filming-related conflict continues, now intensified by lockdown restrictions and family proximity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200408-Stupid%20Security%20man%20told%20me%20off%20for%20filming...-romgfpOn4ks.mp4","rel":["20240320-bbnzclxmyie","20230227-gc2cvbg4ku4","20220127-pm3izb99rhc","20190902-tzgrzx9nmqm-a5a30ea5"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200408-Stupid Security man told me off for filming...-romgfpOn4ks.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"197 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"977","Source video ID":"romgfpOn4ks","MD5":"55f318dad76126751de120f8d98232ea"}},{"id":"20200411-fzyulnialjk","slug":"20200411-fzyulnialjk-relaxing-asmr-walk-in-the-garden-nature-sounds","title":"Relaxing ASMR walk in the garden - Nature sounds","date":"2020-04-11","dur":1042,"sum":"Daniel records a silent ASMR garden walk, focusing on scenery and nature rather than spoken commentary. 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He called their three-week routine his happiest experience, but denied they were a couple and resisted pursuing her. 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He disputes Chihiro and Casey’s account of their meeting, insists he was not told, and recounts smashing furniture in rage afterward. 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Ashes were buried beneath a family-planted tree; Daniel feels guilty for their distance, limited shared interests, and past disengagement.","ins":"Bereavement is easing, but guilt and sensory memories keep his father present in daily life.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200502-It%27s%20been%20a%20year%20since%20I%20lost%20my%20dad%20%20-%28-8fi7HEQsJR8.mp4","rel":["20190407-ipp_qf84wt4","20190209-vz3g3lhkelk-806d38cd","20190123-1idx-zhwuaw","20190315-w8uo-fmm4bg"],"tags":"family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200502-It's been a year since I lost my dad  -(-8fi7HEQsJR8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"183 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"999","Source video ID":"8fi7HEQsJR8","MD5":"556d1eb9e2478cb07b8bb27b5348c8a1"}},{"id":"20200502-ddf3gonw3uo","slug":"20200502-ddf3gonw3uo-what-happened-to-jacksgap-jack-harries","title":"What happened to Jacksgap (Jack Harries)","date":"2020-05-02","dur":642,"sum":"The narrator reviews JacksGap’s rise from awkward gap-year vlogs to millions of views, attributing popularity largely to Jack and Finn’s appearance. 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He reports channel views and ad revenue collapsing without travel; government support may cover 80%, while today’s stream earned $120. 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Forced into healing, he finds beam-based support passive, confusing, and ineffective; he concludes the game offers little tactical depth.","ins":"Another failed replacement for Rainbow Six reinforces his pattern of abandoning games when frustration outweighs novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200508-Why%20I%20HATE%20Overwatch%20on%20the%20Switch%20Lite%21---P2iYdBOCo.mp4","rel":["20200119-a8yxogemj-o","20200505-hcbcmkaegh8","20200129-ejtn-kusk6i","20210503-hvvugp_nb7e"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200508-Why I HATE Overwatch on the Switch Lite!---P2iYdBOCo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"164 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1010","Source video ID":"--P2iYdBOCo","MD5":"e09c7c69fba9c6dbaeeb30040417dc97"}},{"id":"20200509-atizpbk1b9e","slug":"20200509-atizpbk1b9e-why-i-still-have-no-friends-2020-update-what-has-changed","title":"Why I still have no friends - 2020 update (what has changed)","date":"2020-05-09","dur":607,"sum":"Two years after his viral video, 31-year-old Daniel says he still lacks meaningful friends and does not prioritize male companionship. 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He showed Instagram DMs he believed were authentic: Belle sent duck images in 2018; they later discussed taxidermy and Game of Thrones.","ins":"He criticizes Belle’s paywall while admitting he sells similar paid unlocks through his own OnlyFans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200724-I%20Wasted%20My%20Money%20On%20Belle%20Delphine%27s%20OnlyFans-QvAxtTNh2qk.mp4","rel":["20190202-8uah0kpfhzu","20210806-hquasqjx96o","20200520-kmqkz1st-hi","20220206-hkjhrw0591m"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200724-I Wasted My Money On Belle Delphine's OnlyFans-QvAxtTNh2qk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"59.5 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1060","Source video ID":"QvAxtTNh2qk","MD5":"c0ba0906dc8fac413cea37b3232bb61a"}},{"id":"20200725-jlv1pmnw5sk","slug":"20200725-jlv1pmnw5sk-ghosts-of-tsushima-is-a-terrible-video-game","title":"Ghosts of Tsushima is a TERRIBLE Video Game","date":"2020-07-25","dur":644,"sum":"Daniel dismisses Ghost of Tsushima as an overhyped Witcher 3-style samurai game, criticizing its title, visuals, and recognizable Zoro voice acting. 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He condemns fixed death animations, absent ragdoll physics and decapitation, and a dull Mongol-invasion story, rating the game 2.8/10.","ins":"The review extends his recurring preference for faster, bloodier action over slow, familiar open- world design.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200725-Ghosts%20of%20Tsushima%20is%20a%20TERRIBLE%20Video%20Game-jLV1pMNW5sk.mp4","rel":["20240520-dyrhmnus8ms","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98","20220213-ngc7uvurvsk","20220117-3zhuwfcmr10"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200725-Ghosts of Tsushima is a TERRIBLE Video Game-jLV1pMNW5sk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"103 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1061","Source video ID":"jLV1pMNW5sk","MD5":"76f15c01337f53738673cdfce1994f13"}},{"id":"20200725--ys2lznurjo","slug":"20200725--ys2lznurjo-how-to-make-the-perfect-carbonara-pasta","title":"How to make the perfect Carbonara pasta","date":"2020-07-25","dur":883,"sum":"He cooks carbonara with bacon, mushrooms, spring onions, peas, and pasta, praises the creamy result, and has sauce left. His Filthy Frank video reaches about 14,000 views, with 17% from searches; he plans privacy- preserving commentary on popular topics. He prepares five videos, does 100 daily push-ups, reports shoulder pain from a makeshift dumbbell, and plays Mortal Kombat via hotspot.","ins":"He is shifting from intimate life-sharing toward searchable commentary while routine, fitness, and gaming structure his days.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200725-How%20to%20make%20the%20perfect%20Carbonara%20pasta--YS2lZNUrJo.mp4","rel":["20200720-gc_5nnoevbk","20201028-ltjxs4glp_k","20250327-9gynj4z-uda","20251116-sxhnhrbk2tu"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200725-How to make the perfect Carbonara pasta--YS2lZNUrJo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"156 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1062","Source video ID":"-YS2lZNUrJo","MD5":"781a3fb4db2fbfe0ed38100957c2e869"}},{"id":"20200728-gv7xj9xznx8","slug":"20200728-gv7xj9xznx8-how-to-make-authentic-chili-con-carne","title":"How to make authentic Chili Con Carne","date":"2020-07-28","dur":710,"sum":"He cooks chili con carne with beef, mushrooms, tomatoes, kidney beans, chili powder, and pre- cooked rice, rating it 6.9/10. At a German supermarket, language confusion and a social-distancing correction leave him embarrassed and uncertain about everyday shopping etiquette. He compares Germany 2.0 favorably with Korea, saying a larger home has improved his mood and satisfaction.","ins":"His outlook shifts from Korea’s loneliness and relationship complaints toward contentment with Germany’s living situation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200728-How%20to%20make%20authentic%20Chili%20Con%20Carne-Gv7xj9XZnx8.mp4","rel":["20200722-qpt3iwilc78","20201029-3jcrpmziz5i","20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c","20230202-mfveeyhkgks"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200728-How to make authentic Chili Con Carne-Gv7xj9XZnx8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"157 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1063","Source video ID":"Gv7xj9XZnx8","MD5":"a8d99c17e593078e0d988c585cbcc4ab"}},{"id":"20200728-kqaskce6txi","slug":"20200728-kqaskce6txi-update-on-my-love-life","title":"Update on my Love Life","date":"2020-07-28","dur":608,"sum":"In a German Airbnb, Daniel met a stranger, deleted dating apps, declined invitations, and focused on nature walks and healing. He chose Germany for privacy from his mother, preferred Berlin to London, and plans talking vlogs after disappointing travel analytics. At 31, he calls thirteen years of language learning, Japan/Korea moves, marriage, and failed relationships an unsuccessful partner search.","ins":"He shifts from obsessive partner-seeking toward solitude, while loneliness and dependence on public content persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200728-Update%20on%20my%20Love%20Life-KqAskCE6TxI.mp4","rel":["20170202-3fskekobew8","20200905-684rxfoybbg","20220531-_bfzqfsvlbk","20200731-h1ywlaso5ak"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200728-Update on my Love Life-KqAskCE6TxI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"72 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1064","Source video ID":"KqAskCE6TxI","MD5":"b6e6057a87351505fa09a23cc901d5bd"}},{"id":"20200730-xlwddmpehq4","slug":"20200730-xlwddmpehq4-special-mcdonald-s-clubhouse-burger","title":"SPECIAL McDonald's clubhouse Burger","date":"2020-07-30","dur":647,"sum":"After a nearly six-hour train journey across Germany, he arrives at a new Airbnb costing about £800 for two weeks. Sunday shop closures leave him relying on McDonald’s; he reports speaking less, avoiding conversation, and preferring touchscreens to people. He plans shopping, cooking, dumbbells, and topical videos, then England for dental and eye care by late July.","ins":"Declining channel income and travel costs prompt reconsideration of aimless travel in favor of a settled home.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200730-SPECIAL%20McDonald%27s%20clubhouse%20Burger-XLwddMPeHq4.mp4","rel":["20210705-l_0ncagoxky","20240318-jahicawtz1s","20160414-frxyp4rkxky","20210902-hd2ixscgp5g"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200730-SPECIAL McDonald's clubhouse Burger-XLwddMPeHq4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"134 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1065","Source video ID":"XLwddMPeHq4","MD5":"44c58f407db61b78c6e03cc1d6ee73bc"}},{"id":"20200731-h1ywlaso5ak","slug":"20200731-h1ywlaso5ak-annoying-things-about-living-in-germany-as-an-asian-man","title":"ANNOYING things about Living in Germany as an ASIAN man","date":"2020-07-31","dur":909,"sum":"After three weeks, he identifies only Sunday closures, short crossing lights, and Berlin graffiti as drawbacks; otherwise Germany feels convenient and respectful. He reconsiders his Asia-focused past: Germany’s manners, nature, architecture, card payments, food, and privacy now seem preferable to Japan and Korea. A spacious Airbnb, exercise, cooking, and quitting dating apps improve his mood; he may stay longer before Brexit complicates residency.","ins":"His priorities shift from Asian idealisation and romantic pursuit toward peaceful, private, nature- oriented European living.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200731-ANNOYING%20things%20about%20Living%20in%20Germany%20as%20an%20ASIAN%20man-h1YWLASo5Ak.mp4","rel":["20171205-tdeimqcz49o","20190110-vzakkkvg7iq","20220625-ycygzlk54he","20200718-yl514lamso0"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20200731-ANNOYING things about Living in Germany as an ASIAN man-h1YWLASo5Ak.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"70.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1066","Source video ID":"h1YWLASo5Ak","MD5":"e7796496215faba2d0c9c60771fb439d"}},{"id":"20200802-jbdd1gvu8sg","slug":"20200802-jbdd1gvu8sg-this-is-the-best-airbnb-i-ve-ever-stayed-at","title":"This is the BEST Airbnb I've EVER stayed at","date":"2020-08-02","dur":712,"sum":"He praises the guest-only, two-storey rental's fully equipped kitchen, huge sofa/TV, nightly bath, spare bedroom, and personal feel. 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A week later, he rejects the S and grey pairs, evaluating the striped options’ contrast, frills, stitching, lining, and width. 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His sister recommended the therapist; he is nervous but hopeful, seeking answers before another relationship and apologizing for past hostility. At his Airbnb, he cooks bacon-bolognese pasta after three kitchenless days; groceries cost under €20, and he rates it 6.5/10.","ins":"He shifts from rejecting therapy to accepting accountability and seeking change before another relationship.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200806-I%27m%20going%20for%20Therapy%20next%20week...-WJOuMNGHC5U.mp4","rel":["20200812-xlowvhjsg-e","20170402-nlvq7rca32k","20151001-wyvh9h9eleq","20210427-1003326628"],"tags":"family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200806-I'm going for Therapy next week...-WJOuMNGHC5U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"112 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1069","Source video ID":"WJOuMNGHC5U","MD5":"dec8dba3ec990333da23cedd2eb3c66e"}},{"id":"20200808-mhklogbqpwu","slug":"20200808-mhklogbqpwu-i-have-some-really-bad-news","title":"I have some REALLY bad news","date":"2020-08-08","dur":618,"sum":"Nordgreen offered a free watch plus $250 for a promotional collaboration, but rejected Daniel’s initial two-minute website-based video. After receiving the watch in England, he reused the unapproved footage in Belle Delphine and women’s-underwear videos. Nordgreen ended the collaboration, demanded removals, and threatened legal action; he refused, demanded payment or apology, and threatened repeated criticism.","ins":"Sponsorship monetization again turns online visibility into conflict, with anger driving retaliatory content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200808-I%20have%20some%20REALLY%20bad%20news-mhKLOGBQpWU.mp4","rel":["20241216-q4ojl8y6w9i","20190202-8uah0kpfhzu","20201205-5y_svmsat_e","20250506-vocfqc_booi"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200808-I have some REALLY bad news-mhKLOGBQpWU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"72.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1070","Source video ID":"mhKLOGBQpWU","MD5":"2bd4e14fc3d24daea7aee33a290e559b"}},{"id":"20200810-f4x26u5eraw","slug":"20200810-f4x26u5eraw-how-i-became-fluent-in-korean-in-only-6-months","title":"How I became FLUENT in Korean in only 6 months","date":"2020-08-10","dur":661,"sum":"In 2009, after a breakup, he learned Hangul in two days to impress a girlfriend with Korean parents. Daily guesthouse study and conversations with Korean residents, especially his girlfriend, produced strong conversational ability within months. After four years without Korean use, he admits rustiness, then defends English-context pronunciation of Japanese place names.","ins":"Immersion and intimate daily practice drive his language gains, while prolonged disuse produces decline.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200810-How%20I%20became%20FLUENT%20in%20Korean%20in%20only%206%20months-f4X26U5Eraw.mp4","rel":["20170409-voqixexqxu0","20230917-sspvejzy3am","20181205-v961d2umexk","20210417-gk6tlmadzom"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20200810-How I became FLUENT in Korean in only 6 months-f4X26U5Eraw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"25.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1071","Source video ID":"f4X26U5Eraw","MD5":"25b6b0c0ad3b7c1c4ddcdd792d0a97c0"}},{"id":"20200811--jdjvpsjk-y","slug":"20200811--jdjvpsjk-y-my-problem-with-the-anime-man","title":"My problem with The Anime Man","date":"2020-08-11","dur":530,"sum":"He revisits his 2018 parody exposé; former schoolmate Chris Broad objected after Daniel revealed their shared school and village. He suspects Joey influenced J-vloggers to exclude him, stunting his channel, while Chris says association was difficult because of exposés. He criticizes Joey's anime-focused content and alleged retweets of hentai-like imagery, questioning why girlfriend AkiDearest tolerates them.","ins":"Personal grievances again become explanations for stalled growth and fuel moralizing attacks on other creators.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200811-My%20problem%20with%20The%20Anime%20Man--JDjvPSJk-Y.mp4","rel":["20230227-gc2cvbg4ku4","20190301-fb-lgbjs7ia","20231224-mlgdgly9vfu","20250528-uzncl5gx0ae"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20200811-My problem with The Anime Man--JDjvPSJk-Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"41 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1072","Source video ID":"-JDjvPSJk-Y","MD5":"b91929bdd78f42d93aba5ba23c73f35d"}},{"id":"20200812-xlowvhjsg-e","slug":"20200812-xlowvhjsg-e-i-just-had-my-first-therapy-session","title":"I just had my first Therapy Session","date":"2020-08-12","dur":618,"sum":"His first-ever therapy session was comfortable and professional; it mainly covered background, goals, and opening up without judgment. He discussed YouTube as former self-therapy, loneliness, and how persistent hostile comments still damage his mood despite seeming thick-skinned. He sees therapy as potentially useful for understanding and addressing problems, then cooks successful bacon, mushroom, pea, and creamy pasta.","ins":"Therapy tentatively begins supplementing YouTube as his outlet for processing loneliness, distress, and criticism.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200812-I%20just%20had%20my%20first%20Therapy%20Session-xLoWVHJSg-E.mp4","rel":["20190507-5vsb50uqbls","20210427-1003326628","20190509-lsllwzd6kbw","20200806-wjoumnghc5u"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200812-I just had my first Therapy Session-xLoWVHJSg-E.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1073","Source video ID":"xLoWVHJSg-E","MD5":"8c8487cf50abe66910269147091a789a"}},{"id":"20200813--vb2qsv6m2c","slug":"20200813--vb2qsv6m2c-my-women-s-underwear-collection","title":"My women's underwear collection 😍","date":"2020-08-13","dur":519,"sum":"My women's underwear collection In Berlin, Daniel bought three XS and one S women’s panties from Uniqlo and Muji, intending to model them for OnlyFans. The S pair was too large; grey designs were discarded, leaving two striped finalists judged on stitching, comfort, and visual effect. He selected the plainer, innocent-looking pair, wore the underwear unwashed for several days, and promoted wearing photos through OnlyFans.","ins":"Personal experimentation continues to be packaged as monetized online content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200813-My%20women%27s%20underwear%20collection%20%F0%9F%98%8D--Vb2qsV6M2c.mp4","rel":["20200804-q0c2vlj5who","20170914-hqkg4xk6ihq","20170509-wwluk_lpdes","20220731-zo7y9ygatxw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20200813-My women's underwear collection 😍--Vb2qsV6M2c.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"119 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1074","Source video ID":"-Vb2qsV6M2c","MD5":"56399eb38f14901d5f4780797d8952ca"}},{"id":"20200814-ftfg-5jehay","slug":"20200814-ftfg-5jehay-my-apology-to-chris-broad-from-abroad-in-japan","title":"My Apology to Chris Broad from Abroad in Japan","date":"2020-08-14","dur":516,"sum":"After hearing Chris Broad explain their failed Osaka meetup, Daniel is moved by Chris wishing him well despite last year’s hostile video. He apologizes for childish insults and exploiting Abroad in Japan’s name, admitting the video reached 100,000 views and earned nearly $300. Daniel says he never truly hated Chris, praises his filmmaking, and acknowledges becoming bitter and disengaged from his former Japan interests.","ins":"A grievance reverses into accountability and admiration, highlighting Daniel’s growing recognition of his own immaturity and attention-seeking.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200814-My%20Apology%20to%20Chris%20Broad%20from%20Abroad%20in%20Japan-FTfg-5JehaY.mp4","rel":["20180820-c8006f48e12b-c8006f48","20250528-uzncl5gx0ae","20240408-sdawqhdpwgu","20190301-fb-lgbjs7ia"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200814-My Apology to Chris Broad from Abroad in Japan-FTfg-5JehaY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"31.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1075","Source video ID":"FTfg-5JehaY","MD5":"a8e5a0841ac6b912806ff6a29e62966d"}},{"id":"20200815-oheupgrnzem","slug":"20200815-oheupgrnzem-what-i-ve-really-been-doing-in-germany","title":"What I've REALLY been doing in Germany","date":"2020-08-15","dur":493,"sum":"Arrives at an undisclosed destination, deliberately keeping its location secret for now. 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He will quality-check sandwiches on a German production line; pre-Brexit EU rights permit work, while limited customer contact reduces the language barrier. 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He acknowledges body-shaming but defends criticizing obesity through health, resource, economic, and environmental arguments; pasta boils over.","ins":"Provocative appearance-based judgment intensifies his recurring pattern of linking relationships with public perception and self-worth.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200820-NEVER%20date%20a%20GIRL%20FATTER%20than%20you-SkVdXsXkqKE.mp4","rel":["20220731-zo7y9ygatxw","20170110-vtcenvvdgvk","20170404-ipdaqrjq2j0","20220514-ksirm4w0oju"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20200820-NEVER date a GIRL FATTER than you-SkVdXsXkqKE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"82.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1081","Source video ID":"SkVdXsXkqKE","MD5":"a81242dcccb2c0885f4b08a6545a6958"}},{"id":"20200821-fz80gtk2pws","slug":"20200821-fz80gtk2pws-how-i-bamboozled-my-best-friend-s-little-sister","title":"How I Bamboozled my best friend's Little Sister","date":"2020-08-21","dur":491,"sum":"As a child in Sutton Valence, he sold neighbour Natasha a common Charmander card for £20, exploiting her ignorance. Her mother discovered the deal and forced repayment, leaving him resentful that his planned sweets and Game Boy purchase vanished. 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Daniel stresses native-speaker practice, drawing on Japanese and Korean learning and the difficulty of meeting speakers in rural England.","ins":"The sponsored review turns Daniel’s language-learning history into a practical, low-cost social- learning recommendation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200822-A%20Great%20Website%20to%20Learn%20Japanese%20from%20Native%20Speakers-SeBidxBsrdo.mp4","rel":["20230917-sspvejzy3am","20201016-ncpxb0onbr0","20170709-7gu_vszwj0m","20190728-eaiylomvn2k"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200822-A Great Website to Learn Japanese from Native Speakers-SeBidxBsrdo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"42.5 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1083","Source video ID":"SeBidxBsrdo","MD5":"cae8a61c9d04d4c362bc03325dc23c49"}},{"id":"20200823-nama9wrbuhy","slug":"20200823-nama9wrbuhy-annoying-things-my-viewers-say","title":"ANNOYING things my Viewers say","date":"2020-08-23","dur":711,"sum":"Daniel rants that travel videos show only 30% of his life; public filming feels uncomfortable, and outdoor content performs poorly. He rejects dismissive promotion replies and uninformed criticism, disputes Social Blade estimates, and says his income supports his lifestyle. He defends scissors-based cooking and rewearing washed clothes, arguing viewers mistake unfilmed cleaning, helping, and daily activities for neglect.","ins":"The rant continues his defensiveness toward scrutiny, prioritizing autonomy and practical routines over audience expectations.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200823-ANNOYING%20things%20my%20Viewers%20say-NaMa9wrbUhY.mp4","rel":["20190407-tq8jglgw_fi","20180713-tsnhrocr3uw","20190812-cc8bfo4wkgk","20221201-v1667024886"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20200823-ANNOYING things my Viewers say-NaMa9wrbUhY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"138 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1084","Source video ID":"NaMa9wrbUhY","MD5":"000e9b0b2f1f959f3073f5d68e504ef2"}},{"id":"20200823-lxbd659nh_m","slug":"20200823-lxbd659nh_m-intergalactic-intercourse-it-s-going-to-happen","title":"Intergalactic Intercourse - It's going to happen","date":"2020-08-23","dur":606,"sum":"Inspired by Star Trek, Daniel proposes that future human colonists could become humanoid alien species after losing knowledge of Earth. He compares this with humanity's spread from Africa, arguing isolation, adaptation, cultural divergence, and disasters could produce radically different descendants. He predicts renewed contact with these descendants, possible interbreeding, and regrets not living to witness the imagined intergalactic future.","ins":"He extends recurring fascination with travel, novelty, and sexual relationships into expansive science-fiction speculation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200823-Intergalactic%20Intercourse%20-%20It%27s%20going%20to%20happen-lXBD659NH_M.mp4","rel":["20250424-dmlxlvjz0vo","20210602-s9ak0_ebrdc","20191009-f1-otsgofxc","20160731-q5d1he27glm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20200823-Intergalactic Intercourse - It's going to happen-lXBD659NH_M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"151 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1085","Source video ID":"lXBD659NH_M","MD5":"bd612f8e9192437c3c8b5e8d7fa33e17"}},{"id":"20200824-sytquxpbu9k","slug":"20200824-sytquxpbu9k-what-really-happened-to-my-love-doll","title":"What really happened to my löve döll","date":"2020-08-24","dur":1052,"sum":"He admits fabricating a month-long divorce narrative; confession drew 50,000 views, while subsequent videos still reached roughly 30,000–60,000. He and Chihiro retrieved the dumped 40–45kg doll, carried it back, and spent two hours cutting it into six bags. 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Tomoko claimed to be 27 but was reportedly 42–44; after one disappointing meeting, they had sex and never met again. His insults and inflated “girlfriend” framing triggered audience backlash; later leaked flirtatious messages intensified accusations of lying and cheating.","ins":"He reframes catfishing, sexual opportunism, and reputational damage as a beneficial turning point for Japan, marriage, and channel growth.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200825-How%20i%20got%20catfished%20by%20a%20Japanese%20Woman-PRzwyi5B7Xo.mp4","rel":["20210527-v1037349587","20200216-0lfp_kvrqm0","20170709-7gu_vszwj0m","20180115-izesr1h185o"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20200825-How i got catfished by a Japanese Woman-PRzwyi5B7Xo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"261 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1088","Source video ID":"PRzwyi5B7Xo","MD5":"2d0fb294133c7e5ab191bf225e8f70b6"}},{"id":"20200826-clegnwpviq4","slug":"20200826-clegnwpviq4-i-ve-been-divorced-for-9-months-now","title":"I've been Divorced for 9 months now...","date":"2020-08-26","dur":889,"sum":"Nine months after divorcing, he says life is largely unchanged: staying home, gaming, making videos, and shopping without marital arguments. He describes a costless town-hall divorce: signing paperwork, no lawyers or court, and no asset division. 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Bilbo receives sexualized massages from a foreign Asian woman every Friday for two years, hiding the visits from his girlfriend. 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Jonathan’s complaint forced his WeNative video offline and extensive blurring; Daniel plans republication but admits reusing photos was risky. 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He dislikes early deaths, scarce guns, lobby delays, lost progress, and slow grass driving, despite praising free access and vehicles. He struggles with unfamiliar weapons and mechanics, while Fortnite becomes his latest possible addiction after Mario Kart and Mortal Kombat.","ins":"His claimed hatred is undercut by renewed addiction and admiration for Fortnite’s free, expanding content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200831-Why%20I%20HATE%20Fortnite%20on%20Switch%20Lite%20Gameplay-VYgeOARebrw.mp4","rel":["20200626-gpebeip294o","20200102-nhfkctsmvn8","20250619-frewyjlfqz0","20200523-dif6njp54ay"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200831-Why I HATE Fortnite on Switch Lite Gameplay-VYgeOARebrw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"203 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1093","Source video ID":"VYgeOARebrw","MD5":"1da2e4684fe739b291ebc1dd4410d937"}},{"id":"20200901-76yvg4uw_q4","slug":"20200901-76yvg4uw_q4-how-onlyfans-ruined-my-life","title":"How Onlyfans RUINED my life","date":"2020-09-01","dur":642,"sum":"After five months, OnlyFans remains his primary income and has financially rescued him despite YouTube’s decline. 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He judges the Fold 2 superior for screen continuity, processor, RAM, battery, and cameras; Duo’s hinge and single camera are drawbacks. Despite weaker specifications, he prefers the Duo’s gapless, reversible design, $600 saving, uniqueness, and potential GoPro pairing for voiceover/content.","ins":"Novelty and design outweigh camera capability, as Fold fatigue makes the less powerful Duo more appealing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200902-Microsoft%20Surface%20Duo%20VS%20Samsung%20Galaxy%20Fold%202%20-%20Which%20is%20better-SYDnCrSnoII.mp4","rel":["20200901-fbwo6h4mel8","20200903-jxplvlg4kjq","20200130-7uwos3uefxa","20240720-u-pbuoxmswa"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20200902-Microsoft Surface Duo VS Samsung Galaxy Fold 2 - Which is better-SYDnCrSnoII.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"33.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1096","Source video ID":"SYDnCrSnoII","MD5":"e876b9c3df571b165a0a3c8a0cf5d7bd"}},{"id":"20200903-4htdphdpj8q","slug":"20200903-4htdphdpj8q-how-bella-thorne-ruined-onlyfans","title":"How Bella Thorne RUINED OnlyFans","date":"2020-09-03","dur":644,"sum":"He reviews Bella Thorne’s reported $2 million windfall, $200 nude-photo controversy, chargebacks, and subsequent free image release. 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He prefers the S10+ outdoors, finds the Fold bulky, rarely uses its outer screen, and increasingly regrets spending £2,000. 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He customizes a female protagonist, navigates an earthquake amid collapsing buildings, and experiments with crawling, shouting, and first-person viewing. He ultimately rates the demo 1/10, finding its wandering conversations and limited mechanics boring despite nostalgia for Japan-themed games.","ins":"The playthrough reverses youthful Japan idealization: lived experience makes the setting feel ordinary and disappointing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200904-I%27M%20BACK%20IN%20JAPAN-8XdKKCSMFVI.mp4","rel":["20220822-v4yb7-r80ke","20190606-f9kxv1nxtx0-1","20240102-08jd1zkhgva","20171007-3hm01kr2qme"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200904-I'M BACK IN JAPAN-8XdKKCSMFVI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"249 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1100","Source video ID":"8XdKKCSMFVI","MD5":"2a97a07b2e9dba21476740dade65353b"}},{"id":"20200905-684rxfoybbg","slug":"20200905-684rxfoybbg-how-i-cheated-in-love-hotels-in-japan-and-got-away-with-it","title":"How I CHEATED in Love Hotels in Japan and got away with it 😏","date":"2020-09-05","dur":636,"sum":"How I CHEATED in Love Hotels in Japan and got away with it After arguing with his girlfriend, Bilbo uses Tinder, matches a lonely 36-year-old mother, and travels six hours to meet her. 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Daniel blames an online hater for identifying the Airbnb, rejects allegations as decontextualized jokes, and defends making OnlyFans content there. 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He plans to request a refund of approximately £300 prepaid in England and remain in Germany after spending £2,700 on Airbnb rent. 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His central criticism is zero challenge: simple puzzles, heavy handholding, repetitive hat-based possession, and easily defeated bosses. He prefers Crash Bandicoot’s difficulty and Fortnite’s headshots; nostalgic minigames instead evoke childhood happiness and anxiety over declining YouTube views.","ins":"The review channels broader frustration with lost enjoyment, adult pressures, and worsening creator insecurity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/69999/20200908-why%20i%20HATE%20Super%20Mario%20Odyssey%20on%20Switch%20Lite-yqZZkYX191E.mp4","rel":["20200505-hcbcmkaegh8","20200831-vygeoarebrw","20200102-nhfkctsmvn8","20200117-itjxxgdkcmc"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200908-why i HATE Super Mario Odyssey on Switch Lite-yqZZkYX191E.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"184 MB","Internet Archive item":"69999","Source sequence":"1105","Source video ID":"yqZZkYX191E","MD5":"85251628fbdbda0914bdc8704aa1b422"}},{"id":"20200909-j1jyn-33dju","slug":"20200909-j1jyn-33dju-destroying-10-year-old-kids-on-fortnite","title":"Destroying 10 Year Old Kids On Fortnite","date":"2020-09-09","dur":20446,"sum":"A four-hour Fortnite stream ends in victory with 12 kills; he describes gaming as his main excitement amid isolation and repetitive days. 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He will share his girlfriend’s small bedroom, tolerates the mess, considers cleaning, and avoids revealing the property’s location. He compares the full European bathtub favorably with Japan’s cramped baths, then demonstrates a grilled cheese, chipotle-bacon, and raw-tomato sandwich.","ins":"Temporary cohabitation and home cooking suggest a move toward domestic stability after recent travel and separation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20200910-Moving%20into%20my%20Girlfriend%27s%20Place%20%20-%29-gLqZhK5aSoY.mp4","rel":["20230421-xvng0hpkuyo","20221011-k41mjb4jcpy","20171118-w4w3wrsjcx0","20221120-nrphwmoiryg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20200910-Moving into my Girlfriend's Place  -)-gLqZhK5aSoY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"143 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"3","Source video ID":"gLqZhK5aSoY","MD5":"42c5160592c4667b6795507c92a7f0f4"}},{"id":"20200914-tabmz--gb5m","slug":"20200914-tabmz--gb5m-i-had-a-crush-on-this-girl-in-my-class","title":"I had a crush on this girl in my class","date":"2020-09-14","dur":706,"sum":"In 2010, aged 20, he expected romance, but his girlfriend met him once or twice weekly, leaving him isolated before school. His placement score put him in the second-highest class, where Taiwanese friends provided outings, belonging, and less anxiety. He never confessed his crush; a decade later, lost contact fuels sadness, social paranoia, and feeling life has stalled.","ins":"Nostalgia reveals a lasting shift from easy social belonging toward guarded isolation and self- perceived stagnation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20200914-I%20had%20a%20crush%20on%20this%20girl%20in%20my%20class-tABmZ--Gb5M.mp4","rel":["20170215-h8oxzmxxylq","20180804-pkmttkathbe","20200220-x70oyc9atny","20220210-ibqa9xdnplg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20200914-I had a crush on this girl in my class-tABmZ--Gb5M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"151 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"4","Source video ID":"tABmZ--Gb5M","MD5":"72e40fa19a828aa756c9a3f64e5545f2"}},{"id":"20200914-740725158","slug":"20200914-740725158-nice-my-twitch-is-still-here","title":"Nice My Twitch Is Still Here","date":"2020-09-14","dur":2433,"sum":"After four days locked out by two-factor authentication, Daniel regained Twitch, found roughly 40 viewers, and planned Fortnite streaming for donations. He admitted several recent narratives—job, therapy, Germany, girlfriend—were fabricated for views, and plans an Airbnb departure and boat vlog. OnlyFans ($1,800/month), YouTube ($1,400), Patreon ($79), and sponsors (~$700) provide income, yet channel decline damages his pride and drives uncertainty.","ins":"He wants peaceful gaming and stability, yet remains financially dependent on drama, relationships, and audience attention.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20200914-Nice%20My%20Twitch%20Is%20Still%20Here-740725158.mp4","rel":["20190804-zvbf3ebhqg8","20190808-8v0pjr7wdk4","20220922-v1598087953","20220512-v1481832008"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20200914-Nice My Twitch Is Still Here-740725158.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"851 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"5","Source video ID":"740725158","MD5":"560a10a3046e8c4100be49a6ba16feae"}},{"id":"20200914-xbai7xivo0km4v","slug":"20200914-xbai7xivo0km4v-playing-some-switch-games-no-haters-allowed","title":"Playing Some Switch Games (No Haters Allowed)","date":"2020-09-14","dur":19508,"sum":"During a five-hour Fortnite stream, Daniel discussed his sandwich-factory job, low audience turnout, £15 donations, and declining channel engagement. He planned fabricated breakup drama, yacht content, and a possible Japan return for cheaper rent and views. 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Rebecca and Billy reluctantly agree to cooperate aboard the train and quickly defeat a mutated goo creature after roughly six shots. 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Locked into a three-month contract with about €2,400 deposited, he compares staying (£1,250 monthly) with hotels (£1,850) or apartment-hotels (£2,500). Stocks, passive-income, and Rosetta Stone videos brought weak returns; he prefers livestreaming, while reunited with Mila and restricting relationship disclosures.","ins":"Noise reinforces his preference for isolation, while poor views push him toward livestreaming and provocative content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201011-everything%20SUCKS%20right%20now-mLWi4huCAcA.mp4","rel":["20250128-juyem9gb4bw","20210713-v1085674217","20201016-ncpxb0onbr0","20210302-m_vom77b2vo"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201011-everything SUCKS right now-mLWi4huCAcA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"31","Source video ID":"mLWi4huCAcA","MD5":"2ca6fa59a793eac5f1d5ab5a3dca119e"}},{"id":"20201011-mspimf6h06c","slug":"20201011-mspimf6h06c-why-rogue-company-on-switch-sucks","title":"why Rogue Company on Switch SUCKS","date":"2020-10-11","dur":868,"sum":"On Switch, Rogue Company looks surprisingly good and includes characters, abilities, shoulder-aiming, parachute deployment, revive mechanics, and purchasable upgrades. 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Upstairs noise, traffic, and perceived neighborhood danger intensify dissatisfaction; he contrasts the spacious apartment with Japan’s quieter, more reliable housing.","ins":"Housing instability reinforces his growing preference for Japan, while a cheap clip-on microphone offers a small positive.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201017-my%20life%20is%20a%20mess%20%20-%28-n1fv91YVp_U.mp4","rel":["20201030-scrfwplcx-c","20250130-ivxnntqvsie","20240506-garmlfkprqy","20201011-mlwi4hucaca"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20201017-my life is a mess  -(-n1fv91YVp_U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"95 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"39","Source video ID":"n1fv91YVp_U","MD5":"36295281cb7ac779162d7dc1943502ff"}},{"id":"20201020-4woylyx7qkw","slug":"20201020-4woylyx7qkw-late-night-dinner","title":"Late Night Dinner","date":"2020-10-20","dur":17291,"sum":"He buys a €400 Quest 2 for Beat Saber; cable-free play impresses him, but glasses and nose pressure frustrate him. 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He dismisses avoiding Narita and learning restroom kanji as unnecessary, citing trouble-free Narita/Kansai trips and clearly marked toilets. 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He is down £600 after investing roughly £11,000, yet now imagines dividend investing and stock trading as his new dream. With reaction videos flopping, he plans clickbait and fabricated relationship drama, while protecting Mila and insisting YouTube beats employment.","ins":"Audience dependence repeatedly turns relationships into monetizable drama, conflicting with wishes for privacy and stability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201021-Making%20Some%20Pasta%20For%20Dinner-cEC9XLGWuO8.mp4","rel":["20210829-kxlvs1asbmq","20200720-gc_5nnoevbk","20201020-4woylyx7qkw","20200725--ys2lznurjo"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201021-Making Some Pasta For Dinner-cEC9XLGWuO8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"45","Source video ID":"cEC9XLGWuO8","MD5":"55b962faa6418d0b1a6c9cb6769a9ad9"}},{"id":"20201021-sfloov3giy8","slug":"20201021-sfloov3giy8-why-xbox-gaming-pass-doesn-t-work","title":"Why xbox gaming pass DOESN'T work","date":"2020-10-21","dur":924,"sum":"He tests £1-per-month Xbox Game Pass on his phone with Halo 4, using a Switch Pro Controller. 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Despite impressive graphics and childhood nostalgia, he rejects the £10 renewal, wants portable Xbox hardware, and ends the session.","ins":"Portable gaming appeals strongly, but unreliable connectivity repeatedly turns excitement into frustration.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201021-Why%20xbox%20gaming%20pass%20DOESN%27T%20work-sflOOv3gIy8.mp4","rel":["20250613-32sy8epob3s","20250611-sczqswgzeg8","20250330-9b8yalgm3nk","20250610-d5u_lmgijvy"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201021-Why xbox gaming pass DOESN'T work-sflOOv3gIy8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"180 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"46","Source video ID":"sflOOv3gIy8","MD5":"3982e015e2c26f153a6664974c187730"}},{"id":"20201022-vopmt6ka_me","slug":"20201022-vopmt6ka_me-oculus-quest-2-the-best-vr-headset-ever","title":"Oculus Quest 2 - The Best VR Headset Ever","date":"2020-10-22","dur":736,"sum":"Bought Oculus Quest 2 for €450 ($530), praising its wireless standalone design after abandoning a cable-heavy, poorly tracking HTC Vive. After two days, tracking remained perfect even in dim rooms; Beat Saber supplies exercise for his sedentary, outdoor-averse routine. The €40 Elite Strap fixes glasses discomfort; limited titles, Facebook login, battery life, and affiliate links inform his 8/10 verdict.","ins":"The gadget becomes exercise and monetizable content amid ongoing YouTube income pressure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201022-Oculus%20Quest%202%20-%20The%20Best%20VR%20Headset%20Ever-VOpMT6ka_mE.mp4","rel":["20200407-8ntnufid2lo","20200802-jbdd1gvu8sg","20160413-galakymrun8","20200818-j2uuodya6n0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201022-Oculus Quest 2 - The Best VR Headset Ever-VOpMT6ka_mE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"129 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"47","Source video ID":"VOpMT6ka_mE","MD5":"331f6aa64c4238ff5f7dbab295d2bfda"}},{"id":"20201022-c0eudbuhrrc","slug":"20201022-c0eudbuhrrc-why-i-can-t-go-back-home-to-england","title":"Why I can’t go back home to England","date":"2020-10-22","dur":807,"sum":"After nearly five months abroad, Daniel stays in the Netherlands primarily to see Mila, maintaining separate homes with periodic visits. 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He added £3,000, invested £800, kept £2,200 cash, and reported roughly $20,000 invested; Pinterest rose 18–19%. 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Freetrade accounts hold £14,000: the smaller is down £49, while the £12,000 ISA is down £471; eToro holds another £1,000. He hand-picks tech, entertainment, oil, tobacco, dividend, and vaccine-related stocks, considers Tesla or index funds, and admits limited investing knowledge.","ins":"Untouched inheritance becomes speculative, hands-on passive-income experimentation, extending his recurring search for financially independent income.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201024-I%20think%20I%20made%20a%20HUGE%20mistake-PlFtoJRPrDY.mp4","rel":["20210715-42650286828","20180406-_xhcsopmfh0","20201015-im4sxk3bjnc","20230920-gevt1sbqpbg"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201024-I think I made a HUGE mistake-PlFtoJRPrDY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"193 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"51","Source video ID":"PlFtoJRPrDY","MD5":"a02ddeb668721256fa074865b346c233"}},{"id":"20201028-nh7ilfrbhak","slug":"20201028-nh7ilfrbhak-how-to-make-real-japanese-stir-fried-rice","title":"how to make REAL japanese stir fried RICE - チャーハンの作り方","date":"2020-10-28","dur":771,"sum":"The transcript contains only “ㅇㅋ,” an extremely brief fragment. 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Accepting YouTube’s decline, he plans more clickbait drama, an iPhone 12 unboxing, and funneling remaining income into investments. 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He maxed investments at £20,000; despite a £1,200 decline, he targets £400 monthly dividends to replace YouTube income. 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A first-day Rotterdam street attack at 6 p.m. left him afraid to go out alone, unlike his confidence in Japan. 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He sold a £1,400 refurbished Galaxy Fold for £500 after six months, losing roughly £900 because it was heavy and redundant. His sufficient S10+ and iPad Pro make buying unnecessary, yet he ends oscillating between saving and the cheaper iPhone 12.","ins":"Recurring tech enthusiasm conflicts with later regret, producing impulsive purchases, resale losses, and renewed restraint.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201101-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20the%20iPhone%2012-3KltugkgsHY.mp4","rel":["20240728-zvbpaxqfds0","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20191001-il7ri38giyu","20230824-xs8b4smxeje"],"tags":"housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201101-DO NOT BUY the iPhone 12-3KltugkgsHY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"35.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"60","Source video ID":"3KltugkgsHY","MD5":"0677c33dbfccaa2f93ab8b0c1dd48edf"}},{"id":"20201101-v_esbirsw5u","slug":"20201101-v_esbirsw5u-how-i-failed-at-everything-in-life","title":"How I failed at everything in life","date":"2020-11-01","dur":864,"sum":"Drawing and Japanese ambitions stalled: webcomics ended unfinished; he passed JLPT N2, failed N1, and lost Fiverr after Google-translated specialist work. Coding yielded one App Store game and roughly ten $1.99 sales; eBay ended after stockouts, negative reviews, and a ban; marriage failed amid infidelity. YouTube’s 2018 viral growth stagnated; he fears falling below 5,000 views per video and has £20,000 invested, already down £1,000.","ins":"Across projects, initial optimism repeatedly gives way to abandonment after criticism, complexity, or disappointing returns.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201101-How%20I%20failed%20at%20everything%20in%20life-V_EsbiRSw5U.mp4","rel":["20250522-qwlx4fnp-jm","20250521-oaqkoaigkwo","20250421-ypi3wemzd9g","20210302-m_vom77b2vo"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201101-How I failed at everything in life-V_EsbiRSw5U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"29.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"61","Source video ID":"V_EsbiRSw5U","MD5":"8798c25e7e6e5a4c1fc49ce05a64e09f"}},{"id":"20201101-bcpq7jqbci8","slug":"20201101-bcpq7jqbci8-why-i-hate-genshin-impact-terrible-game","title":"why I hate Genshin Impact - terrible game","date":"2020-11-01","dur":766,"sum":"After a week-long, roughly 200GB download, Daniel starts Genshin Impact, chooses the male twin, and names him \"Massive Fat Face\". He praises cel-shaded visuals, water, and smooth combat, rating graphics 6/10, but complains about lag, stuttering, cutscenes, tutorials, and music. Despite Zelda-like exploration and elemental powers, he calls it a bland JRPG and likely will not continue.","ins":"Samsung’s superior screen-and-voice recording strengthens his recurring hesitation about buying the iPhone 12.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201101-why%20I%20hate%20Genshin%20Impact%20-%20terrible%20game-Bcpq7JQbCi8.mp4","rel":["20220207-gjk4dpax98k","20211008-e9za2z7fayk","20220213-ngc7uvurvsk","20200725-jlv1pmnw5sk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201101-why I hate Genshin Impact - terrible game-Bcpq7JQbCi8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"140 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"62","Source video ID":"Bcpq7JQbCi8","MD5":"ecd4b5f91642719ffa6a289df1e963ab"}},{"id":"20201104-eczb9naqhqo","slug":"20201104-eczb9naqhqo-exciting-day-today","title":"EXCITING DAY today 😁","date":"2020-11-04","dur":15039,"sum":"EXCITING DAY today His £200 Trump bet and election-linked holdings made the vote financially personal; Biden’s lead left him distressed and considering a hedge. He described roughly $26,000 invested in dividend and electric-vehicle stocks, celebrating quick gains while accepting large unrealized losses and concentration risk. With Mila, he weighed the Netherlands, England, and Japan; visa, safety, and cohabitation concerns kept his future unsettled.","ins":"His attention shifts from drama-driven YouTube toward speculative investing, but impulsivity and income insecurity persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201104-EXCITING%20DAY%20today%20%F0%9F%98%81-ecZb9naqhqo.mp4","rel":["20201108-bwk55xh8eds","20240703-etbwg4scqds","20230920-gevt1sbqpbg","20201015-im4sxk3bjnc"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20201104-EXCITING DAY today 😁-ecZb9naqhqo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"63","Source video ID":"ecZb9naqhqo","MD5":"88b09788eec29539acec614d611b8593"}},{"id":"20201105-qjcth6lrby8","slug":"20201105-qjcth6lrby8-how-to-make-broccoli-and-burger-stir-fry","title":"how to make broccoli and burger stir fry","date":"2020-11-05","dur":696,"sum":"Daniel prepares an early dinner with rice, four burgers costing $2.99, and pre-cut vegetables, despite a troublesome pot. Green investments lift him, but he regrets missing Tesla’s rise from below $400 to $430, fearing a drop after buying. Irritating neighbors and a pavement guitarist accompany his inability to devise main-channel content, despite feeling more active than in Japan.","ins":"Routine and market-watching replace past drama, while declining views leave him creatively blocked.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201105-how%20to%20make%20broccoli%20and%20burger%20stir%20fry-QjctH6lrby8.mp4","rel":["20201107-yd8mjchiio0","20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c","20210902-hd2ixscgp5g","20160414-frxyp4rkxky"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201105-how to make broccoli and burger stir fry-QjctH6lrby8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"167 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"64","Source video ID":"QjctH6lrby8","MD5":"eb452452f88da6ad261bb48a41108567"}},{"id":"20201105-jnw88tfiuam","slug":"20201105-jnw88tfiuam-why-i-want-to-be-a-girl","title":"Why I want to be a girl","date":"2020-11-05","dur":789,"sum":"Since adolescence, he cultivated femininity, enjoyed being mistaken for a woman, and remained uncomfortable with facial hair, short hair, and muscularity. He argues women face less pressure, more freedom, and greater romantic choice, citing 5,000 matches from a fake Tinder profile. He interrupts the discussion to cook rice, burgers, and prepared vegetables, presenting a simple, filling beef-burger broccoli stir-fry dinner.","ins":"His longstanding wish to be female remains exploratory, paired with frustration about masculinity and ordinary domestic competence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201105-Why%20I%20want%20to%20be%20a%20girl-JNw88tfIUAM.mp4","rel":["20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c","20201105-qjcth6lrby8","20170404-ipdaqrjq2j0","20201107-yd8mjchiio0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20201105-Why I want to be a girl-JNw88tfIUAM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"93.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"65","Source video ID":"JNw88tfIUAM","MD5":"7da83ef8b6ea639d0948f1b0756bc08d"}},{"id":"20201106-jsektd7rfma","slug":"20201106-jsektd7rfma-cutting-me-some-garlic","title":"Cutting Me Some GARLIC","date":"2020-11-06","dur":22262,"sum":"He monitors roughly £27,000/$35,000 in speculative stocks, holding NIO, XPeng and cannabis for Biden-related gains; his £200 Trump bet likely loses. A gender video reached the channel’s top views and added ten OnlyFans subscribers but cost 60 subscribers; he plans provocative relationship clickbait. He repurposes cooking across platforms, buys a $400 Magic Keyboard, and remains distressed by noisy neighbors, possible street violence, and isolation.","ins":"Stocks increasingly replace YouTube as his main excitement and imagined escape from unstable work and social life.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201106-Cutting%20Me%20Some%20GARLIC-jseKTd7rFMA.mp4","rel":["20201114-7s5lrrxm-gw","20201106-zvmugoowfik","20201108-bwk55xh8eds","20210202-chj3ulqk08a"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201106-Cutting Me Some GARLIC-jseKTd7rFMA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"66","Source video ID":"jseKTd7rFMA","MD5":"b72140f09182d391cc616fbab666633b"}},{"id":"20201106-b05xpssm9qq","slug":"20201106-b05xpssm9qq-message-to-new-subs-fuck-off-now","title":"message to new subs - FUCK OFF (now)","date":"2020-11-06","dur":76,"sum":"Daniel tells viewers who discovered his new channel to leave, describing them as toxic followers from his main and second channels. He says the new channel was intended as a fresh start for different content without trolling, dislikes, or unwanted audience reactions. He plans to disable comments and ban commenters, blaming these viewers for ruining his YouTube experience and life.","ins":"Attempts to escape an antagonistic audience are undermined when established viewers continue finding and following him.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201106-message%20to%20new%20subs%20-%20FUCK%20OFF%20%28now%29-b05XpSsM9qQ.mp4","rel":["20170301-rp-vr8rfwde","20230820-shim0bza5oa","20210124-qr89-uyau_0","20190808-464185560"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201106-message to new subs - FUCK OFF (now)-b05XpSsM9qQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"12.5 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"67","Source video ID":"b05XpSsM9qQ","MD5":"7fdd9854c8398ceb971bc37a7271a1c4"}},{"id":"20201106-zvmugoowfik","slug":"20201106-zvmugoowfik-nio-stock-is-nio-safe-to-invest-in","title":"Nio Stock - is Nio safe to invest in","date":"2020-11-06","dur":519,"sum":"After buying NIO near $34–35, it rose to about $40.22, leaving roughly £207 unrealized profit; XPeng generated £346. He has nearly £4,000 of children’s inheritance in NIO, XPeng, and Li Auto, with combined gains approaching $800. Despite considering more purchases, he fears hype-driven overvaluation, unprofitability, weak sales, a bursting bubble, or possible fraud, and may sell.","ins":"FOMO and profit-seeking reverse into distrust: risky optimism gives way to fear.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201106-Nio%20Stock%20-%20is%20Nio%20safe%20to%20invest%20in-zVmUGOoWfIk.mp4","rel":["20210202-chj3ulqk08a","20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20230918-g4bivvsd3zs","20210207-gir7xhwux6i"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20201106-Nio Stock - is Nio safe to invest in-zVmUGOoWfIk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"22.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"68","Source video ID":"zVmUGOoWfIk","MD5":"b0a153ddde2709aeb0ba406625d46730"}},{"id":"20201106-pmzp3ghhww8","slug":"20201106-pmzp3ghhww8-unboxing-my-new-ipad-pro-magic-keyboard","title":"Unboxing my NEW iPad Pro magic keyboard","date":"2020-11-06","dur":823,"sum":"Daniel unboxes a new Magic Keyboard for his iPad Pro; magnetic attachment works immediately, though the combined device feels noticeably heavy. He likes the adjustable angle, trackpad gestures, cursor, app switching, shortcuts, numbers row, and smooth typing for planned writing. Testing his favorite game reveals no effective WASD or attack keybindings; touchpad controls are awkward, so touchscreen play remains preferable.","ins":"The purchase channels his growing interest in writing, but hardware enthusiasm meets software limitations.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201106-Unboxing%20my%20NEW%20iPad%20Pro%20magic%20keyboard-pmZp3ghHWW8.mp4","rel":["20201108-mretfkhlj0c","20190702-nsqljes7jwk","20190705-dapqeu7agvu","20190701-kmrswqnw6nm"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201106-Unboxing my NEW iPad Pro magic keyboard-pmZp3ghHWW8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"121 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"69","Source video ID":"pmZp3ghHWW8","MD5":"ec66f32c7f4fc9a88f91ba106226f478"}},{"id":"20201106-4ujg47-a3mm","slug":"20201106-4ujg47-a3mm-why-rocket-league-on-switch-sucks","title":"why Rocket League on Switch SUCKS","date":"2020-11-06","dur":606,"sum":"On Switch, his first Rocket League trial involves a forced cutscene/tutorial, account linking, two-minute matchmaking, and an AI game. 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He wants strategy, upgrades, and consequences, imagining complex online Robot Wars; Darkest Dungeon also crashes on iPad after iOS 14.","ins":"His rejection reflects a recurring preference for complex progression over accessible, repetitive gameplay.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201106-why%20Rocket%20League%20on%20Switch%20SUCKS-4UJg47-A3MM.mp4","rel":["20201011-mspimf6h06c","20190702-nsqljes7jwk","20210708-fz99smposja","20250619-frewyjlfqz0"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201106-why Rocket League on Switch SUCKS-4UJg47-A3MM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"156 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"70","Source video ID":"4UJg47-A3MM","MD5":"9ba9197bc0df43b44d2b840dc0c27eec"}},{"id":"20201107-yd8mjchiio0","slug":"20201107-yd8mjchiio0-how-to-make-salmon-and-broccoli-stir-fry","title":"how to make salmon and broccoli stir fry","date":"2020-11-07","dur":679,"sum":"Daniel makes pan-fried salmon with stir-fried broccoli, green onions, red peppers, wok sauce, and leftover rice; salmon remains pink inside. He buys a €99 Magic Mouse 2 for wrist comfort, making his iPad and keyboard setup more laptop-like. 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He holds losing positions, chases hyped Chinese growth stocks, debates greed versus selling, then prepares pan-fried salmon with vegetables and leftover rice.","ins":"Stocks now recreate lost YouTube excitement, encouraging compulsive escalation from passive investing toward risky speculation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201107-I%20invested%20%2435%2C000%20into%20the%20stock%20market...-Nha5Yo5LBUY.mp4","rel":["20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20210310-tvt7jthdyei","20201212-krxuakxaaq4","20210308-qwbkqhpae1y"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201107-I invested $35,000 into the stock market...-Nha5Yo5LBUY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"157 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"72","Source video ID":"Nha5Yo5LBUY","MD5":"b9a9c462b88560b2c2748ae3c374330b"}},{"id":"20201108-as2jqli_qie","slug":"20201108-as2jqli_qie-the-apple-magic-mouse-is-a-waste-of-money-do-not-buy","title":"the Apple Magic Mouse is a waste of money - DO NOT BUY","date":"2020-11-08","dur":606,"sum":"After several days, Daniel finds the €100 Magic Mouse’s cursor sluggish and acceleration inconsistent, often making the trackpad feel superior. On iPad Pro, missing four-finger app-switching and side-panel gestures make navigation cumbersome; occasional cursor and right-click failures require the trackpad. He dislikes loud clicks, palm movement, no silent tap, and underside charging; calls it overpriced versus €20 mice and may gift it.","ins":"Another expensive Apple purchase disappoints, reinforcing his preference for practical, familiar technology over novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201108-the%20Apple%20Magic%20Mouse%20is%20a%20waste%20of%20money%20-%20DO%20NOT%20BUY-as2JqLI_qiE.mp4","rel":["20201108-mretfkhlj0c","20201106-pmzp3ghhww8","20190709-qtu3mix250g","20201211-ngsn_xwblki"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201108-the Apple Magic Mouse is a waste of money - DO NOT BUY-as2JqLI_qiE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"87.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"73","Source video ID":"as2JqLI_qiE","MD5":"3daccdf20a0fe4c6b404e283e48d0c6e"}},{"id":"20201108-mretfkhlj0c","slug":"20201108-mretfkhlj0c-unboxing-the-apple-magic-mouse","title":"unboxing the Apple Magic Mouse","date":"2020-11-08","dur":856,"sum":"Daniel unboxes a black Magic Mouse 2 for his iPad, praising its compact packaging, weight, finish, and premium feel. Bluetooth pairing succeeds and sensitivity improves after adjustment, but he dislikes the loud click, Lightning cable, and underside charging. Gestures and app switching are awkward or fail on iPad; he questions the purchase and suspects a trackpad would be easier.","ins":"Apple’s polished hardware impresses, but awkward iPad functionality turns a hoped-for upgrade into purchase uncertainty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201108-unboxing%20the%20Apple%20Magic%20Mouse-mrETFkhlj0c.mp4","rel":["20201108-as2jqli_qie","20201106-pmzp3ghhww8","20190709-qtu3mix250g","20151011-nmdrio_dgow"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201108-unboxing the Apple Magic Mouse-mrETFkhlj0c.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"119 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"74","Source video ID":"mrETFkhlj0c","MD5":"b495d695188ca2615db97cd3b3860ea7"}},{"id":"20201108-bwk55xh8eds","slug":"20201108-bwk55xh8eds-why-i-m-sad-that-trump-lost-the-election","title":"why I'm sad that Trump lost the Election","date":"2020-11-08","dur":618,"sum":"He argues non-Americans should care about US politics because American policies affect global life and his YouTube/OnlyFans income. Trump’s comedy made him likable; Daniel expects to miss his attention, loses a £200 first- election bet, and likely will not bet again. 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He blames viewer harassment and doxxing for isolating him, while admitting drama harmed Chihiro, the Hong Kong acquaintance, and himself. 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He argues drama viewers and YouTube incentives rewarded conflict, while wholesome videos lost views, money, and channel momentum.","ins":"He acknowledges partial responsibility but largely externalizes marital damage onto viewers and an allegedly toxic audience.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201205-How%20my%20viewers%20RUINED%20my%20marriage-0OKGazOl1JA.mp4","rel":["20200921-xupshy22uwg","20211011-a9gucvsf8gi","20220629-lbgcgy5-qzy","20210518-hdbfx-uoqac"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201205-How my viewers RUINED my marriage-0OKGazOl1JA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"51 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"93","Source video ID":"0OKGazOl1JA","MD5":"a2039a22cb57e0dfa97d24b9eb83d19c"}},{"id":"20201205-mjod8qekuue","slug":"20201205-mjod8qekuue-iphone-12-live-stream-test","title":"iPhone 12 live stream test","date":"2020-12-05","dur":449,"sum":"Testing an iPhone 12 livestream, he finds YouTube on iOS cannot access the wide-angle lens, leaving cooking shots excessively zoomed. The microphone sounds surprisingly good, but he remains unsure whether iPhone streaming beats Samsung and worries about overheating. He has lost interest in photography despite strong iPhone 12 background blur, then ends the test to play a game.","ins":"Streaming practicality now matters more to him than the camera’s photographic capabilities.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201205-iPhone%2012%20live%20stream%20test-Mjod8QEkuuE.mp4","rel":["20250920-yer-otw4rbo","20230923--wu5koka7d0","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20230924-7s2hggcqfbk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201205-iPhone 12 live stream test-Mjod8QEkuuE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"54.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"94","Source video ID":"Mjod8QEkuuE","MD5":"8b7ad723a7ee0641bf752986033322e1"}},{"id":"20201206-4nvsmro5qx4","slug":"20201206-4nvsmro5qx4-being-ugly-my-experience","title":"Being Ugly - My Experience","date":"2020-12-06","dur":646,"sum":"At 31, nearing 32, he says worsening self-consciousness about acne scars, freckles, blackheads, and pimples has made face-showing videos uncomfortable. He describes a lifelong very skinny, scrawny body, stick-like legs and bony elbows, despite cycling, running, football, and attempted workouts. Appearance shame limited approaching women, contributed to loneliness, discouraged swimming and summer clothing, and affects his masculinity and perceived attractiveness.","ins":"Self-image shifted from confidence to avoidance, shaping social participation, romantic confidence, and online presentation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201206-Being%20Ugly%20-%20My%20Experience-4nvsmro5qX4.mp4","rel":["20231012-ycminttrjew","20170110-vtcenvvdgvk","20160629-ibp1jm7eeps","20170518-m4pdbue-m44"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201206-Being Ugly - My Experience-4nvsmro5qX4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"16 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"95","Source video ID":"4nvsmro5qX4","MD5":"11cb3cbf83398a3b7ca6347681c6b4bf"}},{"id":"20201207-w9hca5elrde","slug":"20201207-w9hca5elrde-what-i-m-grateful-for-in-life","title":"What I’m Grateful for in Life","date":"2020-12-07","dur":645,"sum":"Begins “Positivity Week,” deliberately forcing gratitude to test whether simulated positivity improves his happiness, while admitting the experiment is fake. He identifies health, YouTube income and audience, family, food, and a functional home as blessings, emphasizing mobility and financial security. He documents ordinary self-care—laundry, cooking leftovers, and cleaning—then jokingly reframes neighbours’ garden rubbish as gifts.","ins":"Forced gratitude exposes a continuing tension between genuine appreciation and performative positivity for an audience.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201207-What%20I%E2%80%99m%20Grateful%20for%20in%20Life-W9hCa5eLRdE.mp4","rel":["20180619-nn8lxwhfhiy","20181226-lt_wsgvs58y","20190505-hea1om8qas8-0a51ed31","20241222-kzgeg4zn510"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201207-What I’m Grateful for in Life-W9hCa5eLRdE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"117 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"96","Source video ID":"W9hCa5eLRdE","MD5":"255e2aee8670ef4c8aaca63a66bd2989"}},{"id":"20201208-kmmv_mpgnuu","slug":"20201208-kmmv_mpgnuu-what-worries-japanese-girls-about-dating-western-guys","title":"What worries Japanese Girls about Dating Western guys","date":"2020-12-08","dur":700,"sum":"He argues Japanese women generally prefer Japanese men, portraying foreign-dating women as unusually foreign-obsessed or psychologically troubled. He says language and cultural barriers complicate intimacy, while poor Japanese can conceal his awkwardness and excuse social withdrawal. From marriage, he recalls relying on his ex-wife for banking, dentistry, and technical Japanese; he cites short-term foreigners and parental prejudice.","ins":"The transcript continues his post-divorce cynicism, reducing cross-cultural relationships to risks, dependency, novelty, and limited expectations.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201208-What%20worries%20Japanese%20Girls%20about%20Dating%20Western%20guys-kmmV_mPGNuU.mp4","rel":["20220731-zo7y9ygatxw","20250603-ma9_jzhourm","20171212-vmhwqdmhala","20210417-gk6tlmadzom"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201208-What worries Japanese Girls about Dating Western guys-kmmV_mPGNuU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"52.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"97","Source video ID":"kmmV_mPGNuU","MD5":"3578253ce9fa65a9746f5fcb94cfcf0a"}},{"id":"20201210-ymosd0iuhnu","slug":"20201210-ymosd0iuhnu-i-ve-got-a-huge-problem-might-get-deported","title":"I’ve got a HUGE problem (might get deported)","date":"2020-12-10","dur":675,"sum":"He lives in the Netherlands as a tourist without work or residency, hoping Brexit rules let him stay five more months. He cannot get clear embassy help and wonders whether arriving before December 31 permits residence-document application by July 1, 2021. He blames Brexit voters for making European travel harder and sometimes disables comments to escape relentless insults.","ins":"His settled but uncertain life collides with bureaucratic vulnerability and escalating antagonism toward the audience.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201210-I%E2%80%99ve%20got%20a%20HUGE%20problem%20%28might%20get%20deported%29-yMosD0IuhNU.mp4","rel":["20230827-9-yryvul7b8","20190328-2ow49zgfwdu","20170402-nlvq7rca32k","20250531-umyz5gvj1kq"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20201210-I’ve got a HUGE problem (might get deported)-yMosD0IuhNU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"101 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"98","Source video ID":"yMosD0IuhNU","MD5":"550b1b7ea31ca31b9522ca2ff95b99cf"}},{"id":"20201210-ppelllqqvz8","slug":"20201210-ppelllqqvz8-why-i-hate-cyberpunk-2077-overhyped-and-disappointing","title":"Why I HATE Cyberpunk 2077 - overhyped and disappointing","date":"2020-12-10","dur":700,"sum":"After roughly 20 minutes, Daniel calls Cyberpunk 2077 overhyped and unoriginal, comparing it to Deus Ex, GTA, and familiar RPGs. He finds the graphics merely adequate, story generic, and shooting immersion-breaking because floating damage numbers undermine realism. He praises the music and art direction but predicts disappointment, rates the game 2.2/10, and returns to Darkest Dungeon.","ins":"He remains strongly skeptical of hype, valuing established gameplay over cinematic presentation and novelty claims.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201210-Why%20I%20HATE%20Cyberpunk%202077%20-%20overhyped%20and%20disappointing-PPelllqqVZ8.mp4","rel":["20221122-llavo1w7rbi","20250607-_wm7x_ducru","20211128-7rgxpz89mlm","20230926--l4wr269ijy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201210-Why I HATE Cyberpunk 2077 - overhyped and disappointing-PPelllqqVZ8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"154 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"99","Source video ID":"PPelllqqVZ8","MD5":"501d88336e616392efe64b1a6b707f9e"}},{"id":"20201211-d-0lpjeli8kt0","slug":"20201211-d-0lpjeli8kt0-i-got-a-new-job","title":"I GOT A NEW JOB","date":"2020-12-11","dur":646,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201211-I%20GOT%20A%20NEW%20JOB%20%20-D-0LPJEli8kT0.mp4","rel":[],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career","tech":{"Original filename":"20201211-I GOT A NEW JOB  -D-0LPJEli8kT0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"92.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"100","Source video ID":"D-0LPJEli8kT0","MD5":"abc2bb530f4e6da94291a4603570863b"}},{"id":"20201211-ngsn_xwblki","slug":"20201211-ngsn_xwblki-why-i-hate-the-playstation-5-waste-of-money","title":"Why I HATE the PlayStation 5 - WASTE OF MONEY","date":"2020-12-11","dur":795,"sum":"Daniel calls the $399 PS5 underpowered beside gaming laptops, offering dated hardware and fewer capabilities than a roughly $1,000 PC. He criticizes the sparse launch library, remastered PS4 titles, repetitive Spider-Man gameplay, and ray tracing as unimpressive visual polish. He dismisses adaptive controls and vibration, calls the asymmetrical design ugly, prefers mouse-and-keyboard gaming, and rates it 2.2/10.","ins":"The review continues his broader anti-hype stance, prioritizing practical capability and familiar gameplay over novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201211-Why%20I%20HATE%20the%20PlayStation%205%20-%20WASTE%20OF%20MONEY-Ngsn_xWBLKI.mp4","rel":["20201108-as2jqli_qie","20250613-ki0lo62qjtw","20211215-m6shgu8tluc","20231102-xjsgksa1860"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201211-Why I HATE the PlayStation 5 - WASTE OF MONEY-Ngsn_xWBLKI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"125 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"101","Source video ID":"Ngsn_xWBLKI","MD5":"4dc1a4be73a640869dd55136c0a76194"}},{"id":"20201212-krxuakxaaq4","slug":"20201212-krxuakxaaq4-i-yolo-d-my-entire-life-savings-onto-the-stock-market","title":"I YOLO'd my ENTIRE Life Savings onto the Stock Market","date":"2020-12-12","dur":868,"sum":"He put £20,000—most of his life savings—into stocks; the main account is up £3,125 after briefly reaching £4,500. He switched from dividends to speculative growth, trusting stock-market YouTubers instead of researching companies and waiting for predicted pops. He anticipates Palantir above $30, Landcadia 2’s December 18 merger, Tesla at $700, and American Airlines exceeding 50% gains.","ins":"Confidence in predicted rebounds outweighs his limited knowledge and extreme concentration of savings in volatile bets.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201212-I%20YOLO%27d%20my%20ENTIRE%20Life%20Savings%20onto%20the%20Stock%20Market-KRXUakxaAQ4.mp4","rel":["20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20201219-j1tk3wygdf0","20240805-mbgqej2akgs","20230523-ql4e4-w9w3c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201212-I YOLO'd my ENTIRE Life Savings onto the Stock Market-KRXUakxaAQ4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"19 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"102","Source video ID":"KRXUakxaAQ4","MD5":"3bfe892ef6b070fcf1d9434eba3fbcb1"}},{"id":"20201212-poauzlhlbja","slug":"20201212-poauzlhlbja-my-channel-died-and-i-m-sad","title":"My Channel Died And I'm Sad -(","date":"2020-12-12","dur":29049,"sum":"Daniel declares his YouTube channel dead: views fell below 5,000, while drama and positive content no longer attract former subscribers. A five-minute Cyberpunk 2077 critique, made without playing the game, surpasses 30,000 views, mostly from search, prompting a gaming/trending-topic pivot. He remains afloat on roughly £1,900 monthly, plans stock sales before a possible crash, and fears housing, Brexit, and doxxing.","ins":"The decline shifts him from relationship drama toward low-cost trend exploitation; validation remains central.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201212-My%20Channel%20Died%20And%20I%27m%20Sad%20%20-%28-PoAuZLHlbjA.mp4","rel":["20230910-u1kldadcgmy","20211002-ekfesy5kj68","20230531-pdhc7czgcre","20230729-v1884387472"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201212-My Channel Died And I'm Sad  -(-PoAuZLHlbjA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"103","Source video ID":"PoAuZLHlbjA","MD5":"9f92817ea6c912f9fb8537cbeef82cc4"}},{"id":"20201212-nhfy3am70pg","slug":"20201212-nhfy3am70pg-why-i-hate-the-iphone-12-mini","title":"Why I HATE the iPhone 12 Mini","date":"2020-12-12","dur":619,"sum":"Daniel chose the iPhone 12 mini for affordability, compactness, pocketability, and one-handed handling, despite rarely needing optical zoom. He praises flat, boxy design and responsiveness over the S10+, but criticizes smudges, Face ID, gesture interference, and battery life. He calls it his best phone, may trade in for iPhone 13 next year, and acknowledges quickly replacing earlier iPhones.","ins":"His review prioritizes usability and aesthetics over incremental specifications, continuing his practical, design-sensitive consumer criticism.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201212-Why%20I%20HATE%20the%20iPhone%2012%20Mini-nhfy3Am70pg.mp4","rel":["20250920-yer-otw4rbo","20230923--wu5koka7d0","20240722-2zvnvcemmmq","20230913-aoou3w8yxcu"],"tags":"housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201212-Why I HATE the iPhone 12 Mini-nhfy3Am70pg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"96.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"104","Source video ID":"nhfy3Am70pg","MD5":"adbf350be005b212059894fe99de66e3"}},{"id":"20201213-d_72t4afluq","slug":"20201213-d_72t4afluq-cyberpunk-2077-is-a-buggy-mess-of-a-video-game","title":"Cyberpunk 2077 is a BUGGY MESS of a video game","date":"2020-12-13","dur":670,"sum":"After waiting since 2013, he played Cyberpunk 2077 immediately after release and judged it unfinished, buggy, and deeply disappointing. He criticizes preorders and last-generation console release, arguing buyers received an unfinished product requiring potentially huge patches. Glitches range from amusing vehicle and ragdoll failures to game-breaking bugs that erase progress; he advises waiting weeks or continuing.","ins":"His critique combines consumer outrage with sympathy for developers facing harassment, ultimately expecting patience and eventual repair.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201213-Cyberpunk%202077%20is%20a%20BUGGY%20MESS%20of%20a%20video%20game-d_72t4AFLUQ.mp4","rel":["20201219-m5mchgoolzg","20221122-llavo1w7rbi","20201210-ppelllqqvz8","20230926--l4wr269ijy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20201213-Cyberpunk 2077 is a BUGGY MESS of a video game-d_72t4AFLUQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"173 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"105","Source video ID":"d_72t4AFLUQ","MD5":"05154e2261480478b437e3a823f41f28"}},{"id":"20201217-va8jy0d7iuk","slug":"20201217-va8jy0d7iuk-i-m-quitting-youtube-goodbye","title":"I’m quitting YouTube. 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YouTube supplies about 30% of his income; stocks feel easier, and after reconsidering, he reaffirms quitting while leaving a return possible.","ins":"YouTube shifted from enjoyable expression to financially unnecessary, psychologically corrosive audience-driven performance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201217-I%E2%80%99m%20quitting%20YouTube.%20Goodbye.-va8JY0D7IUk.mp4","rel":["20221216-08sv-qrjs5o","20201219-ads4ird-guy","20180608-iqkjy8iadri","20240526-ue49_8t4x7c"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20201217-I’m quitting YouTube. 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He says cheaper Sony headphones offer comparable audio and noise cancellation, prefers AirPods Pro, and rates AirPods Max 1.1/10.","ins":"He prioritizes practical value over Apple aesthetics, rejecting expensive products that impose awkward design choices.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201217-Why%20I%20HATE%20the%20Apple%20AirPods%20Max-1EYGPCvONhs.mp4","rel":["20190709-qtu3mix250g","20201108-as2jqli_qie","20201108-mretfkhlj0c","20201212-nhfy3am70pg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20201217-Why I HATE the Apple AirPods Max-1EYGPCvONhs.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"148 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"107","Source video ID":"1EYGPCvONhs","MD5":"d0efeafb6aa07ae962abfb889b8b52bb"}},{"id":"20201219-m5mchgoolzg","slug":"20201219-m5mchgoolzg-cyberpunk-2077-pulled-from-sony-store-massive-flop","title":"Cyberpunk 2077 PULLED from Sony store - MASSIVE FLOP","date":"2020-12-19","dur":658,"sum":"Sony removed Cyberpunk 2077 from PlayStation Store amid refund demands; Microsoft offers refunds, and Daniel plans to reclaim his $60 on principle. He condemns its eight-year development and rushed Christmas release, alleging executives overruled developers; the corporate-exploitation theme mirrors reported workplace crunch. He predicts severe financial and reputational damage, urges fixing before resale, and speculates cheap shares could eventually recover.","ins":"Outrage over unfinished software coexists with sympathy for developers and recognition that the underlying game may still be good.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20201219-Cyberpunk%202077%20PULLED%20from%20Sony%20store%20-%20MASSIVE%20FLOP-m5mchGooLzg.mp4","rel":["20201213-d_72t4afluq","20230926--l4wr269ijy","20201210-ppelllqqvz8","20211128-7rgxpz89mlm"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20201219-Cyberpunk 2077 PULLED from Sony store - MASSIVE FLOP-m5mchGooLzg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"24.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"108","Source video ID":"m5mchGooLzg","MD5":"4443e7b0e048af0dcbd75553602a2cec"}},{"id":"20201219-ads4ird-guy","slug":"20201219-ads4ird-guy-last-chance-to-say-goodbye-to-daniel","title":"Last Chance To Say Goodbye To Daniel","date":"2020-12-19","dur":33610,"sum":"He announces quitting YouTube, then admits it is trolling; fake drama outperforms genuine content, while Cyberpunk review reaches 64,000 views. Brexit and lockdown disrupt his return; paying January rent should recover a €2,400 deposit, so he may remain in Rotterdam. 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He regrets failing to appreciate his father and Japanese marriage while present, now recalling both more positively after loss. 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He says he missed March 2020’s crash recovery because Degiro discouraged him, then resumed investing around October through Freetrade. 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The stream includes playful audience questions about Chihiro, sexuality, dating, China, and family life, while Daniel repeatedly manages interruptions.","ins":"Family presence turns an otherwise empty stream into shared entertainment, while financial insecurity remains visible.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210407-Streaming%20with%20my%20Mummy-HD_fDXL2qb4.mp4","rel":["20230806-v1891612037","20190127-o76lflpjdl8","20221001-ixlgenpryia","20240404-qa8bpjbbeka"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210407-Streaming with my Mummy-HD_fDXL2qb4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"54.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"167","Source video ID":"HD_fDXL2qb4","MD5":"23ca5123c0e4a4a98818e68b9cd48c2c"}},{"id":"20210408-980010980","slug":"20210408-980010980-planning-my-trip-to-japan","title":"Planning My Trip To Japan","date":"2021-04-08","dur":8943,"sum":"Daniel plans a possible six-month Japan return, leaning toward Fukuoka; estimated essentials total about £6,000, with £10,000 preferred. Borders may not reopen until 2022; he would accept vaccination for travel and expects Tinder, dating, streaming, and Japan-content opportunities. He rejects Pia’s alleged expectations, funded her four-night hotel, and now avoids viewer relationships after repeated bad experiences.","ins":"Japan combines escape, income strategy, and relationship restart while stocks, YouTube, and home life feel stagnant.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210408-Planning%20My%20Trip%20To%20Japan-980010980.mp4","rel":["20210409-xzr67rlm--u","20170508-6v2jnb8cwfg","20240127-rgn_struz2a","20240526-ue49_8t4x7c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210408-Planning My Trip To Japan-980010980.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"471 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"168","Source video ID":"980010980","MD5":"eaa90bd27d7c3a462c339ca063ddaad7"}},{"id":"20210409-xzr67rlm--u","slug":"20210409-xzr67rlm--u-planning-my-return-to-japan-2021","title":"Planning my RETURN to Japan 2021","date":"2021-04-09","dur":792,"sum":"He estimates six months at roughly £6,100 before airport transfers, assuming £552 monthly lodging, £300 food, £50 transport, and a £700 flight. He expects YouTube, Twitch, and OnlyFans to fund the stay; Twitch recently earned $50, while stock returns remain uncertain. He weighs stable versus rotating lodging, worries about Japanese mobile data, and denies encouraging Pia romantically after paying her four hotel nights.","ins":"Japan again appears as a low-cost escape, while online income and romantic ambiguity remain unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210409-Planning%20my%20RETURN%20to%20Japan%202021-xzr67rlm--U.mp4","rel":["20210408-980010980","20210310-tvt7jthdyei","20230215-v1738513085","20210122-y_uq4-ewpgy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210409-Planning my RETURN to Japan 2021-xzr67rlm--U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"73 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"169","Source video ID":"xzr67rlm--U","MD5":"810eb948c55fb079079f96a5ded66477"}},{"id":"20210410-982936188","slug":"20210410-982936188-feeling-sad-lonely-and-horny","title":"Feeling Sad, Lonely And Horny","date":"2021-04-10","dur":21159,"sum":"A five-hour Twitch stream centres on loneliness, family guests, lockdown, and being unable to escape to Japan or a hotel. He estimates roughly £30,000 remaining after stock losses, $72 Twitch earnings, and plans London/Japan travel plus mixed online income. He revisits Mila, Chihiro, and earlier relationships, admitting irritability, emotional detachment, and transactional attitudes while remaining uncertain about partnership or children.","ins":"Loneliness drives escape, dating, and audience dependence; privacy conflicts and emotional disengagement repeatedly undermine stability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210410-Feeling%20Sad%2C%20Lonely%20And%20Horny-982936188.mp4","rel":["20210325-s1qgt9ppdee","20260810-mwvskrjm_ew","20210521-v1030780127","20240711-gn5fqf7zsaa"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20210410-Feeling Sad, Lonely And Horny-982936188.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"170","Source video ID":"982936188","MD5":"955db62dd47ed869e47e78d50f3b4eec"}},{"id":"20210411-984920944","slug":"20210411-984920944-streamlabs-is-back-i-fixed-it","title":"Streamlabs Is Back - I Fixed It )","date":"2021-04-11","dur":15635,"sum":"Daniel fixes Streamlabs by importing OBS scenes, then attempts a long Twitch stream despite recurring microphone and USB-hub failures. Lockdown, family conflict, and a broken shower intensify escape plans; hotels remain closed until May 17, while Japan stays preferred. He reports stagnant investments, a main portfolio down £5,400, and £500 Bank of America gains, reducing his interest in stocks.","ins":"Recurring escape, isolation, and audience conflict continue replacing stable domestic or relationship plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210411-Streamlabs%20Is%20Back%20-%20I%20Fixed%20It%20%29-984920944.mp4","rel":["20230221-lukofo0t9ps","20210403-973931759","20190606-f9kxv1nxtx0-1","20210915-49qihr22ng8"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20210411-Streamlabs Is Back - I Fixed It )-984920944.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"171","Source video ID":"984920944","MD5":"e62672efa2d89dde6ea60087ea79b73c"}},{"id":"20210412-hi5jshz2dr0","slug":"20210412-hi5jshz2dr0-why-i-hate-the-binding-of-isaac-rebirth","title":"Why I HATE the binding of Isaac - Rebirth","date":"2021-04-12","dur":615,"sum":"Bought the game for £4 and filmed the screen with his phone. He struggled with controls, died twice, and found shooting, enemies, and boss battles repetitive, unchallenging, and boring. He rated gameplay 1/10, art style 4/10, praised Rainbow Six’s satisfaction, and would neither recommend nor replay it.","ins":"His preferences favor tactile, skill-based gunplay over novelty, retro aesthetics, and crowd popularity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210412-Why%20I%20HATE%20the%20binding%20of%20Isaac%20-%20Rebirth-hi5jSHZ2Dr0.mp4","rel":["20211125-vrpchglkhow","20210530-eruonv8om6k","20210805-64ivtgerzd0","20211201-hnbwo4osy6u"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20210412-Why I HATE the binding of Isaac - Rebirth-hi5jSHZ2Dr0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"131 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"172","Source video ID":"hi5jSHZ2Dr0","MD5":"09f1b5038d8e15cca8649fec7d44b0ef"}},{"id":"20210415-fef0qyanzx8","slug":"20210415-fef0qyanzx8-why-i-have-no-motivation-in-life","title":"Why I have No Motivation in Life","date":"2021-04-15","dur":629,"sum":"Daniel attributes low motivation to security: a comfortable house, gadgets, food, and money remove urgency to work or improve. In Japan, 5 a.m. Lawson shifts and scarce money were difficult but satisfying, supplying structure, goals, and self-support. Sims and GTA became boring with unlimited resources; similarly, comfortable early-30s life feels less exciting than his poorer early 20s.","ins":"Material security has removed the scarcity that once created purpose, leaving comfort accompanied by boredom rather than ambition.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210415-Why%20I%20have%20No%20Motivation%20in%20Life-FeF0QyanZX8.mp4","rel":["20230724-gfg7ifq52ie","20240128-sjo1ifdmr9u","20230817-p15jgqpmui8","20200107-ftrhrzacbco"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20210415-Why I have No Motivation in Life-FeF0QyanZX8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"21.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"173","Source video ID":"FeF0QyanZX8","MD5":"d083a9a16a7d61f0b2b03e2240d9ec5e"}},{"id":"20210416-988815782","slug":"20210416-988815782-doing-some-graphic-design-work","title":"Doing Some Graphic Design Work","date":"2021-04-16","dur":16945,"sum":"During a graphic-design Twitch stream, he abandoned a planned video, blaming recording pressure; casual streaming feels easier and more rewarding. He reported roughly £6,000 stock losses, a margin call, and his shorting account shrinking from £100 to £25; trading feels unrewarding. He revisited Mila’s breakup: nightly crying and twin-flame tarot obsession last year have given way to detachment and doubts about reconciliation.","ins":"He recognizes past clout-chasing harm, yet continues considering provocative relationship content to revive engagement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210416-Doing%20Some%20Graphic%20Design%20Work-988815782.mp4","rel":["20210416-77hw_ccwhmw","20251202-wuzey90atka","20210602-s9ak0_ebrdc","20210914-odgatxfbwwm"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210416-Doing Some Graphic Design Work-988815782.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"174","Source video ID":"988815782","MD5":"bdebd4a25e7e3eca0779254eff566e6d"}},{"id":"20210416-77hw_ccwhmw","slug":"20210416-77hw_ccwhmw-how-i-manifested-my-ex-girlfriend-back-into-my-life","title":"How I Manifested my Ex Girlfriend back into my Life","date":"2021-04-16","dur":795,"sum":"After losing Mila, he reports daily depression; exercise, digging, and talking failed, while twin- flame tarot videos became his addictive coping mechanism. He believed detachment and a Germany trip helped manifest Mila’s unexpected message and reunion, despite doubting the tarot’s truth. During a Rotterdam breakup attempt, he disclosed the tarot obsession, cried, and described rejection as ego death before rebuilding.","ins":"Romantic devastation is converted into spiritual meaning, allowing gratitude despite loss and unresolved belief.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210416-How%20I%20Manifested%20my%20Ex%20Girlfriend%20back%20into%20my%20Life-77hW_cCwHMw.mp4","rel":["20190424-edplyhi1z8c","20200620-m7whqhnknxy","20190606-f9kxv1nxtx0-1","20221108-v1646612444"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210416-How I Manifested my Ex Girlfriend back into my Life-77hW_cCwHMw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"52.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"175","Source video ID":"77hW_cCwHMw","MD5":"1e7490c13805607a94e92b8734e50f53"}},{"id":"20210417-991138309","slug":"20210417-991138309-its-been-a-stressful-week","title":"Its Been A Stressful Week","date":"2021-04-17","dur":27223,"sum":"With YouTube’s 90-day streaming ban ending 22 April, he plans a belated birthday stream there and casual streams on Twitch. Stocks fell to roughly £7,000 below principal after erasing £12,000 gains; he considered a £1,500 London hotel-and-maid-outfit OnlyFans project. He acknowledged honest, non-dramatic content has reduced views, while fabricated drama previously paid better, reviving temptation to become “dickhead Daniel.”","ins":"Comfort, platform restrictions, and financial losses intensify his recurring blame-and-escape cycle while seeking attention.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210417-Its%20Been%20A%20Stressful%20Week-991138309.mp4","rel":["20250412-sumjhc7utyw","20210706-v1078662078","20210425-rwjlddyox1y","20221202-v1668056461"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210417-Its Been A Stressful Week-991138309.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"176","Source video ID":"991138309","MD5":"9478d050fee244eeb7bdf8764770b177"}},{"id":"20210417-gk6tlmadzom","slug":"20210417-gk6tlmadzom-why-i-don-t-like-korean-girls-dating-in-korea-problems","title":"Why I don’t like Korean Girls - Dating in Korea Problems","date":"2021-04-17","dur":620,"sum":"He says dating Korean women feels status-driven and judgmental, requiring appearance, wealth, elite employment, university credentials, and conventional success. 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He deleted low-performing makeup and twin-flames videos, citing poor watch time, and plans second-channel reuploads after losing roughly 60 subscribers. He reported stocks down about $10,000 and OnlyFans supplying roughly half his income, while considering travel to generate views and relationships.","ins":"Attention, romance, and content remain intertwined; he recognizes the cycle’s damage but still considers recreating it.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210418-Bored%20And%20Depressed-992675369.mp4","rel":["20190417-ciqvqi3foq8","20190417-ciqvqi3foq8-d4bd7beb","20210604-v1045873168","20210418-992661545"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210418-Bored And Depressed-992675369.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"178","Source video ID":"992675369","MD5":"81d45650beb014628f064d660acdccfc"}},{"id":"20210418-992661545","slug":"20210418-992661545-i-m-so-bored","title":"I'm So Bored","date":"2021-04-18","dur":807,"sum":"Late at night, Daniel describes a mental breakdown and midlife crisis over his channel’s poor performance and inability to attract viewers. A makeup video performs badly; stock-market content outpaces recent uploads, prompting thoughts of fake drama and finding a girlfriend for videos. Streamlabs widgets and chat fail to appear; he troubleshoots settings, rejects £130 Prime, and discovers “enable draw on top.”","ins":"Declining engagement continues driving desperation, relationship-seeking, and increasingly frantic technical troubleshooting.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210418-I%27m%20So%20Bored-992661545.mp4","rel":["20210116-azrxs9f6zoc","20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20210418-992675369","20210505-1012566720"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210418-I'm So Bored-992661545.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"90.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"179","Source video ID":"992661545","MD5":"24f5bae83b26ef26437b0f1f142e4faa"}},{"id":"20210419-j0s7rppdnq4","slug":"20210419-j0s7rppdnq4-fun-with-face-paints","title":"Fun with face paints","date":"2021-04-19","dur":653,"sum":"During a Twitch stream, Daniel experiments with cheap face paints, applying vivid red and pink around his lips and face. The paint appears white or pink on camera, leaks repeatedly, needs a tiny brush, and makes his teeth look yellow. He jokes about appearing at a Tinder date this way and staging a realistic nosebleed story blaming a Hong Kong man.","ins":"He again converts awkward appearance and relationship-themed drama into spontaneous, audience-facing comedy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210419-Fun%20with%20face%20paints-j0s7rpPDNQ4.mp4","rel":["20230625-xe0lbol9bfi","20170426-lush1tuipk8","20210825-v1129101596","20171205-tdeimqcz49o"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210419-Fun with face paints-j0s7rpPDNQ4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"81.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"180","Source video ID":"j0s7rpPDNQ4","MD5":"31475111cfcfac0715fbd7272638e2f5"}},{"id":"20210419-fn5tjsve9t8","slug":"20210419-fn5tjsve9t8-what-i-expect-from-my-next-girlfriend","title":"What I EXPECT from my next Girlfriend","date":"2021-04-19","dur":1009,"sum":"Feeling better as spring arrives, Daniel declares himself over the Rotterdam breakup and ready to seek a new partner. He prioritizes mutual physical attraction, recommends short dates before hotel stays, and rejects relationships lacking chemistry or basic worldview compatibility. 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He finds conversations performative and mundane, struggles to show genuine interest, and feels age, bitterness, and exhaustion worsening his prospects. 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He knowingly indulges a possibly fake OnlyFans contact while nostalgically replaying a rare past relationship and planning to archive their videos.","ins":"Comfort, platform hostility, and romantic loss keep pulling him between retreating home and dramatic reinvention.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210423-late%20Night%20beer%20and%20chat-998457489.mp4","rel":["20240329-_kcyu471sfw","20210510-v1018248258","20190417-zh84qvt26f4","20220205-v1288264564"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210423-late Night beer and chat-998457489.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"185","Source video ID":"998457489","MD5":"5b2ffc1d56f08f6741975824605f679f"}},{"id":"20210424-bngsx--eizm","slug":"20210424-bngsx--eizm-why-i-hate-dating","title":"Why I hate Dating","date":"2021-04-24","dur":609,"sum":"At 32, he estimates nearly 100 dates since 2010; about 95% felt boring, except Mila and a Korean woman. He says attraction is usually absent within seconds, then he cannot end dates, once leaving karaoke and blocking her afterward. 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He reports roughly £20,000 in stock losses, including lost gains and capital, blames panic- selling and Bitcoin exposure, and considers copy-trading. A Korean contact he identifies as a prostitute remembers him, invites him to Korea, reviving fantasies of romance and content.","ins":"Boredom and losses deepen reliance on women, streaming, and drama for relief and audience recovery.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210425-Birthday%20Stream%20%282021%29%20Unboxing%20My%20Presents%20%F0%9F%8E%81-RWjLDDyoX1Y.mp4","rel":["20210310-tvt7jthdyei","20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20210308-qwbkqhpae1y","20211109-dberozdsj_a"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210425-Birthday Stream (2021) Unboxing My Presents 🎁-RWjLDDyoX1Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"187","Source video ID":"RWjLDDyoX1Y","MD5":"f0d1d5235581b0186f87a2a52f1cdd96"}},{"id":"20210426-cu0lxtn1fwg","slug":"20210426-cu0lxtn1fwg-my-problem-with-aba-preach","title":"My Problem with Aba & Preach","date":"2021-04-26","dur":496,"sum":"Daniel responds to Aba & Preach’s months-old reaction to his 2017 video, saying he delayed because most criticism was acceptable. He says personal disclosures are public because views generate money; loneliness motivated sharing, while private notes contain potentially arresting material. He argues their criticism is hypocritical: the reaction amplified his ex-girlfriend’s remarks, although their relationship ended weeks after upload.","ins":"Monetized self-exposure continues to be defended by equating it with critics’ profitable commentary.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210426-My%20Problem%20with%20Aba%20%26%20Preach-CU0LxTN1fwg.mp4","rel":["20230927-epftltyhl-m","20211129-ndrpf8rmovi","20241018-kt1wss3fdeo","20210927-qyjq_ictmzu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210426-My Problem with Aba & Preach-CU0LxTN1fwg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"13.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"188","Source video ID":"CU0LxTN1fwg","MD5":"396578ed3869f3dd8ab99ed9084711e5"}},{"id":"20210427-osjdfbiwjw0","slug":"20210427-osjdfbiwjw0-i-got-a-new-job","title":"I got a New Job!","date":"2021-04-27","dur":514,"sum":"Daniel announces a nearby retail job after applications and interviews, starting next Monday; his last proper job was in 2017. He sees daily customer contact as social-skills training, deliberately confronting nervousness, shyness, and his comfort zone. He plans to work through year-end, saving for Japan, contributing to rent, bills, and food, while keeping YouTube for fun.","ins":"Conventional employment becomes a proposed antidote to boredom, depression, purposelessness, and dependence on volatile YouTube attention.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210427-I%20got%20a%20New%20Job%21-OSJdFbIwJw0.mp4","rel":["20210429-liurvcqdgke","20250215-jgtoxt17nnu","20161202-6vybbnadsay","20200819-d0wlksmlkbc"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210427-I got a New Job!-OSJdFbIwJw0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"108 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"189","Source video ID":"OSJdFbIwJw0","MD5":"11987083162bafadd935fa5479cd45e5"}},{"id":"20210427-1003326628","slug":"20210427-1003326628-self-therapy-session","title":"Self therapy session","date":"2021-04-27","dur":6869,"sum":"Daniel reports daily irritability, insomnia, and boredom: usually asleep around 5 a.m., awake at 2 p.m., gaming and masturbating. Stock losses remain about £6,000; panic-selling MicroVision and shifting into Bitcoin worsened regret, while YouTube and gold also stagnated. He plans a faceless fake-job livestream, disables clips, restricts Twitch, and considers fabricated relationships to revive views.","ins":"Comfort and financial security produce stagnation; attention-seeking and relationship fantasies remain his main escape.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210427-Self%20therapy%20session-1003326628.mp4","rel":["20200812-xlowvhjsg-e","20190509-lsllwzd6kbw","20190507-5vsb50uqbls","20200806-wjoumnghc5u"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20210427-Self therapy session-1003326628.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"190","Source video ID":"1003326628","MD5":"31a533d0d50c036f0317e52b30f42cd4"}},{"id":"20210429-liurvcqdgke","slug":"20210429-liurvcqdgke-celebrating-my-new-job","title":"Celebrating my NEW Job","date":"2021-04-29","dur":9141,"sum":"He celebrates his new retail job: starting Monday at £8.20/hour, with overnight training and secrecy over the Harrietsham store. He reports seven months of stock trading lost £7,000, continues OnlyFans and YouTube, and treats the stream as celebration. The Russian relationship ended over distance; an English woman may meet him later, while Japan remains the goal and Spain/Korea alternatives.","ins":"The job becomes proof of adulthood, but attention-seeking, grievance, and travel-escape patterns persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210429-Celebrating%20my%20NEW%20Job-LIURvCqdgKE.mp4","rel":["20250215-jgtoxt17nnu","20210427-osjdfbiwjw0","20161202-6vybbnadsay","20250505-ukwytguye78"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210429-Celebrating my NEW Job-LIURvCqdgKE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"350 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"191","Source video ID":"LIURvCqdgKE","MD5":"29ad4df26e6c90496550b64e236d0a37"}},{"id":"20210501-wx097iqmd-8","slug":"20210501-wx097iqmd-8-live-cooking-with-daniel-mystery-meal","title":"Live Cooking With Daniel - Mystery Meal","date":"2021-05-01","dur":8208,"sum":"During a cooking livestream, Daniel says lockdown overcrowding made home intolerable; he misses solitude and welcomes easing restrictions. He remains £6,000 down on stocks; videos barely reach 10,000 views, prompting sarcastic, provocative ideas to revive his 108,000-subscriber channel. 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He enjoys his retail job, but low YouTube views, minimal donations, and provocative drama intensify fears his channel is dying. He regrets leaving marriage, calls Chihiro the better partner, rejects Mila’s drug-oriented lifestyle, and recognizes cheating and self-sabotage damaged him.","ins":"Comfort and isolation drive nostalgia for marriage, Japan, and his earlier creative enthusiasm.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210501-poverty%20beef%20dinner-1007765544.mp4","rel":["20210502-1008124985","20210502-1007980906","20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c","20201029-3jcrpmziz5i"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210501-poverty beef dinner-1007765544.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"193","Source video ID":"1007765544","MD5":"016d65b3fbe05354b6ad81d1ad4cd216"}},{"id":"20210502-1007980906","slug":"20210502-1007980906-poverty-beef-dinner","title":"poverty beef dinner","date":"2021-05-02","dur":8001,"sum":"On a five-hour Twitch stream, Daniel cooks midnight minestrone, tours the house, and considers clickbait, girlfriends, or fabricated drama to revive views. After a March fight with his mother over Asian comparisons and bullying, Daniel isolates from family, longing for Japan and married life. He resists paying £3,000 toward £10,000 heating, reports roughly 700–1,000 from YouTube and 500 from Twitch, and says investments fell from 29,000 to 14,000.","ins":"He recognizes a troll–backlash–resentment cycle, yet still seeks attention, risky excitement, and escape from an isolating home.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210502-poverty%20beef%20dinner-1007980906.mp4","rel":["20210501-1007765544","20210502-1008124985","20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c","20201029-3jcrpmziz5i"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210502-poverty beef dinner-1007980906.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"194","Source video ID":"1007980906","MD5":"5c6a246ead8ce5e14525e347f6113920"}},{"id":"20210502-1008124985","slug":"20210502-1008124985-poverty-beef-dinner","title":"poverty beef dinner","date":"2021-05-02","dur":1143,"sum":"Plans to buy an inexpensive laptop for desktop streaming, using a Blue Yeti, webcam, fireplace background, and possibly Rainbow Six. He believes admitting cheating and insulting ex-girlfriends cost many potential partners, describing this as repeated self-sabotage. After cleaning up and preparing for sleep, he considers streaming soon, possibly face painting, while recalling Mira’s emotional coldness.","ins":"Streaming ambition, sexual cleanup, and relationship regret again converge with self-blame and loneliness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210502-poverty%20beef%20dinner-1008124985.mp4","rel":["20210501-1007765544","20210502-1007980906","20210702-x7zffdgee2s","20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210502-poverty beef dinner-1008124985.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"67.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"195","Source video ID":"1008124985","MD5":"58d43bee812b579bdbf4655435aae2a8"}},{"id":"20210503-1010047810","slug":"20210503-1010047810-stupid-computer-broke","title":"STUPID COMPUTER BROKE","date":"2021-05-03","dur":5459,"sum":"His GTX 1060 crashes in Rainbow Six with black screen and turbo fans; he suspects dried paste and orders replacement. 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He finds Switch Lite graphics inferior to his GTX 1060 PC, controls delayed, camera sluggish, areas disconnected, and combat repetitive. 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He reported £7,600–£8,000 stock losses, received a £42 Altria dividend, and considered shifting £2,000 toward diversified income stocks.","ins":"Boredom, financial losses, and declining engagement keep redirecting him toward gaming, passive income, Japan, and provocative content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210504-test%20dont%20watch%20thnx%20-%20graphics%20card%20broken-YaQWcwyKu3E.mp4","rel":["20200312-ihup6qqxyn8","20190804-462418380","20181208-17ae7b15c597","20181208-20be6b77551a-20be6b77"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210504-test dont watch thnx - graphics card broken-YaQWcwyKu3E.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"220 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"198","Source video ID":"YaQWcwyKu3E","MD5":"dc4794148b28d4ef1204769e831e3d59"}},{"id":"20210504-wife-luvvm6otcsm","slug":"20210504-wife-luvvm6otcsm-why-i-regret-cheating-on-my-ex","title":"Why I regret cheating on my Ex","date":"2021-05-04","dur":606,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210504-Why%20I%20regret%20cheating%20on%20my%20Ex-Wife-lUvvm6oTcsM.mp4","rel":["20220928-upg_dbevgrk","20230424-ehkhpw3rpcs","20191206-5j2vwillpk0","20240331-f2mgdcw2rxu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20210504-Why I regret cheating on my Ex-Wife-lUvvm6oTcsM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"51.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"199","Source video ID":"Wife-lUvvm6oTcsM","MD5":"6b3bf034f01fb210f7cab200844dae44"}},{"id":"20210505-1012566720","slug":"20210505-1012566720-i-m-bored","title":"I'm bored 😴","date":"2021-05-05","dur":12299,"sum":"I'm bored Daniel repaired his gaming PC with a £60, 650-watt power supply after thermal paste failed, avoiding a potential £1,000–£1,500 replacement. Uncertain about moving or travelling, he cites disruptive house guests, no plan, a possible girlfriend meeting, and £800–£1,000 rent. He reports declining YouTube growth, $140 Twitch income, $440 donations, stock losses, and renewed regret over divorce and Mila.","ins":"Comfort, isolation, and audience decline continue redirecting his attention toward nostalgia, provocation, and uncertain escape plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210505-I%27m%20bored%20%F0%9F%98%B4-1012566720.mp4","rel":["20190417-ciqvqi3foq8","20190417-ciqvqi3foq8-d4bd7beb","20190310-l0j6devy3s0","20210116-azrxs9f6zoc"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20210505-I'm bored 😴-1012566720.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"200","Source video ID":"1012566720","MD5":"8012a01417177432b5f60542efc0869f"}},{"id":"20210507-grk5by1huza","slug":"20210507-grk5by1huza-everything-in-my-life-is-going-downhill","title":"Everything in my life is going Downhill...","date":"2021-05-07","dur":1282,"sum":"Daniel links divorce, repeated rejection, and nearly £20,000 in stock losses to feeling his life has reversed. He admits the advertised job was fake; five months of lockdown and Japan's closed borders have made non-clickbait content collapse. 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He may cut London to three days: projected $660 revenue versus $800–$1,000 costs; a June match is his dating prospect. 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A Tinder match recognized him through her friend; after a call they kept a London date, but he feared YouTube, cheating, and OnlyFans would end it. He defended past infidelity as situational, rejected Discord, reported £500–£600 OnlyFans income, and made further AMC, Ethereum, Bitcoin, and stock trades.","ins":"He seeks privacy, stability, and intimacy while repeatedly preserving the public spectacle that threatens them.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210529-108K%20subs%20Celebration%20-%29-n3wQBMou-wY.mp4","rel":["20200923-t8bolq4gcr4","20190808-464185560","20190610-50792jvuk18","20190808-464186218"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210529-108K subs Celebration -)-n3wQBMou-wY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"243 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"224","Source video ID":"n3wQBMou-wY","MD5":"a60b1d2b67f88728a21ff01ed10fa5fd"}},{"id":"20210529-e5rrsay37g8","slug":"20210529-e5rrsay37g8-my-youtube-channel-is-ruining-my-life","title":"My Youtube Channel is Ruining my Life...","date":"2021-05-29","dur":719,"sum":"Around four dating matches discovered his channel, then blocked, unmatched, or cancelled meetings fearing exposure. 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He concluded Chef Daniel’s searchable game reviews outperform personal vlogs, generating roughly 100,000 monthly views, and planned more.","ins":"Attention, sexual novelty, nostalgia, and grievance briefly lift his mood but still fail to create direction.","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210529-thinking%20of%20going%20to%20THAILAND-.mp4","rel":["20231111-cajumsjeoyk","20240308-eyzkorabuze","20170402-nlvq7rca32k","20221028-ee5bmtieoac"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210529-thinking of going to THAILAND-.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"226","MD5":"138ba5e8da5dea4a65b01e735c87be65"}},{"id":"20210530-eruonv8om6k","slug":"20210530-eruonv8om6k-why-i-hate-biomutant","title":"Why i HATE Biomutant","date":"2021-05-30","dur":522,"sum":"After a few hours, he calls Biomutant’s combat boring, repetitive button-mashing, preferring Rainbow Six Siege’s aim-based skill. He criticizes frequent bosses, comic-book visuals, Japanese/anime aesthetics, platforming, door interactions, and puzzles as tedious. He dismisses the pollution-themed story, rages at limited swimming causing deaths, and rates the game 2.8/10.","ins":"He prioritizes immediate gameplay engagement and realism, rejecting mechanics or themes experienced as repetitive, slow, or preachy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210530-Why%20i%20HATE%20Biomutant-EruoNv8oM6k.mp4","rel":["20200421-v5a5a8basss","20211125-vrpchglkhow","20221026-dsykxmgbhjc","20220213-ngc7uvurvsk"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20210530-Why i HATE Biomutant-EruoNv8oM6k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"127 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"227","Source video ID":"EruoNv8oM6k","MD5":"7b1732278b47e71ce9a7da04a0f68224"}},{"id":"20210601-f071ed655911","slug":"20210601-f071ed655911-happy-june-day-what-s-up-youtube","title":"Happy June day what's up youtube","date":"2021-06-01","dur":17553,"sum":"June begins with travel stalled by COVID: Thailand/Asia seem inaccessible, he delays nearby vaccination, and fears leaving home’s comfort. He reports roughly £9,000 investment losses, mixed AMC/crypto trading, and May income near $2,240 across YouTube, OnlyFans, and Twitch. Dating stalls: London matches ghost or unmatch after recognizing his channel; he considers Thailand/Europe but admits personal content repels partners.","ins":"He increasingly recognizes stagnation and negativity as causes of depression, relationship loss, and channel decline.","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210601-Happy%20June%20day%20what%27s%20up%20youtube.mp4","rel":["20210627-tvv0bfrqhcw","20190320-k96n07xekti","20230214-v1737743165","20220520-1klm0wlhqvu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210601-Happy June day what's up youtube.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"228","MD5":"7c0f1c97969a21acf81eb4c65f9cbb57"}},{"id":"20210602-u2ebp9txgf4","slug":"20210602-u2ebp9txgf4-day-in-the-life-of-a-day-trader-on-the-stock-markets","title":"Day in the Life of a Day Trader on the Stock Markets","date":"2021-06-02","dur":542,"sum":"During volatile AMC trading, he predicted a spike then crash, shorted around $38, and watched price surge to $55–56. 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Small AMC and BlackBerry gains recovered roughly £15–£50, but short losses totaled about £120–£160; margin-call risk persisted.","ins":"Emotionally driven leveraged speculation continued despite repeated losses, unstable decisions, and inadequate risk control.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210602-Day%20in%20the%20Life%20of%20a%20Day%20Trader%20on%20the%20Stock%20Markets-u2EBP9TXgF4.mp4","rel":["20250531-sxczi0hn5kg","20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20230918-g4bivvsd3zs","20240805-mbgqej2akgs"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20210602-Day in the Life of a Day Trader on the Stock Markets-u2EBP9TXgF4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"37.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"229","Source video ID":"u2EBP9TXgF4","MD5":"3bf17e166a27b4351cb05ea8bdf96a84"}},{"id":"20210602-s9ak0_ebrdc","slug":"20210602-s9ak0_ebrdc-shorting-amc-it-s-going-down","title":"Shorting AMC - it's going DOWN","date":"2021-06-02","dur":18875,"sum":"He livestreamed frantic AMC trading, repeatedly shorting around $37–$54, buying hedges, and reacting to halts and platform restrictions. AMC surged from roughly $38 past $70; his short account collapsed from £222 to £36, while small long profits barely offset losses. He considered pivoting from toxic drama to stock videos, then left losing BlackBerry shorts open before ending for food and exercise.","ins":"Speculation becomes an all-day dopamine routine, while self-awareness fails to change his trading behavior.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210602-Shorting%20AMC%20-%20it%27s%20going%20DOWN-s9AK0_EBRDc.mp4","rel":["20210201-1vrbfize_kq","20210602-u2ebp9txgf4","20201009-dlxlkrozbz4","20151001-wyvh9h9eleq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210602-Shorting AMC - it's going DOWN-s9AK0_EBRDc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"560 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"230","Source video ID":"s9AK0_EBRDc","MD5":"6cdd744e9dfb2b38f951ed4d6fab036c"}},{"id":"20210602-ltscei4raxe","slug":"20210602-ltscei4raxe-why-i-hate-sonic-forces-on-switch-lite","title":"Why I HATE Sonic Forces on Switch Lite","date":"2021-06-02","dur":607,"sum":"He buys Sonic Forces on Switch for childhood nostalgia, then regrets the purchase and calls it a waste of money. 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He objects that Sonic disappears for custom-character play, rates the game 1/10, and calls it a failed Sonic Adventure imitation.","ins":"Nostalgia raises expectations, but simplified gameplay leaves him rejecting a game linked to earlier favourites.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210602-Why%20I%20HATE%20Sonic%20Forces%20on%20Switch%20Lite-ltsceI4rAXE.mp4","rel":["20210503-hvvugp_nb7e","20200129-ejtn-kusk6i","20200523-dif6njp54ay","20200505-hcbcmkaegh8"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210602-Why I HATE Sonic Forces on Switch Lite-ltsceI4rAXE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"139 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"231","Source video ID":"ltsceI4rAXE","MD5":"f575dd912d11420814a0248cd032374a"}},{"id":"20210604-v1045873168","slug":"20210604-v1045873168-alone-today-feeling-bored","title":"alone today feeling bored","date":"2021-06-04","dur":23344,"sum":"A risky AMC swing trade recovered roughly £300–£400, but overall investments remain about £10,000 down, reinforcing his sense of gambling. 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He judged £1,000 monthly rent affordable, yet balked at arranging Wi‑Fi and leaving comfort; moving seemed mainly useful for attracting women. He proposed returning to “nice guy” content, ending toxic ex-girlfriend insults, and selling crypto at its next rally while retaining half his mining stocks.","ins":"Internet failure and audience dependence again derailed planning, while self-image—not relocation—emerged as the possible lever for change.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210609-I%27m%20BACK-v1050377891.mp4","rel":["20221219-vvt3s6wyufw","20210627-tvv0bfrqhcw","20230509-pfg0aauwfqg","20190424-edplyhi1z8c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210609-I'm BACK-v1050377891.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"158 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"239","Source video ID":"v1050377891","MD5":"0a473512b4b17979fa2ac36ca39fa76f"}},{"id":"20210615-g2z_2jmaqpq","slug":"20210615-g2z_2jmaqpq-what-i-plan-to-do-now-my-channel-is-dead","title":"What I Plan To Do Now My Channel Is Dead","date":"2021-06-15","dur":15337,"sum":"After a streaming break, stocks eclipse YouTube: June swing-trading gains reached £620, though overall portfolios remain roughly £7,000 down. He rejects returning to provocative relationship content, citing low pay, reputational damage, lost dating opportunities, and diminished storytelling motivation. 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He praises the setting and occasional satisfying kills, but criticizes repetitive stages, clunky combat, team-killing, AFK players, and ineffective vote-kicks. Third-person feels superior to intended first-person play; disabling gore for monetization, he doubts £35 is worthwhile after rapid boredom.","ins":"Initial enthusiasm quickly gives way to frustration and repetition, reinforcing his reluctance to recommend.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210627-why%20I%20HATE%20Chivalry%202-ufTEIsQHex0.mp4","rel":["20210111-i-mrsg0j91g","20240715-yhiqhwhngka","20211117-tau__dfgckq","20241208-chtzg1cuvce"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20210627-why I HATE Chivalry 2-ufTEIsQHex0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"147 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"242","Source video ID":"ufTEIsQHex0","MD5":"01b870cba9506b3a96f0ff42eb300625"}},{"id":"20210627-tvv0bfrqhcw","slug":"20210627-tvv0bfrqhcw-why-i-sold-all-my-bitcoin-and-crypto-currency-big-crypto-crash-is-coming","title":"Why I Sold ALL my Bitcoin and Crypto Currency - BIG Crypto Crash is coming...","date":"2021-06-27","dur":493,"sum":"On June 27, Daniel liquidates all Bitcoin and cryptocurrency after the crash, fearing further losses and years of waiting for recovery. 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Bitcoin videos reached 20,000 views, with roughly half from search; he plans a higher-CPM crypto/finance pivot away from personal drama. He estimates June income near $3,000, but calls stock gains lucky and unreliable; £2,400 of Rotterdam deposit remains disputed.","ins":"He repeatedly seeks independence and intimacy, yet recognizes addictions, irritability, and audience dependence keep recreating loneliness and relationship loss.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210629-packing%20my%20bags%20-%20I%27M%20LEAVING-v1071573025.mp4","rel":["20210627-tvv0bfrqhcw","20201231-juyrbuhimms","20210707-bm2kgbhuppc","20190409-svdickdu1i0"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210629-packing my bags - I'M LEAVING-v1071573025.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"244","Source video ID":"v1071573025","MD5":"8628ee1e0b43d4ccfac6406dfc5e4838"}},{"id":"20210701-0vk1mpsgw8q","slug":"20210701-0vk1mpsgw8q-moving-out-of-my-parents-house","title":"Moving out of my parents house","date":"2021-07-01","dur":571,"sum":"After six months at home, Daniel leaves for Manchester with packed bags; only Mrs. Mimo sees him depart. 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Hungry after only a sandwich, he avoids another outing, uses Huel Black instead, and postpones food shopping until tomorrow.","ins":"The long-discussed move becomes real, combining excitement about independence with immediate practical unpreparedness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210701-Moving%20out%20of%20my%20parents%20house-0Vk1MpSgw8Q.mp4","rel":["20170820-irwoyucpsza","20221011-k41mjb4jcpy","20221017-cxuw-bmwaps","20220704-g9pswjfd8ni"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210701-Moving out of my parents house-0Vk1MpSgw8Q.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"130 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"245","Source video ID":"0Vk1MpSgw8Q","MD5":"f148328f1c735931fdd9b87c70cd51e1"}},{"id":"20210702-zfjfxcnst-a","slug":"20210702-zfjfxcnst-a-day-1-in-manchester-new-life","title":"Day 1 In MANCHESTER - New Life","date":"2021-07-02","dur":15045,"sum":"Arrived in Manchester, liked the quiet furnished apartment and view, and considered an £800 monthly lease over £650 hotel pricing. He felt lonely, bored, physically sore, and unanchored; Mimo’s worsening blindness and memories of Chihiro and Mila deepened his distress. He reported £1,150 June trading profit, targeted £1,000 in July, and weighed crypto versus fabricated relationship content for YouTube.","ins":"Travel offers independence, but without roots or purpose he returns to boredom, indecision, and escape.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210702-Day%201%20In%20MANCHESTER%20-%20New%20Life-zfJfXCnst-A.mp4","rel":["20210704-v1076576349","20210721-nfrjqdlltie","20210819-v1123151381","20220106-qircrz_ana4"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210702-Day 1 In MANCHESTER - New Life-zfJfXCnst-A.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"246","Source video ID":"zfJfXCnst-A","MD5":"74450dde4d2563e585deb416c7955818"}},{"id":"20210702-x7zffdgee2s","slug":"20210702-x7zffdgee2s-10-93-food-haul-poverty-shopping-at-aldi","title":"£10.93 food haul - poverty shopping at Aldi","date":"2021-07-02","dur":566,"sum":"Aldi shopping cost £12.45, mostly sandwich food, fruit and microwave items; he avoided cooking after Rotterdam’s mess and cleanup complaints. 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He prioritizes stock trading over exploring Manchester, postponing sightseeing while adapting to poor sleep, aching legs, and a broken TV.","ins":"The move brings independence, but frugality, avoidance, and trading continue to shape daily choices.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210702-%C2%A310.93%20food%20haul%20-%20poverty%20shopping%20at%20Aldi-x7zfFdGEe2s.mp4","rel":["20210719-mo2q0gld8bc","20210502-1008124985","20250326-xvpaweatuzq","20180531-nxdksvbhici"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20210702-£10.93 food haul - poverty shopping at Aldi-x7zfFdGEe2s.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"131 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"247","Source video ID":"x7zfFdGEe2s","MD5":"7d89306b134cac3e8479c5af1f1a0b0b"}},{"id":"20210704-v1076576349","slug":"20210704-v1076576349-day-3-in-manchester-cooking-some-pork-belly","title":"day 3 in Manchester - cooking Some PORK BELLY","date":"2021-07-04","dur":14339,"sum":"On his third Manchester day, Daniel met a 21-year-old viewer, respected her no-filming request, and arranged possible further meetings. His live kimchi pork-belly stew became rubbery, fatty, and unpleasant; he completed 60 push- ups and planned oven-roasting next time. He weighed extending the hotel or renting the £800 apartment, estimating £900 monthly plus deposit, while pivoting toward higher-CPM crypto videos.","ins":"Moving expands dating opportunities but exposes boredom, domestic hassles, declining audience interest, and trading dependence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210704-day%203%20in%20Manchester%20-%20cooking%20Some%20PORK%20BELLY%20-v1076576349.mp4","rel":["20200922-x5zkyj1uabe","20181123-iojah53cl18","20170907-blstyp03bya","20210709-ul1_soebg2u"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210704-day 3 in Manchester - cooking Some PORK BELLY -v1076576349.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"248","Source video ID":"v1076576349","MD5":"354c2b60b4a39452055d5006e25c04e6"}},{"id":"20210705-5sdtb1pn5xc","slug":"20210705-5sdtb1pn5xc-why-bitcoin-will-fail-the-crypto-crash-is-here","title":"Why Bitcoin will FAIL - The crypto crash is HERE","date":"2021-07-05","dur":617,"sum":"After losing thousands in the crypto crash, Daniel predicts Bitcoin will fall from about $33,270 toward $20,000, possibly zero. 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He leans toward renting the Manchester apartment: £875 rent, bills, roughly £6,000 upfront, and possible deposit loss if leaving early. 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Pan-frying caused burning fat, smoke, and a deafening fire alarm; frightened, he switched to oven cooking and opened the window. 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Three viewers recognized him near Aldi/city centre, making dates’ discovery feel likely; he sees disclosure or secrecy as equally risky.","ins":"Public visibility now validates his audience while undermining privacy, dating prospects, and emotional security.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210813-My%20Tinder%20Date%20UNMATCHED%20me%20because%20of%20my%20ONLYFANS%21-YES6JPHYI7k.mp4","rel":["20181213-cv-aydnfffc","20170404-ipdaqrjq2j0","20181214-vty6tn1f3fc","20171024-zttd-wdi9s0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210813-My Tinder Date UNMATCHED me because of my ONLYFANS!-YES6JPHYI7k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"104 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"290","Source video ID":"YES6JPHYI7k","MD5":"e23a8e0c04e40524dc363b4618641512"}},{"id":"20210814-85408129244e","slug":"20210814-85408129244e-chlamydia-girlfriend-is-stalking-me","title":"chlamydia girlfriend is STALKING me","date":"2021-08-14","dur":21197,"sum":"Three profile visits by his former chlamydia girlfriend prompt memories of their near-marriage, chlamydia, repeated expulsions, and ghosting. 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A clipped livestream reaches 45,000 views while a new video stalls at 4,000; boredom costs him nearly £300 in day-trading gains.","ins":"Boredom fuels provocative attention-seeking and risky trading, while he increasingly admits purpose and stability must precede romance.","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210814-chlamydia%20girlfriend%20is%20STALKING%20me.mp4","rel":["20170227-2mfpfx01ccm","20241207-satdh0j74dq","20200425-eqrpopyjjao","20240208-93qkmp7fcve"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210814-chlamydia girlfriend is STALKING me.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"291","MD5":"1d2b7b34f3d5fc116387efbf173e57d9"}},{"id":"20210814-hshg1s8o6hm","slug":"20210814-hshg1s8o6hm-why-i-gave-up-on-my-dreams-and-goals-in-life","title":"Why I gave up on my dreams and goals in life","date":"2021-08-14","dur":842,"sum":"Daniel identifies 2013 as a turning point, abandoning Japanese fluency, university, qualifications, employment, and permanent Japan ambitions after repeated setbacks. Marriage, a visa, a Japanese home, and YouTube briefly fulfilled his ambitions, but he abandoned them after losing interest. 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He let her in; they had sex, and after his mother objected, he booked her five hotel nights. He heard she may have reunited with her boyfriend; now in his own place, he solicits female companionship.","ins":"The episode repeats impulsive sexual decisions, rescue entanglement, and loneliness despite stated desire for stability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210818-Why%20I%20Slept%20with%20my%20Viewer%27s%20Girlfriend-wLkuWq80bR0.mp4","rel":["20231008-c2uri729ywc","20250529-0ylpmg9sglg","20200315-bg00yjuu_jq","20190627-93rxadgdixe"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20210818-Why I Slept with my Viewer's Girlfriend-wLkuWq80bR0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"55.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"294","Source video ID":"wLkuWq80bR0","MD5":"c61a4ce92fc1e75a360dc35ba08d6299"}},{"id":"20210819-v1123151381","slug":"20210819-v1123151381-manchester-is-boring","title":"Manchester is boring...","date":"2021-08-19","dur":18773,"sum":"Manchester leaves Daniel isolated and regretful about Japan and Chihiro; he also fears Mimo, his ill cat, may die. OnlyFans’ announced October 1 explicit-content restrictions threaten his income; he considers private DMs, Pornhub, or building a website. Leveraged Corsair and Alibaba trades erase profits; Corsair losses approach £165, margin-call risk rises, while investments remain £9,000 down.","ins":"Independence intensifies a recurring cycle of novelty, isolation, regret, risky income, and renewed escape fantasies.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210819-Manchester%20is%20boring...-v1123151381.mp4","rel":["20210908-gahjqc3jjas","20210714-1fqaebfg7gu","20200718-yl514lamso0","20210702-zfjfxcnst-a"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20210819-Manchester is boring...-v1123151381.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"295","Source video ID":"v1123151381","MD5":"f51ed21d08e9ab25859bed3f83d8aa0e"}},{"id":"20210820-xa8qkksw4-8","slug":"20210820-xa8qkksw4-8-onlyfans-is-banning-me-i-m-going-to-be-financially-ruined","title":"Onlyfans is BANNING me! 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He blames banking partners’ verification demands, promotes cryptocurrency, and urges subscribers to join before October while advocating sex-work acceptance.","ins":"Platform dependence again exposes the fragility of his online income, though he responds with adaptation rather than panic.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210820-Onlyfans%20is%20BANNING%20me%21%20I%E2%80%99m%20going%20to%20be%20Financially%20RUINED-xA8QKksw4-8.mp4","rel":["20200901-76yvg4uw_q4","20210518-hdbfx-uoqac","20250525-rkdwh62ibzu","20200903-4htdphdpj8q"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210820-Onlyfans is BANNING me! 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The Japanese interview shifts to complaints about Daniel’s messy towel-folding and uncovered food, avoided because confrontation might stop his help.","ins":"The parody inflates mundane domestic resentment into an exploitation exposé, exposing the gap between performance and reality.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210822-The%20Dark%20Side%20of%20Japan%27s%20Maid%20Cafe%20Industry-2Q05aa-HTT8.mp4","rel":["20181011-vuftzgrdt60","20230530-joaprkchxbm","20191015-_hslqugc4sy","20220703-teisiumkdpy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20210822-The Dark Side of Japan's Maid Cafe Industry-2Q05aa-HTT8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"111 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"297","Source video ID":"2Q05aa-HTT8","MD5":"6969582c6e9dda2266be951b6e89be4b"}},{"id":"20210822-v1126194761","slug":"20210822-v1126194761-update-on-my-onlyfans-venison-burger","title":"update on my onlyfans + venison BURGER","date":"2021-08-22","dur":20770,"sum":"OnlyFans’s explicit-content ban threatens 140 subscribers and roughly $1,400 monthly; he considers external links, crypto, Fansly, and other platforms. One month into Manchester, isolation, noise, and no dates fuel Chihiro regret; he considers leaving when the lease ends. He admits YouTube’s authenticity and audience collapsed, then plans provocative ex-wife/ relationship clickbait to revive hate-watchers despite fearing further damage.","ins":"Financial threat and loneliness revive nostalgia, external blame, risky schemes, and self-aware performance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210822-update%20on%20my%20onlyfans%20%2B%20venison%20BURGER%20-v1126194761.mp4","rel":["20210831-v1135090234","20210902-hd2ixscgp5g","20201115-xvryvh5a6-g","20211008-3lvuo6_aybu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210822-update on my onlyfans + venison BURGER -v1126194761.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"298","Source video ID":"v1126194761","MD5":"4d90f331a1657e71b7264672b0c65ce8"}},{"id":"20210824--i3oycrqnxg","slug":"20210824--i3oycrqnxg-why-i-want-to-get-back-with-my-ex-wife","title":"Why I want to get back with my Ex Wife","date":"2021-08-24","dur":908,"sum":"After two Manchester months without dating success, he calls life his lowest point and regrets leaving Japan and Chihiro. He says both reasons for leaving failed: YouTube collapsed and female attention disappeared; viewer dating brought catfishing, ghosting, trolling, instability. He believes he has matured, proposes reconciliation, and offers deleting Instagram or granting access; channel recognition makes ordinary dating difficult.","ins":"His regret shifts from defending independence toward blaming YouTube while dependence on its income remains.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210824-Why%20I%20want%20to%20get%20back%20with%20my%20Ex%20Wife--I3oyCrqNXg.mp4","rel":["20220914-fmui3uxi2tk","20210929-rwe8onhrmlc","20230408-g3-znzdusfg","20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210824-Why I want to get back with my Ex Wife--I3oyCrqNXg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"299","Source video ID":"-I3oyCrqNXg","MD5":"8f17f78013bee00dda5b74c9d7d7c430"}},{"id":"20210825-v1129101596","slug":"20210825-v1129101596-face-reveal","title":"Face REVEAL","date":"2021-08-25","dur":4076,"sum":"During a face-reveal livestream, Daniel tests microphones and webcams, cooks bacon pasta, then switches back to phone streaming. He reports depression, loneliness, nightmares about Mila and Chihiro, acne, infrequent showers, no dates, and little interest in English women. OnlyFans suspends its planned porn ban; he made about $1,300 in August and gained roughly $500 from DraftKings.","ins":"Loneliness and stagnant views are pushing him toward ex-wife relationship bait despite recognizing its past toxicity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210825-Face%20REVEAL-v1129101596.mp4","rel":["20210825-v1129156149","20200217-2sxncaan6ja","20230804-ii92vs5ralw","20210419-j0s7rppdnq4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20210825-Face REVEAL-v1129101596.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1022 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"300","Source video ID":"v1129101596","MD5":"bcdfe2598ddd025d8d41bc418e5ae808"}},{"id":"20210825-v1129156149","slug":"20210825-v1129156149-face-reveal","title":"Face REVEAL","date":"2021-08-25","dur":18375,"sum":"OnlyFans reversed its October pornography ban; Daniel reports 147 subscribers, $1,300 August income, and $200 from nine yogurt-video purchases. He cries over Chihiro, describes intense loneliness, wants Japan and partnership, yet withholds a drafted ex-partner email. He acknowledges narcissism and attention addiction, plans provocative relationship content, while reporting 26% DraftKings gains and prioritizing safer stock entries.","ins":"Self-awareness increases, but loneliness, sexualized income, and algorithmic provocation continue reinforcing the same instability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210825-Face%20REVEAL-v1129156149.mp4","rel":["20210825-v1129101596","20200217-2sxncaan6ja","20230804-ii92vs5ralw","20170426-lush1tuipk8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210825-Face REVEAL-v1129156149.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"301","Source video ID":"v1129156149","MD5":"14e61f9a4446593e949e904172b2c285"}},{"id":"20210827-v1131120477","slug":"20210827-v1131120477-got-some-cool-new-things","title":"got some cool new things","date":"2021-08-27","dur":12874,"sum":"Bought an £80 microphone on five-month installments and a roughly £20 cigar-shaped vape; upgraded Twitch setup and tested cameras/scenes. Reported ten days indoors, one human interaction, blocked dating contacts, loneliness, and regret over leaving Japan and Chihiro. Nasdaq shorts lost about £170; he planned Europe in January, hoped Japan would reopen, and considered renewed ex-wife clickbait.","ins":"Material independence has not produced connection; boredom still drives retail therapy, speculative trading, and relationship-content plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210827-got%20some%20cool%20new%20things-v1131120477.mp4","rel":["20220927-v1602678909","20241028-e07wxptdpc4","20241129-xmlrqk5saq4","20210802-v1106091192"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20210827-got some cool new things-v1131120477.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"302","Source video ID":"v1131120477","MD5":"3a16ec3cb851599e20094e33334a6269"}},{"id":"20210829-kxlvs1asbmq","slug":"20210829-kxlvs1asbmq-making-dinner","title":"Making Dinner","date":"2021-08-29","dur":24917,"sum":"During a six-hour Manchester livestream, he tests a new Rode Mini microphone, troubleshoots Streamlabs, cooks pasta, and debates January relocation. He reports 150 OnlyFans subscribers paying $10 monthly, £885 rent, £9,000 trading losses, and minimizing spending until Japan reopens. He regrets divorce and oversharing, acknowledges depression and self-centredness, but still blames toxic viewers while planning Japan, study, and remarriage.","ins":"Self-awareness grows, but loneliness keeps redirecting him toward Japan, relationships, and relationship-based content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210829-Making%20Dinner-Kxlvs1asbmq.mp4","rel":["20201021-cec9xlgwuo8","20210717-v1089737680","20201122-qabenfefkhs","20210502-1007980906"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210829-Making Dinner-Kxlvs1asbmq.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"303","Source video ID":"Kxlvs1asbmq","MD5":"b8bef6ffe8eae7b124fbc9739ce0040d"}},{"id":"20210829-wlv0h6-lvos","slug":"20210829-wlv0h6-lvos-she-doesn-t-love-me-anymore","title":"She Doesn't Love Me Anymore (","date":"2021-08-29","dur":5778,"sum":"Daniel weighs January plans—remaining in Manchester, returning home, or travelling—but says reopening Japan is his priority. OnlyFans has about 150 $10 subscribers, usually declining to 80–100; he creates backup profiles on Fansly and JustForFans after the reversed ban. Chihiro last spoke with him in May and brushed off his wish to reunite; he still imagines returning and remarrying in Japan.","ins":"Isolation and audience dependence turn relationship loss into Japan fantasies and intrusive content plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210829-She%20Doesn%27t%20Love%20Me%20Anymore%20%28-Wlv0h6-Lvos.mp4","rel":["20240513-xjmr14mg3na","20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i","20211007-x7mdmtycgsw","20220508-ylun2orjseo"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210829-She Doesn't Love Me Anymore (-Wlv0h6-Lvos.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"686 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"304","Source video ID":"Wlv0h6-Lvos","MD5":"db82936d1c63e1cce5361c969f69f2f5"}},{"id":"20210831-v1135090234","slug":"20210831-v1135090234-making-hand-made-burger","title":"making hand made BURGER","date":"2021-08-31","dur":17953,"sum":"A sparse Manchester cooking stream features a dry celery burger, dwindling groceries, severe boredom, and tentative plans to meet a viewer. He switches from day trading to swing trades; investments are about £12,000 after falling from nearly £30,000, while another account exceeds £7,000. A promising dating match rejects him after discovering OnlyFans; he blames his online presence, considers Japan, and keeps possible ex-wife reconciliation secret.","ins":"Independence has not relieved isolation; boredom still drives risky trading, sexual content, nostalgia, and drama.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210831-making%20hand%20made%20BURGER-v1135090234.mp4","rel":["20210902-hd2ixscgp5g","20201115-xvryvh5a6-g","20240622-cz75gbc87oi","20210802-v1106091192"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20210831-making hand made BURGER-v1135090234.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"305","Source video ID":"v1135090234","MD5":"38d15ca14352c03571df946276d0b400"}},{"id":"20210901-3undpm1ux6u","slug":"20210901-3undpm1ux6u-the-importance-of-having-male-friends","title":"the importance of having Male Friends","date":"2021-09-01","dur":497,"sum":"He attributes feminine-sounding Japanese and English to lacking male friends and learning mainly from women. He theorizes male friendships teach banter, opposition, and confidence with women; he admits being agreeable and never challenging them. He reports easy Japanese Tinder dates and hookups, planning a new wife while concealing his previous marriage.","ins":"Japan and romantic pursuit again appear as his remedy for isolation, alongside planned secrecy about his marriage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210901-the%20importance%20of%20having%20Male%20Friends-3UNDPM1ux6U.mp4","rel":["20200509-atizpbk1b9e","20180105-wnbrbvmclhc","20211113-um8wdzdal5c","20250603-ma9_jzhourm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20210901-the importance of having Male Friends-3UNDPM1ux6U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"74.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"306","Source video ID":"3UNDPM1ux6U","MD5":"b07e6409f862a96a51eb05a79a0c4092"}},{"id":"20210902-hd2ixscgp5g","slug":"20210902-hd2ixscgp5g-how-to-make-delicious-hand-made-beef-burger","title":"how to make delicious hand made Beef Burger","date":"2021-09-02","dur":515,"sum":"He struggles to bind a celery-based burger, adding too much water, squeezing it out, and briefly considering meatballs or meatloaf. He cooks a very large celery burger, adds salt and mayonnaise, finds it acceptable but bland, and considers brown sauce. While cooking, he gives a history lesson about Britain’s nineteenth-century Afghan invasions and links Western intervention to longstanding resentment.","ins":"The stream combines improvised cooking with provocative commentary and historical explanation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210902-how%20to%20make%20delicious%20hand%20made%20Beef%20Burger-Hd2iXSCgP5g.mp4","rel":["20210831-v1135090234","20210706-_nfa5siytoa","20200306-rkz-kx9ztju","20200402-mjbtfdcjy1c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20210902-how to make delicious hand made Beef Burger-Hd2iXSCgP5g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"110 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"307","Source video ID":"Hd2iXSCgP5g","MD5":"d2fde411413a05d320c6a52508355b06"}},{"id":"20210904-nedisg6-du0","slug":"20210904-nedisg6-du0-missed-you-guys","title":"Missed You Guys -)","date":"2021-09-04","dur":14243,"sum":"Manchester Tinder produced about two matches and one date in two months; he sees Japan as easier and awaits reopening. Trolls contacting women and viewers demanding marriage drama leave him hiding relationships; he considers provocative dating clickbait and travel content. He barely leaves home; hip pain, acne, social anxiety, and loneliness deepen inactivity, while a £160–£330 January sleeper-train video remains tentative.","ins":"Isolation and inactivity reinforce nostalgia, escapism, and audience-driven self-exposure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210904-Missed%20You%20Guys%20%20-%29-nEdISg6-du0.mp4","rel":["20240807-glmyzajlvzq","20220425-tqufml2e8fu","20201208-kmmv_mpgnuu","20210927-erjbrtc8gs4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210904-Missed You Guys  -)-nEdISg6-du0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"308","Source video ID":"nEdISg6-du0","MD5":"78b5d720d7476ebf363a52d3ae4229a7"}},{"id":"20210908-gahjqc3jjas","slug":"20210908-gahjqc3jjas-my-cat-died","title":"My cat died","date":"2021-09-08","dur":23887,"sum":"Mimo died yesterday after blindness, blood-pressure problems, weight loss, and days without eating; she was buried in the garden. His grief revives regret over leaving home, Chihiro, and Japan; he calls Manchester boring and costly, planning departure in January. He removes marriage videos over privacy and shame, while pursuing speculative stocks and struggling with depression, health, dating, and stalled creative work.","ins":"Mimo’s death intensifies his recurring cycle of escape, loss, regret, and nostalgic retreat.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210908-My%20cat%20died-GahjqC3JJAs.mp4","rel":["20200610-qpwb-vxa2rw","20181031-3jw8djr_nwm","20181031-3jw8djr_nwm-2cc2006f","20190209-vz3g3lhkelk-806d38cd"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210908-My cat died-GahjqC3JJAs.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"309","Source video ID":"GahjqC3JJAs","MD5":"eadb1f9df71c43920c051b4e0f30cd41"}},{"id":"20210914-odgatxfbwwm","slug":"20210914-odgatxfbwwm-how-much-money-i-made-investing-in-the-stock-market-after-1-year","title":"How much Money i made Investing in the Stock Market after 1 Year","date":"2021-09-14","dur":1232,"sum":"Copy-trading gained 18.58%; his second portfolio recovered to 18.82%, though a global All- World ETF would have performed slightly better. His main portfolio, funded with £21,000 inheritance, fell roughly 48%, losing about £9,000 after concentrated hype-stock and Bitcoin bets. He admits buying resistance, panic-selling, and chasing rapid gains; now uses support-based analysis with Ford, Corsair, and Amazon.","ins":"Overconfidence and speculative concentration caused severe losses, prompting diversification and greater acceptance of realized losses.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210914-How%20much%20Money%20i%20made%20Investing%20in%20the%20Stock%20Market%20after%201%20Year-oDgaTXFBwwM.mp4","rel":["20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20210806-hquasqjx96o","20220924-5edepncckwq","20210131-r1vktb7dyai"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment","tech":{"Original filename":"20210914-How much Money i made Investing in the Stock Market after 1 Year-oDgaTXFBwwM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"33.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"310","Source video ID":"oDgaTXFBwwM","MD5":"cd25b553a4c7ad87da2083a8d727f148"}},{"id":"20210915-49qihr22ng8","slug":"20210915-49qihr22ng8-i-got-vaccinated-ready-to-go-back-to-japan","title":"I Got VACCINATED - Ready To Go Back To Japan -)","date":"2021-09-15","dur":22162,"sum":"Got first Pfizer dose last Friday; arm and chest aches and headaches followed, with the second scheduled for November. Plans to leave Manchester in January, visit Scotland and Greece, then return to Japan when borders reopen. Privated hundreds of relationship, OnlyFans, and provocative videos to reduce dating liability, while abandoning Twitch and favoring investment/travel content.","ins":"Privacy and stable relationships increasingly conflict with audience dependence, provocative history, and recurring escape fantasies.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210915-I%20Got%20VACCINATED%20-%20Ready%20To%20Go%20Back%20To%20Japan%20%20-%29-49qihR22Ng8.mp4","rel":["20211106-vkwkjjwhqh8","20190606-f9kxv1nxtx0-1","20220106-qircrz_ana4","20180524-aorlayrtlrs"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210915-I Got VACCINATED - Ready To Go Back To Japan  -)-49qihR22Ng8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"311","Source video ID":"49qihR22Ng8","MD5":"ebbbea01cd0e2a861c71f0a3456dbd31"}},{"id":"20210916-x3dvtfk4kpm","slug":"20210916-x3dvtfk4kpm-why-i-m-deleting-my-youtube-channel","title":"why I'm deleting my youtube channel","date":"2021-09-16","dur":863,"sum":"Daniel removed hundreds of relationship, marriage, women, dating, and interpersonal videos, while retaining travel, work-history, and mental-health content. Falling views and dating rejections outweigh roughly $800–$900 monthly; he plans further removals, title changes, and faceless thumbnails. He will abandon relationship drama for travel videos, await Japan’s reopening, and asks viewers to identify remaining damaging content.","ins":"Fear of lifelong loneliness drives a reversal from drama toward anonymity, privacy, and travel content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210916-why%20I%27m%20deleting%20my%20youtube%20channel-X3dvtFk4kPM.mp4","rel":["20240120-nz7jbtlsjd8","20210927-qyjq_ictmzu","20210920-kj5_fghyw8s","20170830-gcf9yxtnzx8"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210916-why I'm deleting my youtube channel-X3dvtFk4kPM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"18 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"312","Source video ID":"X3dvtFk4kPM","MD5":"4e97e79c0a0d512e915e957ba09e85d6"}},{"id":"20210918-etnkbchknlk","slug":"20210918-etnkbchknlk-my-7-sources-of-passive-income-explained","title":"My 7 Sources of Passive Income (Explained)","date":"2021-09-18","dur":716,"sum":"He says YouTube income is insufficient, denies family support, and asks viewers to counter 30– 40% dislike ratios blamed on old grievances. He defines passive income as completed online work earning repeatedly, citing a Boneworks video with 135,000 search-driven views and $222 total. His seven streams are YouTube, affiliates, merch, £10,000 in dividend stocks, stock gains, inactive Patreon, and OnlyFans, his most successful.","ins":"He frames diversification as financial independence while endorsing minimal ongoing effort and defending controversial income.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210918-My%207%20Sources%20of%20Passive%20Income%20%28Explained%29-ETNKBCHkNlk.mp4","rel":["20201015-im4sxk3bjnc","20230920-gevt1sbqpbg","20201010-xfn92txqbts","20201024-plftojrprdy"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210918-My 7 Sources of Passive Income (Explained)-ETNKBCHkNlk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"58.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"313","Source video ID":"ETNKBCHkNlk","MD5":"7ed72da27efa74a734f8dbd7f25c186d"}},{"id":"20210920-wokd4fx9g5u","slug":"20210920-wokd4fx9g5u-my-response-to-simon-s-side-of-the-story-simon-and-martina-break-up-situation","title":"My Response to Simon's side of the story - Simon and Martina break up situation","date":"2021-09-20","dur":588,"sum":"Longtime fan says monetized breakup disclosures damaged trust, turning Eat Your Kimchi from food-and-travel into childish divorce drama. 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He advises a permanent, low-stress, no-travel home for Meemers, then unsubscribes while wishing both creators well separately.","ins":"The response marks a privacy-and-authenticity stance against monetized relationship drama, echoing Daniel’s recent channel cleanup.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210920-My%20Response%20to%20Simon%27s%20side%20of%20the%20story%20-%20Simon%20and%20Martina%20break%20up%20situation-WOKD4Fx9g5U.mp4","rel":["20210406-zro-exbrvac","20170525-oyhj8p7c40m","20221206-v1671467243","20180128-j9gpqnwezcu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20210920-My Response to Simon's side of the story - Simon and Martina break up situation-WOKD4Fx9g5U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"26 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"314","Source video ID":"WOKD4Fx9g5U","MD5":"9a7ac10deb91ca32999e5b5a5e1b9d8e"}},{"id":"20210920-kj5_fghyw8s","slug":"20210920-kj5_fghyw8s-stop-disliking-my-videos-or-else-i-will-delete-my-channel","title":"STOP DISLIKING MY VIDEOS OR ELSE I WILL DELETE MY CHANNEL","date":"2021-09-20","dur":19868,"sum":"He is deleting relationship and incel-style videos, not the channel, reducing discoverability while pivoting toward finance and trend-based content. Nasdaq/NIO shorts briefly showed roughly £300/$320 profit before bouncing; he cited £9,000 losses, admitted gambling-like risk, and favoured long-term holdings. Tinder stalls; a possible visitor remains undecided, and vaccine-related chest pain makes November’s second dose frightening.","ins":"OnlyFans remains preferable to employment despite wanting intimacy, reinforcing privacy fears, audience dependence, and loneliness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210920-STOP%20DISLIKING%20MY%20VIDEOS%20OR%20ELSE%20I%20WILL%20DELETE%20MY%20CHANNEL-Kj5_FgHYW8s.mp4","rel":["20180122-okqqydm-r_y","20210520-v1029471507","20210916-x3dvtfk4kpm","20240120-nz7jbtlsjd8"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210920-STOP DISLIKING MY VIDEOS OR ELSE I WILL DELETE MY CHANNEL-Kj5_FgHYW8s.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"315","Source video ID":"Kj5_FgHYW8s","MD5":"94040581c7f694c821649bf1fef0464a"}},{"id":"20210924-vmfhcn3xt1m","slug":"20210924-vmfhcn3xt1m-getting-drunk-with-girl-i-met","title":"Getting drunk with Girl I met","date":"2021-09-24","dur":484,"sum":"The pair cook tongue in Manchester, joking about cooking ability, seafood, allergies, and opening the package. They walk through Manchester at night, locating Daniel’s high-rise; he withholds his floor, citing doxxing concerns. They discuss quiet Thursday clubs, Freshers’ Week, his lost coat at Revolution, football chants, weed smell, and the Gay Village.","ins":"The interaction is playful and companionable, combining urban exploration, teasing, substance references, and cautious privacy boundaries.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210924-Getting%20drunk%20with%20Girl%20I%20met-vMFHcN3xt1M.mp4","rel":["20200210-3pioxuckvmq","20220508-ylun2orjseo","20211229-z_wykgicyqi","20200318-knwkdh94r-m"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20210924-Getting drunk with Girl I met-vMFHcN3xt1M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"120 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"316","Source video ID":"vMFHcN3xt1M","MD5":"374c2befb892ef72676a6b4ddd3691d9"}},{"id":"20210926-c3wwzvswtt8","slug":"20210926-c3wwzvswtt8-top-5-illegal-ways-to-make-money-in-2021","title":"Top 5 ILLEGAL ways to Make Money in 2021","date":"2021-09-26","dur":709,"sum":"The video jokingly presents five illegal income categories—stealing, scams, robbery, pimping, and contraband smuggling—as alleged stories from Bilbo. He recalls a night-shift petrol-station robbery: a masked man threatened a knife, stole vodka and cigarettes, and police arrived minutes later. Alleged contraband smuggling into an Asian country funded visa-free travel, reportedly $15,000 per trip, with severe imprisonment or lifetime-ban risks.","ins":"The video uses comedic distancing and alleged anecdotes to discuss crime while ultimately disclaiming endorsement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210926-Top%205%20ILLEGAL%20ways%20to%20Make%20Money%20in%202021-c3wWZvSwTT8.mp4","rel":["20201015-im4sxk3bjnc","20170717-bqzxpgvptyo","20240115-pgchcjudlom","20200529-vzk8s7awvha"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20210926-Top 5 ILLEGAL ways to Make Money in 2021-c3wWZvSwTT8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"116 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"317","Source video ID":"c3wWZvSwTT8","MD5":"18ee86c94304f62c9540dd4b46f5d42c"}},{"id":"20210927-erjbrtc8gs4","slug":"20210927-erjbrtc8gs4-hey-guys-whats-up","title":"Hey Guys Whats Up -)","date":"2021-09-27","dur":22111,"sum":"After three months in Manchester, Daniel met a new viewer-friend again, walked around the city, ate out, and considered future videos together. His channel pivot sharpened: finance and other creators’ drama earn higher CPMs than dating videos; he plans ex-wife clickbait and tea-channel reactions. He described recurrent joint/chest pain and poor eyesight, while emotional trading left him needing roughly 45% gains to fund rent.","ins":"The channel increasingly monetizes drama—his own and others’—while he recognizes its reputational and financial costs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210927-Hey%20Guys%20Whats%20Up%20%20-%29-ErjBrtc8GS4.mp4","rel":["20240727-7ndxqvsffaw","20230606-v1839023146","20210621-v1063465206","20210731-29e8961d6e24"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210927-Hey Guys Whats Up  -)-ErjBrtc8GS4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"318","Source video ID":"ErjBrtc8GS4","MD5":"8cb082e54d882cbc327b13a71a0e27f0"}},{"id":"20210927-qyjq_ictmzu","slug":"20210927-qyjq_ictmzu-my-problem-with-trisha-paytas-deleting-her-videos-and-the-recent-drama","title":"My problem with Trisha Paytas deleting her Videos and the recent drama","date":"2021-09-27","dur":492,"sum":"Daniel criticizes Trisha Paytas for deleting 1,300-plus videos, erasing over one billion views, and allegedly issuing false privacy strikes. He argues deletion cannot erase public memory, while excuses contradict accountability for past drama, oversharing, and harm. He describes repeated drama, apology, sympathy, and relapse, attributing participation to attention, dopamine, money, and spotlight addiction.","ins":"He concedes change is possible, but doubts Trisha will break the cycle.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210927-My%20problem%20with%20Trisha%20Paytas%20deleting%20her%20Videos%20and%20the%20recent%20drama-qYjQ_IctmzU.mp4","rel":["20210916-x3dvtfk4kpm","20230519-tqnnnqsissk","20170830-gcf9yxtnzx8","20190607-7dgyxyx-wsu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210927-My problem with Trisha Paytas deleting her Videos and the recent drama-qYjQ_IctmzU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"27 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"319","Source video ID":"qYjQ_IctmzU","MD5":"3c1b23cfb38bbb17acf9fc3d5ac8020f"}},{"id":"20210928-ywgpgdlzk98","slug":"20210928-ywgpgdlzk98-do-not-buy-new-world-mmorpg-terrible-game","title":"DO NOT BUY New World MMORPG - Terrible Game","date":"2021-09-28","dur":540,"sum":"Daniel reviews £35 New World as a generic MMO, criticizing limited human-only character creation, ugly faces, and weak fantasy variety. He finds combat, graphics, quests, and crafting repetitive, shallow, easy, and unoriginal; early enemies die after basic left-click attacks. 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He paid £35 expecting roughly 30,000 views to recoup it, but judged the MMO repetitive, confusing, and 6.1/10. Japan plans include six months and a marriage-visa hint; he mentioned viewer meetings, a Scottish woman, and active trading.","ins":"His gaming experiment becomes content investment, with enjoyment competing against monetization, audience fit, and impatience.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210928-playing%20new%20world-v1161482517.mp4","rel":["20211013-c5flqaspksu","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98","20211001-_qrwzwnrfpg","20211022-d4odsfrawbk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20210928-playing new world-v1161482517.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"321","Source video ID":"v1161482517","MD5":"4f098f3bbb5d600958f18eebb6a52e49"}},{"id":"20210929-rwe8onhrmlc","slug":"20210929-rwe8onhrmlc-my-ex-wife-doesn-t-want-to-get-back-together","title":"My Ex Wife doesn't want to get back together -(","date":"2021-09-29","dur":664,"sum":"After months of her online silence, Daniel suspects his ex-wife has moved on or found someone new, without confirmation. He says deleting videos, Discord, and toxic content failed to repair the relationship; his changes may have come too late. Reflecting on Sayaka’s abrupt two-year breakup, he links abandonment fears to self-sabotage and reluctance to invest emotionally.","ins":"His grief hardens into fatalism about relationships and life, reinforcing emotional avoidance instead of sustained repair.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20210929-My%20Ex%20Wife%20doesn%27t%20want%20to%20get%20back%20together%20%20-%28-rwe8oNhRmLc.mp4","rel":["20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i","20220914-fmui3uxi2tk","20210824--i3oycrqnxg","20230408-g3-znzdusfg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20210929-My Ex Wife doesn't want to get back together  -(-rwe8oNhRmLc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"29 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"322","Source video ID":"rwe8oNhRmLc","MD5":"4330b85cdfa8c3a41b3197d8245e04ed"}},{"id":"20211001-_qrwzwnrfpg","slug":"20211001-_qrwzwnrfpg-5-things-i-hate-about-new-world","title":"5 things I HATE about New World","date":"2021-10-01","dur":546,"sum":"Two days in, queues reach three hours and 2,500 players; new servers are useless because characters cannot transfer. 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OnlyFans membership fell from about 150 to 70–77; he targets $400 Chef Daniel, $800 main- channel, and $600–700 OnlyFans monthly.","ins":"Loneliness persists, but gaming supplies purpose while privacy concerns curb former relationship oversharing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211002-Sad%20And%20Lonely%20Day...-ekFESy5Kj68.mp4","rel":["20210729-napoebi4upi","20230729-v1884387472","20250510--o5e4s8dtfk","20210108-2po8jv3zv84"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211002-Sad And Lonely Day...-ekFESy5Kj68.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"325","Source video ID":"ekFESy5Kj68","MD5":"f3939cdc235de9fb0eb34a38cccac829"}},{"id":"20211003-ziva0urmu_u","slug":"20211003-ziva0urmu_u-nikocado-avocado-needs-to-be-stopped","title":"Nikocado Avocado NEEDS TO BE STOPPED!","date":"2021-10-03","dur":557,"sum":"Daniel suspects Nikocado’s disability and ventilator may be exaggerated for views, while acknowledging severe weight gain and likely health consequences. 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A Scottish Manchester match ghosted him; he admits avoiding conversation and social invitations despite wanting intimacy, companionship, and a wife. 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He criticizes underdeveloped characters, rushed subplots, acting, confusing translations, and especially the VIPs’ cringe English dialogue and excessive screen time. 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He objects to no demos/refunds and its alleged 8–9-hour length, contrasting £60’s poor value with £35 New World and 400–500 hours played. 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Its progression, social dungeons, exploration, combat, and visuals restore purpose amid loneliness; server maintenance leaves him eager and bored to return.","ins":"Negativity remains financially useful, but genuine gaming enthusiasm temporarily replaces provocation as his main motivation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211013-My%20thoughts%20on%20New%20World%20after%202%20weeks%20playing-c5flQASPkSU.mp4","rel":["20210928-v1161482517","20211022-d4odsfrawbk","20211113-4nbg_jgovey","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211013-My thoughts on New World after 2 weeks playing-c5flQASPkSU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"205 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"334","Source video ID":"c5flQASPkSU","MD5":"6cfba50cf16f0c6220ecc7dde11ebe17"}},{"id":"20211014-dcqgx3bv1_u","slug":"20211014-dcqgx3bv1_u-this-is-why-i-hate-dating-in-england","title":"THIS is why I HATE Dating in England…","date":"2021-10-14","dur":681,"sum":"After nearly four months in Manchester, Daniel reports one coffee meeting and roughly four monthly matches, damaging his confidence. A fake bald, bearded, glasses-free profile produced more matches, but he refuses that look, prioritizing appearance-based comfort over dating success. 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He finds combat clunky and unresponsive: oversized monsters disrupt the camera, knockdowns recur, targets flee repeatedly, and enemy health is unclear. 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Chef Daniel’s copied game/reaction videos outperform his main channel—44,000, 34,000, and 9,000 views—yet he finds their success unfulfilling. He orders a £299, 11-kilogram male sex doll for OnlyFans; dating remains tentative, and a NASDAQ short loses about £600.","ins":"Attention withdrawal renews provocative clickbait; nostalgia and self-awareness coexist with blame and avoidance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211019-Feeling%20Depressed%20And%20Hungry-tvrAKOGDfF4.mp4","rel":["20190417-ciqvqi3foq8","20190417-ciqvqi3foq8-d4bd7beb","20190928-gbpyybobjri","20191008-gbpyybobjri"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20211019-Feeling Depressed And Hungry-tvrAKOGDfF4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"339","Source video ID":"tvrAKOGDfF4","MD5":"dc591f2b908959aab7a04917f6773fae"}},{"id":"20211020-mx25ux9uu2q","slug":"20211020-mx25ux9uu2q-making-fish-tank-aquarium-designer","title":"Making fish tank - Aquarium Designer","date":"2021-10-20","dur":2637,"sum":"With New World offline, Daniel streamed Aquarium Designer’s demo, frustrated by locked sandbox/realistic modes and mission objectives; he probably won’t buy it. Chef Daniel added 250 subscribers and about $400; Hiding My Room lost 130, while Back 4 Blood neared 10,000 views and earned $29.39. 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He says queues disappeared after week two, high-level zones feel lonely, and dwindling players undermine the MMO’s social appeal. Frustrating tanking, teammate blame, and aversion to toxic PvP or hardcore endgame content lead him to quit New World.","ins":"Initial immersion again collapses when novelty, progression, and social momentum disappear.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211022-Why%20I%20HATE%20New%20World%20-%20Boring%20already...-d4ODsfRaWBk.mp4","rel":["20211001-_qrwzwnrfpg","20211113-4nbg_jgovey","20211013-c5flqaspksu","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20211022-Why I HATE New World - Boring already...-d4ODsfRaWBk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"151 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"342","Source video ID":"d4ODsfRaWBk","MD5":"49576faae76c2b6aedead401d71a650b"}},{"id":"20211023-lk0dgsy4sni","slug":"20211023-lk0dgsy4sni-i-think-i-m-gay","title":"I Think I'm Gay","date":"2021-10-23","dur":25252,"sum":"The male doll’s metal rod pierced the rubber and injured him; he plans to hacksaw it and sell premium OnlyFans footage. He says acne and sex-work incompatibility make him give up finding a girlfriend, yet continues Tinder matches and Japan plans. His channels reached roughly 150,000 and 220,000 monthly views, lifting income to $2,000 despite £8,800 trading losses.","ins":"Novelty-driven projects and monetized oversharing briefly replace, rather than resolve, loneliness and uncertainty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211023-I%20Think%20I%27m%20Gay-lk0DGsY4sNI.mp4","rel":["20230222-oix9mxk735a","20200512-emy6_2qrgbs","20250415-adfm1m9bfc4","20170426-lush1tuipk8"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20211023-I Think I'm Gay-lk0DGsY4sNI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"343","Source video ID":"lk0DGsY4sNI","MD5":"9ee9b0fd08ff8370502f4d9338389a95"}},{"id":"20211026-sxrrujcujmu","slug":"20211026-sxrrujcujmu-do-not-buy-darkest-dungeon-2-disappointing-game","title":"DO NOT BUY Darkest Dungeon 2 - Disappointing Game","date":"2021-10-26","dur":631,"sum":"After four hours, he found Darkest Dungeon 2 spent roughly 75% of playtime steering a stagecoach, making progression boring. He disliked losing Hamlet recruitment and upgrades, one-hero-per-class parties, inability to replace fallen heroes, and restarting Denial at least four times. He rejected the 3D redesign’s reduced cartoon charm, calling the game an inferior add-on and rating it 4.5/10.","ins":"His enthusiasm again collapses quickly when novelty and progression fail to sustain engagement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211026-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Darkest%20Dungeon%202%20-%20Disappointing%20Game-sXRRUjcUJMU.mp4","rel":["20190728-459391752","20250204-zni3zwa7wh8","20211110-xnuipxxstkw","20240121-hfulonuxuoq"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20211026-DO NOT BUY Darkest Dungeon 2 - Disappointing Game-sXRRUjcUJMU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"39 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"344","Source video ID":"sXRRUjcUJMU","MD5":"0a6b8319c1b3ffc4b58e37aad4be0d26"}},{"id":"20211028-d_acskf09ig","slug":"20211028-d_acskf09ig-do-not-buy-age-of-empires-4-very-disappointing-game","title":"DO NOT BUY Age of Empires 4 - Very Disappointing Game","date":"2021-10-28","dur":668,"sum":"Longtime Age of Empires fan, he finds the fourth game’s oversaturated, generic aesthetics childish and unlike the originals’ gritty style. He calls the unchanged gameplay shallow, preferring Total War and Civilization for deeper tactics, larger armies, and more immersive combat. Poor camera controls and echoing audio reinforce his conclusion; he recommends it only to casual players and rates it 2.9/10.","ins":"This continues his pattern of abandoning games when novelty, immersion, and strategic depth disappoint.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211028-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Age%20of%20Empires%204%20-%20Very%20Disappointing%20Game-D_acSkf09ig.mp4","rel":["20220218-av0xvta9yds","20220216-ztajlcl53rg","20250321-cdqgdwux25q","20220126-_lejqf9otog"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20211028-DO NOT BUY Age of Empires 4 - Very Disappointing Game-D_acSkf09ig.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"154 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"345","Source video ID":"D_acSkf09ig","MD5":"6de8880aa1684eb698aa6f3511307b3e"}},{"id":"20211029-jm3ew2iwdg4","slug":"20211029-jm3ew2iwdg4-my-a-hole-is-bleeding","title":"My A Hole Is BLEEDING -(","date":"2021-10-29","dur":19635,"sum":"The £299 love doll caused minor rectal bleeding after failed repairs; a £20 suction-cup replacement was ordered, while OnlyFans recouped the cost. Persistent acne and months-long low mood keep him indoors, undermine dating confidence, and prompt thoughts of antidepressants; he rejects therapy. October brought about $2,300; Chef Daniel game reviews outperformed his main channel, weakening his appetite for costly travel, drama, and risky trading.","ins":"Short-term monetized novelty succeeds financially, but leaves persistent loneliness, avoidance, and uncertainty unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211029-My%20A%20Hole%20Is%20BLEEDING%20%20-%28-Jm3Ew2iwDg4.mp4","rel":["20200812-xlowvhjsg-e","20250521-oaqkoaigkwo","20211021-s3u8f52kheq","20170111-pe191mdxbd4"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20211029-My A Hole Is BLEEDING  -(-Jm3Ew2iwDg4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"346","Source video ID":"Jm3Ew2iwDg4","MD5":"b71029019148469d00f386fbc5fe5b27"}},{"id":"20211031-lulxxw1kkam","slug":"20211031-lulxxw1kkam-do-not-watch-dune-2021-terrible-movie","title":"DO NOT WATCH Dune 2021 - Terrible Movie","date":"2021-10-31","dur":633,"sum":"After a date, he watched Dune (2021), calling it nearly three hours of confusing world-building, bland characters, and ineffective storytelling. He criticized the melee combat, shields, bloodlessness, implausible aircraft, spitting customs, predictable betrayal, and failed cliffhanger. 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A new girlfriend visited, cooked, watched anime, and walked with him; his mood improved, but he prioritized privacy over filming. He reported stagnant YouTube, $1,300 in last-month OnlyFans income, roughly £7,800 investment losses, and looming six-month rent renewal.","ins":"Social connection briefly relieved loneliness, while unstable online income and performative content remained unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211106-Just%20Got%20Vaccinated%20AGAIN-vkWkJJWhqh8.mp4","rel":["20210915-49qihr22ng8","20210517-bbh5mb9fzr8","20210716--yeiynow_91i","20220207-4w7rfqpr5e8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20211106-Just Got Vaccinated AGAIN-vkWkJJWhqh8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"351","Source video ID":"vkWkJJWhqh8","MD5":"f232c24569c8e7c7928003416a1767aa"}},{"id":"20211109-me4loebealk","slug":"20211109-me4loebealk-do-not-buy-forza-horizon-5-very-disappointing","title":"DO NOT BUY Forza Horizon 5 - Very Disappointing","date":"2021-11-09","dur":600,"sum":"After several hours, he criticizes nearly thirty minutes of unskippable cutscenes, forced character creation, pronouns, and unwanted story exposition. He finds the open world lifeless, populated by robotic-looking tagged drivers, and doubts whether apparent online players are genuine. Mouse-and-keyboard driving feels uncomfortable and slippery; he prefers Mario Kart 8’s action and GTA 5’s handling, freedom, and liveliness.","ins":"He rejects Forza as expensive, bare-bones, and inferior, preferring more engaging, less frustrating games.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211109-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Forza%20Horizon%205%20-%20Very%20Disappointing-mE4LOEBEALk.mp4","rel":["20231010-uvumxshgdlg","20220216-ztajlcl53rg","20250610-i3h26g32fpc","20200428-fxfk1hccf2w"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20211109-DO NOT BUY Forza Horizon 5 - Very Disappointing-mE4LOEBEALk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"144 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"352","Source video ID":"mE4LOEBEALk","MD5":"a820368a96ac5b907ae7a8ddabc5674f"}},{"id":"20211109-dberozdsj_a","slug":"20211109-dberozdsj_a-making-handmade-birthday-gifts-for-my-new-girlfriend","title":"Making Handmade Birthday Gifts for my new Girlfriend -)","date":"2021-11-09","dur":500,"sum":"Daniel shops for his new girlfriend’s birthday, buying two chocolate cakes and searching unsuccessfully for numbered candles. He improvises candle decorations, manages oversized flames and fridge-fit problems, and writes a birthday card despite buying one labelled ‘Happy Anniversary’. 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He found sandbox too effortless and challenge mode repetitive: research, unlock, build, maintain dinosaurs, and satisfy guests. Despite strong visuals, customization, Jurassic nostalgia, and relaxing management, he judged £50/$80 overpriced, scoring it 3.2/10 (6.2 without price).","ins":"He repeatedly prioritizes active challenge over attractive presentation, nostalgia, or relaxed management.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211110-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Jurassic%20World%20Evolution%202%20-%20Very%20disappointing%20game-xNUipXxStkw.mp4","rel":["20211209-s-qreu9c4by","20250610-i3h26g32fpc","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98","20211017-b_7raqzxmlo"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20211110-DO NOT BUY Jurassic World Evolution 2 - Very disappointing game-xNUipXxStkw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"146 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"354","Source video ID":"xNUipXxStkw","MD5":"e14eaef6071317711da0e53075d5b274"}},{"id":"20211112-hzrnvivv_ic","slug":"20211112-hzrnvivv_ic-my-thoughts-on-youtube-removing-the-dislike-button","title":"My thoughts on YouTube Removing the dislike button","date":"2021-11-12","dur":536,"sum":"YouTube hid public dislike counts while retaining the button; Daniel celebrates this as protection against harassment and mental-health damage. He says old controversies still generate 50–60% dislikes despite two years without cheating, harming his enjoyment of content creation. He endorses strict comment moderation and considers disabling comments, likes, and dislikes, while acknowledging reduced engagement and reach.","ins":"His platform strategy continues shifting from audience openness toward defensive privacy and control after sustained backlash.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211112-My%20thoughts%20on%20YouTube%20Removing%20the%20dislike%20button-HZRNVivv_ic.mp4","rel":["20151105-s9hn2jurrpu","20210508-v1016096300","20200331-jgfso7sndwm","20230716-5t_4fvsbdfq"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20211112-My thoughts on YouTube Removing the dislike button-HZRNVivv_ic.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"133 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"355","Source video ID":"HZRNVivv_ic","MD5":"f554b0a2d71d71506a06aec23b6df362"}},{"id":"20211113-bwzmss4g2n4","slug":"20211113-bwzmss4g2n4-she-dumped-me","title":"SHE DUMPED ME -(","date":"2021-11-13","dur":20822,"sum":"Girlfriend requested two videos removed within 12 hours, including the birthday-cake vlog; she remains involved but insists on privacy amid complications. He reports chronic positional chest pain worsened by deep breathing and briefly causing light- headedness, but avoided medical evaluation and says symptoms improved. He pivots toward gaming reviews: Jurassic World Evolution 2 reached roughly 17,000 views; Battlefield coverage and a secret illustrated channel are planned.","ins":"Hope persists, but loneliness, dating rejection, reputation damage, and unstable income continue driving privacy-conscious reinvention.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211113-SHE%20DUMPED%20ME%20%20-%28-BWZmsS4G2n4.mp4","rel":["20220905-woosgr2j4j0","20250302-wexlo3zr5w8","20211110-xnuipxxstkw","20250315-2m7qjkoxtpc"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211113-SHE DUMPED ME  -(-BWZmsS4G2n4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"356","Source video ID":"BWZmsS4G2n4","MD5":"b56acb89426e8f037850e9d7ac718b63"}},{"id":"20211113-4nbg_jgovey","slug":"20211113-4nbg_jgovey-the-endgame-in-new-world-is-terrible","title":"The Endgame in New World is Terrible...","date":"2021-11-13","dur":638,"sum":"After reaching level 60 a few weeks earlier, he nearly quit, then returned because no alternative game appealed. 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He links this loss to online-game addiction, choosing Star Wars Galaxies over visiting school friends and skateboarding. A newspaper-round commitment abandoned from exhaustion still causes guilt; he avoids friendship responsibilities and concludes solitude outweighs loneliness.","ins":"He recognizes internet-enabled isolation as self-created, yet rationalizes withdrawal by prioritizing autonomy over reciprocal relationships.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211113-Why%20I%20have%20no%20Friends...-Um8wdzdAL5c.mp4","rel":["20240118-nuinm3jzw8u","20200818-j2uuodya6n0","20180105-wnbrbvmclhc","20230820-ud3wocfnw7m"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20211113-Why I have no Friends...-Um8wdzdAL5c.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"81.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"358","Source video ID":"Um8wdzdAL5c","MD5":"e02309518ad8b07c23fc0f7e8f88511a"}},{"id":"20211114-yssf_ujpl7g","slug":"20211114-yssf_ujpl7g-do-not-buy-elden-ring-nothing-special","title":"DO NOT BUY Elden Ring - Nothing Special","date":"2021-11-14","dur":509,"sum":"Daniel finds Elden Ring visually derivative of Zelda, New World, and The Witcher 3, with a lifeless, dark, technically flat world. 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He criticizes zoom-only aiming, bullet-sponge shields, weak weapon impact, repetitive spray- and-melee encounters, and combat unchanged since his teenage Halo experience. Small, visually repetitive maps, limited customization, identical Spartan teams, absent classes, and pointless vehicles make gameplay shallow and quickly tedious.","ins":"Nostalgia cannot overcome his demand for varied, impactful, deep shooter mechanics.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211117-Why%20I%20HATE%20Halo%20Infinite%20Multiplayer-TaU__dfGCkQ.mp4","rel":["20211209-s-qreu9c4by","20211129-wyyd0jlp9u4","20241025-d97xgrml5ku","20240218-lz6fxyo7al0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211117-Why I HATE Halo Infinite Multiplayer-TaU__dfGCkQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"145 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"362","Source video ID":"TaU__dfGCkQ","MD5":"c3e3365cf40662a96004db08181a41bc"}},{"id":"20211118-9mbvqhofzpi","slug":"20211118-9mbvqhofzpi-alone-again","title":"Alone Again -(","date":"2021-11-18","dur":18843,"sum":"After two weeks of companionship, Daniel is alone again; a recent connection ended, prompting disappointment, depression, and regret over divorcing. 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Huge 64-versus-64 maps leave infantry stranded and vehicle-vulnerable; classes, weapons, medics, and futuristic equipment feel interchangeable or pointless. 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A Turkish viewer stayed four days in his hotel; intimacy and sightseeing gave way to suffocation and regret. Gaming triggered conflict: she took his phone and blocked his laptop; she left the next day, and he regretted his moodiness.","ins":"The story repeats intense pursuit followed by withdrawal, gaming-related conflict, regret, and nostalgic longing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211120-My%20Problem%20with%20the%20Turkish%20Girl-yoGGimUUK_Y.mp4","rel":["20190427-cbycpgceefg","20190420-meofo853h9c","20190424-cyvz3x7idvs-0c47537a","20190424-cyvz3x7idvs-52244c60"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20211120-My Problem with the Turkish Girl-yoGGimUUK_Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"17.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"365","Source video ID":"yoGGimUUK_Y","MD5":"c82f101d5796db2a0ad313656fa4218d"}},{"id":"20211122-0iuvkk_l9m4","slug":"20211122-0iuvkk_l9m4-why-i-hate-death-stranding-terrible-game","title":"Why I HATE Death Stranding - Terrible Game","date":"2021-11-22","dur":634,"sum":"Played Death Stranding after its 70% Steam discount (£16), saying its unusual delivery premise would not justify full price. 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He criticizes weak rewards, no currency or shops, an empty world, and invisible players, proposing MMO-like interaction and house-building.","ins":"Unique ideas are undermined by repetitive systems; affordability, not quality, drives his recommendation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211122-Why%20I%20HATE%20Death%20Stranding%20-%20Terrible%20Game-0IuvKk_l9M4.mp4","rel":["20201014-tg8bngm11i0","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98","20220213-ngc7uvurvsk","20240218-1vdcaer1m8e"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211122-Why I HATE Death Stranding - Terrible Game-0IuvKk_l9M4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"158 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"366","Source video ID":"0IuvKk_l9M4","MD5":"70a3f393d9ed15ee424b94bd8e82500b"}},{"id":"20211124-r3j0phbulb4","slug":"20211124-r3j0phbulb4-my-first-time-in-japan","title":"My First Time in Japan","date":"2021-11-24","dur":682,"sum":"In 2010, Daniel’s first solo Japan trip began with an anime-fueled Japanese girlfriend fantasy, but she was distant and later ghosted him. At the shared guesthouse, loneliness turned into Korean romance, friendships, and language study; he abandoned Japanese school while feeling unusually accepted. 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He criticizes shallow hack-and-slash controls, predictable enemies, frustrating bosses, cheesy writing, and flat graphics; he lost interest within thirty minutes. He compares Hades with Binding of Isaac and Groundhog Day-style resets, calls the challenge unengaging, and scores it 2.4/10.","ins":"His review continues rejecting repetitive, skill-focused games despite trying discounted titles.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211125-Why%20i%20HATE%20Hades%20-%20Boring%20Game-VrpChglkHOw.mp4","rel":["20240715-yhiqhwhngka","20220207-gjk4dpax98k","20210412-hi5jshz2dr0","20231211-lshz55kwhye"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20211125-Why i HATE Hades - Boring Game-VrpChglkHOw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"368","Source video ID":"VrpChglkHOw","MD5":"540a547b33907f76ac525a4d932563f2"}},{"id":"20211126-extlhohwmps","slug":"20211126-extlhohwmps-lonely-thanks-giving-chicken","title":"Lonely Thanks Giving Chicken","date":"2021-11-26","dur":27537,"sum":"He confirms leaving Manchester in January, considering Scotland or home, while pursuing a chatty Liverpool woman and casual Tinder hookup. He blames channel decline on replacing evergreen travel videos with toxic relationship drama, planning hotel, travel, gaming, and SEO-focused content. During the seven-hour stream, he cooked a chicken, reported worsening acne despite dietary changes, and planned an allergy/intolerance blood test.","ins":"Loneliness and boredom again drive relocation, sexual pursuit, and provocative content despite recognizing their costs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211126-Lonely%20Thanks%20Giving%20Chicken-ExTlHohwMps.mp4","rel":["20190625-bigar-esjny","20240513-xjmr14mg3na","20211210-zgwzrfxg9ka","20210803-63nloz79-li"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211126-Lonely Thanks Giving Chicken-ExTlHohwMps.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"369","Source video ID":"ExTlHohwMps","MD5":"516066226224f2d2f1fc7e4d2761b495"}},{"id":"20211128-7rgxpz89mlm","slug":"20211128-7rgxpz89mlm-do-not-buy-cyberpunk-2077-still-terrible","title":"DO NOT BUY CyberPunk 2077 - STILL TERRIBLE","date":"2021-11-28","dur":511,"sum":"Bought Cyberpunk 2077 at 50% off after avoiding its £50 launch price; refunded it after two hours, finding no glitches. 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Sluggish shooting, bland weapons, dumb AI, mediocre driving, stiff models, and weak graphics outweigh the immersive setting; score: 4.6/10.","ins":"His review continues prioritizing responsive gameplay over novelty, atmosphere, or detail when judging discounted games.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211128-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20CyberPunk%202077%20-%20STILL%20TERRIBLE-7rGXPZ89MlM.mp4","rel":["20230926--l4wr269ijy","20250607-_wm7x_ducru","20221122-llavo1w7rbi","20201210-ppelllqqvz8"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211128-DO NOT BUY CyberPunk 2077 - STILL TERRIBLE-7rGXPZ89MlM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"117 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"370","Source video ID":"7rGXPZ89MlM","MD5":"1e53c065078dbd62861c9b5945a05869"}},{"id":"20211129-ndrpf8rmovi","slug":"20211129-ndrpf8rmovi-my-problem-with-the-single-mother-girlfriend","title":"My Problem with the Single Mother Girlfriend","date":"2021-11-29","dur":522,"sum":"Lonely during petrol-station night shifts, he met a 38-year-old Japanese single mother online and flew to Japan for two weeks. Meeting her ten-year-old daughter inspired family fantasies and attachment, but parenting felt awkward and his physical attraction remained weak. He returned to England, kept contact briefly, then pursued another woman; repeated unprotected sex caused no pregnancy.","ins":"A romantic rescue fantasy became a family fantasy, but loneliness and novelty outweighed commitment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211129-My%20Problem%20with%20the%20Single%20Mother%20Girlfriend-NDrPF8rmoVI.mp4","rel":["20181121-rt1it_buhee","20181121-rt1it_buhee-cda5a1c8","20191119-ettzy-t1pt4","20180313-ijkdfllp4hm"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20211129-My Problem with the Single Mother Girlfriend-NDrPF8rmoVI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"16.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"371","Source video ID":"NDrPF8rmoVI","MD5":"20f658a4286733672950e86a0219c017"}},{"id":"20211129-wyyd0jlp9u4","slug":"20211129-wyyd0jlp9u4-why-i-hate-destiny-2","title":"why i HATE Destiny 2","date":"2021-11-29","dur":529,"sum":"He condemns Destiny 2 as a bland Halo reskin, arguing Bungie abandoned Halo only to make a similar, inferior sci-fi shooter. He criticizes repetitive waypoint-and-defense missions, vague story, simplistic enemies, weak tactics, minimal teamwork, and addictive loot grinding. He finds gunplay smooth and better than Cyberpunk, quits quickly, expects never to return, and rates it 1.6/10.","ins":"The review continues prioritizing responsive gameplay over spectacle while rejecting atmosphere and progression systems.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211129-why%20i%20HATE%20Destiny%202-wyYD0jLP9U4.mp4","rel":["20211117-tau__dfgckq","20211201-hnbwo4osy6u","20221122-llavo1w7rbi","20240917-0pmd_w4ml1i"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20211129-why i HATE Destiny 2-wyYD0jLP9U4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"139 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"372","Source video ID":"wyYD0jLP9U4","MD5":"ca149b1bc7c5614ff5475deab90f1e78"}},{"id":"20211130-7tide-kwfno","slug":"20211130-7tide-kwfno-my-youtube-channel-might-disappear-soon","title":"My YouTube Channel Might Disappear Soon...","date":"2021-11-30","dur":544,"sum":"Daniel reports two strikes after posting NSFW tentacle-anime material in a second-channel description; a third would terminate the channel. He fears YouTube dependence and doubts his editing, branding, and marketing skills will transfer to conventional employment; termination means returning home and registering at the job centre. 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He wants limb dismemberment, weapon pickups, more varied arms, and rates the game 1.2/10, preferring Ninja Gaiden.","ins":"His review prioritizes responsive, varied action over atmosphere, continuing his rejection of slow, repetitive progression systems.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211201-why%20i%20HATE%20Sekiro%20-%20Shadows%20Die%20Twice-HNbwo4OSY6U.mp4","rel":["20250321-cdqgdwux25q","20210805-64ivtgerzd0","20250401-knbne4ppqrw","20250323-l5tpzzznyds"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20211201-why i HATE Sekiro - Shadows Die Twice-HNbwo4OSY6U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"132 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"374","Source video ID":"HNbwo4OSY6U","MD5":"07e635136fcb3170a1cb74f3457cd6f4"}},{"id":"20211202-gfr87uojqxy","slug":"20211202-gfr87uojqxy-i-miss-my-wife-and-being-married","title":"I miss my Wife and being married...","date":"2021-12-02","dur":627,"sum":"Nearly two years after divorcing Chihiro, Daniel says single life is boring and empty, and regrets leaving the marriage. He links the reversal to Mila’s departure, pandemic travel restrictions, and being trapped alone in a six-month England apartment. He sees drama and relationships conflicting with his channel, misses Chihiro’s filming support, and fears privacy boundaries make it irreplaceable.","ins":"Divorce’s promised expansion has reversed into regret, isolation, and renewed idealization of marriage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211202-I%20miss%20my%20Wife%20and%20being%20married...-gfR87UOJQXY.mp4","rel":["20181027-gsgn1ggywy0","20240811-kyxcnqlwpg4","20190503-9ns3py4zmd4","20190322-1sytwv9muvi"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20211202-I miss my Wife and being married...-gfR87UOJQXY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"76.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"375","Source video ID":"gfR87UOJQXY","MD5":"2231e49ee310ae2317479a7789d7f29c"}},{"id":"20211206-pddio0fgk_a","slug":"20211206-pddio0fgk_a-moving-to-liverpool-to-meet-my-new-girlfriend","title":"Moving to Liverpool to meet my NEW Girlfriend -)","date":"2021-12-06","dur":511,"sum":"Daniel checks into Liverpool accommodation near Market Street for two nights, receiving room 216. 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He rejects the open-world structure as lazy, repetitive checkpoint grinding that replaces the original series’ cinematic missions and survival tension. 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His first eBay shop sold children’s watches and stationery, earning £50 monthly; his father criticized the roughly 50p-an-hour returns. 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He criticizes the college subplot, returning villains, and Peter’s decision to save murderous enemies despite Doctor Strange’s warning. 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He targets Jessington Bear’s four-year hate-comment history, mocking “tautology” complaints with PIN, LCD, and ATM examples. 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He began Swift coding on a new M1 MacBook, planning an autobiographical iOS platformer; 52% of 2,000 voters would buy it. He remains roughly £10,000 down in stocks and became emotional when Essex Girl resurfaced after months, withholding her explanation.","ins":"Persistent loneliness and resistance to compromise continue, while coding offers an alternative to drama-driven content and speculative trading.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211225-Alone%20On%20Christmas%20Day%20%20-%28-YkfUvRrEWiU.mp4","rel":["20201112-appxu_ebmxu","20171227-5743b0b23efd","20211229-z_wykgicyqi","20221226-iodag6u8owm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20211225-Alone On Christmas Day  -(-YkfUvRrEWiU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"387","Source video ID":"YkfUvRrEWiU","MD5":"65b6e888aa874d5b50d48ec735e2c99a"}},{"id":"20211229-z_wykgicyqi","slug":"20211229-z_wykgicyqi-the-essex-girl-messaged-me-on-christmas-day","title":"The Essex Girl MESSAGED me on Christmas Day!","date":"2021-12-29","dur":635,"sum":"After six months’ silence, the Essex girl contacted him during his livestream, reviving anxiety after disappearing before a planned meeting. She cited a reason for ending contact, promised to explain tomorrow, and asked him to stop discussing her; he agreed. While cooking and opening gifts, Scotch evoked Japan and marital fights; he ate turkey despite noticing it was pink, undercooked.","ins":"Unexpected contact reopens a recurring cycle of romantic hope, confusion, and privacy boundaries.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211229-The%20Essex%20Girl%20MESSAGED%20me%20on%20Christmas%20Day%21-Z_WYkGICyQI.mp4","rel":["20220622-kr_dzul24fu","20190513-8dpha6q4pym","20201112-appxu_ebmxu","20190529-qia7tpnaed8-61436942"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20211229-The Essex Girl MESSAGED me on Christmas Day!-Z_WYkGICyQI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"97.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"388","Source video ID":"Z_WYkGICyQI","MD5":"be5c52dabecae20aacd7dc8f2c6847d5"}},{"id":"20211231-nwouwif02g8","slug":"20211231-nwouwif02g8-last-stream-of-2021-as-a-woman","title":"Last Stream Of 2021 (As A Woman)","date":"2021-12-31","dur":26442,"sum":"Since Monday, he spent roughly 75 hours building a hand-drawn GameMaker platformer with physics, weapons, currency, enemies, and bugs. Dating receded as he stopped checking Tinder; YouTube views fell, stock enthusiasm vanished, and roughly $800 OnlyFans payments remained overdue. Essex Girl again stopped replying without explanation; Chihiro remains absent, while his Manchester lease ends soon and Scotland is planned.","ins":"Game development redirects his obsession, but loneliness, financial insecurity, and audience decline persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20211231-Last%20Stream%20Of%202021%20%28As%20A%20Woman%29-NWOuwIF02G8.mp4","rel":["20210122-y_uq4-ewpgy","20230212-ndrfrsb-zgw","20220208-mrwe857lo5w","20210310-tvt7jthdyei"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20211231-Last Stream Of 2021 (As A Woman)-NWOuwIF02G8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"389","Source video ID":"NWOuwIF02G8","MD5":"804aaaecc1dae2066718c75a5eafe152"}},{"id":"20220103-rziqu6net9o","slug":"20220103-rziqu6net9o-huge-announcement","title":"HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT!","date":"2022-01-03","dur":594,"sum":"Daniel announces an unfinished self-developed 2D PC/Mac platformer-shooter inspired by Japan, marriage, channel events, and possible real-life characters. For $3 monthly, Patreon supporters receive weekly Windows/Mac builds, beta-testing access, development journals, feedback opportunities, and possible in-game appearances. After nearly quitting, he found GameMaker Studio 2 and has coded 15–16 hours daily for 8–9 days, hoping motivation lasts.","ins":"A long-standing coding interest becomes a structured project, reviving purpose after prolonged boredom and inactivity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220103-HUGE%20ANNOUNCEMENT%21-rzIqU6NeT9o.webm","rel":["20220117-3zhuwfcmr10","20231221-aeo1zuhw5ki","20240307-uprg3ivyi8e","20240307-zo8mimy21vk"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220103-HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT!-rzIqU6NeT9o.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"105 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"390","Source video ID":"rzIqU6NeT9o","MD5":"c7c1d88615b441f9183a725a9f9aca41"}},{"id":"20220106-qircrz_ana4","slug":"20220106-qircrz_ana4-getting-ready-to-leave-manchester","title":"Getting Ready To Leave Manchester","date":"2022-01-06","dur":28504,"sum":"After seven months, he will not renew his Manchester lease, leaving for Edinburgh and considering hotels, capsule lodging, hiking, and camping. Stocks lost over £12,000; £2,000 of a £2,500 leveraged-trading account disappeared, so he stopped day trading and chose patience. 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He resents his channel’s stagnation around 109,000 subscribers, losing roughly 10–50 per livestream and 250 after dressing as a girl. He discovers undercooked chicken after lunch, worries about food poisoning, and renews interest in vegan alternatives, praising Aldi’s plant-based sausage.","ins":"Stagnant growth fuels envy and anxiety, while a food scare briefly strengthens his vegan interest.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220108-My%20Problem%20with%20Oriental%20Pearl%20%28and%20other%20Polyglot%20Youtubers%29-5cBNGbe7yKI.webm","rel":["20250603-ma9_jzhourm","20190916-fk74zlrdfoa","20210927-qyjq_ictmzu","20190703-7eqi4kp0jaa"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220108-My Problem with Oriental Pearl (and other Polyglot Youtubers)-5cBNGbe7yKI.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"91.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"392","Source video ID":"5cBNGbe7yKI","MD5":"ba1f22a68ed2f1b9d977ed69cdc3c7a8"}},{"id":"20220111-_mve_rowi0y","slug":"20220111-_mve_rowi0y-final-days-left-here-goodbye","title":"final days left here....goodbye...","date":"2022-01-11","dur":23045,"sum":"He tested a new M1 MacBook and AI webcam; tracking, audio, cropping glitches and a 60- viewer drop undermined hopes gear would revive streaming. With one week left in Manchester, he plans an £18 bus journey to Edinburgh; blocked OnlyFans payouts of roughly $1,600 heighten housing anxiety. His GameMaker project expands into menus, email, shopping, currency, quests, enemies, and dating; sixteen Patreon supporters have joined.","ins":"Coding restores motivation and meaning, while dating disappointments, audience decline, and defensiveness continue reinforcing isolation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220111-final%20days%20left%20here....goodbye...-_Mve_rowI0Y.mp4","rel":["20190214-at22vbcsc2u","20231229-ycv8-19lm5a","20240101-cjlci7embmi","20200914-740725158"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220111-final days left here....goodbye...-_Mve_rowI0Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"393","Source video ID":"_Mve_rowI0Y","MD5":"7ae36d6885fe4de24519ce81feebb13c"}},{"id":"20220113-naa_grdyjz4","slug":"20220113-naa_grdyjz4-why-i-hated-living-in-manchester","title":"Why I HATED living in Manchester","date":"2022-01-13","dur":565,"sum":"After seven months in Manchester, he is leaving, calling it affordable but bland, uninspiring, and forgettable. 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Despite feeling deceived, he initiated sex; she later admitted being 40–42, viewers defended her, and they never met again.","ins":"It reinforces rapid online intimacy, abrupt replacement, oversharing, and disappointment when fantasy meets reality.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220115-Dating%20in%20Japan%20-%20The%20worst%20date%20I%20ever%20had-LFLjymqrVpI.mp4","rel":["20181127-lzjegxuanrm","20230802-wgbkva7cebu","20170111-pe191mdxbd4","20181121-rt1it_buhee-cda5a1c8"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220115-Dating in Japan - The worst date I ever had-LFLjymqrVpI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"15.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"396","Source video ID":"LFLjymqrVpI","MD5":"6c44c5a7cd0ece00850fe5013f494296"}},{"id":"20220115-szp2oz8yznw","slug":"20220115-szp2oz8yznw-why-i-hate-the-god-of-war-pc-port-very-disappointing","title":"why i HATE the God of War PC port - VERY disappointing","date":"2022-01-15","dur":499,"sum":"Daniel reviews God of War’s PC port, calling its £40 price an unjustified cash grab for an old console exclusive. He rejects unskippable cutscenes, the father-son narrative, gruff protagonist, and emotional framing, saying he cannot care about fictional characters. 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He suspected ex-wife Chihiro had a new boyfriend from online silence and Christmas food photos, admitting he checks Instagram daily. Financial anxiety intensified: £45 remained in his bank account, OnlyFans owed about $1,600, stocks were down, yet game development continued.","ins":"Loneliness, nostalgia, and declining audience confidence continued driving public oversharing, relocation, and increasingly ambitious game-making.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220116-My%20response%20to%20my%20Ex%20Wife%27s%20new%20Boyfriend...-eG5r-JSK3zM.mp4","rel":["20220429-g4gsb8fxk4y","20230125-_-fwpfa17vg","20230124-zg9tq--udaw","20240328-6e4wj_vb53w"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220116-My response to my Ex Wife's new Boyfriend...-eG5r-JSK3zM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"398","Source video ID":"eG5r-JSK3zM","MD5":"634f82091df0499ace7516439cd948b5"}},{"id":"20220116-v1265483667","slug":"20220116-v1265483667-testing-new-stream-setup","title":"testing new stream setup","date":"2022-01-16","dur":3746,"sum":"He successfully tested an IRL Twitch setup: MacBook Air in a backpack, webcam, clip-on microphone, phone hotspot, alerts, and text-to-speech. 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Scottish contact declined after he committed to travel; a Brighton woman seems unserious, and he recognizes his failure to check others’ comfort.","ins":"His recurring improvisation turns technical limitations into content, while loneliness and relationship uncertainty remain unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220116-testing%20new%20stream%20setup-v1265518457.mp4","rel":["20220116-v1265483667","20231228-ycfwsumcozg","20220928-v1603695891","20181129-skxt28jzrxg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220116-testing new stream setup-v1265518457.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"450 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"400","Source video ID":"v1265518457","MD5":"6d9330e923a57950cb4e8e658dda3cc5"}},{"id":"20220117-3zhuwfcmr10","slug":"20220117-3zhuwfcmr10-i-made-a-video-game-from-scratch-game-maker-studio-2-tutorial-making-a-game","title":"I made a video game from scratch! 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He felt intensely nervous, hid the camera, avoided buildings over weak signal and copyrighted music, and struggled to speak. Viewer numbers did not improve; discouraged, he considered abandoning Scotland livestreams for edited vlogs and returning home.","ins":"Anxiety and weak audience response reinforce retreat from IRL experimentation toward safer, drama-driven home broadcasts.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220118-LIVE%20AT%20THE%20GAY%20VILLAGE-Fh06tG-pj_g.mp4","rel":["20230222-oix9mxk735a","20240606-o38m_9eiajs","20170518-m4pdbue-m44","20230606-v1839102848"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220118-LIVE AT THE GAY VILLAGE-Fh06tG-pj_g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"833 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"403","Source video ID":"Fh06tG-pj_g","MD5":"e9f1fdc1e123521ecb9443ab6e9598cf"}},{"id":"20220121-k975h9u5uyy","slug":"20220121-k975h9u5uyy-why-i-m-moving-to-scotland","title":"Why I'm moving to Scotland","date":"2022-01-21","dur":638,"sum":"On his final Manchester day, he packs, returns apartment keys, and starts relocating; deposit- recovery instructions are due within 30 days. 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Two Glasgow matches raised hopes; plans included hotels, a cabin, Ben Nevis, and a possible March departure. Twitch yielded about $15 monthly after a troll stopped donating; YouTube views hovered around 6–7K, reviving ex-relationship clickbait plans.","ins":"Better space and confidence contrast with continued audience dependence, sensationalism, and conditional plans to stay.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220124-stream%20test%20in%20new%20plac%20ein%20scotland-v1274392265.mp4","rel":["20220210-ibqa9xdnplg","20220116-v1265483667","20220121-k975h9u5uyy","20220208-mrwe857lo5w"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220124-stream test in new plac ein scotland-v1274392265.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"943 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"406","Source video ID":"v1274392265","MD5":"cf304323a69dc01d9ba0f7089d0eb696"}},{"id":"20220124-9rkhq3bqtpq","slug":"20220124-9rkhq3bqtpq-why-i-have-no-friends-in-scotland-sad-and-lonely","title":"Why I have no Friends in Scotland - Sad and lonely -(","date":"2022-01-24","dur":27355,"sum":"In Edinburgh, he enjoys a spacious £1,100 two-week stay after a delayed journey, plans sightseeing, and may return home around March. 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Demonstration shows tracking through comic movements, including running to the toilet; he compares the panning to a professional cameraman. 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Recognition from the Asian Onision videos caused a Tinder confrontation and suspected unmatches; Daniel fears his reputation permanently blocks English-speaking dating. 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He finds the barren open world, weak AI, silent protagonist, derivative story, and dated graphics inferior to Witcher 3 and Zelda. 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He requested a Steam refund for £50, repeatedly preferring Hitman 3’s freedom, modern setting, story, and interactive environments. Elden Ring content surpassed 35,000 views, reinforcing his shift from travel and personal material toward profitable trend-driven game reviews.","ins":"Algorithmic success rewards harsh provocation while genuine self-reflection and live gaming lose appeal.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220224-why%20i%20REGRET%20buying%20ELDEN%20RING-UBY-2cdcmds.mp4","rel":["20240621-0rl8r7vc9ta","20240616-k37d6z9wj7k","20221026-jfmhuajtnny","20220226-odxsfffpyik"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20220224-why i REGRET buying ELDEN RING-UBY-2cdcmds.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"450","Source video ID":"UBY-2cdcmds","MD5":"b482ab42e8815202d45aae4b48240031"}},{"id":"20220226-odxsfffpyik","slug":"20220226-odxsfffpyik-elden-ring-is-a-massive-disappointment-negative-reviews-on-steam","title":"Elden Ring is a MASSIVE disappointment - NEGATIVE reviews on Steam","date":"2022-02-26","dur":504,"sum":"Steam had over 50,000 reviews, including roughly 20,000 negative, citing severe PC stuttering and frame-rate problems even on high-end systems. 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An Xbox controller transformed combat; he now values weighty dodging, weapon customization, exploration, castles, atmosphere, and visual style. Experimenting with shields, armor, weapons, and upgraded spirits finally defeated a boss; he raises his score to 6.5/10.","ins":"Persistence converts initial frustration into enthusiasm, producing a clear reversal and self- correction.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220302-I%20WAS%20SO%20WRONG%20about%20Elden%20Ring-Prq3ihmT4zk.mp4","rel":["20240621-0rl8r7vc9ta","20220308-fgnnatzmt24","20221026-jfmhuajtnny","20240616-k37d6z9wj7k"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20220302-I WAS SO WRONG about Elden Ring-Prq3ihmT4zk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"129 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"453","Source video ID":"Prq3ihmT4zk","MD5":"3d26962a32ac70486731d39d57f38f87"}},{"id":"20220306-2fkesu8aujq","slug":"20220306-2fkesu8aujq-elden-ring-needs-an-easy-mode","title":"Elden Ring NEEDS an EASY mode!","date":"2022-03-06","dur":488,"sum":"After 87 hours at level 75, he says Elden Ring’s difficulty prevents enjoyment and may stop him finishing. 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Maliketh exposes the weakness: magical attacks penetrate blocking; talisman changes and Magic Fortification still leave heavy damage and few potions.","ins":"This continues his shift from dodge-focused frustration toward methodical tanking, while acknowledging that no build eliminates Elden Ring’s difficulty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220313-Elden%20Ring%20-%20STRONGEST%20Tanking%20Build-1PMmzmie9k8.mp4","rel":["20220308-fgnnatzmt24","20240705-vjac5thg70i","20240625-xptpgbagie4","20240622-cz75gbc87oi"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20220313-Elden Ring - STRONGEST Tanking Build-1PMmzmie9k8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"101 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"457","Source video ID":"1PMmzmie9k8","MD5":"3825e4b87c3374cbf7a26fbea14782d1"}},{"id":"20220315-wb0aj9sdsri","slug":"20220315-wb0aj9sdsri-why-i-hate-elden-ring-after-playing-for-200-hours","title":"Why I HATE Elden Ring (after playing for 200 hours)","date":"2022-03-15","dur":551,"sum":"After 200 hours, Daniel finished Elden Ring and began Journey 2, criticizing boss runbacks, barrier glitches, and Mimic deaths. He calls upgrades and loot management tedious: dozens of farming hours, roughly 300,000 runes, repeated NPC trips, and one-by-one selling. 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He pairs Seppuku on both weapons, Mimic Ashes, and Lord of Blood’s Exultation, detailing acquisition locations and activation steps. The build rapidly staggers bosses, including Fire Giant, but struggles against bleed-immune or physical-resistant enemies, leaving him vulnerable while buffing.","ins":"This extends his Elden Ring experimentation: a highly optimized build is powerful but remains matchup-dependent and operationally risky.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220319-Elden%20Ring%20-%20OVERPOWERED%20Arcane%20Bleed%20Build%20Guide-2DzRBI77xk0.mp4","rel":["20240708-1muem1keo4i","20240626-x4yug4gcc24","20220413-aatyzebt0nc","20240621-svscgea-nmo"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20220319-Elden Ring - OVERPOWERED Arcane Bleed Build Guide-2DzRBI77xk0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"103 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"461","Source video ID":"2DzRBI77xk0","MD5":"03b8438bcbe6239557bdf6b7c6091a7d"}},{"id":"20220320-sunek9ijpp4","slug":"20220320-sunek9ijpp4-it-s-my-birthday","title":"it's my birthday -)","date":"2022-03-20","dur":12884,"sum":"On his 33rd birthday, he resumed streaming after three weeks; Elden Ring had lifted monthly views to about one million. 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Proposed refugees at home triggered severe anxiety and anger; he wanted privacy, opposed helping, and feared another forced departure.","ins":"Financial recovery contrasts with persistent isolation and avoidance as gaming content replaces relationships.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220320-it%27s%20my%20birthday%20%20-%29-sUNEk9iJpp4.mp4","rel":["20170209-waphxemw1pc","20210425-rwjlddyox1y","20200320-ehph4pddlsy","20230217-v1740436296"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20220320-it's my birthday  -)-sUNEk9iJpp4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"846 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"462","Source video ID":"sUNEk9iJpp4","MD5":"9c2365a4914d4ddec397fbad251db5a4"}},{"id":"20220322-je6ze7rqn4y","slug":"20220322-je6ze7rqn4y-elden-ring-stealth-assassin-build","title":"Elden Ring - Stealth Assassin Build","date":"2022-03-22","dur":492,"sum":"Daniel presents a stealth-assassin Elden Ring build centered on Black Knife armor, which silences running, jumping, and sprinting. Unseen Form adds limited visual invisibility; Sentry’s Torch reveals Ordina’s invisible assassin, while armor locations and spell acquisition are explained. He concludes daggers lack damage and stagger, making stealth useful for isolated enemies but weak against bosses and tough opponents.","ins":"The video extends his optimization experiments but acknowledges stealth’s novelty and effectiveness collapse under direct combat.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220322-Elden%20Ring%20-%20Stealth%20Assassin%20Build-jE6ZE7rQn4Y.mp4","rel":["20240612-xhjr8wwkggg","20220409-xdwpsrpa2du","20220330-cixfgyumnuq","20221026-jfmhuajtnny"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220322-Elden Ring - Stealth Assassin Build-jE6ZE7rQn4Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"125 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"463","Source video ID":"jE6ZE7rQn4Y","MD5":"c3388cd6eeba292099422431283ae96f"}},{"id":"20220326-wce9hzfg5sc","slug":"20220326-wce9hzfg5sc-elden-ring-pyromancer-fire-mage-build","title":"Elden Ring - Pyromancer FIRE Mage Build","date":"2022-03-26","dur":496,"sum":"Daniel presents Frenzied Burst as the core of an Elden Ring fire-mage build: long-range, devastating, often one-shotting ordinary enemies. Canvas talismans, Fire Scorpion, Godfrey Icon, and fire buffs stack; Flock’s Canvas requires Millicent’s quest and killing Gowry. 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Flame Art Misericorde, Faith investment, talismans, Royal Knight’s Resolve, and buffs produced a reported 5,455-damage backstab, one-shotting Cleanrot Knights. 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The cannon one-shots many high-level enemies and groups, but slow firing, stamina/FP drain, short range, and interruption constrain it.","ins":"He values novelty after extensive play, while acknowledging the build is entertaining rather than efficient for progression.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220331-Elden%20Ring%20-%20Shield%20Cannon%20Build-HLvG9vQV4uk.mp4","rel":["20220313-1pmmzmie9k8","20240616-k37d6z9wj7k","20220409-xdwpsrpa2du","20241210-pse-xqailds"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20220331-Elden Ring - Shield Cannon Build-HLvG9vQV4uk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"55 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"466","Source video ID":"HLvG9vQV4uk","MD5":"655879b82a66816189e9eef5d7715ecd"}},{"id":"20220401-kp7jccpfz_y","slug":"20220401-kp7jccpfz_y-i-m-bored","title":"I'm bored","date":"2022-04-01","dur":20277,"sum":"After two Elden Ring completions, gaming's novelty ended; despite about $4,000 March income and sponsorships, money brings no happiness. Repeated Tinder, Hinge, Bumble and other-app bans follow rude trolling and a penis profile photo; new devices, numbers and IPs fail. He has been girlfriendless 1 year 4 months; failed dates, quietness, and fear of bars reinforce isolation despite wanting intimacy.","ins":"Gaming and money no longer mask loneliness, lost audience identity, or uncertainty about pursuing anything.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220401-I%27m%20bored-Kp7JccpFz_Y.mp4","rel":["20210505-1012566720","20230510-suq9lfhj0hk","20230623-9pswgxp0j4c","20190310-l0j6devy3s0"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20220401-I'm bored-Kp7JccpFz_Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"467","Source video ID":"Kp7JccpFz_Y","MD5":"801017ac572607e04cf9257fc86a65ab"}},{"id":"20220403-nq0_ad5tbay","slug":"20220403-nq0_ad5tbay-elden-ring-lightning-and-thunder-build","title":"Elden ring - Lightning and Thunder build","date":"2022-04-03","dur":382,"sum":"Daniel builds around Thunderbolt on Keen katanas, prioritizing Dexterity because Thunderbolt scales with it; he repeatedly spams the skill. He uses Radagon’s Soreseal, Shard of Alexander, Prosthesis-Wearer Heirloom, Lightning Scorpion Charm, and Okina Mask to boost damage. Research confirms water creates Thunderbolt’s spreading AoE; Liurnia maximizes it, while red lakes do not, limiting effectiveness elsewhere.","ins":"He validates an environmental hunch through testing, while retaining uncertainty about water’s effect on damage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220403-Elden%20ring%20-%20Lightning%20and%20Thunder%20build-Nq0_ad5TBaY.mp4","rel":["20240623-bin_hhvn0r8","20241223-olork71ln-q","20240625-xptpgbagie4","20240705-vjac5thg70i"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20220403-Elden ring - Lightning and Thunder build-Nq0_ad5TBaY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"82.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"468","Source video ID":"Nq0_ad5TBaY","MD5":"0e6d2da94e46f9ab49bfad7dd3c1a239"}},{"id":"20220407-hwrxkjtbnek","slug":"20220407-hwrxkjtbnek-5-most-overpowered-weapons-in-elden-ring-tier-list","title":"5 Most OVERPOWERED Weapons in Elden Ring - TIER LIST","date":"2022-04-07","dur":430,"sum":"Ruin’s Greatsword earns C for versatile long-range AOE and spectacle; Starscourge Greatsword gets B for gravity crowd control and dual-wielding. Sword of Night and Flame gets E for poor laser aim; Blasphemous Blade gets A because fire attacks heal 20%. 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He recommends mana-heavy play, late-game Volcano Manor access, and tanky summons for safely spamming Taker’s Flame against bosses.","ins":"The transcript extends his recent Elden Ring experimentation toward sustain, novelty, and entertaining build-specific mechanics.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220409-BEST%20SELF%20HEALING%20%27VAMPIRE%20BUILD%27%20%20-%20Elden%20Ring%20BUILD-xDwPSrpa2DU.mp4","rel":["20240616-k37d6z9wj7k","20240708-1muem1keo4i","20240622-hneaos23to0","20240621-o2rtck8wbda"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20220409-BEST SELF HEALING 'VAMPIRE BUILD'  - Elden Ring BUILD-xDwPSrpa2DU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"52.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"470","Source video ID":"xDwPSrpa2DU","MD5":"dc15b7c5725b85fea27db552b67267e9"}},{"id":"20220413-aatyzebt0nc","slug":"20220413-aatyzebt0nc-elden-ring-samurai-katana-build","title":"Elden Ring - SAMURAI KATANA Build","date":"2022-04-13","dur":503,"sum":"Daniel presents a samurai-themed Elden Ring build: Land of Reeds armor costs 4,500 runes; White Reed offers an elegant alternative. 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Seppuku applied to both weapons plus Mimic Tear can trigger near-immediate bleeding; talismans boost bleed, successive attacks, critical hits, and skills.","ins":"This extends his Elden Ring content pivot, emphasizing spectacle, overpowering bleed mechanics, and Japanese-themed presentation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220413-Elden%20Ring%20-%20SAMURAI%20KATANA%20Build-AaTYZebt0nc.mp4","rel":["20240621-svscgea-nmo","20240624-ngmh7dcwuqo","20240626-svidmke3veo","20220319-2dzrbi77xk0"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima hm revenue self assessment","tech":{"Original filename":"20220413-Elden Ring - SAMURAI KATANA Build-AaTYZebt0nc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"106 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"471","Source video ID":"AaTYZebt0nc","MD5":"6dabaa09de425384edb611ff85cc387a"}},{"id":"20220415-bfwmv1qug0u","slug":"20220415-bfwmv1qug0u-do-not-buy-lego-star-wars-the-skywalker-saga-very-disappointing","title":"DO NOT BUY LEGO Star Wars - The Skywalker Saga - VERY disappointing","date":"2022-04-15","dur":495,"sum":"Reviews the game as a simplified retelling of familiar Star Wars films, with childish humor that bores an adult veteran. Finds blaster and lightsaber combat, puzzles, character switching, and vehicles bland, effortless, repetitive, or poorly handled. Criticizes preset, location-bound construction instead of freeform LEGO building, calls it a missed opportunity, scores 4.2/10, and advises against buying.","ins":"His review repeats a preference for challenge, originality, and satisfying mechanics over familiar spectacle.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220415-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20LEGO%20Star%20Wars%20-%20The%20Skywalker%20Saga%20-%20VERY%20disappointing-BFWmv1QuG0U.mp4","rel":["20220419-842vssumfws","20220417-rzdhjo0glag","20220418-gzp7pqcyhjg","20151023-wv1lgfnxguo"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20220415-DO NOT BUY LEGO Star Wars - The Skywalker Saga - VERY disappointing-BFWmv1QuG0U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"121 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"472","Source video ID":"BFWmv1QuG0U","MD5":"a215aea600fbeac2a6b25fadce87f75c"}},{"id":"20220417-rzdhjo0glag","slug":"20220417-rzdhjo0glag-fastest-stud-farming-guide-billions-of-studs-per-hour-lego-star-wars-the-skywalker-saga","title":"FASTEST Stud Farming Guide - BILLIONS of Studs Per Hour - LEGO Star Wars The Skywalker Saga","date":"2022-04-17","dur":490,"sum":"He recommends Counter Cash, maxed Attract Studs, and five stacked multipliers totaling x3,840 to accelerate stud collection. 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He defended changing his channel name and removing hostile dating videos, admitting public rants damage prospects and reflected past immaturity. He weighed returning to streaming as LEGO/Elden Ring views fell; sponsorships brought $4,000 recently, but stocks remained down £12,000.","ins":"Reputation management continues, while self-victimization increasingly coexists with recognition that his conduct harms relationships.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220418-Cooking%20rice%20in%20my%20new%20rice%20cooker-ko53xGAmx6g.mp4","rel":["20220418-ko53xgamx6g-bafee6de","20220418-j-biq29wn_g","20200722-qpt3iwilc78","20240701-sqamizid4ew"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220418-Cooking rice in my new rice cooker-ko53xGAmx6g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"474","Source video ID":"ko53xGAmx6g","MD5":"2fae412c6c9884dccbb8a012cb7d85c4"}},{"id":"20220418-ko53xgamx6g-bafee6de","slug":"20220418-ko53xgamx6g-bafee6de-daniel-is-back-why-i-hate-my-ex-wife","title":"Daniel Is BACK - Why I Hate My Ex Wife","date":"2022-04-18","dur":13306,"sum":"He tested a £129 rice cooker, successfully made soft rice, and discussed storing leftovers in the fridge. He defended changing his channel name and removing hostile dating videos, admitting public rants damage prospects and reflected past immaturity. 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Players destroy TIE fighters, turrets, stormtroopers and flamethrower boss TT-2005; his keycard releases General and awards the ship. The five-million-stud purchase is undermined by a −700-million versus 3.5-billion glitch; the ship cannot be piloted, and a second copy explodes.","ins":"Spectacle again gives way to easy combat, bugs, and limited replay value.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220418-How%20to%20Unlock%20the%20Executor%20Capital%20Ship%20in%20Lego%20Star%20Wars%20the%20Skywalker%20Saga-Gzp7pqCyhJg.mp4","rel":["20220419-842vssumfws","20220415-bfwmv1qug0u","20220417-rzdhjo0glag","20151023-wv1lgfnxguo"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20220418-How to Unlock the Executor Capital Ship in Lego Star Wars the Skywalker Saga-Gzp7pqCyhJg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"86.5 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"476","Source video ID":"Gzp7pqCyhJg","MD5":"e72cfdb3fa74ab29570e79fe39aaf4ca"}},{"id":"20220418-j-biq29wn_g","slug":"20220418-j-biq29wn_g-setting-up-my-new-rice-cooker","title":"Setting up my new rice cooker","date":"2022-04-18","dur":3409,"sum":"He returned to streaming after two weeks, tested an iPhone, and cooked rice in a new cooker as game views declined. He renamed the channel Daniel and removed dating videos to reduce search damage, yet still defended provocative content as entertainment. He claimed privacy browsing and pixel-cloaked old photos kept new Tinder/Bumble accounts active for over two weeks, with some matches.","ins":"Self-awareness about reputational harm coexists with audience blame, continued provocation, and circumvention of dating-app bans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220418-Setting%20up%20my%20new%20rice%20cooker-J-Biq29wN_g.mp4","rel":["20220418-ko53xgamx6g","20200722-qpt3iwilc78","20190802-7pnv0_wpuzy","20230510-suq9lfhj0hk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220418-Setting up my new rice cooker-J-Biq29wN_g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"335 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"477","Source video ID":"J-Biq29wN_g","MD5":"28a43bcbb7be24569a4a2e9921f9731e"}},{"id":"20220419-842vssumfws","slug":"20220419-842vssumfws-how-to-unlock-the-deathstar-in-lego-star-wars-the-skywalker-saga","title":"How to unlock the Deathstar in LEGO Star Wars The Skywalker Saga","date":"2022-04-19","dur":198,"sum":"Death Star unlock requires access to Yavin 4 in Episode IV and Coruscant’s Federal District, unlocked by completing Episode I. The Rebel Engineer assigns the mission; an Imperial officer directs a chase ending in the Plans Pilferer’s AT-ST battle. 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The Manchester woman disputed his sex claim and “crazy” portrayal, threatened police; he debated apologizing while continuing to provoke her. 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Gameplay is tedious mining, refining, excavating technology, and unlocking construction; despite building a wooden house, he finds progression shallow.","ins":"He again rejects novelty when repetitive mechanics outweigh impressive scale and freedom.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220724-Why%20i%20HATE%20No%20Man%27s%20Sky-KaXUFgUa-Xk.mp4","rel":["20220730-qgon7menfju","20231025-k8n1vt88idu","20211215-m6shgu8tluc","20231102-xjsgksa1860"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220724-Why i HATE No Man's Sky-KaXUFgUa-Xk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"153 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"530","Source video ID":"KaXUFgUa-Xk","MD5":"79733e4766ab806a550d08793eeef6a4"}},{"id":"20220725-bft57e9wopy","slug":"20220725-bft57e9wopy-why-women-hate-me","title":"Why Women Hate Me","date":"2022-07-25","dur":849,"sum":"He concludes mass exposure without romantic interest means his public personality repels women, despite believing his appearance attracts dating-app matches. He plans to hide YouTube and OnlyFans, claim petrol-station work or digital art, and suppress his personality on dating apps. He ended the relationship over expectations to meet friends and family, idealizing an isolated partner and accepting short-term, performative relationships.","ins":"His self-diagnosis becomes strategic concealment rather than sustained self-improvement, reinforcing avoidance of intimacy and responsibility.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220725-Why%20Women%20Hate%20Me-BfT57E9WOpY.mp4","rel":["20250603-ma9_jzhourm","20190517-ua7jgycep6k","20171212-vmhwqdmhala","20170509-wwluk_lpdes"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220725-Why Women Hate Me-BfT57E9WOpY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"31 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"531","Source video ID":"BfT57E9WOpY","MD5":"ea367b0e4897fc3af874dabf61c69d20"}},{"id":"20220728--pene6uxuwe","slug":"20220728--pene6uxuwe-why-i-still-cant-find-a-girlfriend","title":"why i still cant find a girlfriend -(","date":"2022-07-28","dur":14776,"sum":"Loneliness persists despite a planned British encounter; a Thai woman’s constant contact, crypto talk, and marriage proposals make him wary. Driving lessons are improving toward an August test, but roundabouts, hill starts, mirror checks, traffic, and £1,000 for thirteen lessons remain stressful. YouTube income may reach only £500–£1,200 monthly; OnlyFans still earns $700–900, investments lost about £20,000, and No Man’s Sky became repetitive.","ins":"He increasingly frames intimacy and independence as temporary side quests, while content and novelty remain his main organizing goals.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220728-why%20i%20still%20cant%20find%20a%20girlfriend%20%20-%28--pEnE6UxuWE.mp4","rel":["20210513-4qoo9j0t8ho","20241001-9nhsm16gvoi","20240404-blluznreuq8","20230409-yr8-uvmzz_c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220728-why i still cant find a girlfriend  -(--pEnE6UxuWE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"532","Source video ID":"-pEnE6UxuWE","MD5":"5753e6b77e13e05a73a29b52ff7d071c"}},{"id":"20220730-qgon7menfju","slug":"20220730-qgon7menfju-no-man-s-sky-endurance-is-broken-and-flawed","title":"No Man’s Sky ENDURANCE is BROKEN and FLAWED","date":"2022-07-30","dur":1118,"sum":"After major progression, he owns a 30-million-credit starship, upgraded base, vehicles, and 11 million credits after purchases. Raiding freighter convoys yields millions quickly, but repeated attacks lower Korvax standing without meaningful retaliation or restrictions. He concludes this exploit makes mining, planetary exploration, farming, missions, expeditions, and ship defenses largely pointless and the game boring.","ins":"A once-engaging progression loop collapses after discovering an exploit, continuing his pattern of abandoning games when repetition outweighs novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220730-No%20Man%E2%80%99s%20Sky%20ENDURANCE%20is%20BROKEN%20and%20FLAWED-qGoN7MENFJU.mp4","rel":["20220724-kaxufgua-xk","20220813-e_xb5aewhfk","20231015-wkedhea1cqq","20170717-bqzxpgvptyo"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20220730-No Man’s Sky ENDURANCE is BROKEN and FLAWED-qGoN7MENFJU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"287 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"533","Source video ID":"qGoN7MENFJU","MD5":"65c8123d5ad79bd6ddc52cb33db431cf"}},{"id":"20220731-zo7y9ygatxw","slug":"20220731-zo7y9ygatxw-why-japanese-women-want-to-date-western-men","title":"Why Japanese Women want to Date Western Men","date":"2022-07-31","dur":586,"sum":"He argues some Japanese women pursue Western men after cheating or emotional neglect, influenced by romantic stereotypes about Europeans. He claims many Western men in Japan, emboldened by abundant attention, prefer casual sex, while women seek loyal long-term relationships. He recounts a 2012 affair with a married Japanese woman whose husband tolerated their repeated overnight love-hotel stays.","ins":"The transcript continues his pattern of provocative cultural generalization anchored by personal relationship anecdotes.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220731-Why%20Japanese%20Women%20want%20to%20Date%20Western%20Men-zo7Y9ygAtXw.mp4","rel":["20171212-vmhwqdmhala","20201208-kmmv_mpgnuu","20201111-yz2tpue1-n8","20250603-ma9_jzhourm"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20220731-Why Japanese Women want to Date Western Men-zo7Y9ygAtXw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"13.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"534","Source video ID":"zo7Y9ygAtXw","MD5":"f4a701953a0564c506fec366ebb8bce5"}},{"id":"20220802-_kl6spfyovc","slug":"20220802-_kl6spfyovc-quitting-my-job-was-a-big-mistake","title":"Quitting my job was a big mistake","date":"2022-08-02","dur":644,"sum":"In 2017, he quit a nearby minimum-wage petrol-station job after a coworker conflict, despite only about 4,000 YouTube subscribers. YouTube brought strong years, but by 2021 income had fallen to roughly half the petrol-station wage; he feels burned out. He may seek regular work or reinvent the channel; driving, Japan’s reopening, and a tentative Thailand trip remain possible directions.","ins":"The dream’s initial success became financial precarity, burnout, and renewed ambivalence about abandoning conventional employment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220802-Quitting%20my%20job%20was%20a%20big%20mistake-_kl6SpFYOVc.mp4","rel":["20231106-jyzfk9uj98s","20241121-utbaf3lvduy","20240131-tod_4pke6kk","20160505-yphmk6a3xoe"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220802-Quitting my job was a big mistake-_kl6SpFYOVc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"123 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"535","Source video ID":"_kl6SpFYOVc","MD5":"97c59248ba9f01e5d3b6918ed7d2cefc"}},{"id":"20220804-ynczhxulvj8","slug":"20220804-ynczhxulvj8-the-biggest-financial-mistakes-i-made-in-my-20s","title":"The Biggest Financial Mistakes I made in my 20s","date":"2022-08-04","dur":1252,"sum":"A 2019 love-doll stunt cost about $2,500; demonetization and weak views returned roughly $500, leaving a $2,000 loss. Concentrated BNGO and MVIS bets followed early gains; selling after roughly 60% declines crystallized losses exceeding £25,000. Rotterdam accommodation and related Germany/Rotterdam travel cost nearly £20,000; a £3,600 deposit was withheld after Mila ended things.","ins":"A recurring pattern is gambling money on spectacle, relationships, and hoped-for future returns, then reframing losses as lessons.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220804-The%20Biggest%20Financial%20Mistakes%20I%20made%20in%20my%2020s-YNczHXulVJ8.mp4","rel":["20240226-l1jy7iwgd_4","20210914-odgatxfbwwm","20211116-hexi-lprpks","20180227-foxzhvjzxmy"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220804-The Biggest Financial Mistakes I made in my 20s-YNczHXulVJ8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"128 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"536","Source video ID":"YNczHXulVJ8","MD5":"27deb894bdbb9ca9907d33ff253c3ae2"}},{"id":"20220808-b8aabyv9hvw","slug":"20220808-b8aabyv9hvw-why-i-hated-being-married-in-japan","title":"Why I HATED being Married in Japan","date":"2022-08-08","dur":1054,"sum":"He married in Japan for love, residency, and his long-term dream, but food, homesickness, noise, and language strain accumulated. Communication failures and mismatched humor produced arguments; he describes anxiety over livestream reactions, alleged slapping, and feeling controlled and nagged. He resented monogamy, secretly pursued women, and nearly got caught; divorce reduced dating opportunities and left him missing Japan and marital comfort.","ins":"Divorce remains an unresolved tradeoff between freedom, loneliness, and lost domestic security.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220808-Why%20I%20HATED%20being%20Married%20in%20Japan-b8aABYv9HVw.mp4","rel":["20171011-mozybkbtkui","20240618-amu3i_2msc0","20161019-5g6jvpewin4","20250526-npp_4usqpb8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20220808-Why I HATED being Married in Japan-b8aABYv9HVw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"537","Source video ID":"b8aABYv9HVw","MD5":"13975ed3969af45755028abd15ec27b2"}},{"id":"20220810-yapgvigo2us","slug":"20220810-yapgvigo2us-why-i-hate-sea-of-thieves","title":"Why I HATE Sea of Thieves","date":"2022-08-10","dur":568,"sum":"After returning years later, he finds Sea of Thieves bland: repetitive treasure trips, tedious sailing, weak combat, and lifeless seas. Enjoyment depends heavily on vocal, helpful crews; silent players, children, trolls, imprisonment, sabotage, and griefing repeatedly undermine play. He argues for denser seas and player navies, says missed potential outweighs visual beauty, and rates the game 4.2/10.","ins":"A highly anticipated revisit again ends in quick abandonment when novelty and meaningful social interaction fail.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220810-Why%20I%20HATE%20Sea%20of%20Thieves-yAPGVIgo2us.mp4","rel":["20250925-o-xyvmrhng0","20241010-echvhfuwci0","20220724-kaxufgua-xk","20211122-0iuvkk_l9m4"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20220810-Why I HATE Sea of Thieves-yAPGVIgo2us.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"125 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"538","Source video ID":"yAPGVIgo2us","MD5":"54b5778c0759e3f52562b55819fd48f6"}},{"id":"20220812-0i629e1zw7k","slug":"20220812-0i629e1zw7k-my-japanese-ex-wife-is-trying-to-ruin-my-life","title":"My Japanese Ex Wife is trying to RUIN my life...","date":"2022-08-12","dur":696,"sum":"Ex-wife wrote that divorce made her happy while his dead channel and unhappiness were karma; Daniel called the comment spiteful. He reports 7–10K views now versus millions earlier, blaming the gaming-content slowdown and reduced relationship material. He links her posts to Malaysia loneliness, suspects jealousy or imitation, but says he will remain civil while discussing marriage.","ins":"Divorce conflict persists through public attacks, social-media monitoring, nostalgia, and competing claims of happiness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220812-My%20Japanese%20Ex%20Wife%20is%20trying%20to%20RUIN%20my%20life...-0I629e1zw7k.mp4","rel":["20190430-uccti7t5joi","20190810-hi3monh4zjg","20250610-rf3cpubnl3m","20250609-pafr7z3z7yy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20220812-My Japanese Ex Wife is trying to RUIN my life...-0I629e1zw7k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"88.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"539","Source video ID":"0I629e1zw7k","MD5":"ee333fde4a8299a8d516b5c5c4b2b5fc"}},{"id":"20220813-e_xb5aewhfk","slug":"20220813-e_xb5aewhfk-do-not-buy-spider-man-remastered-terrible-pc-port","title":"DO NOT BUY Spider-Man Remastered - TERRIBLE PC Port","date":"2022-08-13","dur":525,"sum":"He expected PS5’s newer Spider-Man but found a graphically upgraded 2018 title, disappointing at its £55 price. He calls Manhattan lifeless, web-swinging headache-inducing, and combat shallow, repetitive, too easy, and lacking environmental interaction. He recommends against the PC port, arguing visual upgrades cannot justify replaying an old game, and scores it 4.2/10.","ins":"Continues a pattern of anticipated games being quickly rejected as bland, repetitive, and mechanically shallow.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220813-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Spider-Man%20Remastered%20-%20TERRIBLE%20PC%20Port-E_xb5aEWHfk.mp4","rel":["20231025-k8n1vt88idu","20240520-dyrhmnus8ms","20211215-m6shgu8tluc","20231102-1e1qjwbti_e"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20220813-DO NOT BUY Spider-Man Remastered - TERRIBLE PC Port-E_xb5aEWHfk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"141 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"540","Source video ID":"E_xb5aEWHfk","MD5":"b69383d55366bec0287aa3755ffcf7ea"}},{"id":"20220815-tjrierq5ecy","slug":"20220815-tjrierq5ecy-my-ex-wife-something-something","title":"MY EX WIFE SOMETHING SOMETHING","date":"2022-08-15","dur":12430,"sum":"Driving test in two weeks dominates his life: 20 lessons, roughly £1,500 spent, £860 insurance, and repeated stalls, lane, roundabout mistakes. 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He links relationship failure to stopping emotional performance, pursues a needy Thai woman, and expects girlfriend #2 to end.","ins":"Autonomy, sex, travel, and content compete, while anxiety and avoidance undermine practical progress.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220815-MY%20EX%20WIFE%20SOMETHING%20SOMETHING-TJrierQ5ECY.mp4","rel":["20220820-iwzucqvoj4c","20231212-xepydixr8ju","20190217-efsh3ph4tqo","20181102-o60pgsnppik"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220815-MY EX WIFE SOMETHING SOMETHING-TJrierQ5ECY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"698 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"541","Source video ID":"TJrierQ5ECY","MD5":"2405c7f8e254197bf3d4d1029cbeb57d"}},{"id":"20220820-iwzucqvoj4c","slug":"20220820-iwzucqvoj4c-my-apology-to-my-ex-wife","title":"My APOLOGY to my EX WIFE","date":"2022-08-20","dur":16341,"sum":"He says he must apologize to Chihiro as the mature one, yet plans affectionate ex-wife videos to revive attention. 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He calls YouTube dead (112,485 subscribers, roughly 10 new weekly), regrets trolling away credibility, and considers Elden Ring or finance.","ins":"Driving becomes the new autonomy project as romance, travel, and creative ambition lose momentum.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220820-My%20APOLOGY%20to%20my%20EX%20WIFE-iwZucQvOJ4c.mp4","rel":["20220815-tjrierq5ecy","20230820-shim0bza5oa","20200329-m3odvwn_9hm","20230908-ew5arixt5us"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20220820-My APOLOGY to my EX WIFE-iwZucQvOJ4c.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"542","Source video ID":"iwZucQvOJ4c","MD5":"38ae60925b7ee7991cf8e42b452932fd"}},{"id":"20220821-2fehqb8iae4","slug":"20220821-2fehqb8iae4-do-not-buy-cult-of-the-lamb","title":"DO NOT BUY Cult of the Lamb","date":"2022-08-21","dur":495,"sum":"Reviews Cult of the Lamb as combat-light: two attack buttons, limited weapons, no blocking/ parrying, repetitive hack-and-slash, predictable bosses. Its cult base-building, follower management, quests, technology tree, and resource collection create an initially addictive but increasingly grindy progression loop. 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He condemns guided tours and mask rules as discriminatory, contrasts Japanese freedom abroad, and proposes reciprocal bans on Japanese tourists. He attributes restrictions to conservative, xenophobic politics rather than science, predicts gradual reopening from 2023, and says Japan disrupted his life plans.","ins":"Japan’s closure intensifies recurring resentment, cultural generalization, and dependence on Japan as a postponed life project.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220822-Why%20Japanese%20People%20DON%27T%20WANT%20Foreigners%20to%20come%20back%20to%20Japan-v4yB7-R80kE.mp4","rel":["20240721-l-pfqo7pdbi","20190704-f0syw_if6ck","20200112-hsrigvx0g7a","20200120-pt00munnf58"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20220822-Why Japanese People DON'T WANT Foreigners to come back to Japan-v4yB7-R80kE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"79.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"544","Source video ID":"v4yB7-R80kE","MD5":"bdd337c2e3cbe2e2b5e551afba543956"}},{"id":"20220825-lr_gxpcnkiw","slug":"20220825-lr_gxpcnkiw-do-not-buy-saints-row-2022","title":"DO NOT BUY Saints Row 2022","date":"2022-08-25","dur":374,"sum":"Reviews 2022 Saints Row reboot as cheap, outdated, boring, technically unimpressive, with flat visuals, lifeless city, and generic gameplay. Criticizes childish, unfunny dialogue and cartoonish characters, contrasting Saints Row’s exaggerated humor with GTA’s more believable world. 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He finds it top-heavy and awkward one-handed; same-side controls complicate screenshots, while YouTube wastes space with tiny video areas and black bars. 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A £40 case was too bulky; insecure Velcro compounded an £80 suspected permit scam, bringing same-day waste to £150. A previous Japan-related video neared 40,000 views, exciting him; his Thai girlfriend’s demands made Osaka seem preferable to Thailand.","ins":"Technical purchases, romantic pressure, and travel plans again intertwine, producing frustration and renewed escape fantasies.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220923-mic%20tests%20chattin-v1599020517.mp4","rel":["20220923-v1599055887","20230215-v1738513085","20220927-v1602678909","20230215-gbp8fobbz_i"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220923-mic tests chattin-v1599020517.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"408 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"569","Source video ID":"v1599020517","MD5":"e8263a1e1a71158fc9fd5083e3b48f30"}},{"id":"20220923-v1599055887","slug":"20220923-v1599055887-mic-tests-chattin","title":"mic tests chattin","date":"2022-09-23","dur":830,"sum":"Phone-on-bag testing exposed a Wi‑Fi drop, accidental camera switching, a bulky mount, and intrusive Twitch ads. Thai visa approval remains pending; vaccination requirements worry him, while constant messaging leads him to end streaming for a call. Investments are broadly crashing; Twitch yields roughly $0.80 per 400 views, and he doubts Chihiro would meet him in Japan.","ins":"Escape plans, romance, streaming, and lingering Chihiro resentment remain tightly entangled.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220923-mic%20tests%20chattin-v1599055887.mp4","rel":["20220923-v1599020517","20160831-zojt4b0xise","20250610-rf3cpubnl3m","20250330-whvcrfye3pw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20220923-mic tests chattin-v1599055887.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"125 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"570","Source video ID":"v1599055887","MD5":"2636b3a85707c382b5eea5c647923ab0"}},{"id":"20220923-f9vdv17flow","slug":"20220923-f9vdv17flow-why-i-hate-japan-reopening-to-tourists","title":"Why I HATE Japan Reopening to Tourists","date":"2022-09-23","dur":579,"sum":"Japan announces visa-free individual tourism and removes entry caps from 11 October, overturning guided-tour restrictions after nearly two years of closure. 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Village and country lanes repeatedly lose signal, so he returns home via the noisier main road. 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Battery/setup problems emerge: the iPhone reaches 50%, while a long charging cable tangles near the chain. 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Microphone and HDMI-cable tests fail; he suspects HyperSmooth causes desynchronization, while Wi-Fi drops when he moves around. 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The phone’s connection appears weak at the current location, creating concern about whether outdoor streaming will work. 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He plans multiple SIMs for bonded 4G, main-road cycling streams, and a lighter kit using phones, iPad, and battery bank. He weighs livestreaming tomorrow’s booster before Japan travel, then avoids filming inside the clinic because of privacy and legal concerns.","ins":"Streaming innovation advances travel plans, while loneliness and romantic longing remain fused with content ambitions.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20220928-TESTING%20liveu%20solo-v1603700407.mp4","rel":["20220928-v1603684277","20220928-v1603655809","20221031-3q3kvx8rkgg","20220928-v1603695891"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20220928-TESTING liveu solo-v1603700407.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"333 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"592","Source video ID":"v1603700407","MD5":"df0b6b36963d830a0162da6f3b67132d"}},{"id":"20220928-3cojd8qb2sc","slug":"20220928-3cojd8qb2sc-why-i-regret-buying-the-steam-deck","title":"Why I Regret Buying the Steam Deck","date":"2022-09-28","dur":542,"sum":"He regrets the £565 512GB Steam Deck purchase for October travel, finding it bulky beside his £200 Switch Lite. Its roughly one-hour battery, high-wattage charging needs, and heavy power bank make extended portable gaming impractical. 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His Thai girlfriend’s ghost-related housing problem and inability to afford rent trigger scam suspicions and plans for independent accommodation.","ins":"Travel, romance, content production, and gadget spending remain fused; independence again becomes the fallback amid uncertainty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221004-bedroom%20stream%20%28no%20biking%29-v1608987338.mp4","rel":["20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20221006-vaan_uuec2s","20250609-n6rp0irtvjg","20221005-p36fk6d9czg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20221004-bedroom stream (no biking)-v1608987338.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"606","Source video ID":"v1608987338","MD5":"ee00679a43a39658234566a676e0faff"}},{"id":"20221004-v1609350588","slug":"20221004-v1609350588-q-a-with-british-girl","title":"Q&A with British girl","date":"2022-10-04","dur":10847,"sum":"Daniel and Pia ran a 2-hour-40-minute Twitch Sea of Thieves stream, testing audio and filters, answering questions, and receiving subscriptions. Taiga said her house was haunted; she could not fund an apartment, lived in a dormitory, and left Daniel suspicious. 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The OLED dwarfs his Switch Lite yet is lighter and more compact than the Steam Deck, sharing its screen size. He prefers the Steam Deck’s controls, questions the dock’s stability and travel bulk, and ends before powering the OLED on.","ins":"Limited Nintendo enthusiasm coexists with renewed hardware buying and comparisons of comfort, portability, and design.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221004-Switch%20OLED%20Unboxing-IaYKzPWAq6s.mp4","rel":["20221006-vaan_uuec2s","20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20250609-n6rp0irtvjg","20221005-p36fk6d9czg"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20221004-Switch OLED Unboxing-IaYKzPWAq6s.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"186 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"608","Source video ID":"IaYKzPWAq6s","MD5":"89940bea4df2673b737ca8e1f2b2d122"}},{"id":"20221005-lekqjcsujt0","slug":"20221005-lekqjcsujt0-last-stream-in-the-uk-before-i-go-to-thailand","title":"Last Stream in the UK before i go to THAILAND","date":"2022-10-05","dur":13466,"sum":"Before imminent Thailand departure, Daniel planned airport SIMs, train travel, two hotel nights, then possible cohabitation with a Thai woman. Her shifting housing story—ghosts, flooding, unaffordable rent—left him suspicious despite video calls; he would refuse money requests. 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Girlfriend questions his alias after seeing the card name; he hides his channel and marriage history, fearing discovery and breakup. 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He says combat and puzzles lack challenge, describing repetitive turn-based attacks, automatic platforming, drawbridges, and subway navigation. 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He concluded direct-SIM phone streaming was more reliable than LiveU; viewers fell from 170 to 80, and a new selfie stick wobbled. 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They joke about a honeymoon and marriage; Daniel immediately clarifies they are not married, preserving the relationship’s unresolved status. 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He completed Panam’s lengthy recovery mission, killed Nash, captured Hellman, and criticized Cyberpunk’s dialogue-heavy, uninteresting story. After grinding difficult fights, he reached nearly 40,000 eddies, bought double-jump legs and Sandevistan, and still planned Japan after Thailand.","ins":"Gaming and streaming offer autonomy, while secrecy and Japan plans keep Thai domestic life provisional.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221109-trying%20cyberpunk%20-%20day%203-v1647535185.mp4","rel":["20221122-v1659743357","20221122-llavo1w7rbi","20230926--l4wr269ijy","20211128-7rgxpz89mlm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221109-trying cyberpunk - day 3-v1647535185.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"639","Source video ID":"v1647535185","MD5":"617692eec8a57e868bd268da48c9a174"}},{"id":"20221109-nuqspskz74a","slug":"20221109-nuqspskz74a-why-i-hate-sonic-frontiers","title":"Why i HATE Sonic Frontiers","date":"2022-11-09","dur":532,"sum":"After limited play, Daniel rejects Sonic Frontiers as bland, depressing, and lacking fun, stopping rather than continuing. He criticizes its split linear/open-world design: repetitive Sonic Adventure-style runs, barren rainy island, basic puzzles, platforming, and robots. 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He liked the ambitious open-world concept, traversal, visuals, skill tree, and expanded combat, but preferred Cyberpunk’s cities, guns, loot, and gore. 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He discussed pregnancy and marriage but remained ambivalent, questioning debts, shared costs, visa limits, and a possible Japan return.","ins":"Gaming offered autonomy; intimacy remained entangled with secrecy, financial dependence, visa limits, and work avoidance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221110-GIRLFRIEND%20NOT%20COMING%20HOME%20ALL%20DAY%20%EF%BC%9AD-v1648359188.mp4","rel":["20221111-v1649430164","20221108-v1646612444","20221026-v1634801963","20171001-rfuv-dirywq"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221110-GIRLFRIEND NOT COMING HOME ALL DAY ：D-v1648359188.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"8.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"642","Source video ID":"v1648359188","MD5":"1b80cccce84cd010cbbe3727ede032d3"}},{"id":"20221111-v1649430164","slug":"20221111-v1649430164-quick-stream-before-girlfriend-comes-home","title":"quick stream before girlfriend comes home","date":"2022-11-11","dur":15765,"sum":"He publishes a pregnancy-themed video linking Twitch; despite 90% likes, it loses about 30 subscribers while four bonded SIMs support streaming. 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He finishes Cyberpunk 2077 after roughly 84 hours, accepting Arasaka surgery and an engram contract; Johnny is erased and V’s body remains terminally damaged. His girlfriend pursues a 45-square-metre, 9,000-baht flat requiring 50,000 upfront; Daniel resists commitment while considering Japan or Malaysia after Thailand.","ins":"Romance again collides with secrecy, dependence, solitude-driven work, and his resistance to permanence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221117-FINALLY%20ALONE-v1654919151.mp4","rel":["20221128-v1664552934","20221104-v1642840363","20211118-9mbvqhofzpi","20211225-ykfuvrrewiu"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20221117-FINALLY ALONE-v1654919151.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"13.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"649","Source video ID":"v1654919151","MD5":"088513bb571f53af1d14c85814442fd7"}},{"id":"20221117-zrwrecof5de","slug":"20221117-zrwrecof5de-why-i-cannot-tell-my-girlfriend-about-my-youtube-channel","title":"Why i cannot tell my Girlfriend about my Youtube channel","date":"2022-11-17","dur":721,"sum":"Daniel will not tell his one-month-old girlfriend about YouTube, treating the channel as a private diary for unfiltered thoughts. 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He rejects Thailand’s five-year visa, expects Japan afterward, and admits his girlfriend may feel sad when he leaves.","ins":"Cheap housing and content gains briefly improve outlook, but visa uncertainty and resistance to permanence continue destabilizing the relationship.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221118-moving%20apartments%20today-v1655749156.mp4","rel":["20230421-xvng0hpkuyo","20221114-v1652267736","20230902-hzuti6rkcyw","20221120-nrphwmoiryg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221118-moving apartments today-v1655749156.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"11.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"651","Source video ID":"v1655749156","MD5":"6b714dba8cce58c80338adcf5c83ee7c"}},{"id":"20221120-nrphwmoiryg","slug":"20221120-nrphwmoiryg-moving-in-to-new-apartment-with-my-girlfriend","title":"moving in to new apartment with my girlfriend -)","date":"2022-11-20","dur":19836,"sum":"Moved Friday into a roughly 50-square-metre Bangkok apartment with his girlfriend: $300 monthly, gym, pool, shops, and separate rooms. He conceals YouTube, real name, passport, and finances; with six weeks left, a joint Japan trip risks exposure. Monthly income totalled about $1,600; declining main-channel views push him toward Pokémon and Cyberpunk gaming content.","ins":"Secrecy and dependence continue undermining stability while audience decline drives another pivot from relationship drama to gaming.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221120-moving%20in%20to%20new%20apartment%20with%20my%20girlfriend%20-%29-nRphwMOiryg.mp4","rel":["20230421-xvng0hpkuyo","20171118-w4w3wrsjcx0","20221019-rzbxkfbbemw","20221011-k41mjb4jcpy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221120-moving in to new apartment with my girlfriend -)-nRphwMOiryg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"652","Source video ID":"nRphwMOiryg","MD5":"502cf49ad431d93db458645b2cb45fc5"}},{"id":"20221121-v1658837781","slug":"20221121-v1658837781-girlfriend-gone-again-lets-go","title":"GIRLFRIEND GONE AGAIN LETS GO","date":"2022-11-21","dur":18112,"sum":"YouTube streaming depresses Daniel and pressures him toward drama; he prefers Twitch, releases a Pokémon Scarlet review, and completes a roughly 12-hour stream. The larger, quieter Thai apartment improves conditions, but six-week spending reaches roughly £3,500; January’s visa and travel plans remain unresolved. Daniel completes Cyberpunk 2077 again, chooses Johnny’s departure with Alt so V lives six months, and considers it the better ending.","ins":"Visa pressure again turns hoped-for permanence into a costly, temporary escape plan.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221121-GIRLFRIEND%20GONE%20AGAIN%20LETS%20GO-v1658837781.mp4","rel":["20221221-v1684600568","20230215-v1738513085","20201023-xqbshkaz-3o","20201023-262t3hwkdemv8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221121-GIRLFRIEND GONE AGAIN LETS GO-v1658837781.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"653","Source video ID":"v1658837781","MD5":"368f19272bdf00fe584f6874db3ce828"}},{"id":"20221121-bhgnyeoo17g","slug":"20221121-bhgnyeoo17g-i-was-so-wrong-about-pokemon-scarlet-and-violet","title":"I was SO Wrong about Pokémon Scarlet and Violet","date":"2022-11-21","dur":493,"sum":"After receiving 55–60% dislikes on his critical review, Daniel says he overstated negativity and makes this follow-up to restore balance. He now calls Scarlet a favourite after over 100 hours, defending picnics, selfies, colourful visuals, and its relaxing escapist charm. He blames Game Freak’s staffing, budget, and annual deadlines—not solely the Switch—for visuals and frame-rate problems, expecting patches.","ins":"The video reverses from severe criticism toward qualified appreciation, driven partly by audience backlash and sustained play.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221121-I%20was%20SO%20Wrong%20about%20Pok%C3%A9mon%20Scarlet%20and%20Violet-BHgnYeoO17g.mp4","rel":["20221117-c55t0by-7iw","20220130-aiyuaoe6hje","20220201-aq7njxlgw0o","20250614-nh3zbndmcis"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20221121-I was SO Wrong about Pokémon Scarlet and Violet-BHgnYeoO17g.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"46.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"654","Source video ID":"BHgnYeoO17g","MD5":"4580239249dd03e71f14f5644306db1d"}},{"id":"20221122-v1659743357","slug":"20221122-v1659743357-final-stream-of-cyberpunk-maybe","title":"final stream of cyberpunk (maybe)","date":"2022-11-22","dur":9265,"sum":"After 116 hours and two endings, Cyberpunk suddenly feels boring; laptop freezes repeatedly, and he plans Darktide next. He hides YouTube behind freelance art, finds Thai communication isolating, and regrets not speaking meaningfully to his dying father. Content stagnation prompts a pivot: Pokémon nears 13,000 views; $1,200 YouTube plus $200 Twitch nearly covers Thailand's $300 rent.","ins":"Secrecy, avoidance, and gaming-based escape continue substituting for stable work and relationship openness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221122-final%20stream%20of%20cyberpunk%20%28maybe%29-v1659743357.mp4","rel":["20190306-czkzu4vdbe8","20230926--l4wr269ijy","20221109-v1647535185","20221122-llavo1w7rbi"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221122-final stream of cyberpunk (maybe)-v1659743357.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"655","Source video ID":"v1659743357","MD5":"f52336fb2c857686bae9717eb03c2d2f"}},{"id":"20221122-kgvvoqql_wu","slug":"20221122-kgvvoqql_wu-me-and-my-girlfriend-are-homeless","title":"Me and my Girlfriend are HOMELESS","date":"2022-11-22","dur":729,"sum":"They move from a 20,000-baht serviced apartment into a larger roughly 10,000-baht home with bedroom, kitchen, pool, gym, and shops. His girlfriend signs the lease while he pays cash, preserving anonymity as visas remain uncertain and travel out of Thailand looms. Twitch's $200 monthly income nearly covers $300 rent; gaming channels outperform his main channel, making the costly Thai Elite Visa conceivable.","ins":"A recurring escape pattern continues: new housing and income gains revive permanence plans, while visa uncertainty keeps them provisional.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221122-Me%20and%20my%20Girlfriend%20are%20HOMELESS-kGVVOQql_wU.mp4","rel":["20221120-nrphwmoiryg","20221031-v1639382031","20221114-rnz4gl7t6_e","20221207-si8cek7qtjm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221122-Me and my Girlfriend are HOMELESS-kGVVOQql_wU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"58.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"656","Source video ID":"kGVVOQql_wU","MD5":"de5b9b0490b2e0909a55f95db9c189ed"}},{"id":"20221122-llavo1w7rbi","slug":"20221122-llavo1w7rbi-why-i-hate-cyberpunk-2077-2022-review","title":"Why I HATE CyberPunk 2077 (2022 review)","date":"2022-11-22","dur":695,"sum":"After rewatching Edgerunners, Daniel returned to Cyberpunk 2077, played 109 hours, finished twice, and plans another character. He praises Night City’s aesthetics and build variety but criticizes menu lag, weak machine guns, simplistic police, and lifeless streets. He finds Panam’s and Johnny’s slow dialogue tedious, dislikes the depressing endings, yet recommends the 50%-off game and plans replaying.","ins":"Revisiting the game reverses his earlier dislike into qualified enthusiasm, while sustained criticism remains specific.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221122-Why%20I%20HATE%20CyberPunk%202077%20%282022%20review%29-lLaVO1W7rBI.mp4","rel":["20250609-vj2jutaqbhq","20230926--l4wr269ijy","20201210-ppelllqqvz8","20211128-7rgxpz89mlm"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20221122-Why I HATE CyberPunk 2077 (2022 review)-lLaVO1W7rBI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"177 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"657","Source video ID":"lLaVO1W7rBI","MD5":"727da0cf5b29876b66abeb60b5a61d21"}},{"id":"20221123-v1660283689","slug":"20221123-v1660283689-girlfriend-left-omg","title":"GIRLFRIEND LEFT OMG","date":"2022-11-23","dur":33574,"sum":"He refunded £32 Warhammer Darktide after repeated crashes, severe lag, and disconnections, despite enjoying its shooting when performance improved. Rainbow Six also showed 157–700 ping through bonded mobile connections; he concluded streaming online games may require better internet or offline titles. He reports declining main-channel relevance, while gaming reviews perform better; plans parody reviews, renewed face-camera videos, and continued Thailand-based streaming.","ins":"Technical instability and audience decline are accelerating his shift from personal drama toward gaming-focused, lower-exposure content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221123-GIRLFRIEND%20LEFT%20OMG-v1660283689.mp4","rel":["20221124-sdrsh7ygprk","20221120-nrphwmoiryg","20240306-3owr-mt-iqo","20230806-v1891627972"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221123-GIRLFRIEND LEFT OMG-v1660283689.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"11.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"658","Source video ID":"v1660283689","MD5":"b9ac5c5d5660b1c1142822b25f8a91bb"}},{"id":"20221124-sdrsh7ygprk","slug":"20221124-sdrsh7ygprk-do-not-buy-warhammer-40-000-darktide-broken-game","title":"DO NOT BUY Warhammer 40,000： Darktide - BROKEN GAME","date":"2022-11-24","dur":580,"sum":"After several hours, Darktide ran choppily on his RTX 3060 laptop despite low settings and disabled ray tracing. Despite four bonded data SIMs, he disconnected roughly every 40 seconds, repeatedly rejoining before another boot. He found the stages, shovel, laser gun, enemies, and boss dull; refunded it with an hour left, rating it 6.2/10.","ins":"His Warhammer enthusiasm reverses into disappointment, reaffirming his preference for Vermintide 2’s atmosphere.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221124-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Warhammer%2040%2C000%EF%BC%9A%20Darktide%20-%20BROKEN%20GAME-sdRSh7YgPrk.mp4","rel":["20230127-7ruko5iiio0","20221220-dhmjvn2ilzu","20240915-ucy0ot-srye","20231015-wkedhea1cqq"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221124-DO NOT BUY Warhammer 40,000： Darktide - BROKEN GAME-sdRSh7YgPrk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"140 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"659","Source video ID":"sdRSh7YgPrk","MD5":"74aff59cd4627e844ca139fb3a141b42"}},{"id":"20221128-v1664552934","slug":"20221128-v1664552934-finally-alone","title":"finally alone!","date":"2022-11-28","dur":32554,"sum":"After three days stuck with girlfriend, he resumed a nine-hour Twitch stream; SIM-based internet caused audio, USB, and gameplay failures. Warzone 2 cost £60; lag and dull gameplay drove him back to Rainbow Six after Steam denied his refund. Thailand’s January visa remains unresolved; he weighed education versus Elite costs as girlfriend plans to quit and sell her house.","ins":"Secrecy, monetized relationship conflict, and avoidance of permanence continue undermining both partnership and livelihood.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221128-finally%20alone%21-v1664552934.mp4","rel":["20221117-v1654919151","20250210-fjopgwyyzgy","20221104-v1642840363","20201023-xqbshkaz-3o"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221128-finally alone!-v1664552934.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"10.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"660","Source video ID":"v1664552934","MD5":"b5753cbf1441e575ae57ef52771ccc31"}},{"id":"20221128-qxmvmtyvnu0","slug":"20221128-qxmvmtyvnu0-why-i-don-t-regret-leaving-my-wife","title":"Why I don't regret leaving my Wife","date":"2022-11-28","dur":572,"sum":"He nostalgically misses 2018’s Japan visa, full-time YouTube success, and achieved goals, but distinguishes missing that period from regretting marriage. At 33, he prefers his 35-year-old Thai girlfriend to his 41-year-old ex-wife, citing attraction and hoped-for fatherhood. He admits sabotaging relationships to be dumped rather than leave directly, calling it the “reverse coffee” tactic, also used at work.","ins":"Avoidance and self-sabotage recur, while nostalgia becomes a narrative that each breakup leads to a better replacement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221128-Why%20I%20don%27t%20regret%20leaving%20my%20Wife-qXMvmTyvNu0.mp4","rel":["20240811-kyxcnqlwpg4","20230715-5tefwj2c3fe","20190225-7tvgyia7jjg","20250618-l62ymlsjd0o"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221128-Why I don't regret leaving my Wife-qXMvmTyvNu0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"44.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"661","Source video ID":"qXMvmTyvNu0","MD5":"877a23d3730579ae95192e34652ea27b"}},{"id":"20221128-jqmxcvyypfk","slug":"20221128-jqmxcvyypfk-why-i-regret-buying-call-of-duty-warzone-2-0","title":"Why I Regret buying Call of Duty： Warzone 2.0","date":"2022-11-28","dur":495,"sum":"Bought Warzone 2 for £60 after friends’ urging; finds its bland, dated map and gameplay inferior to free Apex Legends. With 6,000 hours in Rainbow Six Siege, he prefers its compact 5v5 and ability-driven gameplay over Warzone’s huge map. Fast movement and camera bobbing cause motion sickness; matches involve lengthy waiting, looting, abrupt deaths, and repeated restarts.","ins":"His gaming-content pivot continues, but discomfort and comparison with established favorites undermine the new purchase.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221128-Why%20I%20Regret%20buying%20Call%20of%20Duty%EF%BC%9A%20Warzone%202.0-jqMxcVYYPFk.mp4","rel":["20240728-dmgsmt2cfbs","20221103-hanx9xzx2g4","20241025-d97xgrml5ku","20230210-mgohwbny-zy"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221128-Why I Regret buying Call of Duty： Warzone 2.0-jqMxcVYYPFk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"121 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"662","Source video ID":"jqMxcVYYPFk","MD5":"320b830a3844a8572f5d49c0af197beb"}},{"id":"20221129-aywhkwak1n8","slug":"20221129-aywhkwak1n8-why-i-regret-selling-my-steam-deck","title":"Why I Regret Selling my Steam Deck","date":"2022-11-29","dur":548,"sum":"In Thailand, he regrets selling the Steam Deck: the Switch is unused, while his laptop is large, heavy, and cumbersome. He now sees the Deck as a single portable device for PC games, travel, and TV-connected play, unlike the Switch. The sale lost nearly £200; he wants to offload excess tech and clothing, reduce airport-security hassle, and possibly buy another Deck.","ins":"Expensive improvisation again produces regret and a proposed replacement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221129-Why%20I%20Regret%20Selling%20my%20Steam%20Deck-aYWhkwaK1N8.mp4","rel":["20221227-2alabjnslo4","20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20210730-gsmhp9l2knu","20250609-n6rp0irtvjg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221129-Why I Regret Selling my Steam Deck-aYWhkwaK1N8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"60.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"663","Source video ID":"aYWhkwaK1N8","MD5":"f1b5d9ef949f88cd501430d4d3330b04"}},{"id":"20221201-4two_fpxwjk","slug":"20221201-4two_fpxwjk-my-apology-to-my-ex-wife","title":"My Apology to my ex Wife","date":"2022-12-01","dur":533,"sum":"After announcing a video about not regretting his ex-wife, Daniel says she threatened reports; YouTube then received several privacy complaints. He blurred or considered removing videos featuring her, but argued her privacy complaints were hypocritical and financially minor. He apologized but accused her of involving his mother, demanded reciprocal takedowns from Casey, and defended continued marriage-based content.","ins":"Past public retaliation has become a reciprocal privacy conflict, with both sides justifying exposure while demanding control.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221201-My%20Apology%20to%20my%20ex%20Wife-4TWo_fpXwjk.mp4","rel":["20240402-rnpgnbmddqk","20230820-shim0bza5oa","20230519-tqnnnqsissk","20230908-ew5arixt5us"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20221201-My Apology to my ex Wife-4TWo_fpXwjk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"44.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"664","Source video ID":"4TWo_fpXwjk","MD5":"4714bbb3198d65cb2e7847e2ea8f8087"}},{"id":"20221201-v1667013942","slug":"20221201-v1667013942-my-ex-wife-is-so-annoying","title":"my ex wife is SO ANNOYING","date":"2022-12-01","dur":692,"sum":"During stream preparation, his laptop becomes severely laggy: the mouse skips, Razer Synapse fails, and unexplained CPU usage remains high. He waits roughly five minutes, cannot fix the problem, checks speaker settings, and decides to restart before streaming all day. Her extra day off cost yesterday’s stream; he notes rapid beard growth, uncut hair, increasing laziness, and avoiding socialising.","ins":"His gaming-streaming routine coincides with technical strain, lost work time, reduced self-care, and social withdrawal.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221201-my%20ex%20wife%20is%20SO%20ANNOYING-v1667013942.mp4","rel":["20180713-tsnhrocr3uw","20190812-cc8bfo4wkgk","20221201-v1667024886","20180212-zsqznl8cyje"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221201-my ex wife is SO ANNOYING-v1667013942.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"168 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"665","Source video ID":"v1667013942","MD5":"011b15ee7ad16c34a0bba62720e7d872"}},{"id":"20221201-v1667024886","slug":"20221201-v1667024886-my-ex-wife-is-so-annoying","title":"my ex wife is SO ANNOYING","date":"2022-12-01","dur":32543,"sum":"During a nine-hour Twitch stream, USB and internet problems disrupted mouse, microphone, and Warzone 2, though gameplay intermittently worked. Chihiro’s privacy complaints led him to blur or privatize marriage videos; he defended discussing her and accused her of retaliation. With Thailand’s visa expiring in a month, he debated Japan, Vietnam, guesthouse living, or Thai education/Elite visas, fearing loneliness.","ins":"Recurring escape pattern: income and relationship dependence support permanence, but secrecy and autonomy keep pulling him toward departure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221201-my%20ex%20wife%20is%20SO%20ANNOYING-v1667024886.mp4","rel":["20190812-cc8bfo4wkgk","20221201-v1667013942","20200731-h1ywlaso5ak","20221201-4two_fpxwjk"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221201-my ex wife is SO ANNOYING-v1667024886.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"6.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"666","Source video ID":"v1667024886","MD5":"e2790c67e7978f1bfcb88daf34a16023"}},{"id":"20221202-v1668056461","slug":"20221202-v1668056461-last-stream-this-week","title":"last stream this week","date":"2022-12-02","dur":24179,"sum":"He finished a reaction video to Chris’s Japan video, acknowledged declining views, and planned reaction, investing, travel, and Thailand content. His six-hour Warzone 2 stream improved after Speedify’s redundancy mode; he reached fifth place and reported $244 in Twitch earnings. With four weeks left in Thailand, he considered Vietnam with his girlfriend, visa-waiver re- entry, and Japan in March or April.","ins":"Declining reach is pushing him toward searchable, monetized formats, while secrecy and visa uncertainty keep his relationship and residence provisional.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221202-last%20stream%20this%20week-v1668056461.mp4","rel":["20230209-v1732626779","20221005-lekqjcsujt0","20240202-3lt-bxibyuy","20230116-at9ehnqv1_4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221202-last stream this week-v1668056461.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"667","Source video ID":"v1668056461","MD5":"5015e1f456c2f38c8f1242f8342162f4"}},{"id":"20221202-x8boxnwiqxi","slug":"20221202-x8boxnwiqxi-my-response-to-abroad-in-japan-s-12-things-i-hate-about-living-in-japan","title":"My Response to Abroad in Japan's “12 things I HATE about Living in Japan”","date":"2022-12-02","dur":857,"sum":"Daniel alleges Chris Broad copied his 600,000-view “Why I Hate Living in Japan” video. 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He samples a chili noodle or beef item, immediately finding it too hot, while browsing old Japanese goods. 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He criticizes brief audio logs, unreliable checkpoints, absent storage, uneven resources, cumbersome weapon swapping, and dysfunctional melee against groups. He rates it 4–5/10, rejects the £50 price, and would only consider buying after a year at roughly £12–15.","ins":"Anticipation for a spiritual successor reverses into strong disappointment, with technical friction outweighing admired presentation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221206-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20The%20Callisto%20Protocol-WQiRAUnKASo.mp4","rel":["20230430-ixszmvlimuq","20240201-g-hacthfqmq","20230824-4vsdzlrwdck","20250330-nd0-uwdmob4"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221206-DO NOT BUY The Callisto Protocol-WQiRAUnKASo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"20 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"670","Source video ID":"WQiRAUnKASo","MD5":"0be7dd81c54b380c651f9e0d83265860"}},{"id":"20221206-_q7ijlvbtd8","slug":"20221206-_q7ijlvbtd8-last-video-with-my-girlfriend-before-i-break-up-with-her","title":"Last Video with my girlfriend before i Break up with her","date":"2022-12-06","dur":539,"sum":"They explore a small plane embedded high in a building, inspecting its head, tail, wing, and another aircraft nearby. Her legs shake with fear on the wing; they remark that England would never allow visitors to walk there. 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He considered breaking up over secrecy and lost creative time, but still planned Vietnam together before a possible Thailand return. He estimated net worth at £20,135, projected December expenses near £1,100, and set a £25,000 goal after substantial 2022 losses.","ins":"Secrecy and relationship instability become content, while long-term stability and creative renewal remain deferred.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221206-why%20i%20want%20to%20break%20up%20with%20my%20girlfriend-v1671467243.mp4","rel":["20221207-si8cek7qtjm","20221208-v1673364421","20170525-oyhj8p7c40m","20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20221206-why i want to break up with my girlfriend-v1671467243.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"6.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"672","Source video ID":"v1671467243","MD5":"745f600fda0aae4cae5ad40ae35f20b2"}},{"id":"20221207-si8cek7qtjm","slug":"20221207-si8cek7qtjm-why-i-want-to-break-up-with-my-girlfriend","title":"why i want to break up with my girlfriend","date":"2022-12-07","dur":42900,"sum":"He debates breaking up with his Thai girlfriend, fearing channel discovery; currently plans to stay together unless she reacts badly. He plans Vietnam for a week, re-entering Thailand with 20,000-baht cash and an onward ticket, then Japan in March or April. His marathon stream reaches over 11 hours, reporting about $1,900 recent income, declining main-channel views, stronger gaming revenue, and itchy blistered fingers.","ins":"Recurring self-sabotage persists: relationship security, income, secrecy, and mobility remain subordinated to audience growth.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221207-why%20i%20want%20to%20break%20up%20with%20my%20girlfriend-si8CeK7qTjM.mp4","rel":["20221206-v1671467243","20221208-v1673364421","20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i","20221122-kgvvoqql_wu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20221207-why i want to break up with my girlfriend-si8CeK7qTjM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"673","Source video ID":"si8CeK7qTjM","MD5":"907e3a54aac4d43352d9524629517cf6"}},{"id":"20221208-ko3o8ga9hum","slug":"20221208-ko3o8ga9hum-do-not-buy-dark-souls-remastered-on-switch","title":"DO NOT BUY Dark Souls Remastered on Switch","date":"2022-12-08","dur":576,"sum":"Bought Dark Souls Remastered on Switch OLED at 50% off after selling his Steam Deck, seeking portable Elden Ring gameplay. His 500 Elden Ring hours make the combat, leveling, loot, and online features feel identical, but older and more limited. Internet-dependent loading and saving frustrates him; he recommends it only on sale, especially for newcomers lacking another portable Souls option.","ins":"His purchase reinforces a recurring trade-off: travel portability and cheaper hardware versus performance, novelty, and offline independence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221208-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Dark%20Souls%20Remastered%20on%20Switch-ko3o8gA9HUM.mp4","rel":["20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20250609-n6rp0irtvjg","20221006-vaan_uuec2s","20200906-lmi9manp0jm"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221208-DO NOT BUY Dark Souls Remastered on Switch-ko3o8gA9HUM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"155 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"674","Source video ID":"ko3o8gA9HUM","MD5":"5b6adeb3824c397ec70ed28b8cf765bf"}},{"id":"20221208-ranqn89eszo","slug":"20221208-ranqn89eszo-how-to-cheat-on-your-girlfriend-without-getting-caught","title":"How to cheat on your girlfriend without getting caught","date":"2022-12-08","dur":862,"sum":"He recounts Tinder exposure: matching his girlfriend’s friend led to threats, while location- changing enabled expensive distant dates. Unprotected iPad, SD-card, and YouTube disclosures exposed sexual material and affairs; he blames visible passcodes, snooping, and public oversharing. At 33, he says he has not cheated since 2020, citing reduced libido, fading fame, fewer DMs, and diminished temptation.","ins":"Declining attention reduces temptation, but his account still shows recurring deception and self- justifying hindsight.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221208-How%20to%20cheat%20on%20your%20girlfriend%20without%20getting%20caught-rANqn89eszo.mp4","rel":["20171031-kp-pi6_vsq8","20171013-mrwlmgslc9u","20170405-nn52prprwi0-5818f6d6","20171027-z-pec81ibic"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20221208-How to cheat on your girlfriend without getting caught-rANqn89eszo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"82 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"675","Source video ID":"rANqn89eszo","MD5":"a06a8fdf0d9767262e0ef283a1d7e392"}},{"id":"20221208-gknuml-gjok","slug":"20221208-gknuml-gjok-this-will-destroy-the-steam-deck","title":"THIS will DESTROY the STEAM DECK","date":"2022-12-08","dur":499,"sum":"Daniel reviews the AYANEO 2, claiming 30–40% better gaming performance than Steam Deck through its Ryzen 6800U and laptop-grade graphics. He praises its bezel-free display, compact design, premium build, and desktop-like versatility, while criticizing Steam Deck’s width and unused controls. At $850–$1,000, roughly double or triple the base Steam Deck, he flags uncertain battery life and welcomes stronger competition.","ins":"The review extends recurring hardware-upgrade logic: greater performance justifies cost despite portability and battery trade-offs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221208-THIS%20will%20DESTROY%20the%20STEAM%20DECK-GknumL-GjOk.mp4","rel":["20220917-f9st-pp7cva","20250609-n6rp0irtvjg","20210730-gsmhp9l2knu","20231021--bhdhipziue"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20221208-THIS will DESTROY the STEAM DECK-GknumL-GjOk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"18.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"676","Source video ID":"GknumL-GjOk","MD5":"111fdd439554cd7f7c8018daca71244c"}},{"id":"20221208-v1673364421","slug":"20221208-v1673364421-why-i-want-to-break-up-with-my-girlfriend","title":"why i want to break up with my girlfriend","date":"2022-12-08","dur":16570,"sum":"He streamed Resident Evil 2 nearly four hours, reached the police station, Googled puzzles, acquired the shotgun, and stopped stressed. He made five videos and said yesterday’s 12-hour stream peaked near 180 viewers, drawing donations despite YouTube’s roughly 40% cut. He remained with his girlfriend, valuing evening shifts for alone time and long streams, while planning weekend travel to Vietnam.","ins":"Time apart becomes relationship health, while content production and autonomy organize his priorities.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221208-why%20i%20want%20to%20break%20up%20with%20my%20girlfriend-v1673364421.mp4","rel":["20221206-v1671467243","20221207-si8cek7qtjm","20170525-oyhj8p7c40m","20171005-pms5bhno8-e"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221208-why i want to break up with my girlfriend-v1673364421.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"677","Source video ID":"v1673364421","MD5":"439bd616a8047d231e04a2124f0e53b1"}},{"id":"20221211-aztg4a3h9g4","slug":"20221211-aztg4a3h9g4-why-i-regret-lying-to-my-girlfriend-about-everything","title":"why i Regret Lying to my girlfriend about everything","date":"2022-12-11","dur":737,"sum":"Daniel presents himself as a freelance digital artist, based on earlier YouTube artwork, while concealing YouTube, livestreaming, and OnlyFans. Two months into cohabiting in Thailand, she sees no artwork, questions his wealth, and hears improvised stock-market explanations. He estimates she knows only 30% of him, refuses to confess, and waits for discovery, hoping their bond outweighs the deception.","ins":"Secrecy now obstructs both relationship trust and the income-producing work he is trying to protect.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221211-why%20i%20Regret%20Lying%20to%20my%20girlfriend%20about%20everything-AzTg4A3h9G4.mp4","rel":["20230424-ehkhpw3rpcs","20210302-m_vom77b2vo","20210507-grk5by1huza","20210302-wnulvnp4sjo"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20221211-why i Regret Lying to my girlfriend about everything-AzTg4A3h9G4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"63.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"678","Source video ID":"AzTg4A3h9G4","MD5":"5403020afeb75069fd3c9776319aa563"}},{"id":"20221212-mju2cip887i","slug":"20221212-mju2cip887i-it-s-nearly-time-to-leave-my-girlfriend","title":"it's nearly time to leave my girlfriend","date":"2022-12-12","dur":18435,"sum":"After a six-hour-each-way Khao Kho trip, Daniel resented relatives, children, and friends, while questioning the relationship’s cost and stress. Finger blistering, swelling, peeling, and pus persisted; antihistamines and two creams helped, while he suspected stress, heat, or instant coffee. Visa expiration drove Vietnam planning; December income approached $2,000, net worth £20,993, and he considered a £3,000 S&P short.","ins":"Secrecy, illness, and mobility again made the relationship temporary; autonomy and income dominated his decisions.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221212-it%27s%20nearly%20time%20to%20leave%20my%20girlfriend-mJu2cip887I.mp4","rel":["20240112-h73wipak5xo","20231007-3iedgcpcmha","20230507-2ukkidpcabq","20230116-at9ehnqv1_4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221212-it's nearly time to leave my girlfriend-mJu2cip887I.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"443 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"679","Source video ID":"mJu2cip887I","MD5":"accdf660f98e03569294024a649f9c2c"}},{"id":"20221213-tzq00njfxga","slug":"20221213-tzq00njfxga-do-not-buy-diablo-iv-very-disappointing","title":"DO NOT BUY Diablo IV - VERY disappointing","date":"2022-12-13","dur":517,"sum":"He finds Diablo 4 bland, repetitive, overly easy, and less skill-based than Elden Ring or Dark Souls. 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He quit Resident Evil 2 as stressful, missed Cyberpunk, and linked his channel's decline to abandoning audience-friendly content for controversy.","ins":"Secrecy, avoidance, and monetized relationship resentment continue reproducing the same cycle he says he regrets.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221214-leaving%20thailand%20soon-v1678488756.mp4","rel":["20220921-xt5tmhd7bpw","20231206-zkptaktegq0","20250618-l62ymlsjd0o","20230112-zgl9bgkzess"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221214-leaving thailand soon-v1678488756.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"8.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"682","Source video ID":"v1678488756","MD5":"63b1e5417cebc5018598c7c958f8df01"}},{"id":"20221216-08sv-qrjs5o","slug":"20221216-08sv-qrjs5o-i-m-quitting-youtube-goodbye-forever","title":"I'm quitting Youtube...Goodbye forever","date":"2022-12-16","dur":30777,"sum":"Daniel declares YouTube over after uploads plateau below 10K views, then reverses after 320 likes and resumes his channel. 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He reports worsening itchy, peeling fingers and tongue ulcers, stops coffee, and worries diet or vitamins contribute; his girlfriend’s persistent cough continues.","ins":"Declining views again trigger a dramatic quitting threat, but audience feedback immediately restores his commitment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221216-I%27m%20quitting%20Youtube...Goodbye%20forever-08SV-qRjs5o.mp4","rel":["20240124-4cjzols0j48","20201217-va8jy0d7iuk","20160729-pl8n2wbeh90","20201219-ads4ird-guy"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20221216-I'm quitting Youtube...Goodbye forever-08SV-qRjs5o.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"679 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"683","Source video ID":"08SV-qRjs5o","MD5":"42c66029edb3dc5993827b147d85047b"}},{"id":"20221219-vvt3s6wyufw","slug":"20221219-vvt3s6wyufw-why-i-came-back-to-youtube","title":"Why i came back to Youtube","date":"2022-12-19","dur":42899,"sum":"After viewers meet a like target, he abandons his planned YouTube exit and streams about 11 hours from Thailand, attracting only 44–150 viewers. 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He discovered £8,500 spent in three months versus about £5,600 earned, blaming hotels, apartments, SIMs, LiveU, games, tax and travel. He hid YouTube from his Thai girlfriend, planned Vietnam, and contemplated Japan in spring 2023 despite visa uncertainty and loneliness.","ins":"The transcript intensifies a recurring cycle of secrecy, overspending, content drought, nostalgia, and escape plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20221221-my%20girlfriend%20is%20GONE-v1684600568.mp4","rel":["20221121-v1658837781","20181102-o60pgsnppik","20230807-m5m3y-ggfbq","20230215-v1738513085"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20221221-my girlfriend is GONE-v1684600568.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"686","Source video ID":"v1684600568","MD5":"075bcfe4f857c75f56a27897250c2b0d"}},{"id":"20221221-hzozwigtdme","slug":"20221221-hzozwigtdme-proof-that-my-ex-wife-tried-to-cheat-on-me","title":"PROOF that my Ex Wife tried to cheat on me","date":"2022-12-21","dur":517,"sum":"Daniel recalls meeting Ice Poseidon and Chihiro in Osaka in 2019, drinking together before briefly visiting the toilet. 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Calling the area unsafe and strange, he rejected a Rolex pitch, then took an 80-baht motorcycle taxi to Nana Plaza, paying 100. 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He speculates she fears her new boyfriend learning their history, and that he hides her and deletes related comments. 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He highlights contradictory official messaging: no morality system, yet choices, quests, relationships, and scenarios supposedly shape the character and story. He hopes spell use and dialogue create lasting consequences, meaningful ally or enemy changes, dark-arts builds, and multiple distinct playthroughs.","ins":"Despite recent criticism of repetitive games, he is highly optimistic that Hogwarts Legacy’s systems will deliver depth and replayability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230131-How%20to%20be%20Truly%20Evil%20in%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-LLChLGRzK0A.mp4","rel":["20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","20230202-ucmfksctviw","20230206-tyfcdbbqbui","20230208-i-fu3ygju54"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20230131-How to be Truly Evil in Hogwart's Legacy-LLChLGRzK0A.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"84.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"720","Source video ID":"LLChLGRzK0A","MD5":"eda276eb886706a47aea0ea26730ba67"}},{"id":"20230201-xc7qa3ttmte","slug":"20230201-xc7qa3ttmte-my-message-to-my-ex-wife-s-boyfriend","title":"My message to my ex wife's boyfriend","date":"2023-02-01","dur":34980,"sum":"Chihiro’s post-video deletion of Instagram/YouTube shocked him; he insisted he will discuss her indefinitely despite acknowledging it may have ended access. 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He criticizes the trailer’s cinematic emphasis and limited gameplay detail, prioritizing addictive spells, talents, leveling, and replayability over story.","ins":"His release excitement is tempered by skepticism toward cinematic, story-first games lacking durable gameplay.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230202-NEW%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy%20Trailer%20Breakdown%20and%20Analysis-UcMfKScTvIw.mp4","rel":["20230131-llchlgrzk0a","20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","20230208-cazhshetmda","20230206-tyfcdbbqbui"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230202-NEW Hogwart's Legacy Trailer Breakdown and Analysis-UcMfKScTvIw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"15.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"723","Source video ID":"UcMfKScTvIw","MD5":"7075a0faacab3b904c3cca403c54e8fc"}},{"id":"20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","slug":"20230202-gdzsdlnwo24-why-hogwart-s-legacy-will-be-terrible","title":"Why Hogwart's Legacy will be TERRIBLE","date":"2023-02-02","dur":295,"sum":"Daniel predicts Hogwarts Legacy may fail because it lacks multiplayer, co-op, MMO features, PvP, or player-assisted boss fights. He criticizes apparently cosmetic gear, limited character progression, and absent morality consequences as evidence of a shallow, child-oriented RPG. He expects roughly 30–40 hours, little post-story content, and slow DLC additions; he will play next week despite low expectations.","ins":"Dark-choice optimism reverses into skepticism, but he still hopes Hogwarts Legacy renews his gaming obsession.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230202-Why%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy%20will%20be%20TERRIBLE-GdzSDLNwo24.mp4","rel":["20230131-llchlgrzk0a","20230206-tyfcdbbqbui","20230202-ucmfksctviw","20230208-i-fu3ygju54"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230202-Why Hogwart's Legacy will be TERRIBLE-GdzSDLNwo24.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"8.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"724","Source video ID":"GdzSDLNwo24","MD5":"a86bf71c00115efe6f82b719f81e6ccf"}},{"id":"20230206-tyfcdbbqbui","slug":"20230206-tyfcdbbqbui-do-not-buy-hogwart-s-legacy","title":"DO NOT BUY Hogwart's Legacy","date":"2023-02-06","dur":490,"sum":"Daniel rates Hogwarts Legacy 4.2/10, finding its story, characters, combat, puzzles, and world bland, repetitive, lifeless, and uninspired. He criticizes the teenager’s implausible role fighting rebellions, restrictive open-world freedom, absent morality consequences, multiplayer, Quidditch, and flying-car access. He argues Hogwarts’ visual recreation cannot replace meaningful characters, choices, co-op/ MMO possibilities, and satisfying gameplay for the asking price.","ins":"His enthusiasm for anticipated depth reverses into value-focused disappointment over missing systems and shallow replayability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230206-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-tYfcdBbqbUI.mp4","rel":["20230131-llchlgrzk0a","20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","20230202-ucmfksctviw","20230131-awbhetqtox0"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230206-DO NOT BUY Hogwart's Legacy-tYfcdBbqbUI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"57.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"725","Source video ID":"tYfcdBbqbUI","MD5":"327247663c5848e132444e1a6096d8d7"}},{"id":"20230206-bsb1qnrbkka","slug":"20230206-bsb1qnrbkka-my-problem-with-pewdiepie-having-a-kid-in-japan","title":"My Problem with PewDiePie having a Kid in JAPAN","date":"2023-02-06","dur":564,"sum":"Daniel argues PewDiePie and Marzia’s Japanese upbringing may expose their white child to exclusion, identity confusion, and persistent belonging questions. He draws on mixed-race childhood alienation, Japanese xenophobia, and examples involving Joey the Anime Man and a white Japan-raised woman. He weighs international school, Japanese school, or homeschooling, then says Sweden or Italy might offer stronger cultural belonging.","ins":"His racial-exclusion experiences drive confident predictions about another family’s future, continuing recurring Japan-related identity concerns.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230206-My%20Problem%20with%20PewDiePie%20having%20a%20Kid%20in%20JAPAN-Bsb1qnRBkkA.mp4","rel":["20231224-mlgdgly9vfu","20230227-gc2cvbg4ku4","20230812-v_wkduwoixw","20170118-vmdg0avy9ua"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20230206-My Problem with PewDiePie having a Kid in JAPAN-Bsb1qnRBkkA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"46.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"726","Source video ID":"Bsb1qnRBkkA","MD5":"27edccd7582a7a0c14991cd20463ee38"}},{"id":"20230208-cazhshetmda","slug":"20230208-cazhshetmda-how-to-unlock-talent-tree-and-upgraded-spells-in-hogwart-s-legacy","title":"How to unlock Talent Tree and upgraded spells in Hogwart's Legacy","date":"2023-02-08","dur":573,"sum":"Ancient magic unlocks eight talent points across Spellcasting, Dark Arts, Core, Stealth, and Room of Requirement upgrades. 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He suspects the inclusion is tokenistic, intended to reassure fans the game is not transphobic, and wishes villains were explicitly prejudiced. He names his previously unnamed character Mila Fatbottom and jokes about a racist villain saying the N-word.","ins":"He extends his game criticism into skepticism about representation as tokenistic rather than narratively meaningful.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230208-Transgender%20Woman%20in%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-I-fu3yGJu54.mp4","rel":["20230131-llchlgrzk0a","20230208-ybtceqfnh-e","20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","20230202-ucmfksctviw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20230208-Transgender Woman in Hogwart's Legacy-I-fu3yGJu54.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"24.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"728","Source video ID":"I-fu3yGJu54","MD5":"f7b8c4a4ad9a6372b1bc4b3db69ccd06"}},{"id":"20230208-v1731549464","slug":"20230208-v1731549464-why-i-hate-hogwart-s-legacy","title":"why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy","date":"2023-02-08","dur":4446,"sum":"He resumed Twitch after a month, spent over an hour creating a character, and likely abandoned his refund plan. Gameplay began with a long tutorial, basic puzzles, slow combat, and technical complaints; he called it boring but continued. He booked one-way Japan travel, resisted a Thai student visa, and reported OnlyFans removals threatening another income stream.","ins":"His anticipated escape-and-income strategy persists across gaming, Japan, relationships, and platform work.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230208-why%20i%20HATE%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-v1731549464.mp4","rel":["20230208-v1731674574","20230208-ybtceqfnh-e","20230208-v1731630984","20230208-v1731836271"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230208-why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy-v1731549464.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"729","Source video ID":"v1731549464","MD5":"8a083199cb25370b0fe7f77844c4ac54"}},{"id":"20230208-v1731630984","slug":"20230208-v1731630984-why-i-hate-hogwart-s-legacy","title":"why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy","date":"2023-02-08","dur":342,"sum":"The Hogwarts Legacy stream and game both crashed during loading, slowing the entire laptop and forcing a relaunch. Daniel worried progress was lost, but the game appeared to autosave, rebuilt shaders, and eventually loaded successfully. The loading delay visibly reduced frame rate, and Daniel said the crash cost him viewers, dropping from about 50.","ins":"The hoped-for gaming-content revival is immediately undermined by crashes and audience loss.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230208-why%20i%20HATE%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-v1731630984.mp4","rel":["20230208-ybtceqfnh-e","20230208-v1731836271","20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","20230131-llchlgrzk0a"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230208-why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy-v1731630984.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"123 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"730","Source video ID":"v1731630984","MD5":"a894bbca4c0f9d33c56bf6edbaf500b9"}},{"id":"20230208-v1731674574","slug":"20230208-v1731674574-why-i-hate-hogwart-s-legacy","title":"why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy","date":"2023-02-08","dur":18325,"sum":"A graphics-driver update stopped freezes, but persistent lag remained; after four hours, loot and combat only slightly improved his 4.2/10 view. After missing the refund window, he planned many Hogwarts videos to recover $70; weak search traffic threatened his negative-clickbait income strategy. He booked one-way Osaka travel next month, weighing $1,000 apartments against $400 guesthouses and a possible break from his girlfriend.","ins":"Gaming, Japan, and the relationship remain intertwined escape-and-income projects, with commitment repeatedly tentative.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230208-why%20i%20HATE%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-v1731674574.mp4","rel":["20230208-v1731549464","20230208-ybtceqfnh-e","20230208-v1731836271","20230208-v1731630984"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230208-why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy-v1731674574.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"731","Source video ID":"v1731674574","MD5":"f8918048df6e63c58af97ffdae008960"}},{"id":"20230208-v1731836271","slug":"20230208-v1731836271-why-i-hate-hogwart-s-legacy","title":"why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy","date":"2023-02-08","dur":9977,"sum":"Streamlabs failure, repeated shader-loading delays, overheating, and severe stutter disrupted gameplay; the stream had only 28 viewers. After unlocking talents and broom flight, he revised his view: combat, dungeons, puzzles, and exploration became genuinely fun. After nine hours, he planned a shower and silence, rejected remarriage, dismissed girlfriend’s protective messages, and confirmed his mother remained blocked.","ins":"Initial hostility reversed into engagement, but gaming-content revival remained technically fragile and exhausting.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230208-why%20i%20HATE%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-v1731836271.mp4","rel":["20230208-v1731630984","20230208-v1731674574","20230208-v1731549464","20230202-gdzsdlnwo24"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230208-why i HATE Hogwart's Legacy-v1731836271.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"732","Source video ID":"v1731836271","MD5":"3d5efdf69c2760fc8e87e0f12fe790fd"}},{"id":"20230208-ybtceqfnh-e","slug":"20230208-ybtceqfnh-e-why-i-hate-the-hogwart-s-legacy-character-creation","title":"why i Hate the Hogwart's Legacy character creation","date":"2023-02-08","dur":1554,"sum":"Daniel sexualizes attractive, teenage-coded Hogwarts students, then worries that expressing attraction makes him a pedophile. Weak Hogwarts traffic frustrates him: five videos earn about $1 each, and he estimates roughly 70 videos to recover £60. 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He tells her Japan may last weeks but contemplates months, sending a guesthouse application while weighing visas, housing, onward travel. 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He criticizes gimmicky spell-and-lock minigames, stat-driven unattractive clothing, repetitive spell combos, and overpowered invisibility-Petrify stealth. His £1,800 RTX 3060 laptop stutters on low settings; loading delays make him doubt PC optimization and favor PS5.","ins":"Gaming-content revival turns into value regret as shallow gameplay and technical instability undermine enthusiasm.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230210-Why%20i%20Regret%20Buying%20Hogwart%27s%20Legacy-MGohwbny-zY.mp4","rel":["20230202-gdzsdlnwo24","20230131-awbhetqtox0","20230206-tyfcdbbqbui","20230208-v1731630984"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230210-Why i Regret Buying Hogwart's Legacy-MGohwbny-zY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"84.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"736","Source video ID":"MGohwbny-zY","MD5":"af21615171abc798286eb3ec09f96c09"}},{"id":"20230212-ndrfrsb-zgw","slug":"20230212-ndrfrsb-zgw-why-the-police-came-to-my-house-last-summer","title":"Why the Police came to my House last Summer","date":"2023-02-12","dur":508,"sum":"Last summer, police visited after a report about a horse-related livestream comment, telling him he was not in trouble. 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He recalled a 2021 lockdown visit at 1 a.m., when police ordered guests collected; he now thanks reporters for $20.","ins":"Recurring reports, embarrassment, and audience antagonism turn perceived harassment into both caution and monetized content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230212-Why%20the%20Police%20came%20to%20my%20House%20last%20Summer-NdRfRSb-Zgw.mp4","rel":["20181202-dtpzaugdicc","20210516-uywpogwgfrg","20241207-satdh0j74dq","20240322-qfrigoerbis"],"tags":"housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230212-Why the Police came to my House last Summer-NdRfRSb-Zgw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"21 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"737","Source video ID":"NdRfRSb-Zgw","MD5":"0ea5bacaa5394f6e91a456b0a264323f"}},{"id":"20230214-v1737600890","slug":"20230214-v1737600890-happy-valentines-everyone","title":"happy valentines everyone ：)","date":"2023-02-14","dur":10824,"sum":"He plans Japan, possibly longer than his girlfriend expects, with a £300/month Osaka guesthouse and bicycle-based streams. His Thai girlfriend remains upset; he rejects marriage and a £17,000 visa, plans secrecy, and leaves romance in Japan open. 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He reported 83% memory use: Edge 3GB, Hogwarts 1.8GB, Streamlabs 900MB, with approximately 16GB RAM. He called Japan’s tourist voice-SIM restrictions xenophobic, contrasted Thailand’s prepaid access, then panicked over reset overlays and an unfamiliar URL.","ins":"Technical fragility and platform friction again disrupted gaming-streaming plans and heightened his anxiety.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230214-happy%20valentines%20everyone%20%EF%BC%9A%29-v1737738773.mp4","rel":["20230214-v1737600890","20230214-v1737743165","20241226-cj7ptmczryq","20230217-v1740436296"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230214-happy valentines everyone ：)-v1737738773.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"138 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"739","Source video ID":"v1737738773","MD5":"b48510c80ed40fab5bf745e3e04c7f56"}},{"id":"20230214-v1737743165","slug":"20230214-v1737743165-happy-valentines-everyone","title":"happy valentines everyone ：)","date":"2023-02-14","dur":14139,"sum":"Japan plan solidified around a five-to-six-month stay: cheap guesthouse, bicycle streams, concealed location, and roughly £4,400 projected costs. A 25,000-view PewDiePie video earned $60; Hogwarts content flopped, Twitch fell to 20–30 viewers, and he opened a Kick account. He connected childhood bullying and a volatile mother to isolation and anger, recounting smashed objects and fear of hitting her.","ins":"Escape, privacy, monetization, and intimacy remain fused, while declining income pushes cheaper housing and harsher relationship ultimatums.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230214-happy%20valentines%20everyone%20%EF%BC%9A%29-v1737743165.mp4","rel":["20230214-v1737600890","20230214-v1737738773","20241226-cj7ptmczryq","20200214-m9c-zny3yxw"],"tags":"loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230214-happy valentines everyone ：)-v1737743165.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"740","Source video ID":"v1737743165","MD5":"52af07f52410a8331c92f4c7f04edf1f"}},{"id":"20230215-gbp8fobbz_i","slug":"20230215-gbp8fobbz_i-i-made-my-girlfriend-cry-again","title":"i made my girlfriend cry again...","date":"2023-02-15","dur":29629,"sum":"His roughly seven-hour YouTube/Twitch multistream reached 111 YouTube and 20 Twitch viewers; PewDiePie commentary reached 28K views while originals languished. He booked late-March Osaka accommodation (£140–£150/week), targets a £300/month guesthouse, and considers six months with $120 Wi-Fi plus eSIMs. Cheesecake pleased her, but she cries over Japan; he refuses to fund travel, hides his channel, and anticipates a painful goodbye.","ins":"Japan remains both nostalgic aspiration and escape from relationship dependence, boredom, secrecy, and financial strain.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230215-i%20made%20my%20girlfriend%20cry%20again...-gbp8fOBBZ_I.mp4","rel":["20230215-v1738513085","20191129-nftkielheso","20221121-v1658837781","20171027-z-pec81ibic"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230215-i made my girlfriend cry again...-gbp8fOBBZ_I.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"741","Source video ID":"gbp8fOBBZ_I","MD5":"e1061ee072167c2aa8342b1bf362f154"}},{"id":"20230215-v1738513085","slug":"20230215-v1738513085-i-made-my-girlfriend-cry-again","title":"i made my girlfriend cry again...","date":"2023-02-15","dur":29626,"sum":"Girlfriend cried about Japan; he refuses to fund her trip, plans hiding a months-long stay, and may not return. He plans late-March Japan departure, a £150 one-week Osaka apartment, then likely a £300/ month guesthouse for months of bicycle streaming. He spent £5,970 versus £4,300 earned in three months; YouTube/Twitch multistreaming earned roughly $50–65, while PewDiePie content reached 28,000 views.","ins":"Escape, secrecy, monetized drama, and relationship ambivalence remain tightly intertwined.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230215-i%20made%20my%20girlfriend%20cry%20again...-v1738513085.mp4","rel":["20230215-gbp8fobbz_i","20191129-nftkielheso","20221121-v1658837781","20230202-mfveeyhkgks"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230215-i made my girlfriend cry again...-v1738513085.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"742","Source video ID":"v1738513085","MD5":"b51404412c21e2569947b8ecc998a070"}},{"id":"20230216-ok-v1739699780","slug":"20230216-ok-v1739699780-ok-v1739699780","title":"Ok-v1739699780","date":"2023-02-16","dur":99,"sum":"The current transcript contains no text between its delimiters. 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He confirmed late-March Osaka plans—£120 apartment for a week, then roughly ¥50,000 monthly guesthouse—while concealing the longer stay from his girlfriend. A PewDiePie video reached roughly 37–40K views and $90; he chose negative commentary, blamed toxic viewers for lost relationships, and discussed retaliating against them.","ins":"He continues converting intimate conflict into content while insisting the audience, not former partners, is the true enemy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230217-happy%20birthday%20chihiro-v1740436296.mp4","rel":["20190320-k96n07xekti","20230217-ddo5bzqc-xg","20240320-iupxcz5fehu","20211109-dberozdsj_a"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230217-happy birthday chihiro-v1740436296.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"7.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"745","Source video ID":"v1740436296","MD5":"4e7cd583399c24bf16ae77d1aa727674"}},{"id":"20230217-ddo5bzqc-xg","slug":"20230217-ddo5bzqc-xg-why-i-still-hate-my-ex-wife-after-3-years","title":"why i still hate my ex wife after 3 years","date":"2023-02-17","dur":23616,"sum":"On Chihiro’s birthday, Daniel tested Prism Live multistreaming, overlays, phone webcams, and moderation; lag, missing alerts, and bot errors persisted. He set an 888-hour countdown to late-March Osaka: £120 apartment first, then ¥50,000 guesthouse; his girlfriend will stay behind. He reported £879 in his main account, $20,000 savings he refuses to spend, a £700 gold loss, and declining YouTube income.","ins":"Escape, secrecy, unresolved ex-wife attachment, and monetized outrage remain fused with his Japan plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230217-why%20i%20still%20hate%20my%20ex%20wife%20after%203%20years-DdO5bZQC-xg.mp4","rel":["20230217-v1740436296","20240811-kyxcnqlwpg4","20230308-wzzxqf0da90","20190702-qdfyelifyto"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230217-why i still hate my ex wife after 3 years-DdO5bZQC-xg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"746","Source video ID":"DdO5bZQC-xg","MD5":"819a41c0e63ec016014bb8491d9a4075"}},{"id":"20230220-hvsol3jkofa","slug":"20230220-hvsol3jkofa-weekend-trip-with-my-future-wife","title":"Weekend Trip with my Future Wife","date":"2023-02-20","dur":1010,"sum":"During their trip, the couple stayed at a hotel, then fed cats, sheep, and donkeys at an animal attraction. They paid 25 baht each for a mountain tuk-tuk, then explored a damp cave with broken stairs and monkeys. Playful language practice accompanied affection, while both reacted fearfully to unstable structures, animals, ghosts, and getting lost underground.","ins":"The trip turns ordinary sightseeing into intimate, playful content shaped by mutual fear.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230220-Weekend%20Trip%20with%20my%20Future%20Wife-hVsOL3jKoFA.mp4","rel":["20231110-ok4txjes8tw","20190806-tamlefqemho","20200426-y0gspkuzqes","20231113-zufb80nybc8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20230220-Weekend Trip with my Future Wife-hVsOL3jKoFA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"234 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"747","Source video ID":"hVsOL3jKoFA","MD5":"aa6f7bf3b9f491ad7ad60e02039740a9"}},{"id":"20230221-lukofo0t9ps","slug":"20230221-lukofo0t9ps-how-to-use-gopro-as-wireless-webcam-on-streamlabs-and-obs","title":"How to use GoPro as WIRELESS WEBCAM on streamlabs and OBS","date":"2023-02-21","dur":481,"sum":"He explains configuring Mona Server, Streamlabs, and GoPro RTMP URLs so the GoPro functions as a wireless webcam with overlays. The setup works, but video lags about three seconds, audio stays synchronized, and duplicate GoPro microphone audio remains unresolved. He proposes outdoor IRL streaming via phone connections, home laptop, remote Streamlabs control, and Speedify bonding; real-world reliability remains untested.","ins":"Wireless streaming advances, but unresolved latency and mobility risks continue his technical fragility.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230221-How%20to%20use%20GoPro%20as%20WIRELESS%20WEBCAM%20on%20streamlabs%20and%20OBS-lUkofo0t9ps.mp4","rel":["20230525-er3chp1pwxc","20210411-984920944","20250712-ur5ndongcjg","20230214-v1737738773"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230221-How to use GoPro as WIRELESS WEBCAM on streamlabs and OBS-lUkofo0t9ps.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"21.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"748","Source video ID":"lUkofo0t9ps","MD5":"2cf50b7a769de6f90b44c84478d5f891"}},{"id":"20230222-v1745354921","slug":"20230222-v1745354921-hey-guys-its-me-dnaiel","title":"hey guys its me dnaiel","date":"2023-02-22","dur":101,"sum":"While troubleshooting a livestream, the speaker reports broadcasting works on Twitch but not on YouTube. The issue is platform-specific, but no technical cause, settings, or error message is provided. The speaker pauses to investigate; no resolution or subsequent action is documented.","ins":"Streaming works on one platform while cross-platform reliability remains unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230222-hey%20guys%20its%20me%20dnaiel-v1745354921.mp4","rel":["20230303-v1753985797","20230222-v1745357276","20230305-v1756165613","20230606-v1839023146"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230222-hey guys its me dnaiel-v1745354921.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"31.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"749","Source video ID":"v1745354921","MD5":"1d1a0839997c4c677849fc39a4d51e85"}},{"id":"20230222-v1745357276","slug":"20230222-v1745357276-hey-guys-its-me-dnaiel","title":"hey guys its me dnaiel","date":"2023-02-22","dur":30838,"sum":"In a six-hour multistream, Daniel reported reduced arousal with his girlfriend, bisexual fantasies, and a conditional $5,000 gay-OnlyFans proposal. His girlfriend nearly discovered the hidden channel; he lied, considered deleting or retitling livestreams, and preferred breakup over showing devices. Shock-bait was deliberate: his PewDiePie video reached roughly 64,000 views, earned about $170, and lifted projected monthly income toward $1,300.","ins":"Thailand feels safe and comfortable, yet secrecy, boredom, novelty-seeking, and Japan pull him toward rupture.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230222-hey%20guys%20its%20me%20dnaiel-v1745357276.mp4","rel":["20230303-v1753985797","20230222-oix9mxk735a","20230222-v1745354921","20230305-v1756165613"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230222-hey guys its me dnaiel-v1745357276.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"750","Source video ID":"v1745357276","MD5":"7bd2b7592f1e0923ffcdecd1de12592e"}},{"id":"20230222-oix9mxk735a","slug":"20230222-oix9mxk735a-i-m-gay-my-confession","title":"I'M GAY - my confession","date":"2023-02-22","dur":30843,"sum":"Six-hour “I’m Gay” multistream: Daniel reported reduced arousal with his girlfriend, bisexual fantasies, and a conditional $5,000 gay-OnlyFans proposal. After his Thai girlfriend saw him hide comments, he feared discovery, considered deleting livestreams, and privately preferred breakup over disclosure. He admitted deliberate hate-baiting; a PewDiePie video reached about 65,000 views and roughly $170, lifting projected monthly income toward $1,300.","ins":"Comfortable Thailand routine conflicts with secrecy and novelty-seeking, while Japan remains an uncertain escape.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230222-I%27M%20GAY%20-%20my%20confession-Oix9mxk735A.mp4","rel":["20230222-v1745357276","20211023-lk0dgsy4sni","20230303-i9sgwnhxs6m","20220118-fh06tg-pj_g"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230222-I'M GAY - my confession-Oix9mxk735A.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"751","Source video ID":"Oix9mxk735A","MD5":"389fd298aa82d3b267460fa63ef50334"}},{"id":"20230227-o4ih1ih7l8u","slug":"20230227-o4ih1ih7l8u-do-not-buy-octopath-traveler-ii","title":"DO NOT BUY Octopath Traveler II","date":"2023-02-27","dur":531,"sum":"After several hours, he found Octopath Traveler II’s retro visuals, blur effect, mismatched art, and absent equipment customization disappointing. He skipped frequent story cutscenes and found conventional turn-based combat repetitive, though bosses and character progression provided limited enjoyment. Despite some fun, he rejected the £50 price, comparing it to mobile or £5–£10 indie games; £20 is his maximum.","ins":"Grinding and numerical progression hold his attention, but perceived low value overrides the addictive hook.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230227-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Octopath%20Traveler%20II-o4ih1iH7l8U.mp4","rel":["20230622-btfboozbiiw","20250321-cdqgdwux25q","20240121-hfulonuxuoq","20240201-g-hacthfqmq"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20230227-DO NOT BUY Octopath Traveler II-o4ih1iH7l8U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"130 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"752","Source video ID":"o4ih1iH7l8U","MD5":"97ec78741d03821f3be34d704f0c6c79"}},{"id":"20230227-cspxa9znexw","slug":"20230227-cspxa9znexw-do-not-buy-sons-of-the-forest","title":"DO NOT BUY Sons of the Forest","date":"2023-02-27","dur":492,"sum":"Reviews Sons of the Forest's £25 early-access survival sandbox as bland and unoriginal, resembling realistic Minecraft with unclear objectives. Enjoys flexible log-building and limited social cooperation, but finds gathering, fiddly inventory, repetitive construction, and bare-bones combat unrewarding. On an RTX 3060 laptop, high settings are laggy; he lowers graphics, rates it 4.2/10, and recommends waiting for polish or price reduction.","ins":"His recent gaming-content strategy continues: buying anticipated releases, then framing weak engagement as poor value and limited replayability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230227-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Sons%20of%20the%20Forest-cSPxA9ZNeXw.mp4","rel":["20230824-chppki99mea","20240121-hfulonuxuoq","20241127-q3a1wfv60s8","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230227-DO NOT BUY Sons of the Forest-cSPxA9ZNeXw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"122 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"753","Source video ID":"cSPxA9ZNeXw","MD5":"a45ccec0b64be3a140d03ccae2e087cc"}},{"id":"20230227-gc2cvbg4ku4","slug":"20230227-gc2cvbg4ku4-my-problem-with-the-anime-man-joey-bizinger-gatekeeping-content-in-japan","title":"My Problem With The Anime Man (Joey Bizinger) Gatekeeping content in Japan","date":"2023-02-27","dur":504,"sum":"He attacks The Anime Man’s criticism of Suspenders’ Tokyo train stream, rejecting Joey’s authority to gatekeep IRL content in Japan. He says drama sustains channels only while conflict supplies material, recalling two years of ex-wife content, burnout, and mental harm. He portrays Joey as privileged by anime/Japan expertise and endorses filming businesses without permission, even lying if challenged.","ins":"He defends provocative content as necessary for attention despite acknowledging burnout and reputational costs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230227-My%20Problem%20With%20The%20Anime%20Man%20%28Joey%20Bizinger%29%20Gatekeeping%20content%20in%20Japan-GC2cvbg4Ku4.mp4","rel":["20231224-mlgdgly9vfu","20200811--jdjvpsjk-y","20171224-auedt0t-zlg","20171224-auedt0t-zlg-75be7ea0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20230227-My Problem With The Anime Man (Joey Bizinger) Gatekeeping content in Japan-GC2cvbg4Ku4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"56.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"754","Source video ID":"GC2cvbg4Ku4","MD5":"7a77fbf52312702de05cc8e7e32c6f4d"}},{"id":"20230228-qkolnz1my7w","slug":"20230228-qkolnz1my7w-live-stream-with-daniel-in-thailand","title":"live stream with Daniel in Thailand","date":"2023-02-28","dur":29889,"sum":"Japan countdown reaches roughly 621 hours; girlfriend may not join, while he plans Osaka guesthouse living, cycling streams, and gym training. 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He planned Osaka guesthouse life and cycling streams, hiding a months-long stay; his girlfriend may not afford 10,000-baht rent or join. 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Japan preparations are complete: first-week apartment, guesthouse afterward, rental Wi‑Fi, approved documentation; he hides the extended stay from his girlfriend. He accepts the old drama audience is gone, removes Thailand talking-head videos, but reports 300,000 monthly views and rising revenue.","ins":"His escape, secrecy, monetization, and relationship ambivalence remain tightly fused, while illness and exhaustion narrow his willingness to create.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230308-dont%20watch%20testing-v1758773345.mp4","rel":["20230715-v1872176299","20230714-v1871519150","20230714-v1871546074","20230711-v1868995396"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230308-dont watch testing-v1758773345.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"8.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"759","Source video ID":"v1758773345","MD5":"48c3ee5783161413a92b7785de205b3e"}},{"id":"20230308-wzzxqf0da90","slug":"20230308-wzzxqf0da90-why-i-hate-my-ex-girlfriend","title":"Why I Hate My Ex-Girlfriend","date":"2023-03-08","dur":26299,"sum":"Still sick with coughing, weak voice, dizziness and phlegm; streams despite illness, fearing he may appear COVID-positive entering Japan. 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He admits sacrificing credibility and relationships for outrage; PewDiePie commentary earned roughly $280, while the channel still sustains him.","ins":"Escape remains central, but illness and secrecy intensify conflict between peaceful stability and renewed drama.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230308-Why%20I%20Hate%20My%20Ex-Girlfriend-Wzzxqf0da90.mp4","rel":["20220527-t0cm5ykohf8","20230308-v1758773345","20230215-v1738513085","20230217-ddo5bzqc-xg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20230308-Why I Hate My Ex-Girlfriend-Wzzxqf0da90.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"884 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"760","Source video ID":"Wzzxqf0da90","MD5":"3eeb14b9ddf3f9497c8015bc26e6c64b"}},{"id":"20230313-chatting-v1763702120","slug":"20230313-chatting-v1763702120-chatting-v1763702120","title":"chatting-v1763702120","date":"2023-03-13","dur":29945,"sum":"","ins":"","t":false,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230313-chatting-v1763702120.mp4","rel":[],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20230313-chatting-v1763702120.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"761","Source video ID":"chatting-v1763702120","MD5":"16a8e1ab8cccc4fb4c67485f6b7d60dc"}},{"id":"20230313-eepref75n2q","slug":"20230313-eepref75n2q-making-special-japanese-curry","title":"making special japanese curry","date":"2023-03-13","dur":29946,"sum":"After nearly two weeks of coughing, he reports girlfriend’s vomiting and pregnancy speculation ended when her period arrived; the title was clickbait. Japan remains planned within weeks: one cheap apartment week, then guesthouse; he may leave his girlfriend while concealing his channel. His eight-hour stream exposed unstable GoPro/server connections; phone at 2,000 bitrate improved stability, while viewers fluctuated roughly 20–110.","ins":"Japan remains his escape, relationship reset, and channel revival; stability repeatedly produces boredom.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230313-making%20special%20japanese%20curry-eepREf75n2Q.mp4","rel":["20240318-jahicawtz1s","20200730-xlwddmpehq4","20240401-frnppk7ywds","20170309-g0odhcs-szs"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20230313-making special japanese curry-eepREf75n2Q.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"762","Source video ID":"eepREf75n2Q","MD5":"90672808fba946eb7319125548777569"}},{"id":"20230315-v1765673226","slug":"20230315-v1765673226-working-on-my-log-cabin","title":"working on my log cabin","date":"2023-03-15","dur":2105,"sum":"In a survival-building game, he surveys a cabin base with defensive towers, walls, gates, and a river zipline network. Daytime mutant attacks expose weak enemy AI; attackers circle the river or impale themselves on stakes, forcing repeated repairs. He says Virginia died accidentally in a grenade blast, Kelvin remains stuck, and loneliness leaves him alone on the island.","ins":"The stream mixes improvisational base-building with dark humor, frustration at game AI, and isolation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230315-working%20on%20my%20log%20cabin-v1765673226.mp4","rel":["20230315-v1765692711","20230315-v1765684547","20220214-rennoorze1w","20220214-tbackr_hqxy"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert","tech":{"Original filename":"20230315-working on my log cabin-v1765673226.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"591 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"763","Source video ID":"v1765673226","MD5":"3663896b6f3fff1e7ee16cf129bceccc"}},{"id":"20230315-v1765684547","slug":"20230315-v1765684547-working-on-my-log-cabin","title":"working on my log cabin","date":"2023-03-15","dur":1559,"sum":"Japan is under two weeks away; he calls Thailand boring, weighs it against his girlfriend, and says girlfriends are boring. Twitch fell to roughly four viewers; he blames multistreaming for weakening Twitch and considers returning to Twitch-only broadcasts. His voice remains unrecovered; he needs rest and dismantles most of a wooden game-camp deck he regrets building.","ins":"Boredom continues converting travel and relationships into interchangeable escape options.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230315-working%20on%20my%20log%20cabin-v1765684547.mp4","rel":["20230315-v1765673226","20230315-v1765692711","20220213-ssmws70beag","20220211-3ylbyayzy9i"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20230315-working on my log cabin-v1765684547.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"448 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"764","Source video ID":"v1765684547","MD5":"ab015789b3c3b37c31f0fa66285dc60c"}},{"id":"20230315-v1765692711","slug":"20230315-v1765692711-working-on-my-log-cabin","title":"working on my log cabin","date":"2023-03-15","dur":2737,"sum":"He builds bridges and a walkway, repairs defenses after mutant attacks, and celebrates achieving the base design he wanted. 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He reports a content drought: past drama is gone, his girlfriend offers little, and he refuses to reveal his channel.","ins":"Content scarcity and secrecy reinforce his isolation, while game-building supplies temporary structure and satisfaction.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230315-working%20on%20my%20log%20cabin-v1765692711.mp4","rel":["20230315-v1765673226","20230315-v1765684547","20220214-rennoorze1w","20220214-tbackr_hqxy"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20230315-working on my log cabin-v1765692711.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"749 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"765","Source video ID":"v1765692711","MD5":"1f242f2b7daa1b1f94dde72382fde1b0"}},{"id":"20230316-bfmkz90qghw","slug":"20230316-bfmkz90qghw-day-in-the-life-of-unemployed-neet-in-thailand","title":"Day in the Life of Unemployed NEET in Thailand","date":"2023-03-16","dur":25498,"sum":"After two-plus weeks of illness and lost voice, his server-routed seven-hour stream stayed stable, but viewership remained roughly 56–100. 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Venus Angelic unexpectedly discussed meeting in Osaka, bar-hopping, daily videos and joint OnlyFans; he questioned whether the flirtation was genuine.","ins":"Declining viewers, low income and Thailand boredom intensify his recurring escape, secrecy, novelty-seeking and relationship ambivalence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230316-Day%20in%20the%20Life%20of%20Unemployed%20NEET%20in%20Thailand-BfMKz90Qghw.mp4","rel":["20200117-af9redxzkgk","20240204-jtxtjw9nkgg","20170106-p4dihlja9f4","20171129-fxf_ktatlze"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230316-Day in the Life of Unemployed NEET in Thailand-BfMKz90Qghw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"766","Source video ID":"BfMKz90Qghw","MD5":"919947c087b0530cefb6fc10e5c0dd49"}},{"id":"20230319-r7ih4xukqnw","slug":"20230319-r7ih4xukqnw-picking-up-my-new-tesla-model-y-with-my-girlfriend","title":"Picking up my NEW Tesla model Y with my girlfriend","date":"2023-03-19","dur":45,"sum":"During an apparent Tesla Model Y pickup with his girlfriend, the speaker reacts with surprise and enthusiasm. He asks how the door opens and where the clutch is, revealing unfamiliarity with Tesla’s controls. 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Despite health issues, he plans Nishinari–Umeda cycling; his Thai girlfriend is arriving while he messages a Japanese woman about meeting. 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The slum visit frightened him: residents shouted about filming, police were nearby, and he left quickly, calling the area unsettling. At Osaka Station, he revisited Chihiro’s reconciliation sites; police nearly removed his parked bicycle, and he returned exhausted after nearly ten hours.","ins":"Japan’s escape increasingly resembles exhausting routine: pain, streaming failures, Chihiro fixation, and neglect of his girlfriend.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230330-Exploring%20the%20Slums%20of%20Osaka%20in%20Japan-KLokp6Ohvys.mp4","rel":["20191204-2eczkfg66mo","20240403-thy3merlfei","20230403-gieouu6bet0","20250323-l5tpzzznyds"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230330-Exploring the Slums of Osaka in Japan-KLokp6Ohvys.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"771","Source video ID":"KLokp6Ohvys","MD5":"86c01f4b94d8822fb9e45df69faf7942"}},{"id":"20230331-ucmqugd_f_c","slug":"20230331-ucmqugd_f_c-all-night-sleeping-stream-in-japan","title":"all night sleeping stream in Japan","date":"2023-03-31","dur":42900,"sum":"After a roughly 50-kilometre, ten-hour Osaka cycle, he reported severe soreness, rib and skin/ finger pain, planning only local activities next. 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He failed to find an adapter, spent ¥2,700 on sushi, and admitted anticipating his Thai girlfriend’s arrival.","ins":"Japan’s hoped-for renewal collides with punishing logistics, austere accommodation, technical problems, and shifting relationship resolve.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230402-Staying%20at%20the%20cheapest%20hotel%20in%20Osaka%20with%20my%20girlfriend-3f9Tmd4j-Zs.mp4","rel":["20230402-x_fxmnz61fg","20230408-sqemcguvzyo","20191103-5hj6qm8i7oe-8419a490","20240424-jdpi9yqcsau"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230402-Staying at the cheapest hotel in Osaka with my girlfriend-3f9Tmd4j-Zs.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"774","Source video ID":"3f9Tmd4j-Zs","MD5":"5f5574aebd526f1bf12b2fc01f07d9ba"}},{"id":"20230402-x_fxmnz61fg","slug":"20230402-x_fxmnz61fg-staying-at-the-cheapest-hotel-in-osaka-with-my-girlfriend","title":"Staying at the cheapest hotel in Osaka with my girlfriend","date":"2023-04-02","dur":42900,"sum":"YouTube unexpectedly ended his six-hour stream despite a live server; he created a new event and lost half his viewers. He cycled through Dotonbori and America-Mura, struggled with toilets, cold, crowds, and unstable connectivity, then returned to his $13-a-night hotel. He planned SIM and clothing shopping, pursued Japanese and Korean contacts while hiding his work, and accidentally smoked a charger.","ins":"Novelty and dating energized him, but technical failures, illness, discomfort, and financial limits curtailed exploration.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230402-Staying%20at%20the%20cheapest%20hotel%20in%20Osaka%20with%20my%20girlfriend-x_fxMNz61Fg.mp4","rel":["20230402-3f9tmd4j-zs","20220126-2lumsqrkssa","20230403-gieouu6bet0","20190929-97gmm3spmtc-c557544f"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230402-Staying at the cheapest hotel in Osaka with my girlfriend-x_fxMNz61Fg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"775","Source video ID":"x_fxMNz61Fg","MD5":"314c18957a2e9e95124714e0a6fa7b05"}},{"id":"20230403-gieouu6bet0","slug":"20230403-gieouu6bet0-day-2-living-in-the-slums-of-osaka","title":"Day 2 living in the slums of osaka","date":"2023-04-03","dur":42899,"sum":"He struggled with charging, coughing, unstable pocket Wi‑Fi, and eSIM failure; bought a ¥5,000 50GB prepaid SIM and ¥2,000 cable. He cycled to Umeda, ate expensive Starbucks and ¥600 Matsuya, browsed Yodobashi for two hours, then visited Tenga shops. He paid ¥16,000 for sex and bought ¥2,500 of toys, while planning a Korean coffee date before his girlfriend’s arrival.","ins":"Japan’s novelty sustains activity, but illness, technical friction, spending, secrecy, and hotel instability undermine renewal.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230403-Day%202%20living%20in%20the%20slums%20of%20osaka-Gieouu6beT0.mp4","rel":["20191204-2eczkfg66mo","20230330-klokp6ohvys","20230402-x_fxmnz61fg","20230402-3f9tmd4j-zs"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230403-Day 2 living in the slums of osaka-Gieouu6beT0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"10.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"776","Source video ID":"Gieouu6beT0","MD5":"f360f204571d34c7b3b800fba7f2bd89"}},{"id":"20230403-e3nu8hjotx4","slug":"20230403-e3nu8hjotx4-sleep-stream-in-japan","title":"Sleep stream in Japan","date":"2023-04-03","dur":41554,"sum":"He prepares another Osaka hotel move, juggling pocket Wi-Fi, a 50GB SIM, battery banks, and bicycle transport for streaming. Japan’s hotel-hopping now feels exhausting; he misses Bangkok, questions the trip, and mentions a Thai Elite Visa and marriage. Gaming results diverge: Switch OLED earned $800 from 237,000 views, Hogwarts flopped, and he plans Starfield and Zelda content.","ins":"Novelty-driven escape is reversing into fatigue and nostalgia for stable apartment life, while streaming and relationship plans remain uncertain.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230403-Sleep%20stream%20in%20Japan-e3Nu8HJOTx4.mp4","rel":["20230329-okbkm8qbbeg","20231209-gkrmisilhrw","20230214-v1737600890","20230330-klokp6ohvys"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230403-Sleep stream in Japan-e3Nu8HJOTx4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"777","Source video ID":"e3Nu8HJOTx4","MD5":"3e582498c1c47b514dce998c07cd65e5"}},{"id":"20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i","slug":"20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i-my-ex-wife-doesn-t-want-to-get-back-together","title":"My ex wife doesn't want to get back together ：(","date":"2023-04-04","dur":42898,"sum":"Around day 10, streaming felt exhausting; videos made $15–20, but donations brought about $138.56 and 11.5 extra hours. He left the slum hotel, bought a ¥5,000 SIM, visited a ¥1,500 cat café, then checked into a better hotel. Chihiro said she no longer loved him, but Daniel asked to remarry and planned hiding Japan from his Thai girlfriend.","ins":"Social interaction briefly revived mood and viewers, while secrecy, money anxiety, and streaming fatigue persisted.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230404-My%20ex%20wife%20doesn%27t%20want%20to%20get%20back%20together%20%EF%BC%9A%28-b2MwCdZ7d6I.mp4","rel":["20210929-rwe8onhrmlc","20230408-g3-znzdusfg","20220914-fmui3uxi2tk","20210824--i3oycrqnxg"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230404-My ex wife doesn't want to get back together ：(-b2MwCdZ7d6I.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"7.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"778","Source video ID":"b2MwCdZ7d6I","MD5":"d25bdcb1a4323427a2e5a513862c6a43"}},{"id":"20230404-fyqcaclpeok","slug":"20230404-fyqcaclpeok-sad-and-lonely-in-osaka-japan","title":"Sad and lonely in osaka japan","date":"2023-04-04","dur":42899,"sum":"In Osaka, drunk and exhausted after cycling and shopping, he planned bed while reporting a month-long cough and rib pain. He argued with his Thai girlfriend about daily contact, considered blocking her, and worried about life and housing after separation. Tinder and Bumble both banned him; he created a Pairs profile and considered bars or Meetup to find new dates.","ins":"Novelty-seeking shifts from travel to dating apps, while relationship dissatisfaction and housing insecurity remain unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230404-Sad%20and%20lonely%20in%20osaka%20japan-FYQCAcLpEok.mp4","rel":["20230405-6hmwn-vkt9w","20210729-napoebi4upi","20230729-v1884387472","20260810-mwvskrjm_ew"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20230404-Sad and lonely in osaka japan-FYQCAcLpEok.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"779","Source video ID":"FYQCAcLpEok","MD5":"7b16bee8c09b33876143249a714217a8"}},{"id":"20230405-wyhfvisuaxg","slug":"20230405-wyhfvisuaxg-broke-and-homeless-in-japan-day-11","title":"Broke and homeless in Japan - Day 11","date":"2023-04-05","dur":40173,"sum":"He cycled four hours to Osaka Castle, ate ¥500 takoyaki, and ended the roughly five-hour stream with about $135 donations and 11 added timer hours. An old man repeatedly ordered him to move his bicycle from a doorway; Daniel felt trapped, then clipped and publicly posted the confrontation. 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Two hours of Pairs payment and identity-verification attempts failed; debit-card and foreign-ID barriers left him unable to use dating apps. After abandoning dating-app efforts, he said he missed and loved his Thai girlfriend, yet privately called her annoying and discussed being stuck with her.","ins":"Novelty and escape repeatedly collapse into technical frustration, loneliness, relationship ambivalence, and monetized daily struggle.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230405-sad%20lonely%20night%20in%20my%20bed-6hmWn-Vkt9w.mp4","rel":["20230404-fyqcaclpeok","20210108-2po8jv3zv84","20210410-982936188","20230729-v1884387472"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230405-sad lonely night in my bed-6hmWn-Vkt9w.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"781","Source video ID":"6hmWn-Vkt9w","MD5":"e2e08e9f157923ba92d0a54084ef010b"}},{"id":"20230405-j46nadktxjs","slug":"20230405-j46nadktxjs-stupid-old-japanese-man-got-angry-at-me","title":"STUPID old Japanese man got angry at me...","date":"2023-04-05","dur":32,"sum":"The speaker says other YouTubers’ ability to do something does not mean he is personally safe. 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He said the last stream was demonetized, the old-man clip earned $4, and OnlyFans remained active pending a new edit. 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He hid his Thai girlfriend while arranging her secret next-week visit, pursuing a Korean Sunday date, and considering leaving her. He said scripted drama built the channel, while honest streams stagnate; an emo Osaka Castle post revived his creative impulse.","ins":"Escape, novelty, and romance again produced fatigue, secrecy, nostalgia, and unstable relationship-seeking.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230407-looking%20for%20new%20japanese%20wife%20in%20Japan-FlGnQ8sJBKU.mp4","rel":["20240811-kyxcnqlwpg4","20250526-npp_4usqpb8","20181001-ui84ofe6gk8","20170815-yxiuhfo2vi4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20230407-looking for new japanese wife in Japan-FlGnQ8sJBKU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"785","Source video ID":"FlGnQ8sJBKU","MD5":"949a756070d23f79a75539551e184534"}},{"id":"20230407-hwt_wh2qwwa","slug":"20230407-hwt_wh2qwwa-sleeping-with-daniel","title":"sleeping with Daniel","date":"2023-04-07","dur":37780,"sum":"After poor sleep and early checkout, he planned another Osaka hotel move, estimating roughly £400 spent in two weeks. He struggled with nauseating wide-angle stabilization, considered a ¥55,000 Sony camera, and accepted streaming quality remained imperfect. 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He emphasizes the room is only large enough for one bed, underscoring the extreme space constraint. The window overlooks a cold alley and rooftops littered with fallen socks, clothing, and possibly underwear; he repeatedly complains about the cold.","ins":"Japan’s hotel-hopping has reached stark micro-lodging, intensifying his discomfort instead of providing renewal.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230408-Inside%20Osaka%27s%20TINIEST%20Micro%20Apartment%20%283%20Tatami%20Japanese%20Style%20Room%29-sqemCGUVZYo.mp4","rel":["20171213-mefygzmyl7m","20240308-eyzkorabuze","20181129-skxt28jzrxg","20240322-qfrigoerbis"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20230408-Inside Osaka's TINIEST Micro Apartment (3 Tatami Japanese Style Room)-sqemCGUVZYo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"52.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"787","Source video ID":"sqemCGUVZYo","MD5":"f222cdd3cd4407a0c44ba3062cde3b49"}},{"id":"20230408-g3-znzdusfg","slug":"20230408-g3-znzdusfg-why-i-want-to-get-back-with-my-ex-wife","title":"Why I want to get back with my ex wife","date":"2023-04-08","dur":42898,"sum":"After four hours cycling with a 15-kilogram backpack, he checked into a noisy three-tatami slum hotel and planned to pause streaming. Chihiro asked about reconciling; he cited marriage’s visa, housing, and content benefits, yet predicted renewed regret and attraction elsewhere. 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Thai school starts next week; tomorrow he submits education-visa documents, while his girlfriend quits work and buys gaming peripherals. A £150 accountant review confirms roughly £3,600 tax owed on last year’s £21,000 income; he considers instalments and equipment deductions.","ins":"Streaming remains his livelihood, while unreliable infrastructure, weak views, and tax resentment deepen financial precarity.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230614-grinding%20to%20level%2060-v1845756858.mp4","rel":["20230621-v1851627054","20230621-v1851622648","20230615-v1846565593","20230615-v1846562361"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230614-grinding to level 60-v1845756858.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"853","Source video ID":"v1845756858","MD5":"0adeb9578744a06081a8adcdbd823ad8"}},{"id":"20230614-3nw8biihmwy","slug":"20230614-3nw8biihmwy-strongest-tank-barbarian-build-diablo-4-best-barbarian-self-healing-tank-build-level-50","title":"STRONGEST TANK BARBARIAN Build ｜ Diablo 4 Best BARBARIAN SELF-HEALING TANK Build (Level 50+)","date":"2023-06-14","dur":1024,"sum":"Presents a “vampiric” Barbarian build sacrificing DPS for Bash stuns, defensive shouts, Iron Skin, barriers, fortification, armor, and damage reduction. 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He pauses troubleshooting and attempts to reset Streamlabs to restore the microphone. 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He paid £500 for six months of Thai school and awaits immigration approval, while reporting £3,600 tax plus another 1,100 due July 2024. A viewer unexpectedly paid $250 for two paintings; Daniel planned shipping them, painting more, and rethinking his auction system.","ins":"He increasingly accepts channel decline, preferring Thai stability and solitary gaming over networking, Japan, or conventional employment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230615-grinding%20to%20level%2060-v1846565593.mp4","rel":["20230621-v1851627054","20230615-movioksgbgw","20230618-_zx24cnukuk","20230614-v1845756858"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230615-grinding to level 60-v1846565593.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"858","Source video ID":"v1846565593","MD5":"4e111d6086e0e174a1454dea2134b547"}},{"id":"20230615-movioksgbgw","slug":"20230615-movioksgbgw-why-i-failed-in-life-and-became-a-loser","title":"Why i failed in life and became a loser ：(","date":"2023-06-15","dur":21087,"sum":"A microphone setup failure marred the livestream; he says streams earn roughly $100 versus $30 videos and plans more Diablo content. 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Single-target damage is weak; he uses Bash, swaps Fury for Iron Skin, defeats Butcher, and plans to test Hammer next.","ins":"The build shifts from Rogue mobility to satisfying area clearing, while exposing a persistent boss- damage trade-off.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230618-HIGHEST%20Damage%20BARBARIAN%20WHIRLWIND%20Build%20%EF%BD%9C%20Diablo%204%20Best%20Barbarian%20AOE%20%28Level%2050%2B%20Levelling%20Build%29-ngn23cfZpHE.mp4","rel":["20230620-9iqikidsfuc","20230612-hwyodpxvbiy","20230618-_zx24cnukuk","20230628-yq_jiqi0esg"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20230618-HIGHEST Damage BARBARIAN WHIRLWIND Build ｜ Diablo 4 Best Barbarian AOE (Level 50+ Levelling Build)-ngn23cfZpHE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"142 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"860","Source video ID":"ngn23cfZpHE","MD5":"2f9088cc97c8263efc133a46af1d62c9"}},{"id":"20230618-_zx24cnukuk","slug":"20230618-_zx24cnukuk-highest-damage-rogue-build-after-level-50-diablo-4-best-rogue-dps-build-level-50","title":"Highest Damage ROGUE Build After LEVEL 50+ ｜ Diablo 4 Best Rogue DPS Build (Level 50+)","date":"2023-06-18","dur":858,"sum":"Daniel presents a high-damage Rogue build centered on Twisting Blades, Poison Imbuement, Poison Trap, Death Trap, Dash, and Concealment. 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He experiments with Rend, Thorns, and Whirlwind, farms Helltides and Grim Favors for ancestral gear, and loses Cinders and Seeds after deaths. 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Thai school and visa processing begin next week; he explores painting and cats while admitting YouTube may end in ordinary employment.","ins":"The clickbait-and-novelty cycle is weakening, pushing him reluctantly toward education, domestic stability, and less internet-dependent goals.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230622-update%20on%20my%20Tax%20Problem-UvbZ4D13BRg.mp4","rel":["20231021-jz0zjepdd2u","20230623-v1853314825","20230826-r4pxzqytyuo","20230827-9-yryvul7b8"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230622-update on my Tax Problem-UvbZ4D13BRg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"871","Source video ID":"UvbZ4D13BRg","MD5":"aae9c4e8dc2f1a4860f30cc4c86f1422"}},{"id":"20230623-v1853312454","slug":"20230623-v1853312454-my-girlfriend-dumped-me","title":"my girlfriend DUMPED me ：(","date":"2023-06-23","dur":116,"sum":"The speaker tests and rearranges equipment, then confirms the setup looks good. 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Immigration and Thai school are planned this week; his girlfriend is quitting work, while he considers extending the visa or eventually marrying. 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His five-year-old GoPro 7 fails; loud music repeatedly forces route changes as he fears copyright claims and lost ad revenue. 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He feels empty and directionless, fearing decades of boredom; caring for baby shrimp is his clearest current fulfillment. 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He calls it generic and boring, criticizing its graphics, confusing maps, top-down presentation, controls, menus, inventory, and supposedly unpolished gameplay. 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He condemns rushed, inadequate testing that allegedly misrepresented Billet Labs’ prototype and led to its auction, calling the conduct unethical. 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He may quit streaming; if personal videos fall below 1,000 views, he plans to pivot toward gaming and trend-based content. Armored Core 6 and iPhone 15 are content bets; classes end October, while marriage and visa choices remain unsettled.","ins":"Stable Thai life conflicts with his belief that drama and trend-chasing are necessary for relevance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230819-i%20think%20i%27m%20actually%20gay...--vgPHlRINXk.mp4","rel":["20170124-nxerrurr3hk","20240729-uxmjhajjvma","20230222-oix9mxk735a","20181231-nuajor9vrg4"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230819-i think i'm actually gay...--vgPHlRINXk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"980","Source video ID":"-vgPHlRINXk","MD5":"220d8b76b9634ed9b027e8fbe5d8190e"}},{"id":"20230820-shim0bza5oa","slug":"20230820-shim0bza5oa-linus-tech-tips-is-bleeding-subs-worst-apology-video-ever","title":"Linus Tech Tips is BLEEDING subs - WORST apology video ever","date":"2023-08-20","dur":280,"sum":"He reports Linus Tech Tips losing about 200,000 subscribers, while commenters largely condemn its apology as scripted, soulless, and forced. 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A streamer-community confrontation followed harsh Discord comments about a friend; he recognizes repeating an earlier mistake that ended potential friendship. 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He criticizes slow labyrinthine objectives, predictable enemy warnings, repetitive cat-and- mouse play, weak skill element, and little replayability. 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An insensitive comment about a streamer’s friend’s deceased mother jeopardized collaboration; he regrets losing content opportunities more than causing harm. He recalls breaking a childhood newspaper-delivery promise and recognizing the friend’s distress years later; he wants relationships but repeatedly sabotages them.","ins":"His self-analysis combines growing retrospective awareness with persistent low empathy, loneliness, and relationship self-sabotage.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230824-My%20life%20struggle%20as%20a%20Sociopath-q5O_CScSlis.mp4","rel":["20190505-hea1om8qas8","20190505-hea1om8qas8-0a51ed31","20230512-hjcwjxamja8","20151013-xxw9ucjfft0"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister","tech":{"Original filename":"20230824-My life struggle as a Sociopath-q5O_CScSlis.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"75.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"987","Source video ID":"q5O_CScSlis","MD5":"c914b671204e9b153c984fd690dfbea2"}},{"id":"20230824--x5bcwhwmei","slug":"20230824--x5bcwhwmei-the-fousey-situation-is-insane","title":"The Fousey Situation Is Insane","date":"2023-08-24","dur":493,"sum":"He discusses FouseyTube’s apparent arrest after threatening a doxxer and berating police, while questioning whether the incident was scripted. He argues Fousey may prioritize manic attention, money, and clout over treatment, pitying him while criticizing exploitative associates and viewers. 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He praised customization and combat but found most weapons weak, ordinary enemies trivial, missions shallow, and OS tuning basic. He felt absent human characters weakened the story, rejected NG+/NG++ and PvP, and rated the £50 game 6.2/10.","ins":"As with Diablo 4, finishing the campaign immediately extinguishes his interest in replayability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230829-My%20Thoughts%20on%20Armored%20Core%206%20After%2040%20Hours%20of%20Gameplay...-6w2Gs3z9osk.mp4","rel":["20230825-y2cug4lpyg8","20230824-4vsdzlrwdck","20230728-yuwpxwv0n7y","20230826-doebiu2ghka"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230829-My Thoughts on Armored Core 6 After 40 Hours of Gameplay...-6w2Gs3z9osk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"168 MB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"994","Source video ID":"6w2Gs3z9osk","MD5":"2ab14f788453a25e317bce1fda31db13"}},{"id":"20230829-a5lwo3fozek","slug":"20230829-a5lwo3fozek-this-armored-core-6-build-is-overpowered","title":"This ARMORED CORE 6 Build is OVERPOWERED","date":"2023-08-29","dur":511,"sum":"He replaces Songbirds with twin Earshots and dual Zimmerman shotguns, using hard lock, thrust, stagger timing, and kinetic/explosive OS tuning. A mistaken Songbird/Earshot loadout explained weak damage; subsequent trials reached 14–17 seconds, while misses, movement, reloads, and shields blocked sub-10 seconds. 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He chose a theft-focused female Cyber Runner, completed the opening and Vanguard exam, deferred enlistment, then repeatedly died on missions.","ins":"Expensive purchase, rapid disillusionment, and monetization pressure again shape his gaming review expectations.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699992/20230831-Playing%20Starfield%20-%20First%20Impressions%20of%20the%20game-yj53YK9DVyI.mp4","rel":["20230901-s4hzmztbzso","20230901-f5kupgr-rys","20230906-jzgxrsze2ay","20230910-jfktlouheqq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230831-Playing Starfield - First Impressions of the game-yj53YK9DVyI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699992","Source sequence":"996","Source video ID":"yj53YK9DVyI","MD5":"0df3c21e2f847ed622aa7c577b236a9a"}},{"id":"20230831-cvdqonhe2li","slug":"20230831-cvdqonhe2li-why-i-broke-up-with-my-love-doll","title":"why I broke up with my Love Doll","date":"2023-08-31","dur":525,"sum":"After years testing full-body, torso, and other love dolls, he says cleaning them was difficult, unhygienic, and often impossible. 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His RTX 3060 laptop reaches only 10–15 FPS on low settings, with stuttering and glitches; character creation further undermines investment.","ins":"Hype again turns an expensive purchase into buyer’s remorse and distrust of premium-access pricing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230901-Why%20I%20Regret%20Buying%20Starfield-S4HZmZtbzSo.mp4","rel":["20230901-f5kupgr-rys","20230210-mgohwbny-zy","20230831-yj53yk9dvyi","20250605-d_ew7exyeye"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20230901-Why I Regret Buying Starfield-S4HZmZtbzSo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"63.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"3","Source video ID":"S4HZmZtbzSo","MD5":"b764d0f9046540151ec4ab935a8baa69"}},{"id":"20230902-hzuti6rkcyw","slug":"20230902-hzuti6rkcyw-feeling-sad-today","title":"feeling sad today ：(","date":"2023-09-02","dur":12816,"sum":"Views abruptly fell from 10–15K to 1–4K; he fears shadow-banning, channel collapse, and ending his seven-year no-job streak. 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He submitted Japan evidence to HMRC, seeking 2019 tax relief and installments, while weighing UK Christmas against Thailand’s visa uncertainty.","ins":"Decline, grief, isolation, and relationship uncertainty push him toward authenticity, though escape fantasies persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230902-feeling%20sad%20today%20%EF%BC%9A%28-hZuti6rKcYw.mp4","rel":["20250603-k0myxtq4x2i","20240711-gn5fqf7zsaa","20210604-v1045873168","20250203-ix-eltdphao"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230902-feeling sad today ：(-hZuti6rKcYw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"4","Source video ID":"hZuti6rKcYw","MD5":"7f3e73864d89319664f03a98c98ca697"}},{"id":"20230902-onursv3ai74","slug":"20230902-onursv3ai74-the-comprehensive-beginner-s-guide-to-starfield","title":"The Comprehensive Beginner's Guide to Starfield","date":"2023-09-02","dur":639,"sum":"Character creation requires choosing backgrounds, traits, and skills; he favors Cyber Runner stealth, physical abilities, Boost Pack Training, and lockpicking. 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He completed a Vanguard/Terramorph quest, calling it loading-screen-heavy dialogue; shipbuilding remained the standout feature after a costly redesign. 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He completed faction missions, covered for Vae Victis’s mass killings, lied to the cabinet, and gained 20,000 credits. 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He concedes it was not his place to judge their parenting, acknowledges varied experiences, and notes they may later leave Japan. 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His custom starfighter uses quad missiles, lasers, and suppressors; missiles deliver extreme damage but risk destroying ships before boarding. 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He warns against attacking remaining viewers or publicly complaining, offering three paths: continue with fewer views, pivot, or start anew. He presents fake-cancer or quitting announcements as risky attention tactics, then urges employment, tax responsibility, savings, and retraining.","ins":"Channel collapse shifts him toward acceptance, though sensationalism remains a tempting last resort.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230910-My%20Youtube%20Channel%20Died%20-%20What%20now%EF%BC%9F-U1KldAdCgmY.mp4","rel":["20201212-poauzlhlbja","20230531-pdhc7czgcre","20190209-vz3g3lhkelk-806d38cd","20210908-gahjqc3jjas"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230910-My Youtube Channel Died - What now？-U1KldAdCgmY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"60.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"16","Source video ID":"U1KldAdCgmY","MD5":"7e563cd68ce01139378b8728ba6fddab"}},{"id":"20230910-jfktlouheqq","slug":"20230910-jfktlouheqq-playing-starfield-again","title":"Playing starfield again","date":"2023-09-10","dur":16476,"sum":"He spent eight hours making two videos, then streamed Starfield; main channel earns roughly $500–$600 monthly, second channel about $300, with live donations crucial. 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Leaks disappoint him with 128GB base storage and no matching braided USB-C cable, despite celebrating USB-C’s long-awaited arrival. 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He dismisses USB-C, Dynamic Island, titanium, 48MP cameras, and portrait mode; his last photo was groceries about two months ago. 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Nearly one year with his Thai girlfriend; UK Christmas travel depends on visa extensions, her visa, and unresolved tax calculations. Year-long diarrhea, weight loss, and low mood persist; Thai classes feel pointless after five skipped days, while motivation fades.","ins":"Quick attention-seeking replaces sustained effort; he recognizes its role in his channel’s decline.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230914-life%20update-xBZ_ZlhQc5s.mp4","rel":["20231021-jz0zjepdd2u","20230622-uvbz4d13brg","20231119-u_dh4ewx-ea","20221031-v1639382031"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230914-life update-xBZ_ZlhQc5s.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"21","Source video ID":"xBZ_ZlhQc5s","MD5":"58371a5d6da5b75f9306e46768474728"}},{"id":"20230915-afq90wl9xuc","slug":"20230915-afq90wl9xuc-do-not-buy-mortal-kombat-1-very-disappointing","title":"DO NOT BUY MORTAL KOMBAT 1 - Very Disappointing...","date":"2023-09-15","dur":492,"sum":"He finds Mortal Kombat 1 bland and derivative: tag-team assists feel gimmicky, while character designs and orange effects trail Mortal Kombat 11. RTX 3060 hardware required low settings for roughly 40 FPS; repetitive finishers and familiar moves further reduced appeal. 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NASA’s ruined-Earth quest briefly impresses him; maxed piloting makes 50–60-ship battles effortless despite a million-credit bounty.","ins":"His enthusiasm shifted into fatigue: ship systems remain enjoyable, but predictable storytelling makes finishing inevitable.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230915-why%20i%20HATE%20Starfield-ZQJJfa0qeg4.mp4","rel":["20230903-ftiqo3qvly0","20231020-anshdqbp92k","20230913-2cvj8cwqr0e","20230901-s4hzmztbzso"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20230915-why i HATE Starfield-ZQJJfa0qeg4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"129 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"23","Source video ID":"ZQJJfa0qeg4","MD5":"d3ffb9aca934c6987e288b5c31f0d115"}},{"id":"20230916-wxd5nh0m0tk","slug":"20230916-wxd5nh0m0tk-do-not-buy-lies-of-p-terrible-game","title":"DO NOT BUY Lies of P - Terrible Game","date":"2023-09-16","dur":509,"sum":"He criticizes Lies of P for repetitive enemies, Souls-like copying, tedious grinding, boss runbacks, clunky combat, and insufficient challenge. On an RTX 3060 laptop, default high settings ran 20–30 FPS; low settings plus DLSS achieved roughly 40–50 FPS. He dislikes limited weapon and character customization, compares it unfavorably with Elden Ring, and rates it 6.2/10, advising against purchase.","ins":"He continues comparing games with Elden Ring, prioritizing technical performance and design depth.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230916-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Lies%20of%20P%20-%20Terrible%20Game-wXD5nh0m0Tk.mp4","rel":["20230916-ougzc8nrl1w","20200427-pk35wytqh94","20210928-ywgpgdlzk98","20211016-nvdtxwoedhg"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230916-DO NOT BUY Lies of P - Terrible Game-wXD5nh0m0Tk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"114 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"24","Source video ID":"wXD5nh0m0Tk","MD5":"d91a7bb2867f07c54fdba49d01b33c22"}},{"id":"20230916-ougzc8nrl1w","slug":"20230916-ougzc8nrl1w-lies-of-p-is-amazing-i-highly-recommend-this","title":"Lies of P is AMAZING - I Highly Recommend this","date":"2023-09-16","dur":499,"sum":"Highly praises Lies of P’s smooth, fair Soulslike combat, challenging bosses, customizable weapons, destructible environments, and atmospheric Victorian apocalypse. On an RTX 3060 system, default settings delivered 20–30 FPS; DLSS High Performance and low graphics raised performance to 50–60 FPS. He rates it 8.2/10, recommends the £12/month Game Pass option over £50 Steam pricing, and regrets Starfield’s $150 premium purchase.","ins":"His enthusiasm for Lies of P reverses his recent Starfield fatigue and purchase regret.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230916-Lies%20of%20P%20is%20AMAZING%20-%20I%20Highly%20Recommend%20this-ougZc8NRl1w.mp4","rel":["20230916-wxd5nh0m0tk","20230906-jzgxrsze2ay","20230901-s4hzmztbzso","20220916-ffwecpsvmlg"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20230916-Lies of P is AMAZING - I Highly Recommend this-ougZc8NRl1w.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"105 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"25","Source video ID":"ougZc8NRl1w","MD5":"6695556d38420f3309864feb3884508a"}},{"id":"20230917-sspvejzy3am","slug":"20230917-sspvejzy3am-learning-japanese-do-this-to-become-fluent-in-6-months","title":"Learning Japanese： DO THIS to become FLUENT in 6 Months!","date":"2023-09-17","dur":550,"sum":"Anime sparked Japanese study at 17; he claims conversational ability within six months and prioritizes reading, kana, and basic kanji. He recommends grammar before vocabulary, then immediate native-speaker practice through messaging, blogs, dating apps, and calls. Anime, TV, games, reading, and Japanese device settings created immersion; he attributes current Thai-learning difficulty to lacking comparable media interest.","ins":"He presents motivation and sustained exposure as the decisive difference between Japanese progress and Thai stagnation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230917-Learning%20Japanese%EF%BC%9A%20DO%20THIS%20to%20become%20FLUENT%20in%206%20Months%21-SSpvEJzY3AM.mp4","rel":["20200810-f4x26u5eraw","20200822-sebidxbsrdo","20200127-eqxqwwu-sac","20240211-v_4inr16ars"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20230917-Learning Japanese： DO THIS to become FLUENT in 6 Months!-SSpvEJzY3AM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"67.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"26","Source video ID":"SSpvEJzY3AM","MD5":"0ff14d8db57bd15aa5e659915b0e3d89"}},{"id":"20230918-ytpmqstk_ga","slug":"20230918-ytpmqstk_ga-new-investors-avoid-these-mistakes-and-get-massive-returns","title":"New Investors： Avoid THESE Mistakes and get MASSIVE RETURNS","date":"2023-09-18","dur":818,"sum":"Presents a portfolio model: 30% broad ETFs, 30% blue-chip stocks, 20% defensive stocks, and 10% speculative investments. 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He holds inverse S&P 500 positions, down 7.56% and 4%, expecting an Apple-led US-market crash. China, emerging-market, healthcare, and JPMorgan EMEA holdings provide recovery bets; JPMorgan is up 60% with a 34% yield.","ins":"Contrarian, defensive investing dominates his outlook, pairing recent gains with confident predictions of market collapse.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230918-NEW%20Investors%EF%BC%9A%20DO%20THIS%20NOW%20to%20Unlock%20Massive%20Profits-1kb-oNOO5WY.mp4","rel":["20230918-ytpmqstk_ga","20230921-n45hubyfhqg","20220924-5edepncckwq","20240805-mbgqej2akgs"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20230918-NEW Investors： DO THIS NOW to Unlock Massive Profits-1kb-oNOO5WY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"24.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"28","Source video ID":"1kb-oNOO5WY","MD5":"e990066f3e362e403c375aceb7f6aba9"}},{"id":"20230918-g4bivvsd3zs","slug":"20230918-g4bivvsd3zs-why-apple-stock-could-crash-the-us-stock-market","title":"Why Apple Stock Could CRASH the US Stock Market","date":"2023-09-18","dur":404,"sum":"He charts Apple falling from $189.94 on September 6 to about $174, arguing a head-and- shoulders pattern signals further decline. He links limited iPhone 15 upgrades to weak sales, then predicts resistance rejection and declines toward $165, $155, $144, or $124–130. He acknowledges a possible double bottom and Christmas relief rally, but ultimately forecasts Apple near $150–160 because highs and lows keep falling.","ins":"Confident bearishness rests on chart patterns, iPhone skepticism, and expected September seasonality.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230918-Why%20Apple%20Stock%20Could%20CRASH%20the%20US%20Stock%20Market-g4BIvvSD3Zs.mp4","rel":["20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20210122-y_uq4-ewpgy","20210310-tvt7jthdyei","20231102-9ksjw_uzt84"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230918-Why Apple Stock Could CRASH the US Stock Market-g4BIvvSD3Zs.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"20.7 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"29","Source video ID":"g4BIvvSD3Zs","MD5":"7fb70f0c55a9faf3f40bd8c0881cdb2e"}},{"id":"20230919-awf3j2cdj3m","slug":"20230919-awf3j2cdj3m-why-i-hated-my-gay-voice","title":"Why i Hated my Gay Voice","date":"2023-09-19","dur":500,"sum":"Revisiting his 2015 PewDiePie video, he calls it his most embarrassing because of his former voice and speech errors. He links his former soft, awkward speech to bullying, isolation, little practice, and days speaking only five to ten words. YouTube improved his speaking and became his job, yet anxiety persists: he feels judged as quiet offline and excessive online.","ins":"A speaking career partially reverses isolation, but fear of judgment still drives both withdrawal and oversharing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230919-Why%20i%20Hated%20my%20Gay%20Voice-awF3J2CDJ3M.mp4","rel":["20230303-i9sgwnhxs6m","20190129-ixrf-t1vulg","20210114-vepj7rkjdb4","20190621-k0wiunzvpy4"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230919-Why i Hated my Gay Voice-awF3J2CDJ3M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"61 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"30","Source video ID":"awF3J2CDJ3M","MD5":"4b88f1110f009abcbe58baf13663e4b8"}},{"id":"20230920-gevt1sbqpbg","slug":"20230920-gevt1sbqpbg-dividend-stocks-investing-do-this-now-to-earn-passive-income-online","title":"Dividend STOCKS Investing： DO THIS NOW to Earn PASSIVE income online","date":"2023-09-20","dur":854,"sum":"Explains dividend investing: shareholders receive quarterly cash based on yield; meaningful income requires substantial capital, estimating $400,000 for $20,000–$40,000 annually. Warns high yields can trap investors: falling prices inflate yields, while weak companies lose capital or cut dividends, as Intel illustrates. Advises buying quality companies after dividend-related price drops and before ex-dividend dates, citing Coca-Cola, McDonald’s, and ExxonMobil’s long-term gains.","ins":"It shifts toward patient, diversified income investing, echoing his rejection of leveraged speculation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230920-Dividend%20STOCKS%20Investing%EF%BC%9A%20DO%20THIS%20NOW%20to%20Earn%20PASSIVE%20income%20online-gEVt1sbqpbg.mp4","rel":["20201015-im4sxk3bjnc","20210207-bigb4xjsduo","20201116-wptgxpgnr1o","20210918-etnkbchknlk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20230920-Dividend STOCKS Investing： DO THIS NOW to Earn PASSIVE income online-gEVt1sbqpbg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"32.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"31","Source video ID":"gEVt1sbqpbg","MD5":"c0799ea22cc3125da0b4b6e043b45213"}},{"id":"20230921--6sqpmrm64o","slug":"20230921--6sqpmrm64o-russel-brand-deserves-to-be-cancelled","title":"Russel Brand DESERVES to be cancelled.","date":"2023-09-21","dur":522,"sum":"The speaker, a longtime Russell Brand fan, sides with accusers, calling allegations disturbing while acknowledging they remain unproven in court. He urges accusers’ anonymity and condemns celebrity power imbalances, especially the alleged sexual involvement with a 16-year-old when Brand was 31. He welcomes Brand’s YouTube demonetization and reputational damage as karmic punishment for womanizing, despite no asserted legal penalty.","ins":"Sexual resentment and media distrust converge into a moralized account of competition and punishment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230921-Russel%20Brand%20DESERVES%20to%20be%20cancelled.--6SQpMRm64o.mp4","rel":["20170815-yxiuhfo2vi4","20190404-9vf_f7z--zu","20240114-wt8mharynic","20201219-m5mchgoolzg"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20230921-Russel Brand DESERVES to be cancelled.--6SQpMRm64o.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"63.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"32","Source video ID":"-6SQpMRm64o","MD5":"5e32eb5257e212143b9c23f2e3e804ac"}},{"id":"20230921-n45hubyfhqg","slug":"20230921-n45hubyfhqg-why-new-investors-lose-money-avoid-these-mistakes-in-the-stock-market","title":"Why New Investors Lose Money - AVOID These mistakes in the Stock Market","date":"2023-09-21","dur":857,"sum":"He put 60% of his life savings into BNGO near its peak, then sold after the crash, losing about 60%. He also put half his savings into MicroVision, following LiDAR/Tesla hype, then sold after repeated crashes with roughly 40% lost. He blames FOMO, herd mentality, greed, and panic selling; he urges research before buying and doubts most retail investors profit.","ins":"This retrospective reinforces a recent move from speculative meme stocks toward skeptical, research-based investing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230921-Why%20New%20Investors%20Lose%20Money%20-%20AVOID%20These%20mistakes%20in%20the%20Stock%20Market-N45HubYFhQg.mp4","rel":["20230918-ytpmqstk_ga","20210302-wnulvnp4sjo","20210308-qwbkqhpae1y","20210914-odgatxfbwwm"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment","tech":{"Original filename":"20230921-Why New Investors Lose Money - AVOID These mistakes in the Stock Market-N45HubYFhQg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"40.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"33","Source video ID":"N45HubYFhQg","MD5":"07fa3fe4bc5a36c515af4f9c579143d8"}},{"id":"20230922-lejl55gca48","slug":"20230922-lejl55gca48-i-ran-out-of-money","title":"i ran out of money ：(","date":"2023-09-22","dur":528,"sum":"Homelessness is a prank, but Daniel says his finances are genuinely worsening, with YouTube income struggling to exceed $500 monthly. He fears homelessness or returning to his mother, considers cancelling Netflix, YouTube Premium, Amazon, and editing software, accepting watermarks. In Thailand, $500–$600 covers essentials with only a few hundred left; he plans cheaper shops, food, and living standards.","ins":"Financial decline turns past excess into austerity, while humour masks anxiety about losing YouTube-dependent security.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230922-i%20ran%20out%20of%20money%20%EF%BC%9A%28-lEjL55GCA48.mp4","rel":["20220602-a-xj9kzvsli","20250113-wk0wgqxtisy","20240115-pgchcjudlom","20210707-bm2kgbhuppc"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230922-i ran out of money ：(-lEjL55GCA48.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"86.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"34","Source video ID":"lEjL55GCA48","MD5":"de1d9992d2957be46005822e0f97b3e5"}},{"id":"20230922-jgughttmblw","slug":"20230922-jgughttmblw-unboxing-my-new-iphone-15-pro","title":"Unboxing my new iPhone 15 Pro","date":"2023-09-22","dur":494,"sum":"Unboxes a titanium-blue iPhone 15 Pro, finding a braided USB-C cable, paperwork, SIM tool, and one sticker. During setup, he notes the Dynamic Island, triple cameras, and dislikes the phone wobbling on flat surfaces. He discovers the Action button opens the camera after holding, tests 3× optical zoom, then jokes it is already broken.","ins":"Hands-on gadget testing balances excitement with immediate scrutiny of usability and design.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230922-Unboxing%20my%20new%20iPhone%2015%20Pro-jgUghTtMBLw.mp4","rel":["20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20230924-7s2hggcqfbk","20190920-yn4bzozp7oe","20231005-i7l4blokwcu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230922-Unboxing my new iPhone 15 Pro-jgUghTtMBLw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"89.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"35","Source video ID":"jgUghTtMBLw","MD5":"2d47ac8cd77574402e6038624d4b9dd6"}},{"id":"20230923--wu5koka7d0","slug":"20230923--wu5koka7d0-iphone-12-vs-iphone-15-pro-camera-comparison-is-the-upgrade-worth-it","title":"iPhone 12 vs. iPhone 15 Pro Camera Comparison - Is the Upgrade Worth It？","date":"2023-09-23","dur":847,"sum":"After nearly three years, he upgrades from a cracked iPhone 12 Mini with 78% battery health and only 3–5 hours’ use. He highlights macro shrimp footage, 3× optical zoom, and Cinematic mode’s convincing software background blur as major vlog advantages. Geekbench shows major gains: 2,920 vs 2,117 single-core, 7,211 vs 4,743 multi-core, and 27,000 vs 16,544 GPU.","ins":"The upgrade shifts him from aging, unreliable hardware toward better tools for video creation and gaming.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230923-iPhone%2012%20vs.%20iPhone%2015%20Pro%20Camera%20Comparison%20-%20Is%20the%20Upgrade%20Worth%20It%EF%BC%9F--Wu5kokA7D0.mp4","rel":["20250920-yer-otw4rbo","20230924-7s2hggcqfbk","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20240720-u-pbuoxmswa"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230923-iPhone 12 vs. iPhone 15 Pro Camera Comparison - Is the Upgrade Worth It？--Wu5kokA7D0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"139 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"36","Source video ID":"-Wu5kokA7D0","MD5":"68ba67841b995081da1dee31de1af143"}},{"id":"20230924-hosgtl193vq","slug":"20230924-hosgtl193vq-do-not-buy-payday-3-very-disappointed","title":"DO NOT BUY Payday 3 - Very disappointed","date":"2023-09-24","dur":501,"sum":"Payday 3’s mission-specific matchmaking leaves players with bots, while random teammates may reset heists or quit; ongoing games cannot gain replacements. 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He suggests vehicles, getaway sequences, customizable hideouts, and luxury purchases, but rates the 2023 release 6.2/10 and does not recommend it.","ins":"His review favors replayable progression but ultimately sees repetition and shallow systems outweighing Payday 3’s improvements.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230924-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Payday%203%20-%20Very%20disappointed-HosgTL193VQ.mp4","rel":["20250301-xexypvzd6lu","20250609-gegnefjpyue","20230130-ehi3ykfexxi","20250612-yxztj7znpaq"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career","tech":{"Original filename":"20230924-DO NOT BUY Payday 3 - Very disappointed-HosgTL193VQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"121 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"37","Source video ID":"HosgTL193VQ","MD5":"cb5b3ac5bff098102911d5f4f7a58017"}},{"id":"20230924-yu-febk6jx0","slug":"20230924-yu-febk6jx0-i-bought-the-new-iphone-15-pro","title":"i bought the NEW iPhone 15 Pro!","date":"2023-09-24","dur":548,"sum":"Bought a blue iPhone 15 Pro at Apple Store Icon Siam, calling it expensive but worthwhile YouTube equipment. He highlighted macro shrimp footage, triple-camera lenses, focus shifts, and cinematic video, comparing it with his Samsung Flip 4Z. His girlfriend was unaware of the purchase; after teasing a present, he clarified the phone was his.","ins":"Despite shrinking viewership, he continues framing expensive gear upgrades as gratitude and channel reinvestment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230924-i%20bought%20the%20NEW%20iPhone%2015%20Pro%21-yu-fEBK6jX0.mp4","rel":["20230924-7s2hggcqfbk","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20230923--wu5koka7d0","20190920-yn4bzozp7oe"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230924-i bought the NEW iPhone 15 Pro!-yu-fEBK6jX0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"95.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"38","Source video ID":"yu-fEBK6jX0","MD5":"c05d0e31870a0938e622cb449d9c8e55"}},{"id":"20230924-7s2hggcqfbk","slug":"20230924-7s2hggcqfbk-iphone-15-pro-vs-samsung-galaxy-z-flip4-camera-comparison-is-the-upgrade-worth-it","title":"iPhone 15 Pro vs Samsung Galaxy Z Flip4 Camera Comparison - Is the Upgrade Worth It？","date":"2023-09-24","dur":560,"sum":"He finds the Flip 4Z awkwardly tall for YouTube, rarely folds it, and prefers the iPhone 15 Pro’s wider design. Benchmarks show the iPhone 15 Pro nearly doubling CPU performance and vastly exceeding GPU performance despite having fewer cores. The iPhone’s 3× and macro modes outperform the Flip’s poor 10× digital zoom, but the Flip doubles as a stand.","ins":"His assessment favors daily usability and performance, while acknowledging the Flip’s distinctive foldable utility.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230924-iPhone%2015%20Pro%20vs%20Samsung%20Galaxy%20Z%20Flip4%20Camera%20Comparison%20-%20Is%20the%20Upgrade%20Worth%20It%EF%BC%9F-7s2hgGCqFbk.mp4","rel":["20240720-u-pbuoxmswa","20250920-yer-otw4rbo","20230923--wu5koka7d0","20220923-u-mbgjch-2u"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230924-iPhone 15 Pro vs Samsung Galaxy Z Flip4 Camera Comparison - Is the Upgrade Worth It？-7s2hgGCqFbk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"104 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"39","Source video ID":"7s2hgGCqFbk","MD5":"1ef5e3b9e05db8e62c5e528777ef30d2"}},{"id":"20230924-v8aj0mi7nry","slug":"20230924-v8aj0mi7nry-why-i-regret-buying-the-iphone-15","title":"Why I regret buying the iPhone 15","date":"2023-09-24","dur":652,"sum":"After a few days, he finds the iPhone 15 Pro’s everyday use barely different from his older iPhone 12 Mini. Camera improvements include 3× optical zoom, macro, Cinematic mode, and better image quality, but he questions their value for casual use. He criticizes the delayed, awkward Action Button and sluggish autofocus, mildly appreciates USB-C, Dynamic Island, and the brighter screen, rating it 6.2/10.","ins":"Initial novelty quickly becomes boredom, with measurable upgrades failing to change his daily habits.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230924-Why%20I%20regret%20buying%20the%20iPhone%2015-v8aJ0MI7NrY.mp4","rel":["20230923--wu5koka7d0","20180523-mwoaradzfju","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20250920-yer-otw4rbo"],"tags":"technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20230924-Why I regret buying the iPhone 15-v8aJ0MI7NrY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"129 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"40","Source video ID":"v8aJ0MI7NrY","MD5":"f2195bc7b674b985295d967e9ad16d8f"}},{"id":"20230925-jqvpd4hiqdy","slug":"20230925-jqvpd4hiqdy-iphone-15-stream-wow-amazing-quality","title":"iPhone 15 stream - wow amazing quality","date":"2023-09-25","dur":33021,"sum":"Bought an iPhone 15 Pro for 45,900 baht ($1,274) as a streaming camera; praised autofocus, macro, wide-angle, and cinematic quality. YouTube remains financially precarious: £770 payment only lifted him from £600 overdraft to £140; he expects to sell stocks for Christmas flights. He plans returning to Britain for Christmas, while disputing £6,000 tax and facing uncertain Thai visa arrangements after school ends in October.","ins":"Expensive equipment continues despite declining income, while he increasingly chooses safer, less profitable content over provocative drama.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20230925-iPhone%2015%20stream%20-%20wow%20amazing%20quality-Jqvpd4hIQdY.mp4","rel":["20250920-yer-otw4rbo","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20230923--wu5koka7d0","20191001-il7ri38giyu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20230925-iPhone 15 stream - wow amazing quality-Jqvpd4hIQdY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"41","Source video ID":"Jqvpd4hIQdY","MD5":"423cd28953aac4bc797549109c3b3fd8"}},{"id":"20230925-o4bxwirpvdm","slug":"20230925-o4bxwirpvdm-the-ultimate-iphone-15-pro-vlogging-setup","title":"The ULTIMATE iPhone 15 Pro vlogging setup!","date":"2023-09-25","dur":242,"sum":"Recommends DJI Wireless Mic, two transmitters plus receiver, USB-C iPhone 15 connection, optional Lightning connector; considers wireless superior to shotgun. Recommends GoPro selfie stick with smartphone mount adapter and screw fitting, emphasizing comfortable grip and extra reach. 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After six-minute main-channel demonetization, he planned moving streams to the still- monetized second channel and making higher-quality videos on the third. 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Illness prevented meaningful cinematic-mode testing; he dismissed titanium, USB-C, Action Button, and chip-speed upgrades, choosing to keep the Flip.","ins":"The purchase reverses his upgrade narrative: hands-on use confirms brand preference over technical specifications.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20231005-why%20i%20returned%20my%20iPhone%2015%20Pro-i7l4bLOKwCU.mp4","rel":["20230924-7s2hggcqfbk","20250914-ecfi6f8iope","20230923--wu5koka7d0","20230922-jgughttmblw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20231005-why i returned my iPhone 15 Pro-i7l4bLOKwCU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"78.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"52","Source video ID":"i7l4bLOKwCU","MD5":"ffc9ec6eda67e4bcfb09e7ccc1936796"}},{"id":"20231006-icatkxfcz6a","slug":"20231006-icatkxfcz6a-if-bethesda-made-cyberpunk-2077","title":"if Bethesda made Cyberpunk 2077","date":"2023-10-06","dur":149,"sum":"The fragment opens with N54 News and identifies Jillian Jordan as the presenter. 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He finds graphics adequate and gameplay familiar, but Lily’s somersaults, low kicks, juggling, and practice sessions make matches entertaining. 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Keyboard-and-mouse controls feel awkward; even Hard is effortless, while AI companions replace unavailable human co-op. 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He criticizes its basic turn-based combat, repetitive school dungeon, stereotypical supernatural story, edgy Persona summons, and cheesy music. He likes the detailed Japan-like setting, but rates the game 6.2/10 and says £60 is unjustifiably high.","ins":"He continues rejecting tedious, shallow games, while Palworld remains his benchmark for satisfying gameplay.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240203-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Persona%203%20Reload%20-%20VERY%20disappointing-fQWzCd8eQRQ.mp4","rel":["20221026-dsykxmgbhjc","20240121-hfulonuxuoq","20250321-cdqgdwux25q","20220918-fwwwztav7-k"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay education school teacher teaching english lesson student university college classroom","tech":{"Original filename":"20240203-DO NOT BUY Persona 3 Reload - VERY disappointing-fQWzCd8eQRQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"211","Source video ID":"fQWzCd8eQRQ","MD5":"f330f4b644dd82e484214b0ebcbb72cc"}},{"id":"20240203-00nts1knkya","slug":"20240203-00nts1knkya-tekken-8-complete-beginner-guide-for-lili-best-combos-and-tips","title":"Tekken 8 Complete Beginner Guide for Lili - Best Combos and Tips","date":"2024-02-03","dur":786,"sum":"Provides a Tekken 8 Lili guide: back off, guard, sidestep, assess opponents, and prioritize 10- frame jabs over slow, punishable kicks. Demonstrates Feisty Rabbits launch setups, somersault and shoulder-grab follow-ups, reporting examples around 49–55 damage while acknowledging spacing and timing risks. Advises delaying wake-ups after knockdowns to expose opponents’ missed combos, then counterattacking; real matches reinforce defensive poking and continued practice.","ins":"His gaming-content trajectory shifts from reviews toward practical optimization, with measured improvement but persistent difficulty against elite players.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240203-Tekken%208%20Complete%20Beginner%20Guide%20for%20Lili%20-%20Best%20Combos%20and%20Tips-00NtS1kNkYA.mp4","rel":["20240225-ld4_8uenwxm","20240131-7ydupm0an50","20230612-bdsz9ctguvy","20240225-fyciw5boejq"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20240203-Tekken 8 Complete Beginner Guide for Lili - Best Combos and Tips-00NtS1kNkYA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"211 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"212","Source video ID":"00NtS1kNkYA","MD5":"191605ceea380ff332ec4121f171800e"}},{"id":"20240203-3jjqbsapvzq","slug":"20240203-3jjqbsapvzq-why-my-girlfriend-is-leaving-me-and-moving-to-the-usa","title":"why my Girlfriend is leaving me and moving to the USA","date":"2024-02-03","dur":714,"sum":"He leaves Thailand for Japan in March as his girlfriend moves to America, cutting short his student-visa stay. £700–800 YouTube income cannot cover rent, £500 monthly repayment, food, and subscriptions; he doubts America’s cost-of-living plan. 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He switched Yoshimitsu, Lili, and Panda, reached Strategist, reported 49% wins, but repeatedly raged at rushdown, juggling, grabs, and blocks. Gaming feels costly despite income; he considers selling or smashing the ASUS laptop, while Japan and content plans remain unclear.","ins":"Character-switching and rage repeat his broader cycle of novelty, frustration, and abandoning difficult pursuits.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240204-%5BTekken%208%5D%20NEET%20Becomes%20the%20most%20powerful%20Yoshimitsu%20player%20in%20the%20world-JtxTJw9nkgg.mp4","rel":["20240131-7ydupm0an50","20240203-00nts1knkya","20240126-ofgkyg3ocdy","20200117-af9redxzkgk"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240204-[Tekken 8] NEET Becomes the most powerful Yoshimitsu player in the world-JtxTJw9nkgg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"214","Source video ID":"JtxTJw9nkgg","MD5":"0a7eab2c558e12e711688d8c490d15c1"}},{"id":"20240206-5uvl1ws2wjs","slug":"20240206-5uvl1ws2wjs-palworld-how-to-build-a-fully-automated-ore-farming-base","title":"PALWORLD - Hoｗ to Build A Fully Automated ORE FARMING Base","date":"2024-02-06","dur":725,"sum":"He identifies an ore-only cliff base at 157,-393 near level-11 Chillet, preventing miners from diverting to stone or coal. 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Argues the contest should reflect Japanese appearance and criticizes Western beauty standards, while recounting earlier harassment over his national identity. 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No reliable historical comparison or specific interpretation can be supported from this text alone.","ins":"Extremely fragmentary material prevents substantive chronological analysis.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240207-cooking%20with%20Daniel%20-%20LIVE-YTJH_NSb9uA.mp4","rel":["20250607-y22ml8f5nvq","20161001-q80ytkyypss","20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq","20190818-rbhfzbz9fsq-3c5bac33"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert","tech":{"Original filename":"20240207-cooking with Daniel - LIVE-YTJH_NSb9uA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"14.9 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"218","Source video ID":"YTJH_NSb9uA","MD5":"4238b5fe0c3a850a8245bb1acb744d58"}},{"id":"20240207-ldffl_62xpu","slug":"20240207-ldffl_62xpu-the-final-chapter","title":"The Final Chapter","date":"2024-02-07","dur":19578,"sum":"He reports a £400 overdraft, £200 Revolut balance, £7,000 in stocks, £5,500 owed to Mum, and expected YouTube income of £500–£600. 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He admits fabricating relationship drama for views and plans authentic vlogs; his five-hour stream peaked at 112 viewers amid fluctuating monetization.","ins":"Declining income and audience turn Japan travel into cost-cutting survival, while Japan remains his recurring emotional reset.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240207-The%20Final%20Chapter-lDFfL_62XpU.mp4","rel":["20240308-sztmkssr-2m","20231129-zeocafmrdra","20230622-btfboozbiiw","20220918-fwwwztav7-k"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240207-The Final Chapter-lDFfL_62XpU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"219","Source video ID":"lDFfL_62XpU","MD5":"e1322cc118637359844947e129de6a16"}},{"id":"20240208-30cfrjrq5y4","slug":"20240208-30cfrjrq5y4-cooking-with-daniel-live","title":"cooking with Daniel - LIVE","date":"2024-02-08","dur":21797,"sum":"Testing Prism Live, he made pork wontons and fried rice despite overheating; suspected mold led him to discard some food. 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He demonstrates kiting Chargers, shooting their rear, memorizing attack patterns and inputs, using elevated landings, and fleeing patrols after objectives. 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He prefers Jump Pack and Scout Armor over Shield Generator, using elevation, reduced detection, and escape routes against swarms. 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Anti-Material Rifle offers the best scope and magazine, yet struggles against Armored Chargers; Counter-Sniper ricochets against heavier armor.","ins":"He continues prioritizing flexible armor penetration, while hands-on testing exposes weapon limitations and game bugs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240223-BEST%20Sniper%20Rifles%20in%20HELLDIVERS%202%20-%20INSANE%20DAMAGE-O_nHKFbE6VU.mp4","rel":["20240306-p0xkvs612oi","20231003-zvl3qnsy-jm","20240302-pra8iobt4qs","20240302-eilufnxj8p8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240223-BEST Sniper Rifles in HELLDIVERS 2 - INSANE DAMAGE-O_nHKFbE6VU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"249","Source video ID":"O_nHKFbE6VU","MD5":"d210f9315444aa2bcae7cafe6ffd24c9"}},{"id":"20240223-8snc1l4hfgk","slug":"20240223-8snc1l4hfgk-i-finally-unlocked-helldivers-2-s-ultimate-gun-insane-damage","title":"I Finally Unlocked Helldivers 2's ULTIMATE Gun - INSANE DAMAGE","date":"2024-02-23","dur":570,"sum":"A level-12 support weapon, the Railgun has safe and unsafe charge modes; overcharging unsafe mode explodes and kills the user. 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Against Bile Titans, performance is inconsistent, requiring eight shots; bugs, seven-minute cooldowns, deaths, poor aiming, and weapon theft frustrate him.","ins":"His enthusiasm reverses into skepticism: the Railgun excels from safety but fails expectations under pressure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240223-I%20Finally%20Unlocked%20Helldivers%202%27s%20ULTIMATE%20Gun%20-%20INSANE%20DAMAGE-8Snc1L4HFgk.mp4","rel":["20240228-poczaspbmf4","20240520-ctdjt8mewko","20240522-6athhioamiq","20240303-mlfkq-jo5bm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240223-I Finally Unlocked Helldivers 2's ULTIMATE Gun - INSANE DAMAGE-8Snc1L4HFgk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"137 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"250","Source video ID":"8Snc1L4HFgk","MD5":"c2aba0ddebb9d244b36c82ca4b9b8602"}},{"id":"20240223-md9v2_f5mbi","slug":"20240223-md9v2_f5mbi-the-easiest-fastest-way-to-kill-all-terminids-at-all-levels-helldivers-2","title":"The Easiest Fastest Way To Kill All TERMINIDS At All Levels - Helldivers 2","date":"2024-02-23","dur":600,"sum":"Explains killing small Terminids and Brood Commanders/Armored Walkers, warning decapitated enemies may remain dangerous; targeting legs slows their final attacks. Against Chargers, Armored Crushers, and Bile Titans, he tests grenades, Rail Cannon strikes, orbital laser, autocannon, rockets, and rear weak points. A 500kg bomb nearly wipes teammates, rockets disappoint, electric fire causes friendly damage, and the transcript ends while introducing a stronger spewer.","ins":"Testing favors powerful, low-friction weapons, but repeated mishaps undermine the promised ease.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240223-The%20Easiest%20Fastest%20Way%20To%20Kill%20All%20TERMINIDS%20At%20All%20Levels%20-%20Helldivers%202-Md9V2_f5mBI.mp4","rel":["20240307-m_1nzlerhry","20240226-ipgjka34bty","20240304-dsqmzqmdyr4","20240223-fzqqppscla4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240223-The Easiest Fastest Way To Kill All TERMINIDS At All Levels - Helldivers 2-Md9V2_f5mBI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"148 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"251","Source video ID":"Md9V2_f5mBI","MD5":"5c6e6e556f55bc21200f8084e58f33ab"}},{"id":"20240223-fzqqppscla4","slug":"20240223-fzqqppscla4-the-quickest-way-to-kill-all-automatons-helldivers-2","title":"The QUICKEST Way To Kill All AUTOMATONS - Helldivers 2","date":"2024-02-23","dur":600,"sum":"Automaton counters: shoot glowing heads or red weak points, walker pilots, and use grenades against rocket and chainsaw units. Rail cannon, orbital laser, and anti-tank missiles handle tanks and Hulks; the railgun headshots enemies but struggles against larger targets. Stratagem misfires cause accidental deployments, a teammate’s death, and a kick; he calls the game glitched, recommending an energy shield.","ins":"Practical combat advice is overshadowed by escalating frustration with bugs, friendly fire, and unreliable teammates.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240223-The%20QUICKEST%20Way%20To%20Kill%20All%20AUTOMATONS%20-%20Helldivers%202-FzQQPPsClA4.mp4","rel":["20240223-md9v2_f5mbi","20240307-m_1nzlerhry","20240523-_xufbvveigc","20240226-ipgjka34bty"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240223-The QUICKEST Way To Kill All AUTOMATONS - Helldivers 2-FzQQPPsClA4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"142 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"252","Source video ID":"FzQQPPsClA4","MD5":"1a0e5bb4b867e2bfaf31d764f6c9940d"}},{"id":"20240224-jlyfbc7q5ie","slug":"20240224-jlyfbc7q5ie-helldivers-2-all-samples-easy-farming-guided-run-quick-and-easy","title":"Helldivers 2 - All Samples Easy Farming Guided Run (Quick and Easy)","date":"2024-02-24","dur":705,"sum":"Difficulty 7 is the minimum for super samples; trivial missions suffice for commons, while Helldive is discouraged for easier farming. 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He finds super samples immediately, advises dropping them at extraction, then repeatedly dies while battling Chargers, spewers, and a Bile Titan. 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Solo testing exposes the limitation: matchmaking fails, four sentries are overwhelmed, a tank reaches base, and he struggles to survive. He advises sentry ammunition upgrades and restarting the game when matchmaking fails, concluding a complete squad is needed.","ins":"Confidence gives way to failed solo testing, repeating Helldive instability around teamwork and equipment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240224-Helldivers%202%20FASTEST%20Leveling%20XP%20Farming%20Guide%20-%20Helldive%20Difficulty%20Guide-Jm9oXaN9HBU.mp4","rel":["20240227-30rc7ozhgjc","20240222-gbbrfbbbwke","20240224-bb_6lxuvyky","20240221-f8yojw44hdy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240224-Helldivers 2 FASTEST Leveling XP Farming Guide - Helldive Difficulty Guide-Jm9oXaN9HBU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"132 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"256","Source video ID":"Jm9oXaN9HBU","MD5":"c028229f269b4d030509a2a127450fe5"}},{"id":"20240225-fyciw5boejq","slug":"20240225-fyciw5boejq-best-armor-in-helldivers-2-armor-guide-and-tips","title":"BEST ARMOR IN HELLDIVERS 2 - Armor Guide and Tips","date":"2024-02-25","dur":596,"sum":"He argues heavy armor is currently bugged, slowing movement without extra protection, so light armor’s speed is the best choice. He compares seven passives, favoring Scout, Servo Assist, Med Kit, and Engineering Kit for stealth, throwing range, stims, and grenades. 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Testing finds the machine-gun Guard Dog stronger but reload-dependent; Ballistic Shield restrictive and unimpressive; discussion ends mid-Recoilless Rifle section.","ins":"The guide emphasizes situational loadouts and trade-offs rather than one universally best backpack.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240225-Helldivers%202%20-%20BEST%20Backpack%20Stratagems%20Complete%20Guide%20%28Backpack%20Tips%29-LD4_8uenwXM.mp4","rel":["20240222-ofcdpbeur4g","20240226-ffnbtkqrz_4","20240224-q_te-tuc9ta","20240203-00nts1knkya"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240225-Helldivers 2 - BEST Backpack Stratagems Complete Guide (Backpack Tips)-LD4_8uenwXM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"144 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"258","Source video ID":"LD4_8uenwXM","MD5":"0cd757062947cb97b45e1e8bc0f2c133"}},{"id":"20240225-igb4poj2nvy","slug":"20240225-igb4poj2nvy-live-chatting-and-talking-again","title":"live chatting and talking again","date":"2024-02-25","dur":26205,"sum":"HMRC confirmed three years of understated self-employment income (£22k–£30k versus £8k– £13k); a penalty remains pending, potentially 50–100%. 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An exterminate Terminids mission turns chaotic: he farms medals, loses teammates, dies, and watches a Bile Titan kill a Charger.","ins":"The guide shifts from general loadout comparison to practical, situational weapon tactics under pressure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240226-Helldivers%202%EF%BC%9A%20Recoilless%20Rifle%20vs%20Chargers%20%282-3%20Shot%20Tactics%29-iZz6yjcThEw.mp4","rel":["20240226-zqqhx8ami3o","20240308-futvrjmzhs0","20240226-ipgjka34bty","20240306-p0xkvs612oi"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240226-Helldivers 2： Recoilless Rifle vs Chargers (2-3 Shot Tactics)-iZz6yjcThEw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"123 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"261","Source video ID":"iZz6yjcThEw","MD5":"3cf60ba7956f95d0a378a5ebcf468cb3"}},{"id":"20240226-ajngbto1x-i","slug":"20240226-ajngbto1x-i-how-to-improve-at-helldivers-2-in-under-9-minutes","title":"How to Improve at Helldivers 2 in under 9 Minutes","date":"2024-02-26","dur":553,"sum":"He remaps stratagem inputs to mouse scroll and side buttons, letting him sprint while commanding. 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Prefers Safe mode to avoid self-detonation; Unsafe mode can enable two-shot kills but demands precise release timing. 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He discusses alleged datamined content—an Illuminati faction, magical enemies, medic packs, nuclear weapons, and other stratagems—while criticizing the faction.","ins":"Helldivers enthusiasm is shifting toward frustration with gatekeeping, though leaks and new- content speculation sustain engagement.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240227-Helldivers%202%20-%20NEW%20BIG%20Updates%21%20The%20Community%20is%20Turning%20Toxic%21-jxVAHHOdv70.mp4","rel":["20240228-_h-jz3w1rlq","20240222-ofcdpbeur4g","20240617-dnxmmyrxysk","20240229-5-2huhb_z1o"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240227-Helldivers 2 - NEW BIG Updates! 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Penetration matters only against armor; the lower-damage Penetrator can underperform against unarmored targets, while Slugger’s label appears wrong.","ins":"Testing clarifies armor tiers while exposing a likely weapon-description bug.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240308-Armor%20Penetration%20Analysis%20on%20TERMINIDS%21%20%EF%BD%9C%20Helldivers%202%20Weapons%20Guide-jLRoEDrJskM.mp4","rel":["20240302-r1tl_foaml4","20240307-zo8mimy21vk","20240302-pra8iobt4qs","20240307-vczftkz-6q4"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240308-Armor Penetration Analysis on TERMINIDS! ｜ Helldivers 2 Weapons Guide-jLRoEDrJskM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"153 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"300","Source video ID":"jLRoEDrJskM","MD5":"ed483ea292a369c6b9eb486adf7f41e6"}},{"id":"20240308-sztmkssr-2m","slug":"20240308-sztmkssr-2m-final-stream-in-thailand-preparing-for-japan","title":"Final stream in Thailand, Preparing for Japan","date":"2024-03-08","dur":15872,"sum":"On Thailand’s final day, he tours beloved apartment after nearly 18 months, saddened by departure for Japan in two days. He booked a £770, two-month Osaka guesthouse on credit, lacks confirmation, faces £800 overdraft, and has a pending tax penalty. Helldivers dominates income: about $700 monthly on second channel versus $450 main; he plans Japan streams and Dragon’s Dogma guides.","ins":"His escape cycle continues: leaving comfort for precarious mobility while chasing renewed channel growth.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240308-Final%20stream%20in%20Thailand%2C%20Preparing%20for%20Japan-sztmksSR-2M.mp4","rel":["20240308-eyzkorabuze","20231206-zkptaktegq0","20240203-3jjqbsapvzq","20230320-dfm_wscmmqu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord hm revenue self assessment","tech":{"Original filename":"20240308-Final stream in Thailand, Preparing for Japan-sztmksSR-2M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"301","Source video ID":"sztmksSR-2M","MD5":"73e9e64c0b51178d1d9f299980ce4361"}},{"id":"20240308-futvrjmzhs0","slug":"20240308-futvrjmzhs0-helldivers-2-flamethrower-vs-chargers-new-update-tactics","title":"Helldivers 2： Flamethrower vs Chargers (new update tactics)","date":"2024-03-08","dur":748,"sum":"Testing the buffed flamethrower, he finds sustained fire kills Chargers using roughly 60–75% of a canister, sometimes nearly all. Its severe movement slowdown, short range, self-ignition, friendly-fire risk, and swarming enemies make it dangerous despite strong damage. 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The apartment costs roughly $250–$300 monthly, while his Japan guesthouse will cost $1,000 for two months and be about half-sized. He resists leaving for three months in Japan, fearing cold weather, cramped lodging, discarded belongings, and losing Thailand’s comfort.","ins":"Thailand’s comfortable base contrasts with an increasingly austere, expensive Japan transition.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240308-room%20tour%20of%20my%20Luxury%20Thailand%20Apartment-eyZKOrABuZE.mp4","rel":["20210725-konlcw7evu8","20220123-vgjb5tcgho4","20171213-mefygzmyl7m","20181129-skxt28jzrxg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20240308-room tour of my Luxury Thailand Apartment-eyZKOrABuZE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"290 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"303","Source video ID":"eyZKOrABuZE","MD5":"5a5bf1f3ce0e9e6b52ce22f134c8fcd4"}},{"id":"20240308-bh9aiycon2k","slug":"20240308-bh9aiycon2k-stress-testing-helldivers-2-s-horrible-new-update","title":"Stress Testing Helldivers 2's HORRIBLE New update...","date":"2024-03-08","dur":544,"sum":"The update nerfs the railgun, Breaker capacity, and farming missions, while buffing Spray and Pray, flamethrower, Punisher, and laser cannon. Safe-mode railgun ricochets off Chargers; unsafe mode damages them but risks self- destruction, forcing harder aiming and timing. Spray and Pray handles swarms; flamethrower kills a Charger per canister, while the laser cannon still bounces off heavy armor.","ins":"The patch reverses the railgun meta, turning optimization into frustration as difficulty rises and alternatives underperform.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240308-Stress%20Testing%20Helldivers%202%27s%20HORRIBLE%20New%20update...-bh9aIYCOn2k.mp4","rel":["20240307-uprg3ivyi8e","20240307-zo8mimy21vk","20240307-4dfje5l599q","20240308-futvrjmzhs0"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240308-Stress Testing Helldivers 2's HORRIBLE New update...-bh9aIYCOn2k.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"136 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"304","Source video ID":"bh9aIYCOn2k","MD5":"f96d5e2cc19fad505206795a675eb187"}},{"id":"20240308-rqhclwmlxeu","slug":"20240308-rqhclwmlxeu-stress-testing-helldivers-2-s-strongest-shotgun","title":"Stress Testing Helldivers 2's STRONGEST Shotgun","date":"2024-03-08","dur":541,"sum":"After the update, he tests the SG-8 Punisher, citing 405 DPS, increased ammunition, and exceptional damage among primary weapons. Without medium-armor penetration, it deflects off armored walkers; light enemies die in one shot, while larger targets require gaps, grenades, or repeated shots. Repeated deaths, overwhelming swarms, Bile Spewers, Chargers, Titans, and glitches derail testing; he concludes slow fire rate limits crowd control.","ins":"The testing repeats his recent Helldivers pattern: promising weapon mechanics are overshadowed by chaotic spawns, deaths, and escalating frustration.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240308-Stress%20Testing%20Helldivers%202%27s%20STRONGEST%20Shotgun-rqHClwMlxEU.mp4","rel":["20240307-vczftkz-6q4","20240810-eltdxta_gbi","20240520-ctdjt8mewko","20240523-5nxvwod2qvy"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240308-Stress Testing Helldivers 2's STRONGEST Shotgun-rqHClwMlxEU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"136 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"305","Source video ID":"rqHClwMlxEU","MD5":"1b0dd1e598e9006b43ac5dbb957898e5"}},{"id":"20240310-yrofbz-lbsg","slug":"20240310-yrofbz-lbsg-1st-day-in-japan","title":"1st day in JAPAN","date":"2024-03-10","dur":13899,"sum":"Arrived in Fukuoka after an overnight flight; immigration questioned his 90-day stay, and he found the city cold, quiet, boring. He and his girlfriend said goodbye before her move to America; they remain together, but distance and visas complicate reunification. Hotel Wi-Fi forced a shaky Prism Live stream; donations reached roughly $40–$50, while he planned gaming videos and IRL tests.","ins":"Japan again becomes an escape, yet boredom and nostalgia for Thailand undermine the fresh start.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240310-1st%20day%20in%20JAPAN-Yrofbz-lBSg.mp4","rel":["20240311-gakzcpbqhoe","20240311-jtz7y6ofiai","20240311-_jiaomzwdgw","20240127-rgn_struz2a"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20240310-1st day in JAPAN-Yrofbz-lBSg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"306","Source video ID":"Yrofbz-lBSg","MD5":"7b088ad3e3d908ed5c2c35b7ed57f6f5"}},{"id":"20240311-_jiaomzwdgw","slug":"20240311-_jiaomzwdgw-2nd-day-in-japan-inside-hotel","title":"2nd day in JAPAN (inside hotel)","date":"2024-03-11","dur":22094,"sum":"The first Fukuoka IRL stream failed: Docomo lag, dead batteries, rain, cold and hunger drove him back to his hotel. He misses Thailand’s warm apartment, girlfriend and internet; she leaves for America while he faces 90 days in Japan. He prioritizes his relationship over provocative content despite loneliness fears; declining channel income leaves Dragon’s Dogma 2 as a gamble.","ins":"Japan’s reinvention quickly becomes frustration, reinforcing his preference for stable indoor streaming.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240311-2nd%20day%20in%20JAPAN%20%28inside%20hotel%29-_JIAOMzWdgw.mp4","rel":["20240311-gakzcpbqhoe","20240311-jtz7y6ofiai","20230408-sqemcguvzyo","20240308-sztmkssr-2m"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240311-2nd day in JAPAN (inside hotel)-_JIAOMzWdgw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"307","Source video ID":"_JIAOMzWdgw","MD5":"c3d0b4d9a2b37aba881d7d1acf8e176a"}},{"id":"20240311-gakzcpbqhoe","slug":"20240311-gakzcpbqhoe-2nd-day-in-japan-outside","title":"2nd day in JAPAN (outside)","date":"2024-03-11","dur":4060,"sum":"His Fukuoka IRL stream repeatedly lagged despite a 50GB Docomo SIM; lowering bitrate from 1080p/6000 to 1000 improved stability. He found Fukuoka cold, quiet, directionless; preferred Thailand’s liveliness, struggled locating yatai stalls, and rejected a ¥30,000 adult venue. His $130 24,000mAh/140W power bank was uncharged and unusable, limiting streaming to about an hour and prompting a return.","ins":"Japan’s fresh start again gives way to boredom, technical frustration, channel pessimism, and Thailand nostalgia.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240311-2nd%20day%20in%20JAPAN%20%28outside%29-gAKzCpBqHoE.mp4","rel":["20240311-_jiaomzwdgw","20240311-jtz7y6ofiai","20240310-yrofbz-lbsg","20161203-jhf6elbqrjo"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240311-2nd day in JAPAN (outside)-gAKzCpBqHoE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1010 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"308","Source video ID":"gAKzCpBqHoE","MD5":"88ea8b98bd5de35341151d743f0eb786"}},{"id":"20240311-jtz7y6ofiai","slug":"20240311-jtz7y6ofiai-3rd-day-in-japan-leaving-fukuoka","title":"3rd day in JAPAN - Leaving fukuoka","date":"2024-03-11","dur":3630,"sum":"He tested a ¥2,700 5G, 2GB SIM and USB cable at Fukuoka Castle; the older SIM stopped working. Cold, weak coverage, unstable bitrate, login verification, portrait mode and spam overwhelmed the planned several-hour IRL broadcast. Despite 58–69 viewers and $150 from two streams, he ended IRL, choosing airport Wi-Fi, YouTube, and a 6 PM flight.","ins":"Japan’s IRL experiment deteriorates into technical frustration, reinforcing his preference for Thailand’s reliable indoor setup.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240311-3rd%20day%20in%20JAPAN%20-%20Leaving%20fukuoka-jTZ7Y6OFIaI.mp4","rel":["20240312-wyucfojebdy","20240311-gakzcpbqhoe","20170424-tqm8usqt2-q","20240311-_jiaomzwdgw"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240311-3rd day in JAPAN - Leaving fukuoka-jTZ7Y6OFIaI.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"876 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"309","Source video ID":"jTZ7Y6OFIaI","MD5":"67cda405909a0bd2a45b1339cddce942"}},{"id":"20240312-wyucfojebdy","slug":"20240312-wyucfojebdy-walking-to-airport-and-leaving-forever","title":"walking to airport and leaving FOREVER","date":"2024-03-12","dur":10746,"sum":"While walking from Ohori Park toward Fukuoka Airport, Daniel struggled with navigation, fatigue, back pain, hunger, wind, and nine-kilogram backpack. The YouTube app maintained streaming, but pixelation, limited data, missing features, SIM changes, and roughly £150 costs frustrated him. He ate ¥980 Ichiran ramen, discovered the original SIM improved quality, then reached the airport by subway just before security.","ins":"Technical improvisation briefly rescued streaming, but poor planning and travel fatigue undermined his airport departure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240312-walking%20to%20airport%20and%20leaving%20FOREVER-WYUcFoJEBdY.mp4","rel":["20201231-juyrbuhimms","20160825-nw68wtqzmoa","20240429-wkphvq2fdri","20160729-pl8n2wbeh90"],"tags":"travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240312-walking to airport and leaving FOREVER-WYUcFoJEBdY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"310","Source video ID":"WYUcFoJEBdY","MD5":"18d0135e808a5cec7eb893770fa0f5b2"}},{"id":"20240316-1ieuex7vnsc","slug":"20240316-1ieuex7vnsc-the-best-ramen-in-japan-only-6-58-japan","title":"The BEST Ramen in Japan - Only $6.58! #japan","date":"2024-03-16","dur":60,"sum":"The transcript contains only brief Japanese service exchanges, including apologies, requests, waiting, and farewells. It does not identify the location, participants, purpose, transaction, specific development, or outcome. No substantive personal, financial, travel, relationship, or channel-related event can be established.","ins":"The recording is too fragmentary to support a meaningful historical comparison or trajectory.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240316-The%20BEST%20Ramen%20in%20Japan%20-%20Only%20%246.58%21%20%23japan-1IEUEx7vnsc.mp4","rel":["20160413-galakymrun8","20190716-de-fpjqawpw","20190623-6ne_-dji4mm","20201028-nh7ilfrbhak"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20240316-The BEST Ramen in Japan - Only $6.58! #japan-1IEUEx7vnsc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"15.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"311","Source video ID":"1IEUEx7vnsc","MD5":"62d3bfdda6849f9dd2a9e48b8a0c340e"}},{"id":"20240317-9ne1tocszae","slug":"20240317-9ne1tocszae-im-back-in-osaka","title":"im BACK in Osaka","date":"2024-03-17","dur":16564,"sum":"Returned to Osaka after four Shikoku days; booked ten APA Hotel nights for £400, then a guesthouse until late May. Visited Blood Bucket/Cowrie, filmed her house with permission, posted it, and tied future livestreams or stays there to its views. McDonald's cost ¥1,120; monetization was initially off, debts approached £14,000, and Dragon’s Dogma 2 became his next income plan.","ins":"Osaka’s nostalgia fails to reset his life; relationship negotiation, clickbait reinvention, and debt anxiety persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240317-im%20BACK%20in%20Osaka-9NE1tocSzAE.mp4","rel":["20231204-bqoo0cprz3a","20240610-gwzam01cgdw","20240407-mabxos0x2zq","20240322-qfrigoerbis"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240317-im BACK in Osaka-9NE1tocSzAE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"312","Source video ID":"9NE1tocSzAE","MD5":"58dc92eeef791c54b99ec87433b2a142"}},{"id":"20240317-ndlsd1ojmna","slug":"20240317-ndlsd1ojmna-japanese-woman-let-me-come-inside-her-house","title":"Japanese Woman let me come inside her house!","date":"2024-03-17","dur":827,"sum":"Daniel visits Blood Bucket’s home by invitation, bringing chicken; she welcomes him and offers jasmine tea. She tours five cats, including a diabetic cat, and explains cat-proofed counters, daily vacuuming, and the unusable bathtub. A guest room could support streaming; upstairs are family rooms, DIY décor, a creepy art studio, and online-sold insect-and-doll pieces.","ins":"The visit establishes a potential stay while revealing Blood Bucket’s highly personalized, cat- centred domestic and creative environment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240317-Japanese%20Woman%20let%20me%20come%20inside%20her%20house%21-nDlsd1OJMnA.mp4","rel":["20180904-e5eiqe2qi-8","20240322-qfrigoerbis","20230408-sqemcguvzyo","20190910-r9yhnygcfqc"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240317-Japanese Woman let me come inside her house!-nDlsd1OJMnA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"217 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"313","Source video ID":"nDlsd1OJMnA","MD5":"287e209a14038e89077296985e53bb58"}},{"id":"20240318-5y-yhfkcudy","slug":"20240318-5y-yhfkcudy-life-in-japan-is-getting-worse","title":"Life in Japan is getting worse...","date":"2024-03-18","dur":14799,"sum":"In Osaka, five-degree wind, hotel isolation, and repetitive days left him bored, fatigued, hungry, and frustrated by cash-only restaurants. Bandwidth throttling and Android stabilization problems disrupted streaming; he planned supermarket food, a Blood Bucket stream, and guesthouse relocation. Japan failed to revive his channel; roughly 4,000-view videos prompted a retreat to low-effort gaming amid debt.","ins":"The Japan reset reproduces his familiar pattern: novelty quickly becomes isolation, austerity, boredom, and content retreat.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240318-Life%20in%20Japan%20is%20getting%20worse...-5y-yHfKCudY.mp4","rel":["20210511-9dgzhzoa-fg","20240411-pjbfny1cvt8","20240419-f3wlogrck_i","20250530-1dwbcrg_ray"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20240318-Life in Japan is getting worse...-5y-yHfKCudY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"314","Source video ID":"5y-yHfKCudY","MD5":"41f6dcc7339fb90896b8c30dc47e9155"}},{"id":"20240318-jahicawtz1s","slug":"20240318-jahicawtz1s-trying-japanese-mcdonalds-special-edition-sakura-set","title":"Trying Japanese Mcdonalds - Special Edition Sakura Set","date":"2024-03-18","dur":968,"sum":"He livestreamed a ¥1,120 Sakura McDonald’s tasting for 67 viewers: teriyaki burger, plum- seaweed fries, cherry drink, and matcha mochi pie. He strongly disliked the plum seasoning and excessive burger sauce, rated the meal 6.2/10, and preferred a Big Mac. He planned a sixty-second McDonald’s Short after a ramen Short reached 3,000 views, and mentioned livestreaming outside Chi-Chi’s house.","ins":"Routine food content remains a modest monetization vehicle, while provocative ideas continue testing interpersonal and legal boundaries.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240318-Trying%20Japanese%20Mcdonalds%20-%20Special%20Edition%20Sakura%20Set-jAhicAwTZ1s.mp4","rel":["20200211-ukahg7xr6ai","20230313-eepref75n2q","20200730-xlwddmpehq4","20180605-gfchgos1uje"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240318-Trying Japanese Mcdonalds - Special Edition Sakura Set-jAhicAwTZ1s.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"151 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"315","Source video ID":"jAhicAwTZ1s","MD5":"a4349e75f0fc61ffd842dbfcc9f779ce"}},{"id":"20240319-zdakv1riwdg","slug":"20240319-zdakv1riwdg-trying-to-go-outside-in-osaka","title":"Trying to go outside in Osaka","date":"2024-03-19","dur":32269,"sum":"A Prism Live iPhone 12 Mini stream stayed mostly stable outdoors in Osaka, despite brief dropouts and bitrate collapses. He streamed for about nine hours, unsuccessfully retraced a 2018 Chihiro date in Fukushima, and returned without meeting her. Near his 35th birthday, he bought discounted provisions for ¥1,700, planned pocket-Wi-Fi testing, and acknowledged loneliness, unhappiness, and £14,000 debt.","ins":"Outdoor success briefly counters hotel isolation, but nostalgia, debt, and loneliness continue steering his content and relationship plans.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240319-Trying%20to%20go%20outside%20in%20Osaka-ZdAkv1RiWDg.mp4","rel":["20191204-2eczkfg66mo","20240320-iupxcz5fehu","20181024-ajdhljopk9l","20240407-mabxos0x2zq"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240319-Trying to go outside in Osaka-ZdAkv1RiWDg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"7.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"316","Source video ID":"ZdAkv1RiWDg","MD5":"d4bef68083983489a1d33c9377ad10ea"}},{"id":"20240320-zs0enjq_dwe","slug":"20240320-zs0enjq_dwe-do-not-buy-dragon-s-dogma-2-very-disappointing","title":"DO NOT BUY Dragon's Dogma 2 - VERY Disappointing","date":"2024-03-20","dur":482,"sum":"He rates Dragon’s Dogma 2 mediocre, 6.2/10, calling its £55 price excessive and recommending a 20–40% sale discount. He criticizes costly fast travel, slow walking, repetitive monster attacks, and carts as interruptions rather than exciting exploration. 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He uses Revolut/Visa at a self-checkout, avoids speaking with staff, and completes shopping without security intervention. 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He sets out toward Tennoji to try roughly ¥10,000 whale katsudon, wary of nearby rougher, nightlife-heavy streets. 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With ¥19,000 until next week, he tested Samsung audio and pocket Wi-Fi; poor speeds and battery undermined planned IRL streaming. His girlfriend in America may return to Thailand; Venus ignored him, Tomoko declined, and donations failed to fund contacting Chihiro.","ins":"Birthday loneliness reflects his pattern: craving companionship while rejecting ordinary socializing and sustained commitments.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240320-sad%20and%20lonely%20on%20my%20Birthday...-iUpXCz5feHU.mp4","rel":["20231127--jnzwoycfvq","20201126-sgwl4d9wrtu","20210325-s1qgt9ppdee","20230729-v1884387472"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240320-sad and lonely on my Birthday...-iUpXCz5feHU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"320","Source video ID":"iUpXCz5feHU","MD5":"2eddb1d90ba2f5ad579fbbac39a60372"}},{"id":"20240321-29y09o2uj4w","slug":"20240321-29y09o2uj4w-i-m-in-really-big-trouble","title":"I’m in really BIG TROUBLE","date":"2024-03-21","dur":31146,"sum":"A four-hour Osaka IRL stream repeatedly crashed and suffered alert, battery, and connectivity problems; iPhone plus Botrix eventually enabled text-to-speech. 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The speaker finds it unusually dark and brown, resembling beef rather than bacon. They compare its appearance to beef jerky, but no tasting or outcome is recorded.","ins":"This fragment captures visual curiosity about whale meat, not an established eating experience.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240322-eating%20whale%20meat%20in%20japan%21%20%23japan-DbwfUQVz8eE.mp4","rel":["20240322-c3an2dz-kkm","20240322-bgzk9pnvpsg","20190623-6ne_-dji4mm","20160429-xdsa06ngs64"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20240322-eating whale meat in japan! #japan-DbwfUQVz8eE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"322","Source video ID":"DbwfUQVz8eE","MD5":"81224874401eccb3c268fae52cfe30a6"}},{"id":"20240322-c3an2dz-kkm","slug":"20240322-c3an2dz-kkm-i-tried-whale-meat-in-japan","title":"I tried Whale Meat in Japan!","date":"2024-03-22","dur":342,"sum":"He ordered ¥2,000 whale tail sashimi, considering deep-fried whale instead; the meat looked unusually dark and brown like beef. The whale tasted beef-like but rubbery, chewy, fatty, and unseasoned, with only two slices of actual meat. He found the lettuce more flavorful and rated the whale 6.2 out of 10.","ins":"Japan’s novelty-focused food content continues, but this unusual tasting produced only lukewarm approval.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240322-I%20tried%20Whale%20Meat%20in%20Japan%21-c3aN2Dz-KKM.mp4","rel":["20240322-bgzk9pnvpsg","20240322-dbwfuqvz8ee","20200708-afrlwrzlmak","20170508-6v2jnb8cwfg"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20240322-I tried Whale Meat in Japan!-c3aN2Dz-KKM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"56.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"323","Source video ID":"c3aN2Dz-KKM","MD5":"338d2f455ae10862c75f711ec706072b"}},{"id":"20240322-qfrigoerbis","slug":"20240322-qfrigoerbis-japanese-woman-came-to-my-hotel-room","title":"japanese woman came to my hotel room","date":"2024-03-22","dur":13732,"sum":"Blood Bucket visited Daniel’s Osaka APA Hotel room, co-hosted a long Q&A livestream, and brought chocolate plus Norwegian coffee. Viewers pressed Daniel about Chihiro and his Thai girlfriend; he denied cheating, called one message harmless, and declined calling Chihiro. Blood Bucket offered May lodging and future filming; they bought beer and chicken at FamilyMart before ending the stream.","ins":"Provocative relationship content continues blending with genuine companionship and practical support.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240322-japanese%20woman%20came%20to%20my%20hotel%20room-QFRiGoeRbis.mp4","rel":["20230408-sqemcguvzyo","20190419-qkux15hubzs","20190910-r9yhnygcfqc","20240317-ndlsd1ojmna"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240322-japanese woman came to my hotel room-QFRiGoeRbis.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"324","Source video ID":"QFRiGoeRbis","MD5":"dfe7ff3b424643aadda1410a2af3fd54"}},{"id":"20240322-r-7g-v3e35g","slug":"20240322-r-7g-v3e35g-the-las-16-sickle-testing-the-only-laser-type-rifle-in-helldivers-2-insane-damage","title":"The LAS-16 SICKLE： Testing the only LASER Type rifle in Helldivers 2 (INSANE DAMAGE)","date":"2024-03-22","dur":502,"sum":"He introduces the LAS-16 Sickle: 55 damage, 750 fire rate, light penetration, burst lasers, and a 1,000-super-credit Cutting Edge unlock. 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He preferred the lettuce, rated the dish 6.2/10, and later mentioned ¥1,800 and unclear payment.","ins":"Novelty food content continues, but this tasting produced lukewarm approval rather than strong enthusiasm.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240322-Trying%20Whale%20meat%20in%20Japan-BgZk9PnvpSg.mp4","rel":["20240322-c3an2dz-kkm","20240322-dbwfuqvz8ee","20200115-o3ttghffany","20240318-jahicawtz1s"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima","tech":{"Original filename":"20240322-Trying Whale meat in Japan-BgZk9PnvpSg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"177 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"327","Source video ID":"BgZk9PnvpSg","MD5":"8dccdabe3439833b70a551486e4ec870"}},{"id":"20240323-k6pcckgr7_4","slug":"20240323-k6pcckgr7_4-best-shotguns-in-helldivers-2-insane-damage","title":"BEST SHOTGUNS in HELLDIVERS 2 - INSANE DAMAGE","date":"2024-03-23","dur":537,"sum":"He stress-tests six Helldivers 2 shotguns: Incendiary Breaker, Punisher, Breaker, Slugger, Spray and Pray, and Punisher Plasma. 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He criticizes the 30-FPS cap, weak PC performance, limited settings, and bland brown-grey visuals lacking Elden Ring’s artistic identity. 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He checks out tomorrow for a £380/month private guesthouse room with shared facilities, worries about streaming/doxxing, and contemplates stealing supplies. 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He spends nearly ¥10,000 on essentials, streams a walk, uses 15GB, and fears neighbors, doxxing, and shared bathrooms. He revisits Chihiro-era locations, mourns lost fame, youth, money and stability, but says he feels calmer alone than in 2016.","ins":"Nostalgia increasingly reframes Japan as ideal, while isolation, debt, privacy fears, and relationship instability remain unresolved.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240325-Setting%20up%20my%20new%20apartment-vEefjLJlgwc.mp4","rel":["20181129-skxt28jzrxg","20220418-j-biq29wn_g","20201030-scrfwplcx-c","20230408-sqemcguvzyo"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20240325-Setting up my new apartment-vEefjLJlgwc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"336","Source video ID":"vEefjLJlgwc","MD5":"155c60debebb7c3011daa6b43eda997e"}},{"id":"20240326-cnllnu5fz8o","slug":"20240326-cnllnu5fz8o-my-ex-wife-kicked-me-out-to-this-park","title":"my ex wife kicked me out to this park","date":"2024-03-26","dur":1111,"sum":"Revisits the park tied to his fake-homeless video, expulsion, and aftermath of smashing his ex- wife’s glass door. After being told not to return, he walked until 2 a.m., then spent hours in the cold park avoiding hotel costs. He says greed and women cost him his channel, money, visa, and youth, while every alternative now seems regretful.","ins":"His escape-and-regret cycle continues: leaving places produces nostalgia, while staying feels destined to disappoint.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240326-my%20ex%20wife%20kicked%20me%20out%20to%20this%20park-cNLlnU5Fz8o.mp4","rel":["20230726-v1881994227","20250116-oyowev7th9m","20250112-sn3ktylnfwa","20190913-0lz8mvoy3vk"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20240326-my ex wife kicked me out to this park-cNLlnU5Fz8o.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"195 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"337","Source video ID":"cNLlnU5Fz8o","MD5":"4e146a58bd8361b8ed9f7797e02a70c3"}},{"id":"20240327-xg6hkca7jnk","slug":"20240327-xg6hkca7jnk-i-messed-up-so-bad","title":"i messed up so bad...","date":"2024-03-27","dur":19286,"sum":"After a disconnection, he resumed streaming for roughly nine hours, walking 20 kilometres and nearly 30,000 steps before exhaustion. He walked near Chihiro’s neighbourhood, discussed filming or revisiting her home, but ultimately avoided direct contact and returned alone. His mother reported a cooking-oil fire and burns; he earned about £800, spent roughly ¥3,100, banned hostile viewers, and planned rest.","ins":"Nostalgia and livestream monetization increasingly intertwine with intrusive ex-wife fixation, while financial and social instability persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240327-i%20messed%20up%20so%20bad...-xg6Hkca7JNk.mp4","rel":["20200104-utzmrtip7hm","20241015-hbsmdzyu9du","20221028-3uuhcre1ci8","20180301-mpoe5zeentw"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240327-i messed up so bad...-xg6Hkca7JNk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"338","Source video ID":"xg6Hkca7JNk","MD5":"727a878aabef15c34abeb703c852acf1"}},{"id":"20240327-ym8i50r59rc","slug":"20240327-ym8i50r59rc-my-ex-wife-doesn-t-want-to-meet","title":"my ex wife doesn't want to meet ：(","date":"2024-03-27","dur":23984,"sum":"Feeling better, he streamed an Osaka nostalgia tour through his former apartment, park, stations, Yodogawa river, and Juso nightlife. Chihiro ignored his meeting request for six days; he refused to knock, despite chat pressure, describing nearby filming as nostalgia. His mother’s kitchen fire burned her face and hand; falling revenue, June’s UK return, debts, and 2025 plans remained uncertain.","ins":"Nostalgia comforts him, but increasingly replaces present relationships, stability, income, and future planning.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240327-my%20ex%20wife%20doesn%27t%20want%20to%20meet%20%EF%BC%9A%28-Ym8i50R59Rc.mp4","rel":["20171005-pms5bhno8-e","20180423-qjmtqus7fe4","20210929-rwe8onhrmlc","20230404-b2mwcdz7d6i"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20240327-my ex wife doesn't want to meet ：(-Ym8i50R59Rc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"339","Source video ID":"Ym8i50R59Rc","MD5":"293a69715da78539feddbb20a3560cb4"}},{"id":"20240328-6e4wj_vb53w","slug":"20240328-6e4wj_vb53w-my-ex-wife-s-boyfriend-is-stalking-me","title":"my ex wife's boyfriend is STALKING me","date":"2024-03-28","dur":21092,"sum":"He claimed Atsushi appeared during his river livestream, citing matching jacket, trousers, shoes, hairstyle, and locations as circumstantial evidence. He speculated Chihiro orchestrated the encounter, messaged her through Instagram and Facebook, received no reply, and ultimately avoided direct confrontation. During a roughly five-hour rainy stream, he paid ¥700 for laundry, bought ¥1,001 of convenience-store food, and planned to collect unlimited pocket Wi‑Fi.","ins":"Uncertain encounters and ex-wife fixation again become monetized livestream drama, while practical stability remains secondary.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240328-my%20ex%20wife%27s%20boyfriend%20is%20STALKING%20me-6E4wJ_Vb53w.mp4","rel":["20220429-g4gsb8fxk4y","20230124-zg9tq--udaw","20220116-eg5r-jsk3zm","20230125-_-fwpfa17vg"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240328-my ex wife's boyfriend is STALKING me-6E4wJ_Vb53w.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"340","Source video ID":"6E4wJ_Vb53w","MD5":"7543467a26ffbc5ea5da931661aee942"}},{"id":"20240328-hw8mbtuhjg4","slug":"20240328-hw8mbtuhjg4-this-is-my-favorite-place-in-osaka","title":"this is my favorite place in Osaka","date":"2024-03-28","dur":568,"sum":"He admires the Umeda skyline and says he would live there because it is cheap, beautiful, and sentimental. New fencing and cleared grass alter the riverside; he watches an unidentified weasel-like animal pull a large dead fish from the water. The private-room restaurant feels exciting, but disappointing food earns 2/10; he calls ¥4,000 yakiniku tabehodai too expensive.","ins":"Nostalgia increasingly idealizes Osaka as home while everyday disappointments and Chihiro- linked routes persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240328-this%20is%20my%20favorite%20place%20in%20Osaka-hw8mBtUhjg4.mp4","rel":["20191204-2eczkfg66mo","20230408-sqemcguvzyo","20190610-pgr8kb2kjz8","20240317-9ne1tocszae"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20240328-this is my favorite place in Osaka-hw8mBtUhjg4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"117 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"341","Source video ID":"hw8mBtUhjg4","MD5":"c1849b8a4d4c12cd239b145273e4fcb7"}},{"id":"20240329-_kcyu471sfw","slug":"20240329-_kcyu471sfw-late-night-chat","title":"late night chat","date":"2024-03-29","dur":5001,"sum":"A nearly 12-hour stream risked losing its VOD; he preserved the Sora footage and planned an edited meetup video. He met Sora the Troll, found him unexpectedly sociable, walked with him for about an hour, and planned a clip. His girlfriend accused him of planning a new relationship; he denied it as sarcasm, and she briefly dumped then reconciled.","ins":"Content momentum coexists with recurring relationship conflict and intense appearance-focused self-scrutiny.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240329-late%20night%20chat-_kcyu471Sfw.mp4","rel":["20210423-998457489","20240330-id0tqkyx7m8","20240402-tzt305mimn4","20201020-4woylyx7qkw"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240329-late night chat-_kcyu471Sfw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"905 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"342","Source video ID":"_kcyu471Sfw","MD5":"86192363172edf064dc9a0db9dafd56b"}},{"id":"20240329-zsjqxoeto9u","slug":"20240329-zsjqxoeto9u-my-ex-wife-blocked-me","title":"my ex wife blocked me...","date":"2024-03-29","dur":40033,"sum":"Chihiro appears to have blocked him after messages; he admits hostile content, frames it as click-driven banter, and seeks reconciliation. He spent roughly eleven hours walking Osaka, collected a $70 pocket Wi-Fi, donated ¥500, and met Sora after stream-sniping him. Despite hunger, coughing, and train confusion, he reported nearly $2,000 March income versus under $800 in January, largely from streaming.","ins":"Relationship fixation and provocative streaming persist alongside loneliness, physical strain, and temporary income recovery.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240329-my%20ex%20wife%20blocked%20me...-ZSjQXoeTo9U.mp4","rel":["20240330-id0tqkyx7m8","20181027-gsgn1ggywy0","20230201-xc7qa3ttmte","20250306-udm65ai1wue"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240329-my ex wife blocked me...-ZSjQXoeTo9U.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"343","Source video ID":"ZSjQXoeTo9U","MD5":"a4f5aad363d04696a995563db0ec56ab"}},{"id":"20240330-id0tqkyx7m8","slug":"20240330-id0tqkyx7m8-meeting-sora-the-troll-it-was-weird","title":"Meeting Sora the Troll (it was weird)","date":"2024-03-30","dur":619,"sum":"Daniel meets Sora the Troll in Osaka; Sora appears unexpectedly sociable and chill compared with his online character-based persona. Daniel says he has been in Japan two weeks, plans three months as a tourist, and remains blocked by his ex-wife. They exchange photos and authorize a deliberately hostile-looking Sora video and reaction, while discussing Daniel’s ended OnlyFans work and Airbnb ban.","ins":"An unusual meetup becomes collaborative spectacle, continuing the pattern of monetizing conflict and controversial personal history.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240330-Meeting%20Sora%20the%20Troll%20%28it%20was%20weird%29-ID0TQKyx7M8.mp4","rel":["20240329-_kcyu471sfw","20210712-eyexu4wa61k","20230117-6da31f86e0dc","20250303-nffd4uugxtc"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240330-Meeting Sora the Troll (it was weird)-ID0TQKyx7M8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"164 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"344","Source video ID":"ID0TQKyx7M8","MD5":"a6d7c80845bf4107006b71dba58b6ba6"}},{"id":"20240331-f2mgdcw2rxu","slug":"20240331-f2mgdcw2rxu-why-i-regret-getting-divorced","title":"why i regret getting divorced","date":"2024-03-31","dur":16272,"sum":"On day 19 in Japan, he revisits the apartment shared with Chihiro before his father’s illness, recalling cheating, marriage, and regret. Still blocked by Chihiro, he speculates about fear or anger, defends nearby nostalgia filming, and anxiously revisits the disputed SD card. He reports over $2,000 March income but debts remain; he prioritizes channel-compatible female collaborators and considers stream-sniping Chris Broad with Sunny.","ins":"Renewed streaming lifts his mood temporarily, while nostalgia, relationship fixation, and monetized drama remain intertwined.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240331-why%20i%20regret%20getting%20divorced-F2mGdcW2RXU.mp4","rel":["20210323-iwlrefpqoms","20230715-5tefwj2c3fe","20240331-gd61toigf8y","20190317-6ekv4q8bouk"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240331-why i regret getting divorced-F2mGdcW2RXU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"345","Source video ID":"F2mGdcW2RXU","MD5":"c9dbafca33d998c5351b1731182c50a8"}},{"id":"20240331-gd61toigf8y","slug":"20240331-gd61toigf8y-why-i-regret-getting-divorced","title":"why i regret getting divorced","date":"2024-03-31","dur":14449,"sum":"A Wi‑Fi dropout ended his IRL stream, costing roughly 100 viewers; he restarted while touring Q’s Mall associated with Chihiro. A group confronted him after he briefly filmed nearby youths; fearing violence, he took a train away and reviewed footage. He ate at an Indian restaurant, paid about ¥1,500, considered apologizing, and suddenly preferred Thailand’s perceived safety over Japan.","ins":"The confrontation reversed Japan nostalgia, amplifying insecurity, hostility, and desire to return to Thailand.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240331-why%20i%20regret%20getting%20divorced-GD61ToIgf8Y.mp4","rel":["20240331-f2mgdcw2rxu","20230715-5tefwj2c3fe","20210323-iwlrefpqoms","20190317-6ekv4q8bouk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20240331-why i regret getting divorced-GD61ToIgf8Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"346","Source video ID":"GD61ToIgf8Y","MD5":"b60fa62aee3553cf4e91770dabaa45a6"}},{"id":"20240401-frnppk7ywds","slug":"20240401-frnppk7ywds-i-nearly-got-beat-up-by-japanese-teenagers","title":"i nearly got BEAT up by Japanese Teenagers","date":"2024-04-01","dur":503,"sum":"At Q’s Mall, roughly eight stocky teenagers approached Daniel during his livestream, asking why he filmed them; their initial tone sounded aggressive. He feared assault, pretended limited Japanese, and planned a train escape; a fist bump later suggested the teenagers were excited, not angry. Shaking afterward, he worried they knew his channel, might return, or could identify his route, while downplaying his roughly 80 viewers.","ins":"Public livestreaming again turns an ambiguous encounter into fear, self-protection, and content- making.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240401-i%20nearly%20got%20BEAT%20up%20by%20Japanese%20Teenagers-fRnPpk7ywds.mp4","rel":["20220607-zlzpwvhkc3u","20230405-j46nadktxjs","20190728-eaiylomvn2k","20230313-eepref75n2q"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240401-i nearly got BEAT up by Japanese Teenagers-fRnPpk7ywds.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"99.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"347","Source video ID":"fRnPpk7ywds","MD5":"f27e88c57b812e3cdae3d4a5ac71fd6e"}},{"id":"20240402-tzt305mimn4","slug":"20240402-tzt305mimn4-late-night-talk-about-life-and-future","title":"late night talk about life and future","date":"2024-04-02","dur":4212,"sum":"March income reached $2,282: $1,217 main channel, $620 second channel, and £445 PayPal; he expects April to be harder. 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Blood Bucket introduces six cats and jokes about a streamer house; Daniel rejects marriage and discusses a girlfriend’s Japanese gift. 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After an advertised 80-minute wait, Sunny paid roughly ¥8,000 for yakiniku; Daniel discussed reimbursing ¥4,000. Thai girlfriend objected to delayed replies and the outing; Daniel feared being blocked and debated concealing meetings with Sunny.","ins":"Companionship and streaming momentum revived, while the recurring secrecy-jealousy conflict intensified.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240406-i%20met%20this%20girl%20in%20japan-K5mpzo1v4Yk.mp4","rel":["20170709-7gu_vszwj0m","20190929-97gmm3spmtc","20200210-3pioxuckvmq","20221103-v1642169250"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240406-i met this girl in japan-K5mpzo1v4Yk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"8.8 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"354","Source video ID":"K5mpzo1v4Yk","MD5":"2d26d6c1e1e659e94d7f1c3dca85af94"}},{"id":"20240407-mabxos0x2zq","slug":"20240407-mabxos0x2zq-meeting-chris-broad-and-cdawgva-in-osaka","title":"meeting Chris broad and cdawgva in Osaka","date":"2024-04-07","dur":30407,"sum":"He tracked three YouTubers around Osaka; Chris passed unnoticed, while Connor and Pete told him to “fuck off” and elbow-bumped him. His Thai girlfriend reconciled, then objected again to Sunny; possible lost collaborations intensified his relationship–channel conflict. 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Phone overheating disrupted streaming; Mum lent £5,000 toward tax, while his £400 overdraft and stated debt remained. 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Tax is settled, but he owes Mum £11,500 plus £1,400 credit-card debt; a girlfriend’s reported theft jeopardized Tokyo plans and UK gaming became fallback.","ins":"Novelty-seeking reverses toward domestic stability as debt and declining income make escape less attractive.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240421-the%20worst%20night%20ever-oTqQXDxq5G0.mp4","rel":["20241225-0aqxezy4rnu","20241203-u0evovc8trc","20241202-atsdn5gkkji","20200605-qlc7xgj_vry"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister hm revenue self assessment gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20240421-the worst night ever-oTqQXDxq5G0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"365","Source video ID":"oTqQXDxq5G0","MD5":"99747e2dfdb4232f808da20525ed9857"}},{"id":"20240423-xxkhafm3b1m","slug":"20240423-xxkhafm3b1m-life-in-japan-is-getting-worse","title":"life in Japan is getting WORSE ：(","date":"2024-04-23","dur":41482,"sum":"An 11-hour Osaka stream covered a ¥400 electric-bike trip, heavy rain, McDonald’s, a 10- kilometre walk, fatigue, and recurring heel pain. He planned dinner in the guesthouse living room to try talking again to a Malaysian woman, plus Thursday’s language exchange, confronting isolation. After the sleepover collapsed, he defended his girlfriend, planned Tokyo, and expected to remain in Britain while repaying Mum roughly £11,000.","ins":"Streaming sustains income, but isolation, debt, physical strain, and relationship drama increasingly constrain his mobility.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240423-life%20in%20Japan%20is%20getting%20WORSE%20%EF%BC%9A%28-XXKhaFm3B1M.mp4","rel":["20240419-f3wlogrck_i","20210511-9dgzhzoa-fg","20250530-1dwbcrg_ray","20240413-oqh1uymojaa"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240423-life in Japan is getting WORSE ：(-XXKhaFm3B1M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"8.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"366","Source video ID":"XXKhaFm3B1M","MD5":"dfbeab400b8f28d5fe6378fa1d11f509"}},{"id":"20240424-jdpi9yqcsau","slug":"20240424-jdpi9yqcsau-i-have-to-leave-osaka","title":"I HAVE TO LEAVE OSAKA","date":"2024-04-24","dur":15161,"sum":"He abruptly left his Osaka guesthouse after threatening DMs raised fears of police action over past SD-card, sex-doll, OnlyFans, and stalking issues. He streamed the evacuation, suspected a follower photographed him, and checked into an Apple Hotel for three nights, later exposing its location. 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Mum confirmed the legal warning was likely trolling; he cancelled the ¥11,000 lawyer consultation, abandoned Tokyo, and returned to the Osaka guesthouse. 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His girlfriend arrives late May for a private Tokyo trip; afterward he expects Britain, with gaming content as fallback. 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Tokyo plans include a £100 two-night hotel, possible off-stream meeting with Finnish Shin, and Sunday bar-hopping; Hong Kong remains silent. 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A roughly eight-hour rainy Osaka stream covered 40,000 steps and 25 kilometres; mosquitoes, exhaustion, and a wet cable nearly ended it. 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Noisy roommates and thin walls repeatedly disrupted sleep; he drafted a complaint but rejected £500–£600 hotel costs for remaining days. 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He acknowledged deleting wholesome vlogs and manufacturing drama; declining views and May income now make home, savings and his relationship priorities.","ins":"Nostalgia for 2018–19 is yielding to acceptance that drama, travel and livestreaming no longer sustain him.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240509-i%20wasted%20my%20life...-Dquj4U2N3CY.mp4","rel":["20240508-cvcemygkq4c","20190814-wloc3yu_z-g-4d81573c","20210328-hvpmkfzjfoe","20250605-adwnixtbu2q"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240509-i wasted my life...-Dquj4U2N3CY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"375","Source video ID":"Dquj4U2N3CY","MD5":"ef343534508355868613d30d0ee3a421"}},{"id":"20240512-bpdsnoj1rai","slug":"20240512-bpdsnoj1rai-amazing-news-in-japan-life-update","title":"AMAZING news in JAPAN - life update","date":"2024-05-12","dur":34069,"sum":"He moves to Tokyo May 20, booking a £680 apartment initially for himself while his girlfriend books a cheaper hotel. 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With six Osaka days remaining, he plans Tokyo apartment streams and cooking, then Britain for his sister’s wedding. He defended self-sufficiency with £1,450 plus £300 PayPal, admitted a roughly £2,000 Japan- trip deficit, and kept private encounters off-stream.","ins":"Travel-and-drama reinvention is giving way to exhaustion, home comforts, and retreat from risky IRL content.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240513-i%20can%27t%20do%20this%20anymore...%20giving%20up-XJMR14MG3nA.mp4","rel":["20210829-wlv0h6-lvos","20241001-9nhsm16gvoi","20211126-extlhohwmps","20230609-crmhxvdevny"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20240513-i can't do this anymore... giving up-XJMR14MG3nA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"6.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"377","Source video ID":"XJMR14MG3nA","MD5":"f165c70b6a6eab06644edbef4bafb559"}},{"id":"20240514-atlf0z-bsha","slug":"20240514-atlf0z-bsha-life-in-japan-is-getting-worse","title":"life in Japan is getting worse...","date":"2024-05-14","dur":33925,"sum":"He took a ¥210 bus to IKEA, spent ¥1,500 on food, then walked roughly 50,000 steps back toward Osaka. Four bicycling teenagers screamed into his ear; he filmed a nearby crash but could not establish they caused it. 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They scream directly into his ear; he fears being beaten before reaching the busy road. 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He tried Thai food and Chang beer, disliked the ¥1,750 meal, and discovered Amagasaki Castle and a large nutria. He will leave early for a £700 Tokyo apartment, despite £13,500 of stated debt, prioritizing indoor streaming and gaming.","ins":"The transcript marks retreat from viral drama and hazardous IRL novelty toward modest income and controlled indoor routines.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240516-trying%20Thai%20food%20in%20Japan-ZF8lWDe5ewQ.mp4","rel":["20231111-cajumsjeoyk","20160223-v9ifeouwcyk","20210719-mo2q0gld8bc","20230507-2ukkidpcabq"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20240516-trying Thai food in Japan-ZF8lWDe5ewQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"9.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"380","Source video ID":"ZF8lWDe5ewQ","MD5":"540c6a528f7effca427882e5e4edbfc4"}},{"id":"20240517-7uqrogf7fpa","slug":"20240517-7uqrogf7fpa-meeting-the-hongkong-guy","title":"meeting the hongkong guy","date":"2024-05-17","dur":10925,"sum":"Daniel reunited with the Hong Kong guy after several years, livestreaming yakiniku, arcade games, past drama, and renewed friendship. 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He criticizes the protagonist’s cowardice and honour obsession, contrasting him with Yuna’s pragmatic stealth approach and praising Sekiro’s combat. 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Explosive shots one-shot light enemies, damage medium armor and groups, and destroy distant objectives, but struggle against heavy armor. Self-damage and weak close-range crowd control require caution; pairing it with a submachine gun is recommended, earning 6.2/10.","ins":"Impressive destructive power is offset by sluggish handling, ammunition limits, and situational effectiveness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240520-Stress%20Testing%20Helldivers%202%27s%20Most%20EXPLOSIVE%20Gun%20-%20INSANE%20DAMAGE%21-CtdJt8MEwKo.mp4","rel":["20240522-6athhioamiq","20240523-5nxvwod2qvy","20240322-g6hb7-dt9hk","20240302-eilufnxj8p8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240520-Stress Testing Helldivers 2's Most EXPLOSIVE Gun - INSANE DAMAGE!-CtdJt8MEwKo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"102 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"384","Source video ID":"CtdJt8MEwKo","MD5":"56f18fd08046b03ae04173df1a2885d2"}},{"id":"20240521-hguu0zr0_cw","slug":"20240521-hguu0zr0_cw-helldivers-2-do-not-buy-this-gun-ar-61-tenderizer-testing","title":"Helldivers 2 - DO NOT BUY this gun (AR-61 TENDERIZER Testing)","date":"2024-05-21","dur":528,"sum":"Tests the AR-61 Tenderizer: 60 damage, 35-round magazine, 640 RPM, and only light-armor penetration. Compared with the starter Liberator, it has identical damage but less capacity; he finds it bland and ineffective. He calls it a medal-wasting purchase, recommends against buying it, and rates it 6.2/10; Terminid usefulness remains untested.","ins":"The review reinforces his preference for distinctive, high-impact weapons over incremental, underperforming additions.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240521-Helldivers%202%20-%20DO%20NOT%20BUY%20this%20gun%20%28AR-61%20TENDERIZER%20Testing%29-hGUu0Zr0_cw.mp4","rel":["20240228-0omdyhdzlny","20240520-ctdjt8mewko","20240522-6athhioamiq","20240228-poczaspbmf4"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240521-Helldivers 2 - DO NOT BUY this gun (AR-61 TENDERIZER Testing)-hGUu0Zr0_cw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"113 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"385","Source video ID":"hGUu0Zr0_cw","MD5":"fdbd84192099679d67ab9aadd6ec4d23"}},{"id":"20240521-mkv4mmiczeo","slug":"20240521-mkv4mmiczeo-helldivers-2-do-not-buy-this-gun-br-14-adjudicator","title":"Helldivers 2 - DO NOT BUY this gun (BR-14 Adjudicator)","date":"2024-05-21","dur":525,"sum":"The BR-14 Adjudicator offers 80 damage, medium-armour penetration, selectable firing modes, and War Bonds availability. It handles light enemies in roughly two shots, but frequent reloads, severe recoil, and weak Automaton performance undermine it. He calls the rifle rubbish and boring, prefers the Blitzer or shotguns, and ends after dying with 18 kills.","ins":"The test reinforces his preference for distinctive shotguns over repetitive assault rifles with marginally different statistics.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240521-Helldivers%202%20-%20DO%20NOT%20BUY%20this%20gun%20%28BR-14%20Adjudicator%29-mkv4mMICzEo.mp4","rel":["20240520-ctdjt8mewko","20240521-hguu0zr0_cw","20240522-6athhioamiq","20240228-0omdyhdzlny"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240521-Helldivers 2 - DO NOT BUY this gun (BR-14 Adjudicator)-mkv4mMICzEo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"110 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"386","Source video ID":"mkv4mMICzEo","MD5":"5d5b6fdd2846ce0e248f201e49ebcff9"}},{"id":"20240521-r1nk2kydxby","slug":"20240521-r1nk2kydxby-helldivers-2-this-loadout-destroys-all-automatons-full-clear-group-helldive-difficulty","title":"Helldivers 2 - This Loadout DESTROYS All Automatons (Full Clear, Group, Helldive Difficulty)","date":"2024-05-21","dur":588,"sum":"On Helldive Automatons, he recommends Airburst Airstrike, Airburst Rocket Launcher, 500kg bomb, Blitzer shotgun, thermite grenades, and explosive-resistant heavy armor. It cleared crowds and armored enemies, but Blitzer targeting, long reloads, friendly fire, deaths, and accidental explosions caused setbacks. Across two Helldive runs, he completed main objectives, ultimately cleared all optional objectives, extracted successfully, and earned medals and samples.","ins":"Gaming success reinforces his retreat toward indoor content after recent Tokyo meetup disappointment.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240521-Helldivers%202%20-%20This%20Loadout%20DESTROYS%20All%20Automatons%20%28Full%20Clear%2C%20Group%2C%20Helldive%20Difficulty%29-r1NK2KYDxBY.mp4","rel":["20240523-uzemjh5e4q8","20240526--a0aeojwg68","20240606-jx_6sypesfk","20240608-qd3wmbku-ji"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20240521-Helldivers 2 - This Loadout DESTROYS All Automatons (Full Clear, Group, Helldive Difficulty)-r1NK2KYDxBY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"121 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"387","Source video ID":"r1NK2KYDxBY","MD5":"0ba19f39448b07c1bc90e88f52fc2df2"}},{"id":"20240521-pjqm84kaa-a","slug":"20240521-pjqm84kaa-a-helldivers-2-what-is-the-best-support-stratagem-against-terminids","title":"Helldivers 2 - What is the BEST support stratagem against Terminids？","date":"2024-05-21","dur":566,"sum":"Flamethrower and jump pack excel against swarms and Chargers; 25% fire boosting helps, but self-ignition risk and poor Bile-Titan damage remain. 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The Patriot mech shredded roughly 40 enemies before exploding; solo testing was hindered by missing teammates despite an SOS beacon.","ins":"He repeatedly favors high-impact anti-swarm tools while accepting trade-offs in safety, reliability, and heavy-armour effectiveness.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240521-Helldivers%202%20-%20What%20is%20the%20BEST%20support%20stratagem%20against%20Terminids%EF%BC%9F-PJqM84KaA-A.mp4","rel":["20240617-dnxmmyrxysk","20240308-futvrjmzhs0","20240307-4dfje5l599q","20240223-md9v2_f5mbi"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240521-Helldivers 2 - What is the BEST support stratagem against Terminids？-PJqM84KaA-A.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"135 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"388","Source video ID":"PJqM84KaA-A","MD5":"dc3b4343ed74d297c51c6b3bdb583ef7"}},{"id":"20240521-jqwz5opgphk","slug":"20240521-jqwz5opgphk-helldivers-2-this-fire-build-is-insane-helldiver-difficulty","title":"Helldivers 2 – This Fire Build Is INSANE! 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Jamming, patrols, low ammunition, weak reinforcement, and close combat caused repeated deaths, including two self-inflicted explosions.","ins":"High-impact loadout success coexists with reckless execution, echoing his preference for powerful tools despite severe safety trade-offs.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240522-Helldivers%202%20%E2%80%93%20Stealth%20Spear%20Loadout%20Is%20INSANE%20%28Helldive%20Difficulty%29-3Wx3om979HU.mp4","rel":["20240523-uzemjh5e4q8","20240610-mhx0pzy8kzu","20240522-oxlapffxvk8","20240606-jx_6sypesfk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240522-Helldivers 2 – Stealth Spear Loadout Is INSANE (Helldive Difficulty)-3Wx3om979HU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"122 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"390","Source video ID":"3Wx3om979HU","MD5":"8dcdace5f2ffcaa01c2368708b18dfc6"}},{"id":"20240522-oxlapffxvk8","slug":"20240522-oxlapffxvk8-helldivers-2-this-speed-stealth-build-makes-helldive-difficulty-feel-easy-solo","title":"Helldivers 2 – THIS Speed Stealth Build Makes Helldive Difficulty Feel EASY (Solo)","date":"2024-05-22","dur":784,"sum":"Solo Helldive Automaton build: Scout light armor, Plasma Scorcher, Senator, stun grenades, anti-materiel rifle, shield, smoke, 500kg bomb, Localization Confusion. Bugged support drops stranded gear on a mountain, costing a life; later glitches caused invisible guns, a black scope, and lost equipment. 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Demonstrations show stunned Hulks, Devastators, Berserkers, walkers, and infantry falling quickly when he targets eyes, heads, rockets, or exposed weak points. It excels at long range and against Factory Strider miniguns or face, but tanks resist it; overwhelming pressure and water kill him.","ins":"Weapon enthusiasm is tempered by recognized limits, enemy overload, and an accidental water death.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240523-Laser%20Cannon%20MOST%20Underrated%20Support%20Weapon%20in%20Helldivers%202%20-%20BEST%20Loadout%20Tips%20and%20Tricks-_XufbVveIGc.mp4","rel":["20240617-dnxmmyrxysk","20240225-ld4_8uenwxm","20240526--a0aeojwg68","20240607-e6ozb1-1o8o"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240523-Laser Cannon MOST Underrated Support Weapon in Helldivers 2 - BEST Loadout Tips and Tricks-_XufbVveIGc.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"141 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"396","Source video ID":"_XufbVveIGc","MD5":"a8b4583dbbe1b4a575c87cf381cd2908"}},{"id":"20240523-vkge6fyx8e0","slug":"20240523-vkge6fyx8e0-ranking-all-6-sentry-stratagems-which-is-best-best-sentry-list-helldivers-2","title":"Ranking ALL 6 Sentry Stratagems!!! 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Machine Gun and Gatling sentries shred light and medium enemies; HMG emplacement is powerful but stationary, making the Mech preferable.","ins":"Turret enthusiasm persists, but patch changes and heavier enemies expose declining reliability.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240523-Ranking%20ALL%206%20Sentry%20Stratagems%21%21%21%20Which%20is%20Best%EF%BC%9F%20%E2%A7%B8%20BEST%20Sentry%20List%21%20%EF%BD%9C%20Helldivers%202-VKGe6fYx8E0.mp4","rel":["20240226-ffnbtkqrz_4","20240224-q_te-tuc9ta","20240323-xfqn8ocwqys","20240225-ld4_8uenwxm"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240523-Ranking ALL 6 Sentry Stratagems!!! 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Blitzer is called god-tier for infinite-ammo chain lightning; Incendiary Breaker and Liberator Concussive suit niche crowd control, while Scorcher and Purifier go largely untested.","ins":"Gaming analysis continues the channel’s lower-effort pivot, mixing confident enthusiasm with chaotic deaths and incomplete testing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240523-Ranking%20EVERY%20Primary%20Weapon%20After%20Patch%20Helldivers%202%20Polar%20Patriots%20Update-HmrXoMM62tM.mp4","rel":["20240526-ttuyhl_1j4y","20240615-csa4cvi3ecq","20240617-yktgwvwkh8o","20240307-zo8mimy21vk"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20240523-Ranking EVERY Primary Weapon After Patch Helldivers 2 Polar Patriots Update-HmrXoMM62tM.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"244 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"398","Source video ID":"HmrXoMM62tM","MD5":"3b176338c248a8243d1ecb02cc71d3b9"}},{"id":"20240523-5nxvwod2qvy","slug":"20240523-5nxvwod2qvy-stress-testing-helldivers-2-s-most-explosive-crossbow-insane-damage","title":"Stress Testing Helldivers 2's Most EXPLOSIVE Crossbow - INSANE DAMAGE!","date":"2024-05-23","dur":491,"sum":"He stress-tests the CB9 Exploding Crossbow against Automatons and Terminids, comparing its 420-damage explosive bolts with the Eruptor. Its five-round magazine, slow restringing, tiny area-of-effect, lack of armor penetration, and poor ammo economy repeatedly frustrate him. It one-shots small enemies or headshots infantry and damages exposed limbs, but struggles against Hulks, armored Terminids, swarms, and flyers.","ins":"As in recent Helldivers reviews, practical enemy tests outweigh headline damage: he concludes this weapon is not worth using.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240523-Stress%20Testing%20Helldivers%202%27s%20Most%20EXPLOSIVE%20Crossbow%20-%20INSANE%20DAMAGE%21-5nXVWod2QVY.mp4","rel":["20240520-ctdjt8mewko","20240522-6athhioamiq","20240302-eilufnxj8p8","20240322-g6hb7-dt9hk"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240523-Stress Testing Helldivers 2's Most EXPLOSIVE Crossbow - INSANE DAMAGE!-5nXVWod2QVY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"116 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"399","Source video ID":"5nXVWod2QVY","MD5":"aafec211eb1bfda5d29bf325bcdf9423"}},{"id":"20240526-locnwnvkl2c","slug":"20240526-locnwnvkl2c-helldivers-2-the-best-terminid-loadout-solo-helldive-difficulty","title":"Helldivers 2 - THE BEST Terminid loadout.. 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After roughly eight minutes, he exhausts reinforcements and abandons objectives, unable to destroy mushrooms or manage swarms effectively.","ins":"Practical testing overturns the strategy: cooldowns, input confusion, and crowd pressure make aggression unusable.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240526-Helldivers%202%20-%20This%20Aggressive%20Meta%20Loadout%20is%20Insane..%20%28Solo%20Helldive%20Difficulty%29-Q3Lw5o8ryy8.mp4","rel":["20240608-qd3wmbku-ji","20240526-locnwnvkl2c","20240617-dnxmmyrxysk","20240526--a0aeojwg68"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240526-Helldivers 2 - This Aggressive Meta Loadout is Insane.. 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Repeated jammers, patrols, ammunition shortages, rocket fire, and an explosive self-kill cause rapid failure; he retries and accidentally enters a Terminid mission.","ins":"The confident loadout pitch again collapses into improvisation when mission conditions overwhelm heavy-enemy control.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240526-Helldivers%202%20-%20This%20Loadout%20MELTS%20All%20AUTOMATONS%20%28Helldive%20Difficulty%29--A0AEOJwG68.mp4","rel":["20240523-uzemjh5e4q8","20240526-locnwnvkl2c","20240521-r1nk2kydxby","20240608-qd3wmbku-ji"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240526-Helldivers 2 - This Loadout MELTS All AUTOMATONS (Helldive Difficulty)--A0AEOJwG68.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"120 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"402","Source video ID":"-A0AEOJwG68","MD5":"ac97eae6c645fb259a002e01a9470082"}},{"id":"20240526-7fwlx32gisk","slug":"20240526-7fwlx32gisk-helldivers-2-this-sniper-stealth-build-makes-helldive-difficulty-feel-easy-solo","title":"Helldivers 2 – THIS SNIPER Stealth Build Makes Helldive Difficulty Feel EASY (Solo)","date":"2024-05-26","dur":1426,"sum":"He recommends a solo Automatons Helldive stealth build centered on the Counter Sniper, anti- materiel rifle, Scout armour, and 500kg bomb. Confusion over objectives, reloading, hard-drive transport, and terminal power causes detection, deaths, and repeated equipment recovery. Despite calling it easy, extraction occurs inside an enemy base; he loses all reinforcements but extracts with seconds remaining.","ins":"Confident stealth claims repeatedly give way to improvisation, confusion, and near-failure, echoing earlier Helldive testing.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240526-Helldivers%202%20%E2%80%93%20THIS%20SNIPER%20Stealth%20Build%20Makes%20Helldive%20Difficulty%20Feel%20EASY%20%28Solo%29-7FwlX32gISk.mp4","rel":["20240522-oxlapffxvk8","20240606-jx_6sypesfk","20240610-mhx0pzy8kzu","20240523-c9le5bf15do"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240526-Helldivers 2 – THIS SNIPER Stealth Build Makes Helldive Difficulty Feel EASY (Solo)-7FwlX32gISk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"365 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"403","Source video ID":"7FwlX32gISk","MD5":"29dfc1948bc09d17ec6b758b9c570b73"}},{"id":"20240526-ue49_8t4x7c","slug":"20240526-ue49_8t4x7c-last-stream-in-japan-goodbye-everyone","title":"Last stream in Japan - goodbye everyone","date":"2024-05-26","dur":12745,"sum":"Concluding his two-and-a-half-month Japan trip, he leaves Tokyo tomorrow to travel with his girlfriend before returning to Britain in June. He reports roughly £15,000 debt, an £800 overdraft, and £1,100 YouTube income mostly spent; a $500 OnlyFans payout offers temporary relief. Exhausted by weak views and boredom, he retreats from meetings and Japan content, planning UK rest, gaming/tech work, and rebuilding.","ins":"Travel fatigue, debt, and declining audience interest push a decisive retreat from drama-driven mobility toward home-based experimentation.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240526-Last%20stream%20in%20Japan%20-%20goodbye%20everyone-ue49_8t4X7c.mp4","rel":["20201219-ads4ird-guy","20180608-iqkjy8iadri","20230214-v1737600890","20190214-at22vbcsc2u"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240526-Last stream in Japan - goodbye everyone-ue49_8t4X7c.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"404","Source video ID":"ue49_8t4X7c","MD5":"a12971547b7c7b6900f50ca8694ab98c"}},{"id":"20240526-ttuyhl_1j4y","slug":"20240526-ttuyhl_1j4y-ranking-every-secondary-weapon-after-patch-helldivers-2-polar-patriots-update","title":"Ranking EVERY Secondary Weapon After Patch Helldivers 2 Polar Patriots Update","date":"2024-05-26","dur":600,"sum":"He evaluates six secondaries, stressing that pistols provide important situational utility alongside primary and support weapons. Redeemer excels against Terminids and Berserkers; Grenade Pistol is a middling crowd-clearer with scarce ammunition and weak anti-heavy performance. Dagger is F-tier for overheating; Verdict is B+; Senator is favored for 175 damage and medium penetration, but no final ranking is completed.","ins":"Chaotic testing—empty arenas, surprise mobs, falls, deaths, and ammo shortages—undermines controlled comparisons.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240526-Ranking%20EVERY%20Secondary%20Weapon%20After%20Patch%20Helldivers%202%20Polar%20Patriots%20Update-TtUyhl_1j4Y.mp4","rel":["20240523-hmrxomm62tm","20240617-yktgwvwkh8o","20240615-csa4cvi3ecq","20240613-a4xpq5blqje"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240526-Ranking EVERY Secondary Weapon After Patch Helldivers 2 Polar Patriots Update-TtUyhl_1j4Y.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"143 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"405","Source video ID":"TtUyhl_1j4Y","MD5":"7dc0acec39d9ecb6e5711b06add01867"}},{"id":"20240606-eejn0kb6lwe","slug":"20240606-eejn0kb6lwe-helldivers-2-everything-you-need-to-know-about-the-new-exo-49-emancipator-mech","title":"Helldivers 2 – Everything You Need To Know About the New Exo-49 Emancipator Mech","date":"2024-06-06","dur":574,"sum":"He tests the 20,000-requisition EXO-49 Emancipator, discovering quad explosive autocannons, melee stomp, and a roughly 7–10-minute cooldown. It rapidly clears bugs, Bile Spewers, objectives, Hulks, and a Bile Titan, but limited ammunition and vulnerability constrain sustained use. Chargers survive many shots; close-range explosions can destroy the suit, and repeated deaths force long waits before redeployment.","ins":"Initial enthusiasm gives way to a situational verdict: powerful crowd-clearing firepower, but poor endurance and inconsistent heavy-target performance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240606-Helldivers%202%20%E2%80%93%20Everything%20You%20Need%20To%20Know%20About%20the%20New%20Exo-49%20Emancipator%20Mech-eEJn0kb6lwE.mp4","rel":["20240606-xpwjh1yqvl8","20240608-qd3wmbku-ji","20240606-jx_6sypesfk","20240308-futvrjmzhs0"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240606-Helldivers 2 – Everything You Need To Know About the New Exo-49 Emancipator Mech-eEJn0kb6lwE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"143 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"406","Source video ID":"eEJn0kb6lwE","MD5":"1847608349f406ab014a1fed4a81a252"}},{"id":"20240606-jx_6sypesfk","slug":"20240606-jx_6sypesfk-helldivers-2-this-speed-build-makes-helldive-difficulty-feel-easy-solo-group","title":"Helldivers 2 – THIS SPEED Build Makes Helldive Difficulty Feel EASY (Solo + group)","date":"2024-06-06","dur":498,"sum":"He presents an all-round Helldivers 2 build: Emancipator, Spear, 500kg Bomb, Airburst Strike, Reinforcement Budget, Scorcher, Senator, stun grenades. Against bugs, Airburst clears swarms; Scorcher and Senator handle armor, while Spear kills Chargers but sometimes misses at close range. Against Automatons, Emancipator cleared bases and a 500kg bomb plus two Spear shots destroyed two tanks; a jammer then blocked stratagems.","ins":"Versatility is demonstrated across factions, but positioning, ammunition, and jammer restrictions remain vulnerabilities.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240606-Helldivers%202%20%E2%80%93%20THIS%20SPEED%20Build%20Makes%20Helldive%20Difficulty%20Feel%20EASY%20%28Solo%20%2B%20group%29-JX_6sypesFk.mp4","rel":["20240522-oxlapffxvk8","20240526-7fwlx32gisk","20240611-iuga0d-cshm","20240523-uzemjh5e4q8"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20240606-Helldivers 2 – THIS SPEED Build Makes Helldive Difficulty Feel EASY (Solo + group)-JX_6sypesFk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"120 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"407","Source video ID":"JX_6sypesFk","MD5":"3680ea564422824807255d16ceb43520"}},{"id":"20240606-o38m_9eiajs","slug":"20240606-o38m_9eiajs-i-escaped-to-japan-s-hidden-mountain-village-12hrs-walking-the-nakasendo","title":"I Escaped to Japan's HIDDEN Mountain Village 🇯🇵 12Hrs Walking the Nakasendo","date":"2024-06-06","dur":852,"sum":"I Escaped to Japan's HIDDEN Mountain Village 12Hrs Walking the Nakasendo During his final week in Japan, he visited historic Naraijuku, hoping Abroad in Japan’s million- view success might be replicated. He booked a ryokan for two, citing roughly £380–£480 nightly; its outdoor bath appealed, but dinner cost £80 per person. After hours, he found little else; no ATMs or convenience stores meant a missed train caused a two-hour wait.","ins":"His Japan-content strategy again pairs costly travel and borrowed inspiration with uncertain audience returns.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240606-I%20Escaped%20to%20Japan%27s%20HIDDEN%20Mountain%20Village%20%F0%9F%87%AF%F0%9F%87%B5%2012Hrs%20Walking%20the%20Nakasendo-o38M_9eiAjs.mp4","rel":["20220118-fh06tg-pj_g","20201021-c8ndeqieq00","20181001-ui84ofe6gk8","20161203-jhf6elbqrjo"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20240606-I Escaped to Japan's HIDDEN Mountain Village 🇯🇵 12Hrs Walking the Nakasendo-o38M_9eiAjs.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"205 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"408","Source video ID":"o38M_9eiAjs","MD5":"298edb0d517bdad666a80f902dcaf7ff"}},{"id":"20240606-xpwjh1yqvl8","slug":"20240606-xpwjh1yqvl8-stress-testing-helldivers-2-s-most-powerful-exosuit-mech-insane-damage","title":"Stress Testing Helldivers 2's Most POWERFUL EXOSUIT MECH - INSANE DAMAGE!","date":"2024-06-06","dur":512,"sum":"The 20,000-requisition Emancipator uses quad autocannons and a stomp, shredding crowds, shielded bots, walkers, fabricators, Chargers, and Bile Titans. Leg shots dispatch Chargers and headshots can kill Bile Titans, but ammunition depletion, fragility, and long cooldowns limit sustained use. Automaton missions show fabricator, Hulk, walker, and shielded-enemy capability, but jammers, terrain, overwhelming attacks, and shortages repeatedly force retreats.","ins":"The test confirms impressive firepower is undermined by ammunition limits, fragility, and cooldown dependence.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240606-Stress%20Testing%20Helldivers%202%27s%20Most%20POWERFUL%20EXOSUIT%20MECH%20-%20INSANE%20DAMAGE%21-xpwJH1yqvl8.mp4","rel":["20240608-qd3wmbku-ji","20240523-5nxvwod2qvy","20240522-6athhioamiq","20240520-ctdjt8mewko"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240606-Stress Testing Helldivers 2's Most POWERFUL EXOSUIT MECH - INSANE DAMAGE!-xpwJH1yqvl8.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"122 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"409","Source video ID":"xpwJH1yqvl8","MD5":"3559613fbd1d053030f65da89dc0ce50"}},{"id":"20240607-e6ozb1-1o8o","slug":"20240607-e6ozb1-1o8o-how-to-disable-hulks-devastators-and-tank-weakness-tips-and-tricks-helldivers-2","title":"How to Disable Hulks, Devastators, and Tank Weakness Tips and Tricks Helldivers 2","date":"2024-06-07","dur":505,"sum":"Explains Hulk counterplay: target arms, legs, back, or eye; stun grenades immobilize them, while autocannons and anti-tank weapons disable limbs. Shows tanks can be immobilized by shooting tracks, enabling teammates or player to circle behind and hit orange rear vents. Targets Devastator rocket pods, legs, backs, or heads, but solo attempts collapse amid overwhelming spawns, team abandonment, and depleted resources.","ins":"Controlled tutorial advice gives way to improvised, overwhelmed solo play as difficulty and density rise.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240607-How%20to%20Disable%20Hulks%2C%20Devastators%2C%20and%20Tank%20Weakness%20Tips%20and%20Tricks%20Helldivers%202-E6ozB1-1o8o.mp4","rel":["20240609-sjuo_fd_kzo","20240523-_xufbvveigc","20240226-l1jy7iwgd_4","20240228-0je_kifz0mu"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240607-How to Disable Hulks, Devastators, and Tank Weakness Tips and Tricks Helldivers 2-E6ozB1-1o8o.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"131 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"410","Source video ID":"E6ozB1-1o8o","MD5":"4366470c92a2f1682620b4f78f48d3e4"}},{"id":"20240607-pipnzp5eo3i","slug":"20240607-pipnzp5eo3i-why-i-had-to-leave-japan","title":"Why i had to leave Japan","date":"2024-06-07","dur":1070,"sum":"After nearly two years in Asia, he returned to the UK two days ago, barely catching his China Eastern flight. Visa expiry, his sister’s wedding, and having no money forced his return: £1,700 credit-card debt, £400 overdraft, £11,000 owed Mum. Back home, he feels relieved by quiet countryside and privacy, plans fewer livestreams, better videos, and debt repayment.","ins":"Travel fatigue and financial collapse reverse his recurring Japan escape, redirecting him toward home, stability, and creative rebuilding.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240607-Why%20i%20had%20to%20leave%20Japan-pipNZp5eO3I.mp4","rel":["20191112-nowauwku-lu","20230507-2ukkidpcabq","20240609-updexytk7_k","20220923-f9vdv17flow"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20240607-Why i had to leave Japan-pipNZp5eO3I.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"196 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"411","Source video ID":"pipNZp5eO3I","MD5":"e38e150f0087c819361b814e07074912"}},{"id":"20240608-qd3wmbku-ji","slug":"20240608-qd3wmbku-ji-helldivers-2-this-exosuit-loadout-is-insane-solo-group-helldive-difficulty","title":"Helldivers 2 - THIS EXOSUIT loadout is INSANE.. 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Solo play nearly collapses under turrets, Hulks, Devastators, rockets, scarce reinforcements, and delayed matchmaking; the video ends mid-mission.","ins":"His Armored Core-inspired mech focus continues, but fragility, scarce ammunition, and cooldown dependence undermine sustained control.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240608-Helldivers%202%20-%20THIS%20EXOSUIT%20loadout%20is%20INSANE..%20%28Solo%20%2B%20group%20Helldive%20Difficulty%29-qd3wmBKU-JI.mp4","rel":["20240526-q3lw5o8ryy8","20240526-locnwnvkl2c","20240526--a0aeojwg68","20240521-r1nk2kydxby"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20240608-Helldivers 2 - THIS EXOSUIT loadout is INSANE.. 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A live demonstration becomes chaotic: three Chargers, Bile Titans, cooldowns, missed shots, repeated knockbacks, and eventual death leave him resource-starved.","ins":"The tutorial’s controlled confidence gives way to improvised, overwhelmed play under escalating enemy pressure.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240609-How%20to%20Disable%20Bile%20Titans%20and%20Crushers%2C%20Weakness%20Tips%20and%20Tricks%20Helldivers%202%20after%20Update-sjUO_fd_kzo.mp4","rel":["20240607-e6ozb1-1o8o","20240307-m_1nzlerhry","20240226-l1jy7iwgd_4","20240226-zqqhx8ami3o"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20240609-How to Disable Bile Titans and Crushers, Weakness Tips and Tricks Helldivers 2 after Update-sjUO_fd_kzo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"124 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"413","Source video ID":"sjUO_fd_kzo","MD5":"43548ec2c5c16df24d7d0ee246aa8b1e"}},{"id":"20240609-dfnm9eczkoy","slug":"20240609-dfnm9eczkoy-how-to-prepare-for-elden-ring-s-shadow-of-the-erdtree-dlc","title":"How to Prepare for Elden Ring’s Shadow of the Erdtree DLC","date":"2024-06-09","dur":562,"sum":"After a long break, he revisits Elden Ring’s mechanics with a level-236 character shaped by multiple completions and NG+ runs. 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He felt excluded by relatives’ poor communication, left around 6 p.m., and says crowds intensify loneliness while solitude enables his videos. 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He financed £1,800 Fold 6 over three years, defending it as a channel investment despite low views and high CPM. 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Samsung videos earned about $150 toward the $2,000 phone; zero Super Chats prompted reconsidering five-hour streams for tech uploads. Sunny returned to Britain and may visit in August; Thai breakup was abrupt, while he defended against revived subreddit allegations.","ins":"Drama and clickbait still drive attention, while technology reviews emerge as a calmer income pivot.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20240727-hey%20guys%20whats%20up%EF%BC%9F-7ndXqvsFFaw.mp4","rel":["20210927-erjbrtc8gs4","20230606-v1839023146","20230222-v1745357276","20210621-v1063465206"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20240727-hey guys whats up？-7ndXqvsFFaw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"527","Source video ID":"7ndXqvsFFaw","MD5":"ad0f8a5e2d220bb21670dec0ed2bbc87"}},{"id":"20240727-83tyyhzltdo","slug":"20240727-83tyyhzltdo-polished-to-perfection-galaxy-z-fold-6-in-depth-review","title":"Polished to Perfection？ ｜ Galaxy Z Fold 6 In-Depth Review","date":"2024-07-27","dur":701,"sum":"After eight days, he prefers the large display; the cover screen is mainly for quick checks, despite the phone’s two-handed bulk. He justifies the £1,800 price as phone, tablet, and pocket gaming device combined, while acknowledging each function trails dedicated alternatives. 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September brought about £2,400; he paid Mum £1,600, held £8,500 in stocks, and targeted clearing £6,600 credit-card debt by February. 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Receives a £30 early-payment penalty (£60 standard) for entering a bus-only lane for roughly four seconds, admitting missed markings. 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He may quit work by winter, sell stocks to clear debts, and rely on YouTube, which now earns roughly $450 monthly. Japan, travel, cars, money, and YouTube feel empty; Sunny may not visit until next year, leaving him directionless.","ins":"Escape and novelty are losing power as illness, debt, work fatigue, and purposelessness dominate.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241010-my%20life%20is%20ruined...-sROMaow8JE0.mp4","rel":["20250425-7gcy33pwlso","20250525-rkdwh62ibzu","20210518-hdbfx-uoqac","20250517-hccj0wixezk"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20241010-my life is ruined...-sROMaow8JE0.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"566","Source video ID":"sROMaow8JE0","MD5":"c49571b7e2649470632cea8cf9686a35"}},{"id":"20241010-echvhfuwci0","slug":"20241010-echvhfuwci0-why-i-hate-silent-hill-2-remake","title":"Why i HATE SILENT HILL 2 REMAKE","date":"2024-10-10","dur":496,"sum":"He rates the remake 3/10, finding its improved graphics soulless, gray-brown, and less distinctive despite loving the original games. 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Sunny seems reconciled but undefined; he deleted Discord again and considered uploading nostalgic Chihiro footage despite her likely anger.","ins":"Wage work and debt repayment are replacing travel, but boredom, lost fame, and unstable intimacy continue the longstanding escape cycle.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241024-bored%20with%20my%20life%20%EF%BC%9A%28-_NeRPtw42HQ.mp4","rel":["20240925-ojgvxxakukc","20210505-1012566720","20241031-kk25avc76oe","20190310-l0j6devy3s0"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister hm revenue self assessment","tech":{"Original filename":"20241024-bored with my life ：(-_NeRPtw42HQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"572","Source video ID":"_NeRPtw42HQ","MD5":"6965d25d15ab01bf94ad96e2219624a7"}},{"id":"20241025-d97xgrml5ku","slug":"20241025-d97xgrml5ku-why-i-hate-call-of-duty-black-ops-6","title":"Why i HATE Call of Duty： Black Ops 6","date":"2024-10-25","dur":506,"sum":"After trying Black Ops 6 multiplayer, he finds the faster movement, respawn-heavy modes, and weapon grind bland, repetitive, and tactically shallow. 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He weighs £10,000 extra earnings against roughly £1,500 tax, while planning ISA withdrawals and YouTube income to clear £5,571 card debt. Sunny remains in contact but may avoid streaming after subreddit abuse; Google rejected his UK tax-residency certificate, risking 30% withholding.","ins":"Pain and tax resentment revive his familiar retreat from wage work toward YouTube, despite recent financial stabilization.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241031-life%20updates%20and%20my%20future%20plans-KK25AVC76oE.mp4","rel":["20250523-nfv-osrn8ai","20250531-jfjyhkjnv-u","20231206-zkptaktegq0","20241119-wfj0nzgizza"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views visa immigration residency resident passport work permit","tech":{"Original filename":"20241031-life updates and my future plans-KK25AVC76oE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"575","Source video ID":"KK25AVC76oE","MD5":"e7033382d83ba810c0fc25268e012929"}},{"id":"20241102-6jkasounwka","slug":"20241102-6jkasounwka-why-i-regret-buying-the-bosch-easyaquatak-120-high-pressure-washer","title":"Why i Regret buying the BOSCH EasyAquatak 120 High-pressure washer","date":"2024-11-02","dur":626,"sum":"He bought a Bosch EasyAquatak 120 to simplify car washing, but found hose, power, attachments, and setup cumbersome. A separate suction hose failed to draw bucket water; because his existing hose already rinsed dirt, he returned the washer. 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With £100 before a £194 car payment, he planned investment sales and tax write-offs while spending £82 on Amazon gifts.","ins":"Debt drives intensified delivery work, yet purchases and travel plans keep financial relief deferred.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241213-update%20on%20my%20life%20and%20work%20and%20ex%20wife-LVZ6bRLu8Ek.mp4","rel":["20241221-dmxlx4c8dla","20241222-kj0srzcxdqc","20241220-6rzmdgug3to","20241218-njc1gh6_hpo"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister hm revenue self assessment","tech":{"Original filename":"20241213-update on my life and work and ex wife-LVZ6bRLu8Ek.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"614","Source video ID":"LVZ6bRLu8Ek","MD5":"e4715d9773dbc9190dc9cc4b77309958"}},{"id":"20241214-jsqre8cxsay","slug":"20241214-jsqre8cxsay-long-day-today","title":"Long day today","date":"2024-12-14","dur":6185,"sum":"A £72 3.5-hour Gillingham Amazon Flex block included a wrong-way mistake; fear of violence reinforced stopping evening shifts after December. 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Sunny and Daniel reconciled after discussing his poor communication; she will visit after Christmas, while he prioritizes clearing credit-card debt.","ins":"Debt and danger increasingly push him toward short-term income and daytime work, despite a repaired relationship.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241214-Long%20day%20today-jsQRe8CXSAY.mp4","rel":["20241221-dmxlx4c8dla","20201104-eczb9naqhqo","20250217-wagwramqe_a","20241222-kj0srzcxdqc"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord","tech":{"Original filename":"20241214-Long day today-jsQRe8CXSAY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.3 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"615","Source video ID":"jsQRe8CXSAY","MD5":"693d8a94b96dfc5dcaac6481003058dc"}},{"id":"20241215-nm1olejpoqo","slug":"20241215-nm1olejpoqo-best-mercenary-aoe-lvling-dps-build-path-of-exile-2-insane-mercenary-frag-shot-build-lvl-30","title":"BEST MERCENARY AOE LVLING DPS Build ｜ Path of Exile 2 INSANE MERCENARY FRAG SHOT Build (Lvl 30+)","date":"2024-12-15","dur":510,"sum":"He presents a Mercenary AoE leveling build using Fragmentation Shot/Rounds, prioritizing attack speed, bolt conservation, extra ammunition, and mob clearing. 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The £70 shift ended about two-and-a-half hours early, though he reported conflicting 20- minute, half-hour, and 50-minute durations. Depot gifts included a magnetic battery pack, gloves, cup, and undersized hat; he found the battery bulky and weakly magnetic.","ins":"This reverses recent Flex frustration: unusually easy, rapid earnings briefly make delivery work seem rewarding.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241215-Day%20in%20the%20Life%20of%20Amazon%20Flex%20driver%20at%20Christmas-lE9yZvOnvVc.webm","rel":["20241218-njc1gh6_hpo","20241229-uqjssnjszdg","20241122-gkr8qmnhmwg","20241217-d-pre1itw6a"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career","tech":{"Original filename":"20241215-Day in the Life of Amazon Flex driver at Christmas-lE9yZvOnvVc.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"123 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"617","Source video ID":"lE9yZvOnvVc","MD5":"b57dde7b7831b4ff18dc3378aacfff57"}},{"id":"20241215-wrptx5sg5-4","slug":"20241215-wrptx5sg5-4-insane-mercenary-explosive-aoe-dps-build-path-of-exile-2-best-mercenary-lvling-build-lvl-30","title":"INSANE MERCENARY EXPLOSIVE AOE DPS Build ｜ Path of Exile 2 BEST MERCENARY LVLING Build (Lvl 30+)","date":"2024-12-15","dur":536,"sum":"Daniel replaces Fragmentation Shot with Explosive Shot, using Scattershot for three projectiles and Double Barrel for six shots before reloading. 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Heavy swearing triggered manual demonetization; live audiences fell below 100, with streams receiving 2–3K views instead of former 5K. Flex earnings reached roughly £6,000 in four months; he plans stock sales for debt, while Sunny and Mum consider skiing.","ins":"Well-paid delivery work increasingly feels intolerable as declining YouTube income removes his preferred escape.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20241216-got%20some%20bad%20news%20for%20you%20all-Q4oJl8Y6w9I.mp4","rel":["20241218-njc1gh6_hpo","20241231-yjxdf3sfk6m","20241217-d-pre1itw6a","20200516-vqodwkbp9iu"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20241216-got some bad news for you all-Q4oJl8Y6w9I.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"2.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"619","Source video ID":"Q4oJl8Y6w9I","MD5":"1d7e79ca218750b8866cb3162def340e"}},{"id":"20241216-abisbriekao","slug":"20241216-abisbriekao-i-was-so-wrong-about-path-of-exile-2","title":"I was SO WRONG about Path of Exile 2","date":"2024-12-16","dur":599,"sum":"His view reversed: initially finding Path of Exile 2 dull, he now plays after work and has two level-40-plus characters. 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He lost booked shifts and roughly £500 expected pre-Christmas income, though £488 earnings remained pending; four months produced about £6,100. 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He considers part-time work or Every to cover £800–£1,000 monthly beyond YouTube; car payments make fixed costs especially burdensome. 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Filming on the Nothing Phone 3a reveals tripod incompatibility from its size and button placement, plus recurring autofocus flicker.","ins":"Budget experimentation brings satisfaction, while the new phone’s practical filming drawbacks temper its camera capabilities.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250331-Living%20off%2045p%20Per%20day%20-%20Limited%20Budget%20Food%20Challenge%20-%20Day%201-0c8yDGTdWEw.mp4","rel":["20250401-njp8lvvlcx8","20250327-9gynj4z-uda","20250326-xvpaweatuzq","20250413-vuajgjtx2kc"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250331-Living off 45p Per day - Limited Budget Food Challenge - Day 1-0c8yDGTdWEw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"280 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"739","Source video ID":"0c8yDGTdWEw","MD5":"05837a7f096fd2f078a632bdf32dfdf4"}},{"id":"20250331-i9sc9jdhc-i","slug":"20250331-i9sc9jdhc-i-top-5-hidden-features-in-assassin-s-creed-shadows-you-must-try","title":"Top 5 Hidden Features in Assassin’s Creed Shadows You Must Try!","date":"2025-03-31","dur":482,"sum":"Castles offer loot, XP, panoramic fast-travel viewpoints, and top-floor red chests unlocked by defeating every Samurai Daisho. 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He demonstrates gear attributes, weapon and trinket selection, mastery unlocks, explosive barrels, special attacks, and assassinations followed by bush concealment.","ins":"This advice continues prioritizing efficient combat grinding and exploiting stealth or AI weaknesses over exploration.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250331-Top%205%20Hidden%20Features%20in%20Assassin%E2%80%99s%20Creed%20Shadows%20You%20Must%20Try%21-I9sc9jdhc-I.mp4","rel":["20250331-ambjmvjccy0","20250321-cdqgdwux25q","20250331-ip12k_pb9fk","20250401-_gaxutwwq6s"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20250331-Top 5 Hidden Features in Assassin’s Creed Shadows You Must Try!-I9sc9jdhc-I.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"300 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"740","Source video ID":"I9sc9jdhc-I","MD5":"29d1c7148052eed1539bb0447ba7a539"}},{"id":"20250331-ip12k_pb9fk","slug":"20250331-ip12k_pb9fk-top-5-weapons-in-assassin-s-creed-shadows-for-new-players-insane-damage","title":"Top 5 Weapons in Assassin’s Creed Shadows for New Players： INSANE Damage!","date":"2025-03-31","dur":491,"sum":"After killing Osaka Castle’s three Samurai Daishos, he opens the rooftop chest: no weapons, but legendary Peasant Clothes light armor. 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He selects legendary armor, seeks forge upgrades, gains a mastery point, then faces blocked travel, lag, death, and quest frustration.","ins":"His enthusiasm for stronger combat gear clashes with growing impatience toward exploration and NPC-driven quests.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250331-Top%205%20Weapons%20in%20Assassin%E2%80%99s%20Creed%20Shadows%20for%20New%20Players%EF%BC%9A%20INSANE%20Damage%21-Ip12k_Pb9fk.mp4","rel":["20250331-ambjmvjccy0","20250401-_gaxutwwq6s","20250401-ul0jbm6x6km","20250331-i9sc9jdhc-i"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20250331-Top 5 Weapons in Assassin’s Creed Shadows for New Players： INSANE Damage!-Ip12k_Pb9fk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"80.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"741","Source video ID":"Ip12k_Pb9fk","MD5":"e30ba7088f8a2c8844ffeced169a1414"}},{"id":"20250401-ul0jbm6x6km","slug":"20250401-ul0jbm6x6km-don-t-miss-the-8-best-weapons-early-in-assassin-s-creed-shadows","title":"Don't Miss The 8 Best WEAPONS Early in Assassin's Creed Shadows","date":"2025-04-01","dur":489,"sum":"Recommends early Serene Katana of Wounding: level 6, 63 DPS, 238 posture damage, 188 ability damage, and 12% bleed buildup. Compares alternative katanas offering poison, daze, adrenaline, or greater bleed buildup, emphasizing playstyle-dependent choices and Osaka Castle as the source. 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Android gestures, multitasking, GPS spoofing, developer controls, customization, and cameras impress him; the essential button is redundant. Missing wireless charging, awkward center buttons, and crashing work app require a glued magnet case and hours of settings troubleshooting.","ins":"Practical utility outweighs appearance, while missing conveniences prompt improvised fixes.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250401-I%E2%80%99ve%20Only%20Used%20iPhones%E2%80%A6%20Until%20Now%20%E2%80%93%20Nothing%20Phone%203a%20First%20Impressions-MeQjNhC78G4.mp4","rel":["20250328-6cgm-iw3kiu","20250330-whvcrfye3pw","20250405-umrjtk_cx3w","20250330-e1m9tcrhh4u"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250401-I’ve Only Used iPhones… Until Now – Nothing Phone 3a First Impressions-MeQjNhC78G4.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"97.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"743","Source video ID":"MeQjNhC78G4","MD5":"dd20980919f36d17d119777462bda2cd"}},{"id":"20250401-njp8lvvlcx8","slug":"20250401-njp8lvvlcx8-surviving-off-88p-per-day-limited-budget-food-challenge-day-5","title":"Surviving off 88p Per day - Limited Budget Food Challenge - Day 5","date":"2025-04-01","dur":673,"sum":"Prepares Korean-style samgyeopsal: thin-sliced pork belly, lettuce, rice, miso soup, green pepper, yakiniku sauce, and Peroni. UK butchery misunderstood yakiniku meat; ribeye outperformed lean skirt, which became dry and flavorless. 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Finds Vision Katana of the Monk (88 DPS, 9% adrenaline) and Secret Katana of Madness (71 DPS, 13% poison). After killing four of five Daishos, he cannot locate the last, abandons the search, and curses the game’s controls.","ins":"Loot optimization persists, but opaque objectives and clumsy controls repeatedly turn grinding into frustration.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250401-Top%20Early-Game%20Weapons%20in%20Assassin%27s%20Creed%20Shadows%20-%20BLEED%20KATANA%20BUILD-_GAXUtWWQ6s.mp4","rel":["20250401-ul0jbm6x6km","20250331-ip12k_pb9fk","20250331-ambjmvjccy0","20250321-cdqgdwux25q"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20250401-Top Early-Game Weapons in Assassin's Creed Shadows - BLEED KATANA BUILD-_GAXUtWWQ6s.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"55.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"745","Source video ID":"_GAXUtWWQ6s","MD5":"a8069e64efc703e1a9a956675a961ca4"}},{"id":"20250401-knbne4ppqrw","slug":"20250401-knbne4ppqrw-why-i-hate-assassins-creed-shadows","title":"why i HATE Assassins Creed Shadows","date":"2025-04-01","dur":493,"sum":"Castle activities feel repetitive: killing three or five Daishos unlocks top loot, but poor highlighting leaves targets frustratingly difficult to find. 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He criticizes frequent rain and night, awkward climbing, unclimbable trees, clutter, moats, sprint-sensitive tracking, and restrictive gear levels.","ins":"The review emphasizes repetition, friction, and lost player agency over the franchise’s novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250401-why%20i%20HATE%20Assassins%20Creed%20Shadows-knBne4PpqRw.mp4","rel":["20250323-l5tpzzznyds","20250616-z8gcrqbahd0","20210809-opvtmvofkou","20250321-cdqgdwux25q"],"tags":"","tech":{"Original filename":"20250401-why i HATE Assassins Creed Shadows-knBne4PpqRw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"73 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"746","Source video ID":"knBne4PpqRw","MD5":"b7bafeb6802b19e2ca925761d915d0ef"}},{"id":"20250405-t0qyetjpdby","slug":"20250405-t0qyetjpdby-i-m-back","title":"I'm back","date":"2025-04-05","dur":30744,"sum":"After two weeks offline, he returned to YouTube, saying quitting caused depression; he accepts breakup unless Sunny tolerates his channel. March delivery work yielded £908 for 1,520 parcels; credit-card debt was paid, but overdraft reached roughly £1,600, prompting Thailand-versus-Devon planning. Mother’s conflict prevents returning home; Sunny will collect belongings Monday, while he chooses solitude, content, and no immediate dating.","ins":"YouTube and autonomy again outrank conventional work and romantic stability, while financial and interpersonal instability persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250405-I%27m%20back-t0qYEtjPDBY.mp4","rel":["20250306-ozssmv4eslw","20240610-gwzam01cgdw","20240626-2sqbac_enhc","20250313-z1enbt-jtlg"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20250405-I'm back-t0qYEtjPDBY.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"7.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"747","Source video ID":"t0qYEtjPDBY","MD5":"7abfd4440c5a3713d8df2270a1f2bf3d"}},{"id":"20250405-nbodxhwifks","slug":"20250405-nbodxhwifks-japan-s-most-dangerous-road","title":"Japan's most dangerous road","date":"2025-04-05","dur":117,"sum":"He witnesses an apparent road crash: one car lies on its side, another appears struck, and airbags are deployed. He reports burning embers on the ground and questions why bystanders are standing around instead of helping. Four youths who previously screamed at him pass by again; feeling uneasy about being told off, he leaves.","ins":"A sudden roadside incident briefly shifts the transcript from travel observation to alarm and avoidance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250405-Japan%27s%20most%20dangerous%20road-nBodXhWIFks.mp4","rel":["20231209-gkrmisilhrw","20240515-rv1zw8xiouc","20190607-go2135vh2so","20160505-yphmk6a3xoe"],"tags":"japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima travel trip holiday flight airport taiwan korea thailand england manchester","tech":{"Original filename":"20250405-Japan's most dangerous road-nBodXhWIFks.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"51.4 MB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"748","Source video ID":"nBodXhWIFks","MD5":"5204fedc3f01fb0d0b91afb0212b8c2e"}},{"id":"20250405-0flmexpu8as","slug":"20250405-0flmexpu8as-why-i-nearly-quit-youtube","title":"why i nearly quit youtube","date":"2025-04-05","dur":16285,"sum":"Laptop crash ended the 150-viewer stream; lost Turkey Tom momentum and falling gold leave him dependent on overdraft into May. Quitting YouTube for Sunny caused depression and financial panic; he says reconciliation requires her accepting his channel, while choosing solitude. He owes his mother about £19,000 and says delivery income cannot cover expenses, prompting Monster Hunter videos and possible OnlyFans.","ins":"A familiar cycle returns: relationship conflict threatens income, then YouTube autonomy becomes his emotional and financial refuge.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250405-why%20i%20nearly%20quit%20youtube-0FLmexpu8As.mp4","rel":["20250405-haspw4m2yck","20250410-b16gli1muzw","20250413-9xm8bp_vk4k","20260730-rkdcv4qvgig"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance loneliness lonely isolated isolation alone social anxiety friendless depressed depression anxious shy introvert family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250405-why i nearly quit youtube-0FLmexpu8As.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.4 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"749","Source video ID":"0FLmexpu8As","MD5":"40c31d1ff676d184c17e5d38e3ac28bc"}},{"id":"20250405-haspw4m2yck","slug":"20250405-haspw4m2yck-why-i-nearly-quit-youtube","title":"why i nearly quit youtube","date":"2025-04-05","dur":6833,"sum":"On day two back, he vows never to delete the channel again after Sunny made YouTube a relationship deal-breaker. He projects £1,700–£2,000 monthly income against £1,300 expenses and £26,000 debt, rationing a £120 food budget. Sunny collects belongings Monday; reconciliation requires accepting YouTube, while delivery work yields about £30 daily versus promised £70.","ins":"Creator identity and autonomy again outrank reconciliation, while debt makes YouTube feel economically indispensable.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250405-why%20i%20nearly%20quit%20youtube-hASpw4m2YCk.mp4","rel":["20250405-0flmexpu8as","20240925-ojgvxxakukc","20250405-t0qyetjpdby","20250306-ozssmv4eslw"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20250405-why i nearly quit youtube-hASpw4m2YCk.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"1.6 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"750","Source video ID":"hASpw4m2YCk","MD5":"a9adade4fb1058300b013507f4f30a7e"}},{"id":"20250405-umrjtk_cx3w","slug":"20250405-umrjtk_cx3w-why-i-m-returning-my-nothing-phone-3a-very-disappointing","title":"Why i'm returning my Nothing Phone 3a - very disappointing","date":"2025-04-05","dur":498,"sum":"He returns the £320 Nothing Phone 3a after its non-Samsung camera API blocks wide-angle and 2x lenses in streaming apps. He replaces his shattered six-year-old S10+ with a £130 refurbished S10+, valuing its cameras, beauty filter, and third-party lens access. 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Marks monsters on the minimap, tracks one by mount, and crafts a Krake weapon with 816 attack, 270 fire damage.","ins":"The tutorial emphasizes efficient progression through targeted upgrades, wound exploitation, and material farming.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250406-How%20TO%20Have%20The%20BEST%20Start%20in%20Monster%20Hunter%20Wilds%21%20%28MH%20Wilds%20Tips%20%26%20Tricks%29-MXVn2nWl-FU.mp4","rel":["20250407-prc_qlzilao","20250410-b16gli1muzw","20250409-8bn0jnd0aao","20250406-9lphi7lcuao"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance","tech":{"Original filename":"20250406-How TO Have The BEST Start in Monster Hunter Wilds! 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He paid £900 rent, received £61 OnlyFans, reported roughly -£1,600 bank balance, nearly £5,000 card debt, and £19,000 owed to his mother. He delivered 78 parcels in three hours for about £47, criticized low pay, and pursued YouTube, trading, and OnlyFans instead.","ins":"The stream oscillates between grief and longing for Sunny, repeatedly converting incompatibility into blame while defending creator autonomy.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250407-my%20girlfriend%20dumped%20me%20%EF%BC%9A%28-m8ULIqcPaZA.mp4","rel":["20250302-wexlo3zr5w8","20250412-sumjhc7utyw","20230621-v1851715162","20230623-v1853314825"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance family mum mother mom dad father parents brother sister housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20250407-my girlfriend dumped me ：(-m8ULIqcPaZA.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"6.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"757","Source video ID":"m8ULIqcPaZA","MD5":"4e587a5af1ab643acfeb2d84d6e108e7"}},{"id":"20250408-iuyyiyl6wcm","slug":"20250408-iuyyiyl6wcm-life-without-my-girlfriend-sucks","title":"life without my Girlfriend sucks...","date":"2025-04-08","dur":18402,"sum":"Daniel confirms Sunny ended their relationship because he would not quit YouTube; he chooses content, part-time work, and autonomy despite loneliness. 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Barrick Gold near $20.80 could clear his maxed Amazon card before July; tiny Tesla/US500 trades still lost about £16 overall.","ins":"Autonomy again outweighs intimacy, while speculative income and debt keep his independence fragile.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699993/20250411-life%20updates%2C%20no%20more%20girlfriend-k62PVe_OtsU.mp4","rel":["20250205-kmrcajfqbdi","20250523-nfv-osrn8ai","20250418-yjaukk6aidw","20250213-zikvecz9hek"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views","tech":{"Original filename":"20250411-life updates, no more girlfriend-k62PVe_OtsU.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"3.1 GB","Internet Archive item":"699993","Source sequence":"766","Source video ID":"k62PVe_OtsU","MD5":"9eb69876a533f96de46fc45891abef2d"}},{"id":"20250412-sumjhc7utyw","slug":"20250412-sumjhc7utyw-1-week-since-sunny-dumped-me","title":"1 week since Sunny dumped me ：(","date":"2025-04-12","dur":17707,"sum":"One week after Sunny’s breakup message, he remains blocked; he defends YouTube while acknowledging streams and Discord repeatedly displaced intimacy. 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He planned 200 videos across two channels; trading erased recent gains, and by night’s end he questioned keeping the console and Cyberpunk.","ins":"Content monetization justifies discretionary spending despite debt, while excitement quickly gives way to doubt.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250606-i%27m%20in%20HUGE%20trouble%20-%20life%20updates-gAjc0A2J2zo.mp4","rel":["20250602-whf1xwrzqi8","20250608-ik8j2ooawnw","20250531-jfjyhkjnv-u","20250604-_f8aifgtxz8"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance housing house home flat apartment rent airbnb homeless car living landlord hm revenue self assessment content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250606-i'm in HUGE trouble - life updates-gAjc0A2J2zo.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"5 GB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"12","Source video ID":"gAjc0A2J2zo","MD5":"79dfb9b5c4bc3df164b6f1ee2a36c0bc"}},{"id":"20250606-k85esbmdxfe","slug":"20250606-k85esbmdxfe-unboxing-my-switch-2","title":"Unboxing my Switch 2","date":"2025-06-06","dur":741,"sum":"Unboxed the Switch 2 on launch day, praising its huge screen, thin build, magnetic Joy-Cons, kickstand, dock and tablet-like design. 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Setup finished with nickname “Bilbo Bag 66”; he confirmed YouTube, then tried £3 monthly retro-games and quit an easy puzzle.","ins":"Hardware excitement temporarily reverses the previous day’s buyer’s remorse, while software enthusiasm remains weak.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250606-Unboxing%20my%20Switch%202-k85EsbMDXfE.mp4","rel":["20221004-iaykzpwaq6s","20221006-vaan_uuec2s","20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20210708-fz99smposja"],"tags":"work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250606-Unboxing my Switch 2-k85EsbMDXfE.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"116 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"13","Source video ID":"k85EsbMDXfE","MD5":"19711a9fd4cdaf3ff521fb4428974593"}},{"id":"20250607-_wm7x_ducru","slug":"20250607-_wm7x_ducru-do-not-buy-cyberpunk-2077-switch-2-gameplay","title":"DO NOT BUY Cyberpunk 2077 Switch 2 gameplay","date":"2025-06-07","dur":493,"sum":"Cyberpunk 2077 with Phantom Liberty costs £65; gameplay looks smooth and detailed, but checkpoint reloads take roughly 10–15 seconds. 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Software feels weak: old ports and paid upgrades dominate; Mario Kart World is the attraction, and Zelda fees deter him. 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Limited launch selection disappoints him; he criticizes recycled Nintendo franchises and old games, then redownloads Darkest Dungeon, Zelda, and others. 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Dated visuals and an easy button-mashing skill ceiling make it less appealing than Street Fighter 6, although online matches remain available. He plays Raiden and Baraka, recalls a prior review reaching 111,000 views, and considers buying Street Fighter 6 instead of Cyberpunk 2077.","ins":"Switch 2 buyer’s remorse recurs as weak practical improvements undermine enthusiasm.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250608-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Mortal%20Kombat%2011%20Switch%202%20gameplay%20and%20review-pvAKDUY1uuA.webm","rel":["20250619-uawgoh0mxrw","20250619-frewyjlfqz0","20230915-afq90wl9xuc","20250607-blobcqzbwcu"],"tags":"content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250608-DO NOT BUY Mortal Kombat 11 Switch 2 gameplay and review-pvAKDUY1uuA.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"130 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"22","Source video ID":"pvAKDUY1uuA","MD5":"5c20e6a3afa5d631dd8d79ecc0d85196"}},{"id":"20250608-ik8j2ooawnw","slug":"20250608-ik8j2ooawnw-new-plans-and-life-updates","title":"new plans and life updates","date":"2025-06-08","dur":22606,"sum":"Switch 2 videos surged past 30,000 views in two days; he targets 200,000 views and $533– $600 through rapid trend-based reviews. He leans toward returning Cyberpunk tomorrow because he owns it on PC; limited software leaves Mario Kart as the Switch 2’s main attraction. He claims July debt freedom, expects £1,100 YouTube plus £500–£600 OnlyFans, panics over a near-stop-out long, and bans users amid Moon accusations.","ins":"A viral trend temporarily restores income optimism, but buyer doubt, leveraged trading, and possessive community conflicts persist.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250608-new%20plans%20and%20life%20updates-iK8j2ooAwnw.mp4","rel":["20250531-jfjyhkjnv-u","20240227-jxvahhodv70","20250505-nxbbpxgmpbs","20250427-cufhftnm1ik"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250608-new plans and life updates-iK8j2ooAwnw.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.9 GB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"23","Source video ID":"iK8j2ooAwnw","MD5":"ebdeda6eb7289a9492a699743c6c7f48"}},{"id":"20250608-tepjejqrqbq","slug":"20250608-tepjejqrqbq-nintendo-is-dead-switch-2-is-a-disappointment","title":"Nintendo is Dead - Switch 2 is a disappointment","date":"2025-06-08","dur":512,"sum":"After buying a £400 Switch 2, he finds it faster and better-looking, but fundamentally unchanged beyond incremental hardware. He criticizes uncomfortable mouse-style Joy-Con use, weak modern-game support, repetitive franchises, and paid 60-FPS Zelda upgrades. Easy day-one availability and muted hype lead him to predict a possible flop, as existing Switch owners lack compelling upgrade reasons.","ins":"Buyer’s remorse again follows when incremental technology fails to justify its cost.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250608-Nintendo%20is%20Dead%20-%20Switch%202%20is%20a%20disappointment-tEpjeJqRQBQ.mp4","rel":["20250609-vj2jutaqbhq","20180711-85zutkw_hbw","20250611-sczqswgzeg8","20250904-g_hmvxhkm3c"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250608-Nintendo is Dead - Switch 2 is a disappointment-tEpjeJqRQBQ.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"159 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"24","Source video ID":"tEpjeJqRQBQ","MD5":"905f0a2e8dbf6c9e6129f7b1aa1ad334"}},{"id":"20250608-8ptm1bh00n4","slug":"20250608-8ptm1bh00n4-why-i-hate-the-switch-2","title":"Why i HATE the Switch 2","date":"2025-06-08","dur":742,"sum":"The £400 Switch 2 disappoints: LCD glare, heavier hardware, and Cyberpunk draining over half the battery in 40 minutes. New games offer little appeal: old titles feel stale, Cyberpunk replays familiar PC hours, and Mario Kart World seems prettier. Docking on 21:9 monitor creates stretched visuals, no audio, awkward cable orientation, wobbly fit, and no aspect-ratio setting.","ins":"Switch 2 buyer’s remorse deepens as hardware gains are outweighed by battery, compatibility, ergonomics, and library frustrations.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250608-Why%20i%20HATE%20the%20Switch%202-8ptm1bh00n4.webm","rel":["20250610-nixw4syl9ns","20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20200129-ejtn-kusk6i","20200117-itjxxgdkcmc"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250608-Why i HATE the Switch 2-8ptm1bh00n4.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"203 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"25","Source video ID":"8ptm1bh00n4","MD5":"4befd5b6d5940b356f3513c9711e4f94"}},{"id":"20250609-vj2jutaqbhq","slug":"20250609-vj2jutaqbhq-cyberpunk-2077-nintendo-switch-2-review-technical-performance-analysis","title":"Cyberpunk 2077 Nintendo Switch 2 Review + Technical Performance Analysis","date":"2025-06-09","dur":495,"sum":"The review calls Cyberpunk 2077 Ultimate Edition a technical marvel on Switch 2, praising sharp DLSS visuals and handheld optimization. Performance mode targets 40 FPS and Quality 30 FPS; gyro, mouse-style Joy-Con, gestures, touchscreen hacking, and Phantom Liberty expand the package. 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No monitor sound, shaky motion, and limited settings undermine the docked keyboard-and- mouse experience despite smooth gameplay. 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Switch 2 video neared 20,000 views at $2.50 CPM, unlikely to repay its cost; he still wants Mario Kart World. Amazon banned him after discovering his YouTube channel, calling him a security and parcel risk; monthly earnings had reached £1,600.","ins":"His creator autonomy again collides with stable work, while ex-partner conflict becomes monetized grievance.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250609-my%20ex%20is%20trying%20to%20RUIN%20my%20life-paFR7Z3Z7YY.webm","rel":["20250610-rf3cpubnl3m","20190810-hi3monh4zjg","20190430-uccti7t5joi","20220812-0i629e1zw7k"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment work job employment petrol station delivery amazon flex evri boss coworker working fired quit resign career relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250609-my ex is trying to RUIN my life-paFR7Z3Z7YY.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"3.2 GB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"28","Source video ID":"paFR7Z3Z7YY","MD5":"ae1dfa79f66233aca95a1990c536fd74"}},{"id":"20250609-n6rp0irtvjg","slug":"20250609-n6rp0irtvjg-nintendo-switch-2-vs-steam-deck-oled-the-ultimate-performance-battle","title":"Nintendo Switch 2 vs Steam Deck OLED – The Ultimate Performance Battle!","date":"2025-06-09","dur":539,"sum":"The comparison gives Switch 2 8GB, 1080p/120Hz LCD, DLSS and longer battery life; Steam Deck OLED has 16GB and OLED/90Hz. Switch 2 favors optimized exclusives and ports; Steam Deck offers greater raw power, customizable settings, mods, emulation, and broader libraries. Its conclusion splits wins: Switch 2 for battery, seamless Nintendo performance, and exclusives; Steam Deck for graphics horsepower and variety.","ins":"It frames optimized exclusivity against flexible power and library breadth.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250609-Nintendo%20Switch%202%20vs%20Steam%20Deck%20OLED%20%E2%80%93%20The%20Ultimate%20Performance%20Battle%21-n6rP0iRtvjg.webm","rel":["20250618-kxnnyhteisw","20221006-vaan_uuec2s","20250612-s6bmwteh780","20250611-sczqswgzeg8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250609-Nintendo Switch 2 vs Steam Deck OLED – The Ultimate Performance Battle!-n6rP0iRtvjg.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"99.3 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"29","Source video ID":"n6rP0iRtvjg","MD5":"8689da4fbd323209a444f0b79eb6c27c"}},{"id":"20250609-qwvi1q4yfsg","slug":"20250609-qwvi1q4yfsg-switch-2-impressions-after-30-in-game-hours","title":"Switch 2 Impressions after 30 in-game hours…","date":"2025-06-09","dur":524,"sum":"After 30-plus hours, he praises Switch 2’s large, slim, comfortable design, exceptional portability, smooth LCD, and magnetic Joy-Con attachment. Versatile play supports handheld, tabletop, grip, detached controllers, and mouse-style Joy-Con use without extra bulky accessories. Limited new software and docked compromises make his gaming laptop preferable; handheld play and Nintendo exclusives remain the main advantages.","ins":"Enthusiasm is real but increasingly conditional on handheld use and access to Nintendo-exclusive games.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250609-Switch%202%20Impressions%20after%2030%20in-game%20hours%E2%80%A6-qwvI1Q4Yfsg.mp4","rel":["20250618-dgkkahkzez8","20221006-vaan_uuec2s","20250904-g_hmvxhkm3c","20250611-sczqswgzeg8"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250609-Switch 2 Impressions after 30 in-game hours…-qwvI1Q4Yfsg.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"82.8 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"30","Source video ID":"qwvI1Q4Yfsg","MD5":"d040d090e5bd12fadecb8ce4f0605a2f"}},{"id":"20250610-i3h26g32fpc","slug":"20250610-i3h26g32fpc-do-not-buy-mario-kart-world-very-disappointing","title":"DO NOT BUY Mario Kart World - VERY disappointing!","date":"2025-06-10","dur":547,"sum":"He calls World poor value at £66.99: improved graphics and new maps, but gameplay largely repeats Mario Kart 8. He dismisses open-world driving as irrelevant, preferring competitive racing plus earned currency, vehicle upgrades, and customization. With few compelling Switch 2 choices, he sticks with Mario Kart 8 and may consider Hades 2 later.","ins":"His Switch 2 enthusiasm is constrained: gameplay depth matters more than graphics or open- world novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250610-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Mario%20Kart%20World%20-%20VERY%20disappointing%21-I3H26G32fPc.webm","rel":["20250610-nixw4syl9ns","20250616-xl3pbropmn0","20250610-lf7bdawbmai","20200124-069xgf21ny8"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250610-DO NOT BUY Mario Kart World - VERY disappointing!-I3H26G32fPc.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"81.6 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"31","Source video ID":"I3H26G32fPc","MD5":"332da462e183d8fc282a74a686e608c0"}},{"id":"20250610-d5u_lmgijvy","slug":"20250610-d5u_lmgijvy-do-not-buy-rog-xbox-ally-x","title":"DO NOT BUY ROG Xbox Ally X","date":"2025-06-10","dur":487,"sum":"He argues the announced ROG Xbox Ally X is too expensive—about $700–$900—and offers insufficient benefit over a £400 Switch 2. He criticizes its thick, awkward design, non-OLED 7-inch 1080p/120Hz display, Windows overhead, and questionable battery-life claims. He prefers Switch 2 for Nintendo exclusives and portability, laptops for serious PC gaming, and sees the Ally X as redundant.","ins":"His handheld priorities remain value, portability, and distinctive games over maximum horsepower.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250610-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20ROG%20Xbox%20Ally%20X-D5u_LMgijvY.webm","rel":["20250611-sczqswgzeg8","20231126-d0coudovely","20231123--wlpginsxm8","20250613-32sy8epob3s"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250610-DO NOT BUY ROG Xbox Ally X-D5u_LMgijvY.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"79.2 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"32","Source video ID":"D5u_LMgijvY","MD5":"efa1926d63212b2096010aaf3fc8e421"}},{"id":"20250610-rf3cpubnl3m","slug":"20250610-rf3cpubnl3m-my-ex-is-trying-to-ruin-my-life","title":"my ex is trying to RUIN my life","date":"2025-06-10","dur":19939,"sum":"Sunny’s privacy reports threaten four old Walking in Japan streams; two were blurred, two may be lost, and he remains no-contact. He charged a wheel, three tyres, Switch 2, Mario Kart, and an £80 DJI mic, calling debt-funded purchases business investments. DJI mic testing ended in a return; Switch content peaked near 21,000 views, while small trades failed to offset larger losses.","ins":"Autonomy and creator spending again override debt reduction, while breakup grievance and audience conflict remain central.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250610-my%20ex%20is%20trying%20to%20RUIN%20my%20life-RF3cPUBnL3M.mp4","rel":["20250609-pafr7z3z7yy","20190810-hi3monh4zjg","20220812-0i629e1zw7k","20190430-uccti7t5joi"],"tags":"money problems debt overdraft credit card loan owed borrowing tax hmrc financial money repay repayment relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance japan japanese tokyo osaka kyoto hiroshima content creation youtube youtube channel subscriber livestream streaming video vlog views gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250610-my ex is trying to RUIN my life-RF3cPUBnL3M.mp4","Format":"MPEG4","File size":"4.7 GB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"33","Source video ID":"RF3cPUBnL3M","MD5":"155574a00c3415fa83d5e0ccaf93e847"}},{"id":"20250610-lf7bdawbmai","slug":"20250610-lf7bdawbmai-top-10-tips-and-tricks-for-mario-kart-world-on-switch-2","title":"Top 10 tips and tricks for Mario Kart World on Switch 2!","date":"2025-06-10","dur":515,"sum":"World adds 24-player races, Knockout Tour, Battle, and Gather Friends and Compete; he considers Knockout Tour the standout. He recommends staying near the back, collecting power-ups, then boosting past chaos near checkpoints; placement thresholds eliminate the final four. Later, chain wrecks and mis-timed boosts eliminate him; he blames moving forward too early but praises the improved graphics.","ins":"He values strategic timing, but finds the mode chaotically punishing and drifting less responsive.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250610-Top%2010%20tips%20and%20tricks%20for%20Mario%20Kart%20World%20on%20Switch%202%21-lF7BDaWBmAI.webm","rel":["20250610-nixw4syl9ns","20250610-i3h26g32fpc","20200210-l9xunlef6xo","20250618-kxnnyhteisw"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250610-Top 10 tips and tricks for Mario Kart World on Switch 2!-lF7BDaWBmAI.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"119 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"34","Source video ID":"lF7BDaWBmAI","MD5":"72274f5e3535982e5eeb728b3ad51bb3"}},{"id":"20250610-nixw4syl9ns","slug":"20250610-nixw4syl9ns-why-i-hate-mario-kart-world-on-switch-2","title":"Why I HATE Mario Kart World on Switch 2","date":"2025-06-10","dur":553,"sum":"He finds the open world bland and empty; matchmaking takes roughly 8–10 minutes despite the new console’s large player base. Drifting now has a jump-and-delay animation, feeling less responsive; he avoids drifting and dislikes rail grinding despite added tricks. Survival mode is hectic but frustrating: rear attackers can eliminate frontrunners; otherwise gameplay largely repeats Mario Kart 8 Deluxe.","ins":"He prioritizes competitive depth over graphics and novelty, making the $80 price hard to justify.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250610-Why%20I%20HATE%20Mario%20Kart%20World%20on%20Switch%202-NiXw4sYL9ns.webm","rel":["20250610-i3h26g32fpc","20250610-lf7bdawbmai","20200117-itjxxgdkcmc","20250616-xl3pbropmn0"],"tags":"gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay","tech":{"Original filename":"20250610-Why I HATE Mario Kart World on Switch 2-NiXw4sYL9ns.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"117 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"35","Source video ID":"NiXw4sYL9ns","MD5":"a90c1d7a3d0d99797459e9e4256946d0"}},{"id":"20250611-5_qhgyjming","slug":"20250611-5_qhgyjming-4-days-later-is-the-switch-2-really-worth-450","title":"4 Days Later - Is the Switch 2 REALLY Worth $450？","date":"2025-06-11","dur":546,"sum":"Four days after launch, $450 Switch 2 offers a 7.9-inch HDR/120Hz display, stronger performance, 4K docked gaming, and sturdier hardware. Its value is weakened by 256GB storage, $50–$100 microSD Express expense, $80 first-party games, paid upgrades, and claimed cartridge incompatibility. 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The brown, sandy world and limited character customization disappoint; combat, climbing, laser-cutting puzzles, and dialogue feel pointless or tedious. Performance is poor below 30 FPS on an RTX 4050 laptop; weak graphics and explosions worsen his negative assessment.","ins":"He again values engaging mechanics and performance over franchise appeal or visual novelty.","t":true,"src":"https://archive.org/download/699994/20250611-DO%20NOT%20BUY%20Dune%20Awakening-zMKRv-UbGws.webm","rel":["20211031-lulxxw1kkam","20200620-m7whqhnknxy","20241127-q3a1wfv60s8","20240915-ucy0ot-srye"],"tags":"relationship girlfriend wife marriage divorce dating breakup partner boyfriend ex romance gaming video game playstation xbox switch nintendo steam gameplay technology computer laptop macbook iphone windows software internet camera tech","tech":{"Original filename":"20250611-DO NOT BUY Dune Awakening-zMKRv-UbGws.webm","Format":"WebM","File size":"98.1 MB","Internet Archive item":"699994","Source sequence":"37","Source video ID":"zMKRv-UbGws","MD5":"5129546b47cdde484e8da09e6e7d0db1"}},{"id":"20250611-lulz6b1w2ua","slug":"20250611-lulz6b1w2ua-my-ex-girlfriend-got-me-in-big-trouble","title":"my ex girlfriend got me in BIG TROUBLE","date":"2025-06-11","dur":19342,"sum":"Sunny’s privacy complaints triggered YouTube action: one 2024 stream was geographically blocked in the UK, while two others remained available. 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Repeated spider encounters, deaths, potion depletion, and replayed cutscenes frustrate him; he wants challenging fights without repetitive easy enemies. 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He finds it bulky and heavy, causing aching hands, oversized bezels, loose Joy-Cons, a fragile- feeling connector, and limited one-handed portability. 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